Jane Ying of Pride and Prejudice

They went directly to Darcy's residence in London. After the servant announced their visit, Miss Darcy soon came to receive them. Her face was pale and her eyes were red and swollen. Wrinkles and haggard eyes can still make people see her haste.

After Bingley finished introducing everyone, her eager eyes fell on Jianying.And the first time she saw Jian Ying, she understood the reason why her brother fell in love with her.

It's the eyes, a pair of eyes that are still bright even though they are full of worries, even if there are thousands of emotions in those eyes, they can always be able to collapse, you can't see her fall...

Her originally anxious heart seemed to have a backbone inexplicably. Although she was still anxious, she was not so afraid!

Bentley asked eagerly from the side: "Is Darcy's injury still not getting better?"

Miss Darcy shook her head sadly, "No, my brother is still in a coma."

Then she looked at Jian Ying eagerly, "Brother was calling Miss Bennet by name..."

Jian Ying slightly raised the corners of her mouth, showing a slightly weak comforting smile: "Let's go and see Mr. Darcy first!"

Miss Darcy was eagerly preparing to lead the way, but facing Jian Ying, she couldn't help being a little shy. Before she left, she tugged at her skirt with a disturbed expression, and saluted again: "I'm sorry, I was rude."

Looking at Miss Darcy, who looked uneasy, Elizabeth comforted her softly: "Mr. Darcy is also our friend, and it is right to visit him who is injured."

They didn't delay much, and they went straight to Darcy's room to visit him as they talked all the way!

Seeing Darcy who was haggard and emaciated on the hospital bed, Jianying seemed to see the appearance when he proposed to her and heard her reject that day, the same pale, but much thinner.

There was a familiar throbbing pain in the heart again, it was the most painful time in the previous life, and it was nothing more than that.

At this time, Darcy was having a high fever due to a bit of infection in the wound, and he just uttered a raving: "Miss Bennet...Jane..."

Jian Ying's lips trembled, and she asked hoarsely, "What's wrong with him, how long has he been like this?"

Doctor Dawson on the side replied: "The wound on the leg is infected. Fortunately, no bone was injured, but there is still a lot of blood loss, and now he has a high fever. If the temperature cannot be lowered in time..."

Everyone understood the implication, and Georgiana couldn't cry, she already hated Wickham to the bone.

Elizabeth also had tears in her eyes, and Bingley hugged her face to his chest, allowing her to vent.

Jian Ying didn't cry, she just walked over palely to see Darcy's injury, then turned around and made a request: "Can I be alone with him for a while?"

Her lips are snow white, faintly even a little blue, no one knows what kind of torment she is enduring in her heart at this moment...

She just looked at Miss Darcy with a fixed expression, pleading in her firm eyes.

Miss Darcy thought that her brother would never forget to call Miss Bennet's name when he was in a coma. He must really hope to see her. If Miss Bennet can wake her brother up, she can do anything.

So she thoughtfully asked the others to go out, so that the two of them could be alone for a while.

Elizabeth also wiped her tears and followed Bingley out of the room, because she knew that Jane was never willing to show her vulnerability in front of others.

Finally, there were only Jianying and Darcy in a coma left in the room, but Jianying didn't respond for a while, until several seconds later, she finally seemed to be unable to bear it, and tremblingly approached Darcy, holding him Weak hands...

Then he buried his face in his palm, and shed tears silently, his silently trembling shoulders seemed to be burdened with thousands of burdens, extremely fragile...

But this kind of collapse seemed to be just a moment. She quickly straightened her body and took out the space water she had prepared from the space. There was still a mist of water in her eyes. Spoon, feed the water to Darcy.

But Darcy, who was in a coma, had difficulty swallowing, and water flowed out from the corner of his mouth from time to time.

Jianying put down the water glass in her hand, she stared at Darcy's lips for a long time, finally, she lowered her head and took a sip of water, and gave it to him directly with her mouth.

After taking a bite, she smiled feebly. She originally wanted to laugh at herself for only daring to take advantage of this situation, but then it turned into a wry smile. If Darcy woke up immediately, he would blame her for being unrestrained So what if he took advantage of him?

He was originally such a man who might get love letters from fans when he was in his teens, and a man who threw himself into his arms a lot when he was in his twenties!

