It's a pity that I am as beautiful as a flower [Quick Transmigration]

It was raining like a curtain outside, and it was blown by a gust of wind and drifted in.

Those raindrops touched her body, and Chu Yan shivered from the cold.

Nie Jingyun's face darkened, and his black eyes kept staring at Chu Yan: "You haven't answered my question yet."

"Is my answer that important?"

Nie Jingyun took a deep breath, and asked in a different way: "...you are a man, why do you want to deceive Hanqiu by dressing up as a woman?"

His words were still tit for tat, Chu Yan frowned slightly: "Zhou Pan and Qiao Hanqiu's marriage was decided since childhood, what can I do? Besides, I have divorced Qiao Hanqiu now, and I have nothing to do with him!"

And so ruthlessly.

Nie Jingyun swallowed all the words that came to his lips.

No matter what position he stood at, he should be thankful that Chu Yan was ruthless to Qiao Hanqiu.

Both of them fell silent, and the atmosphere was tense for a while.

Seeing this, Ji Zichen said, "This place is near the wind, and it will rain harder later, why don't we talk in another place?"

Chu Yan felt a little depressed and short of breath, and when he was out of breath, Xiao Yunze on the side caught his body and hugged him horizontally: "He has suffered from angina again, so he needs to find a place. He conveys internal energy. Please ask Miracle Doctor Ji to prepare a few things..."

Ji Zichen's eyes were complicated: "I know what to prepare, you don't need to say more."

Xiao Yunze said solemnly: "Then I will trouble Miracle Doctor Ji."

After they went to the private room on the second floor and Ji Zichen went out in the rain, Nie Jingyun looked at Chu Yan in Xiao Yunze's arms: "When did the eldest prince know that he is not a woman?"

"What are you asking these for?"

Nie Jingyun's thoughts were more chaotic than anyone else at the moment. After that incident, he was a little afraid of seeing Chu Yan.

Nie Jingyun clearly confirmed that he likes men. He originally thought that Chu Yan was a woman, but this idea was completely shattered.

Nie Jingyun looked at Chu Yan with complicated eyes. He was wearing a blue Confucian shirt today, which was obviously just an ordinary style, and he looked even weaker when he wore it.

Chu Yan tightly closed his eyes, and Nie Jingyun's eyes moved to his neck again, as if if he folded it lightly, he would die.

That was the last time he was a gangster, and he moved the knife a few inches to Chu Yan's neck, and he bled a lot.

Is the wound healed now?

Nie Jingyun thought about it, and then said to Xiao Yunze: "Eldest Prince, why don't you ask me to help you."

Xiao Yunze frowned, this Nie Jingyun, doesn't he like Qiao Hanqiu?

"Of course I will take care of his body."

Nie Jingyun was only affected by guilt at first, but after he said that sentence, he already regretted it.

Fortunately, Xiao Yunze rejected him.

Nie Jingyun sat aside again and began to meditate quietly.

Some flowers can bloom only with the rain, dew, and sunshine of nature. Occasionally, when you look at them, you are still amazed.

Some flowers must be cared for carefully. If they are not cared for carefully, they will wither and die.

Nie Jingyun thought he liked the former, but later he realized that he was even more worried about the latter.

Ever since he knew that Chu Yan was a man, Nie Jingyun felt like a seed was planted in his heart, and then it gradually took root.

Soon Ji Zichen finished shopping, and walked in in the rain, "Grind up these medicines and let him take them first."

"it is good."

Before going out, Ji Zichen glanced inside: "Anyway, I hope that Zhou Pan can explain this matter to Han Qiu well."

After leaving these words, Ji Zichen quickly left here.

Following Ji Zichen's departure, Nie Jingyun also stood up and left.

In the private room, only Chu Yan and Xiao Yunze were left.

Xiao Yunze untied Chu Yan's clothes, and channeled his inner strength through a thin layer of fabric.

Chu Yan finally got better, her brows were no longer wrinkled, and her pale face became rosy again.

Xiao Yunze smiled: "Is it better?"

As soon as Chu Yan came back to his senses, he found himself lying in Xiao Yunze's arms.

Chu Yan was already exhausted, and a thin layer of sweat broke out all over his body.It was so painful just now, he seemed to be pulled back from the gate of hell.

Seeing his tired eyes, Xiao Yunze asked lovingly: "Do you want me to carry you back?"

Chu Yan was terrified all over, and quickly came out of Xiao Yunze's arms: "Don't use your brains!"

