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Wei Ying raised his hand to hold the dangling hand: "If you ask, we have already prepared in our hearts, I will accompany you in the future, don't be sad. If you don't ask, we will wait slowly, mother will not lie Ours, ask!"

Lan Zhan: "Mother?"

Wei Ying's face was stern, and his eyes were full of tenderness: "Yes, mother! I was given a forehead wipe and a longevity lock when I was born. You call my aunt to be your aunt. Isn't your mother my mother?!"

Lan Zhan nodded, "Yes."

Taking a deep breath, he looked at Wei Ying again, calmed down, and put his finger on the qin. The tone of the Wangji qin is like an ethereal valley, full of spiritual power. Although they are all the same melodies of asking spirits, they are more sincere because of the owner's state of mind. Cut, one sentence is over.

The two stared at the strings holding their breath. After half a stick of incense...

Lan Zhan looked up at Wei Ying, and Wei Ying said, "This...isn't it! Is it?"

Lan Zhan nodded, "Yes."

Wei Ying got up: "Let's go! Let's go to Lan's ancestral grave!"

Lan Zhan: "There are many ancestors in the ancestral tomb! Do not offend!"

Wei Ying: "It's natural for a son to find his mother, and the ancestors have to help too! Uncle comes to punish me, and I'll bear it!"

It is said that Wei Ying dragged Lan Zhan, but Lan Zhan really wanted to try it.

The two went all the way to the ancestral grave, and first knelt down and kowtowed: "My junior, Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian, came here to bother you in order to find your parents. Please forgive me, all the ancestors."

After getting up, Lan Zhan sat cross-legged, took out the Wangjiqin, Wei Ying: "First..."

Lan Zhan: "Well, ask your father first."

Pluck the strings: Are there dead souls?

After a while, the strings moved by themselves: what's the matter, junior?

Wei Ying squeezed Lan Zhan's arm excitedly: "What do you mean?"

Lan Zhan: "A senior came to answer and asked us what we were doing."

Lan Zhan playing the piano: My junior, Lan Wangji, came to ask my father, Mr. Qingheng.

The sound of the piano: There are only dead people here.

Lan Zhan took a deep breath: Is Mr. Qingheng's wife here?

The sound of the piano: There are only dead people here!

Lan Zhan: Thank you, senior.

Putting away the piano, knelt down and kowtowed again, Wei Ying hurriedly followed Lan Zhan when he saw Lan Zhan like this, and got up: "What can I ask?"

Lan Zhan: "Just say, there are only dead people here."

Wei Ying hugged Lan Zhan happily, and wanted to turn around, but found that it was a bit difficult for Lan Zhan, who was the same size as himself, and put him down again: "Father and mother are the same as parents! That's great, Lan Zhan!"

Lan Zhan nodded in embarrassment, "Yes."

Wei Ying: "Let's go to Caiyi Town to buy candy!"

"Okay." Lan Zhan replied, thinking in his heart: Mother's spirit should not be trapped, since she was only in the quiet room and never left the door, and she was buried directly in the ancestral grave after her death, how could she not ask the spirit... Could it be... another Have a secret?

Four years later, Lan's listening to school (Lan Zhan is 16 years old, Wei Ying is 15 years old)...

In the bustling Caiyi Town, Wei Ying wore Lan's school uniform and wiped his forehead: "Boss! Two pots of heaven laugh!"

Lan Zhan, who was behind him, took out his money bag and threw it to him, while he bought candy beside him.

Wei Ying took the wine: "Lan Zhan, let's go!"

Lan Zhan also took a bag of candy: "Okay."

Wei Ying: "How old are you, and you still buy candy."

Lan Zhan: "There is a young brother in the family, and the raving in the dream always asks for sugar."

Wei Ying was flabbergasted and bit his lip: "Lan Zhan! You have a poisonous mouth, do you know that?"

Lan Zhan smiled slightly: "What I said is the truth."

Wei Ying: "How do you know that I want sweets at night? You don't sleep with me...unless...? You sneak into my room every night?!"

As soon as these words came out, there was an awkward silence between the two of them. When they returned to the quiet room, Wei Ying said, "Well... I'll go and live with Jiang Cheng and the others so that we can have a drink."

Lan Zhan didn't raise his head: "Okay."

It was night, Wei Ying took out the wine, and called Nie Huaisang, the second son of the Qinghe Nie clan, whom he had just met. Accompanying Nie Huaisang was Meng Yao, who was rescued by Lan Xichen back then, and is now an unclean man. Deputy envoy.

Wei Ying, who poured the wine and didn't take a sip, always felt that something was on his mind, so he put down the glass: "The three of you are drinking, I'll go to Lan Zhan's!"

Jiang Cheng: "He doesn't drink, why are you looking for him?"

Wei Ying: "I don't think he's right today, go and have a look, I'll be back in a while."

Jiang Cheng: "The two of you are really good enough. You have been clinging since you were young, and now you are so old and you still don't twist."

Wei Ying walked to the door and turned around with a smirk: "Who wanted to marry me and Lan Zhan when I was young?!"

Jiang Cheng: "Get lost!"

Nie Huaisang on the side covered his mouth with a fan and smiled, "Brother Wei, go early and come back early."

Wei Ying raised his eyebrows as a response, and went to look for Lan Zhan.

In the quiet room, Lan Zhan was writing something in front of the desk holding the lamp. Wei Ying was used to just pushing the door and entering without knocking, and walked directly to the desk: "Second brother, what are you doing?"

Lan Zhan paused: "It's nothing, just copy some classics." Putting down the pen, he folded the half-written thing and put it aside: "What's the matter?"