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Jian Ying fed Darcy a large glass of space water, and wanted to wash his wound again, but she didn't have ready-made medicine on hand, and it might not be appropriate to rush to wash away the medicine that the doctor gave before, so she had to Feed Darcy to drink more water. As for the consequences of drinking too much water, she can't think so much at this time.

Darcy's face was covered with fine sweat from the high fever, and the water stains left by the water feeding before. Jianying took out her handkerchief and soaked it, cleaned it up for him, and filled the kettle on the other side. Fill the space with water.

Then I cleaned up everything that shouldn't be here.

Her face was almost paler than the sheets under Darcy's body, but she still finished everything in an orderly manner.Thanks to the absence of anyone at this time, otherwise, with her flowing movements, everyone would probably regard them as a couple!

Afterwards, Jian Ying sat down firmly by Darcy's bed, staring at the much thinner handsome face and the tightly closed eyes in front of her without moving.

For a moment, it seemed that the whole person was empty, but it was just Darcy's frown, as if she was shocked, she hurriedly put her hand under Darcy's nose, and felt his heavy panting before she came back to her senses In general, he took a deep breath, clutched his chest, and bent down in pain.

The tears that I held back because I had to force myself to feed Darcy with water, now I can't hold back anymore.

I never thought I could cry like this!The sudden tears in her eyes made Jianying feel her distress. Even if no one was watching, she gritted her teeth and refused to let out a sob easily.

Inexplicable grievances swept over the sky and overwhelming. She, who used to shed tears peacefully no matter how painful she was, looked at Darcy who was in a coma, but couldn't help the sobs in her throat. She grabbed Darcy's arm outside. , I wish I could shake him awake.

The behavior of feeding water before seemed to have broken a shackle in her heart. She grabbed Darcy's arm with one hand, but tightly pulled the bed sheet with the other hand, and could not help but choked and groaned loudly.

"If this is your punishment for my rejection of you, then you have succeeded."

"You are really cruel!"

This sentence is so light but so heavy, she really wants to reprimand Darcy loudly!Why did she get hurt so easily, why did she lie on the bed so haggard and weak because of her request?

Even if it was to solve Wickham, he didn't need to do it himself. It was already the end, so why give Wickham a chance to hurt himself?

But seeing him lying there pale and haggard and lifeless, she couldn't say anything cruel.Self-blame, worry, guilt, regret, heartache... All kinds of emotions came flooding in, and she was almost overwhelmed.

This intense emotion came so urgently, so unavoidable, she never thought of it before.

Looking at the person lying on the bed, Jianying herself felt startled, but it was just a simple temptation. When did she actually get so deep?

It's just a one-month acquaintance, how long will it take to really know this person and turn him into flesh and blood from the silhouette in a book?

But it was so unreasonable, she fell in love with such an ancient man to her, so quickly, without any defense.

Only then did she realize that her liking for him was by no means as superficial as she thought, and this lying fool loved her far more than what he said.

They were all deceived by their own self-righteousness. Those arrogance, prejudice and fear were actually nothing, but she only realized it when she was about to lose.

The period she feared could almost be called a long period of hundreds of years, that period of acquaintances that can only be called short, the insurmountable gap created by the so-called era, and the so-called love in the fairy tales left in time. The real heroine, in fact, never existed!

For everyone, loving bravely is already their reality.What cannot be crossed is not a gap, but a love that is not firm enough!

The so-called dream come true is just a big dream, returning from the dream to reality.

Darcy is the real and fleshy Darcy in her life. He is not a symbol, not a silhouette, but an ordinary man.

The gaps in those family backgrounds are just an excuse for her being too timid to let go of love, maybe because Darcy's love for her is too sudden and blind, so she doesn't have the courage to love.

I don't dare to be confident that I will let this man tolerate all her unbearable rebellion, her shortcomings, and her family that is not decent enough in the eyes of the world.

Also, she wasn't confident that she could equally accommodate his flaws and resolve any differences they might have.

Obviously they already like each other...

Fortunately, the original Miss Jane in the story fell in love with Bingley, otherwise she would have thought that she had assimilated with that girl along with her love.

However, am I not a slow-moving person, but a hot-tempered person who dares to love and hate?Jian Ying was a little confused for a moment.

The mood changes a bit quickly, it seems that there is no defense!

Wait, Mr. Darcy, what happened to your hand?How long have you been holding my hand?