"What's wrong with me?"

He pretended to be innocent, but Chu Yan still remembered the bad things Xiao Yunze did.

A few days ago when he entered the palace, Xiao Yunze kissed and touched him in the hall.

Clothes beasts.

Chu Yan gritted her teeth and cursed in her heart.

"I'm fine, I should go home."

Xiao Yunze stood up: "Wait!"

Chu Yan looked back: "Is there anything else?"

"After a few days, I will let Wei Ke go to Zhou's house to treat your angina."

Xiao Yunze had already told him about this many times, but something kept delaying it.

Chu Yan nodded, anyway, he had had enough of this weak body, even if he walked too much, it would hurt a lot.

When Chu Yan was about to leave, he caught a glimpse of something hidden in Xiao Yunze's palm out of the corner of his eye.

"...Wait, what's in your hand?"

Xiao Yunze hid back.

Chu Yan still wanted to see it, he squeezed it so tightly, he didn't want to see it himself, there must be a ghost!

Because Chu Yan was weak, Xiao Yunze was worried that he would struggle too much, which would cause Chu Yan pain.

While struggling, he released the water again, but was still caught by Chu Yan.

"……This is it."

Chu Yan looked at his palm, it was just when the two of them were entangled, their hair was accidentally entangled with each other's headband, Chu Yan directly borrowed Song Yin's dagger to cut the hair.

"I want to keep this."

Chu Yan understood the meaning of knotting hair very well, his face flushed suddenly: "It's up to you."

After saying this, Chu Yan walked out of the teahouse with an oiled paper umbrella.

Xiao Yunze looked at his gradually leaving back, and thought of him under the green umbrella, with his delicate and soft jaw line, and slightly red earlobes, everything looked so cute.

He said up to you, that is, willing.

Xiao Yunze put something on the tip of his nose and sniffed it hard.

It's a medicinal scent.

Excitement can't describe the mood at the moment.

—

When Chu Yan returned to Zhou's house, Zhou's father turned pale with fright when he saw that he was wearing men's clothes.

"How dignified you are like this, change it back for me!"

Just as Chu Yan put away the umbrella, she looked at Zhou's father indifferently: "Father, don't you even forget my gender?"

Father Zhou was a little embarrassed: "I'm not afraid that your mother will go crazy for a long time if she sees it."

"Then when will I be able to restore my identity?"

"Pan'er, I said to wait for you to be eighteen..."

Chu Yan interrupted him: "I'm not Zhou Pan, I'm Zhou Jue!"

Father Zhou's face turned slightly pale, and he also knew that he owed Chu Yan.

"Jue'er, I know you feel wronged, please bear with it, your mother has become more and more sober these past few years, maybe in less than two years, she will be able to get over this hurdle by herself?"

Chu Yan pursed her lips: "My mother didn't figure it out in the first 16 years, why did she figure it out in the last two years?"

Father Zhou was speechless, and his heart was in great pain.

He is only this one son, who is still weak and sick.

It's not that Zhou's father doesn't love his son, it's just that he can't stand seeing his wife go crazy because of her daughter's death.So much so that for so many years, Chu Yan was not allowed to restore her identity.

Even many maids and servants who came to the Zhou family thought that the Zhou family had two children, but the youngest son Zhou Jue was sent to his grandfather.

"Jue'er, you divorced the Qiao family without authorization, and your father didn't blame you, instead, he kept taking care of you. Now my father is begging you for this matter, and let your mother tell her slowly, okay?"

A father could beg like this, Chu Yan was speechless to refuse him.

"……I see."

Father Zhou was ecstatic, but at the same time felt distressed for Chu Yan: "Otherwise, next month will be your seventeenth birthday, and I told the outside world to take Zhou Jue back to the Zhou family. It's much more convenient."

Judging by Zhou's father's appearance, it seems that he really wants to plan for him.

Chu Yan was not so disappointed at last, and nodded to him.

After he finished talking with Zhou's father, he went back to his room and changed into women's clothes again.

Chu Yan looked into the mirror, saw his broken hair, and that image appeared in his mind again.

Get married with you, and stay together for the rest of your life.

Does he want to stay with him?

—

The first day of June was Chu Yan's 17th birthday.

The common people thought that the Zhou family would not make a big deal. After all, the Zhou family had just divorced the Qiao family, so they should be more gloomy.

However, what they didn't expect was that the Zhou family would not only do it this time, but also do it big!