With the candlelight flickering nearby, Wei Ying cut off the wick: "That... you... I have something to tell you!"

Lan Zhan looked up: "Well, let's talk."

Wei Ying raised his breath and didn't dare to exhale: "I haven't had a drink yet and the emperor laughed, and I haven't even taken a sip. You can hear it." He opened his mouth wide and let out a breath to Lan Zhan, who looked at the funny Wei Ying: "Well, it's not drunk talk, let's talk."

Wei Ying: "Lan Zhan! I don't think I like girls!"

Lan Zhan felt his heart suddenly jumping into his throat: "What... do you mean?"

Wei Ying gritted his back teeth hard, and said quickly, "I like you! Lan Zhan! I like my second brother, Lan Zhan, who accompanied me, spoiled me, and took care of me since childhood!"

Lan Zhan stared blankly at the person speaking in front of him, without any words to respond, just stared at him blankly.

Wei Ying continued: "I know, men shouldn't like men, I don't know if it's a disease, I found myself liking you when I was 11 years old, I always want to be close to you, I like to hear every word you say to me , I found that my love for you is like Jin Zixuan’s love for sister! I want to tell you immediately if I have anything, I look at your expression seriously, and want to know your happiness and anger, every time we go to class separately , I miss you very much, you are not at home, I don’t have any fun playing with Jiang Cheng, I just want to play with you, even if you just stand by and look at me without doing anything! Here you are! Only the candy you feed into my mouth is the sweetest!"

Lan Zhan opened his mouth and flicked a few times. In fact, Lan Zhan felt happy at the moment, and even wanted to cry. As early as a few years ago, when he vaguely understood the matter of love, Lan Zhan discovered his feelings for Wei Ying. But he didn't dare to say it, let alone think about it, so he could only brainwash himself day after day: He is my younger brother, so I should love him.It took a while to make a sound: "Wei Ying... you... are my younger brother, you... just... just rely on my care, we are relatives."

Hearing Lan Zhan's words, Wei Ying felt as if his bones had been cramp and he had no strength in his body. Although he knew that the possibility of getting such an answer was very high, but when he really heard it with his own ears, his heart still felt an unacceptable pain. , took a few deep breaths, and after relief, continued to explain with tears in his eyes: "Lan Zhan, I may not have made it clear. I understand my own heart. My sister said that if you like someone, you have to see your own heart clearly. I have read a lot In [-], I like Jiang Cheng like a brother, not you! Jiang Cheng and I can not see each other every day, but I can risk my life for him. I can risk my life for you, but I can’t have a day I can’t see you! I’ll be very angry when Jiang Cheng gets hurt! I want to avenge and vent my anger for him! And when you get hurt, my heart hurts! I want to bleed and hurt for you. I...I...I miss you To hold your hand, to grow old with your son like you! It's not your dependence on and admiration for your elder brother!" After finishing speaking, Wei Ying squeezed out a smile with all his strength, and because of this smile, the tears that were swirling in his eyes dripped down , He quickly wiped it off with his hands, he didn't want Lan Zhan to see his hypocritical appearance.

Lan Zhan trembled in his heart, he really wanted to get up and hug Wei Ying now, and tell him that he was the same, but he was afraid, afraid that Wei Ying was just a whim when he was young, if he agreed to him, Wei Ying would change in the future, and the two of them How to get along, how the family should face the world's comments, calmed down and said slowly: "You and I are just young people, and we don't know what we think, so don't jump to conclusions. We bear the reputation of the family, so we can't just play around with it." .”

Wei Ying's tears still fell down, and then he became afraid, afraid that because of his impulsiveness, Lan Zhan would stop talking to him or even alienate him in the future, and he would no longer have the qualifications to be a younger brother, so he spoke He said in a pleading tone: "Lan Zhan, can you pretend that I didn't say anything? You still treat me as my brother Zhan, and we are still the same as before! Don't alienate me because of this matter, okay?"

Lan Zhan: "Okay."

Wei Ying bypassed the book case, pouted his mouth, with tears still on his face, acting coquettishly as usual: "Brother Zhan, hug me."

Lan Zhan stood up, full of pity in his heart, and waited for Wei Ying to come over with open arms.

Seeing that Lan Zhan still wished so, Wei Ying felt relieved and slipped into Lan Zhan's arms: "Lan Zhan, when you were young, you said that you would always be with me. If I don't want to get married, you will never get married and stay with me, right? ?”

Lan Zhan: "Yes."

Wei Ying: "Are you still counting?"

Lan Zhan: "Maybe you count on everything."

Leaning on Lan Zhan's shoulder, Wei Ying carefully thought over what Lan Zhan said just now. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that Lan Zhan did not reject him: Don't jump to conclusions, family reputation... Lan Zhan is afraid that I am still young and cannot be sure of myself Heart, I will frame him in the future!

Thinking of this meaning, Wei Ying suddenly became happy, supported Lan Zhan by the shoulders and stood up, and regardless of whether Lan Zhan wanted to, he kissed him directly on the cheek: "I'm not young, I know what I want, second brother just look at it." It’s all right, I’ll treat you well from today until you’re willing to be with me, before that...just treat me like A Xian when I was a child.”

Lan Zhan was stunned by this kiss again, couldn't say anything, and looked at Wei Ying stupidly, Wei Ying let Lan Zhan go after saying this to himself: "I'm going to drink with Jiang Cheng and the others. Come back later and sleep in the side room, the second elder brother called me for something!"

After speaking, he rushed out the door, breathing in the fresh air, feeling that even his blood was excited: Wei Wuxian, Wei Wuxian!You fool!Lan Zhan was almost fooled!