There were many guests coming and going that day, and the ones who came out to entertain people were Zhou's father and Zhou's mother.

"It's just my daughter's seventeenth birthday, why are you so big?"

Father Zhou smiled and said, "Brother Chen, have you forgotten that my wife gave birth to twins 17 years ago? Today is not only my daughter's 17th birthday, but also my son Zhou Jue's 17th birthday."

"Zhou Jue? It's the son you fostered with your father. He came back today?"

Father Zhou nodded: "It's rare for their siblings to have a birthday together. If I'm not careful, I want to make a big one for them."

From this point of view, Father Zhou was right.

After all, women cannot inherit the Zhou family, and Zhou Jue is the only son under Zhou's father, so it is appropriate to hold a big birthday party for him.

"Then what about your son Zhou Jue?"

"He's weaker than Pan'er, and he's still in the room."

Everyone sighed, Zhou's father had been kind to others all his life, how did he give birth to two sick children?

They all ate and drank by themselves, thinking that they might not see Zhou Jue come out at this birthday banquet.

At this moment, Chu Yan really couldn't go out, because he was entangled by someone.

"Your Highness, please respect yourself."

Xiao Yunze always found it very interesting to tease the person in front of him, he moved closer to Chu Yan, even covering the other's ankle with his hands: "Your father did this today to restore your manhood?"

A blush appeared on Chu Yan's pale face, which was caused by anger: "This seems to have nothing to do with Your Highness, right?"

"Why is it irrelevant? I really want to propose marriage to 'Zhou Pan', and then 'Zhou Jue' will be my brother-in-law."

He took one brother-in-law at a time, with a playful look on his face.

Chu Yan found it funny: "Your Majesty will not agree to your marriage proposal to the Zhou family!"

"You probably don't know. I have been plagued by strange illnesses since I was a child, and I am not afraid of anyone who sees them. My father has long looked down on these things. Even if they are shocking, what's the point?"

It is still necessary to put on a show, after all, the original owner is very rigid.

Chu Yan threatened weakly: "Your Highness... you are not afraid, are you not afraid of me shouting?"

Xiao Yunze laughed sullenly: "Ah Jue, you can wear men's clothing now. Did you shout it out to everyone? You, Zhou Jue, have a habit of Long Yang..."

"It's clear that you are the one who insulted my innocence..." Did the villain sue first?Who taught him?

The system silently criticized Chu Yan in his heart, you taught me.

Xiao Yunze coughed lightly, and said with a teasing smile: "Yes, yes, I saw that the young master has an elegant appearance, and I couldn't hold back my lust for a while."

But after teasing him for a while, Xiao Yunze didn't get any worse, but tidied up his clothes for Chu Yan.

Chu Yan put on her shoes and sat down in front of the dressing table.

There is no way, this is Zhou Pan's room, there is a big bronze mirror on the dressing table, and all kinds of hairpins, all arranged by Zhou's mother for Zhou Pan.

Xiao Yunze also got off the bed, stood over there and stroked the ends of Chu Yan's hair, the touch felt so good.

"You are seventeen today, and you have not yet performed the crowning ceremony. How about using a headband?"

Chu Yan was slightly stunned, remembering that Xiao Yunze was also wearing a headband in the teahouse before, so he looked at him: "Your Highness didn't get crowned?"

"Soon." Xiao Yunze's smile froze on his face and gradually dissipated, "You haven't seen me getting sick. In fact, I've already reached the age when I should be crowned, but they are all afraid of me."

Xiao Yunze picked up Chu Yan's hair and quickly combed it for him, then asked in a low voice beside Chu Yan's ear: "Are you afraid of me?"

"afraid."

Xiao Yunze's expression became more gloomy: "Which aspect?"

"Your Highness always likes to touch me."

Xiao Yunze stared at Chu Yan firmly, seeing that his eyes were open, he was indeed not deceiving.

Xiao Yunze squeezed his hand tightly just now, almost poking his palm to bleed.

But now, he stood behind and hugged Chu Yan: "It's great that you're not afraid of me."

It was still cloudy just now, and suddenly it turned cloudy.

Xiao Yunze's tone was full of loneliness, Chu Yan thought, probably because of this strange disease, he suffered a lot.

Now Xiao Yunze is smiling heartily, and Chu Yan also eats sugar in his heart, it's very sweet.

"I have to go out to entertain guests."

Xiao Yunze's smile gradually deepened: "Wait, I'll go with you."

"No, don't you need it?"

"After all, I came to give gifts today, and I made an excuse to sober up before I came to your room. I haven't gone back for so long, they must be suspicious."

Chu Yan was very skeptical: "Then if you go with me, they won't be suspicious?"

"You're wearing men's clothes now, so what's the point of me getting involved with 'Zhou Jue'? It's like getting involved with 'Zhou Pan', right?"

Chu Yan choked, it was true.

He had no choice but to agree to Xiao Yunze's words, and walked out with him.

However, the two of them only acted as ordinary friends, and the guests present obviously did not know Xiao Yunze's identity.Xiao Yunze sat aside, not disturbing Chu Yan.

When the guests saw the well-dressed Chu Yan, their eyes lit up: "This is...?"

"Brother Chen, you hugged him when you were young, why didn't you recognize him all of a sudden?" Father Zhou laughed loudly, "This is my youngest son, Zhou Jue."

Due to long-term illness, Chu Yan always looked a little weak, but it still didn't affect her beauty.

They were dazed for a moment, unable to speak for a while.

He just thought to himself, Zhou Jue and Zhou Pan are really twins, they look alike.

Zhou Pan's appearance is soft and beautiful, which is fine, but Zhou Jue's appearance looks masculine and feminine.

"A Jue has grown so big, it's my eyesight."

Chu Yan smiled: "Uncle Chen, it's also my fault that I have been at my grandfather's place for so long, and I haven't seen him for a long time."

When the man surnamed Chen heard this, he didn't expect Chu Yan to recognize him all at once, and he was very surprised.

"Do you remember the old man?"

"Why don't you remember? You are my father's friend."

Chu Yan soon got into a bunch with them and talked happily.

Just at this time, a servant from outside suddenly came to report: "Master, this... Mr. Qiao is here outside!"

"what?"

"Not only Mr. Qiao, but also those two from Lord Nie's residence are here!"

When Father Zhou heard that it was okay, did he come here to find fault? !

He frowned, and quickly walked over there: "Jue'er, don't move around here, I'll go over and have a look."

Chu Yan stopped Zhou's father: "The visitor is not kind, how can I let my father deal with it alone?"

Father Zhou's face was full of emotion, and he felt that he was not a human being, and let his son dress up as a woman for so many years.

"Mr. Qiao, I don't think he will do anything, but..." Chu Yan paused, and a bloody smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Father, do you know that it was Nie Siyu who pushed me into the water? .”

Father Zhou was in shock.

And Chu Yan told him the list: "The Duan Zhong I met at the poetry banquet was also made by Nie Siyu. And the gangsters I met when I returned home that day were also made by Nie's family."

The more Father Zhou listened, the more solemn his face became.

Until the end, he blushed with anger: "This Nie family is really hateful! Is it easy to bully our Zhou family?"

"The two brothers and sisters of the Nie family have done so many things, they are not willing to let me go easily..."

"It seems that you are right to withdraw from the Qiao family, this Qiao Hanqiu, who cares about all kinds of people!"

Chu Yan looked at him helplessly: "Father, you forgot that I am a man and cannot marry."

Father Zhou slapped his forehead: "Aren't I being pissed off?"

When the two of them walked to the gate together, they found that they had already walked in.

There were too many gift lists, and all the things they carried were sent to the Zhou family.

"Zhou Pan and Mr. Qiao resigned, and they still organize the birthday ceremony with such fanfare. It can be seen that he doesn't like Mr. Qiao at all." Nie Siyu spoke provocatively, and Qiao Hanqiu's face was always gloomy.

When they saw Zhou's father and Chu Yan coming out together, Nie Siyu said mockingly: "Miss Zhou is wearing men's clothing today, so it's not embarrassing!"

Nie Jingyun warned in a low voice: "Siyu, this is not Zhou Pan, he is Zhou Jue!"

"Zhou Jue?"

Chu Yan explained to her lightly: "Hasn't Ms. Nie heard that my sister and I are twins?"

Chu Yan's voice was gentle and deep, and his face gradually turned red as soon as he spoke Nie Siyu.

She made a mistake?

But I have to say, the person in front of me is like Zhou Pan walking out in men's clothing.

When she first met him, she thought he was Zhou Pan, so that face was also feminine.

Now Nie Siyu looked at Chu Yan carefully, and felt that his temperament was gentle and calm. Although he didn't talk much, he didn't feel too cold.Even this face has changed from a feminine adjective to a delicate one.

"...So it's Young Master Zhou."

Chu Yan hummed, and said to the three of them: "Please invite some of you, although my father never told me that you will come."

Is this accusing them of coming uninvited?

Nie Jingyun heard what he meant, but didn't point it out.

The few of them walked into the courtyard together, and Qiao Hanqiu grasped Chu Yan's hand as if waking up from a dream: "Where's Pan'er? Why didn't he attend the birthday banquet?"

Nie Siyu was very jealous: "Young Master Qiao, since Zhou Pan won't come out, I just don't want to see you."

"Pan'er won't want to see me!"

Qiao Hanqiu looked strange, Chu Yan asked in a low voice: "Young Master Qiao, what's wrong with you?"

Qiao Hanqiu was slightly stunned, thinking that Zhou Pan was calling him, but suddenly his heart felt as if he was being gently scratched by a cat's paw.

Qiao Hanqiu attributed this to the fact that the two of them looked too similar, subconsciously ignoring his gradually accelerating heartbeat.

"Zhou... Jue? I want to see your sister, I have something to tell him!"

Chu Yan was very surprised, why didn't Nie Jingyun tell Qiao Hanqiu that he was Zhou Pan.

When he glanced at Nie Jingyun, he realized that he was also looking at himself.

The eyes of the two met, and Nie Jingyun quickly moved away again.

There are ghosts.

Unable to bear Qiao Hanqiu's constant begging, Chu Yan could only frowned: "Okay then, I'll call my sister out for you, but there are too many people here, I'll ask my servants to take you to Xuanxie over there. good?"

As soon as Qiao Hanqiu heard that he agreed, his ashen complexion instantly improved, as if he had heard some happy event.

"it is good!"

Father Zhou didn't quite understand what Chu Yan wanted to do, so Chu Yan just shook his head lightly.

Father Zhou could only call for his servants first, and let them take them to sit in the quiet pavilion over there for a while.

The son has always been calm, so nothing major should happen.

Father Zhou stopped worrying about this, and went to entertain the guests instead.

After Chu Yan walked back to her room, she quickly found a woman's attire and put it on for herself.

He sighed, he didn't expect to be so tired today.

When Xiao Yunze saw Qiao Hanqiu just now, he also came back with Chu Yan, leaning against the door: "Qiao Hanqiu will be suspicious if you go out like this."

He suddenly made a sound, startling Chu Yan: "Why are you here?"

Xiao Yunze didn't answer either, but walked into the room: "Do you want to make it clear to him?"

Chu Yan hummed lightly.

Xiao Yunze raised the corner of his mouth: "In that case, let me help you."

Chu Yan was slightly startled, Xiao Yunze had already walked in front of him.

"Give me the pen."

Chu Yan obediently handed over the things to him, while Xiao Yunze stared at Chu Yan seriously, rubbed his face lightly with his fingertips, then stained the color in the rouge box, and said in a low voice: "Close your eyes."

He wants to put makeup on himself?

Chu Yan's face turned red, and there was some indescribable resistance.For Chu Yan, this is a very private matter. Putting on makeup is like taking a bath. He doesn't like giving hands to others very much.

Xiao Yunze didn't intend to let go.

Facing Xiao Yunze's strength, Chu Yan had no choice but to close his eyes, and let him smear on his face.

His heartbeat gradually accelerated, and he didn't know what Xiao Yunze was thinking.

"Ok?"

Xiao Yunze did not make a sound for a long time.

"...Are you ready?" Chu Yan asked the second time, and he felt Xiao Yunze's lips fall to the tip of his eyes.

The temperature there is almost scalding to the heart.

Chu Yan felt that the corners of his eyes were numb, and after Xiao Yunze finally let him go, some rouge was also stained on his lips.

"Stealing incense and jade, no wonder the world loves to do this."

Chu Yan didn't know how he drew himself, but Xiao Yunze was originally clear and handsome, with his eyes bent when he smiled, with a bit of carelessness, lazy like a stealing cat.

The noon sun just came in, and Chu Yan was slightly taken aback.

So lovely.

It was not until a long time before Chu Yan pushed Xiao Yunze away as if he just woke up from a dream, and was almost fascinated by the beauty.

"Your Highness, wipe your lips. Next time you steal something, remember to destroy the evidence."

The corners of Xiao Yunze's lips curled up, and after Chu Yan left, he looked down at the box on Chu Yan's dressing table.

"Where is this rouge sold? Why does it smell sweet when kissed?"

How could he like someone so much?