Jane Ying of Pride and Prejudice

Darcy left Longbourne, he rode his horse and galloped in the grass, the words Jianying said kept echoing in his mind, her ruthless rejection, and the smile when she admitted that she had a crush on him... …

As soon as he thought that he had been rejected by her and that she would not spend the rest of his life with him, he wanted to turn around immediately, kneel down in front of her again, and beg her for her favor. How could he ask her to marry him.

But he held back, just like holding back his love for her countless times before, he suppressed his inner desire deeply in the bottom of his heart!

As he got farther away from Longborn, the frowns and smiles of the woman with a distinct sense of presence in his heart became clearer, which made him more painful at her rejection of him.

How could she think that he would meet someone like her who made him lose his mind, lose his judgment, and just want to fly moths to the flame and fall in love?

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Darcy rode past the hill where they met for the first time, where he first met the lady who made him worry...

There is also the grove where they used to go for a walk, and she said that "the only food and beauty can't live up to" the creek...

Lujiazhuang, the first post-rehabilitation party she participated in with a magnificent posture...

She used to smile sweetly, mischievously, and gently in the house of Lucas...

They danced holding hands for the first time, and she showed her singing voice for the first time in front of him...

Familiar scenery passed by one after another, Darcy's horse didn't stop, and he eagerly left those places that made his thoughts tumbling and yearning like waves.

With Netherfield approaching, Darcy's grip on the rein began to hesitate again...

Here, too, there is her figure everywhere, in the grove of Netherfield, her brisk walking away.

The small sofa in the living room, she once dozed off here, thinking how good she was in disguise!But her head like a chicken pecking rice is so pitiful and cute!

He bet that she hadn't even read a single page of the book of poetry in her hand at that time.

There was also the dining room, her discussion about "what is love", the sentence in the Bible, it really makes sense now, but he was only happy because she cleverly avoided Miss Bingley's cunning.

And the ballroom, where they danced and talked together...

The last is the lounge, he still clearly remembers yesterday.

At that time he was dancing his first dance with Miss Bingley, which is the right thing to do as a friend of Charles, but when dancing, he couldn't concentrate all the time, which was unique in his previous career, even if Bingley The young lady tried hard to talk to him, but his eyes couldn't help but drift to her side.

Then he saw her botched partner, yes, botched, and he believed Mr. Collins had done enough to live up to his judgment.

He trampled on her!

Almost immediately, he noticed the pain flashing across her face, but she still danced with him in a dignified manner, not doing anything distracting or impolite!

Mr. Collins's dance steps were wrong again, and he stepped on her foot again. This time, the dance steps under her feet were not so smooth, but she still danced the whole dance gently and calmly.

Later, she seemed to have sensed the reaction of Mr. Collins' wrong dance steps. She avoided being trampled several times cleverly, but she was still trampled on her feet again, but she didn't seem to be in pain anymore. One can see something from her face!

Then there was a short break, and Mr. Collins actually asked her for a second dance. Almost immediately, he left Miss Bingley's side, and made his own invitation before she reluctantly agreed to Collins.

Sure enough, she agreed in surprise, which made his heart feel comforted and sad. Because she behaved as before and never showed any flaws, he believed the fact that she was fine. He still can't forgive his carelessness so far. How do you judge your feelings after being stepped on by someone?

Because when his foot was stepped on before, it only hurt for a while, and then it didn't hurt much, so he danced with her in peace.

He was very happy with this dance at the time, but after knowing the truth, he couldn't be happy at all.

The ladies were delicate and frail, and it was quite normal to sit on a chair to rest between dances. He did not notice her pain because of this until Miss Bingley came over.

She maintained etiquette and stood up to exchange greetings. Seeing that one of her hands turned white when she was leaning hard on the armrest, he realized that her innocence was just pretending, she was in pain, even though her disguise was almost perfect .

He immediately suggested that she go to the lounge for a short rest, where she would not meet any more people, and would not have to exchange pleasantries to maintain proper etiquette.

He was anxious, but his relationship with her was really not close. Until now, he was annoyed by his behavior of always trying to stay away from her, and her usual gentle and generous appearance to everyone, so that he couldn't see her at all. Is there any concern for him.

She was the most beautiful lady he had ever seen, but also the most incomprehensible lady he had ever seen.

Fortunately, Miss Elizabeth's sister who cared about her arrived soon, and at this moment he was pleased with Miss Elizabeth's stubborn and straightforward character.Regarding the matter of Bingley falling in love, he originally disapproved. The status and cultivation of the Bennet family is really worrying. Accepting one of them as a wife means accepting an entire disgraceful family...

This is an extremely terrible thing. When Bentley's feverish mind wakes up, he will be exhausted and embarrassed by the countless troubles. Will he regret his irrational love at the moment?

But he saw Bingley's sincerity, and he also saw Miss Elizabeth's sincerity. They were really happy standing together. He couldn't help but began to suspect that maybe for Bingley, with Miss Elizabeth's love, everything else was not important. ?

Perhaps it was on this basis that when he realized that if only he could win Miss Bennet's heart, he could put aside all his scruples and force himself to tolerate the shortcomings of those around her.Compared with her laughing while holding other people's arms, he hopes that the person standing beside her is him, and it can only be him.

So he proposed...

He was so confident that he was almost stupid.

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At that time, Miss Elizabeth unquestionably took off Miss Bennet's shoes and socks, and they finally saw her injury.

He immediately took a deep breath, with such a wound on such a delicate and tender foot, the whiter and more delicate her feet were, and the sharper the contrast with her red and swollen parts, the more distressed he was.

I couldn't believe it, there was still a gentle smile on her face, and she danced with him for another half an hour, walking smoothly without any abnormality.

She is too patient and too demanding!

Sure enough, she turned down the suggestion to go home and rest because her family was so looking forward to the prom!This made his heart ache, and he thought that maybe at that time, he subconsciously strengthened the idea of ​​​​separating her from her family, so that it deeply hurt her heart.

But at that time, he was mocking!Indeed, he knew exactly how her family was looking forward to the dance.

How her two little sisters, on the day after she and Miss Elizabeth were invited to Netherfield, on the morning he and Charles sent them back to Longbourn, begged Charles to come to Netherfield There was a ball in the Fay Garden.

And her mother, who is fragile but likes to boast and claim power, how she blatantly flattered Charles, and how she confidently acted like a mother-in-law.

Just now, her two little sisters were happily dealing with the men, and her other nerdy sister was so solid and eager to express herself that she was full of jokes.

Even her father was not a respectable and reliable gentleman.Even if he is knowledgeable, he is just such an ordinary countryman now, he can see the peace in front of him, and he is unwilling to think about the consequences of unprincipled laissez-faire.

He even felt that even Jianying was more responsible than Mr. Bennet in raising his daughter, because she was so worried and earnestly asked him for help, just to keep her two dissolute sisters away from villains like Wickham, even if she did not Know how bad he is!

It's just such a family, the family who didn't want to disappoint them even after she was deeply hurt, Darcy recalled his thoughts at the time, it was just thinking about so much, thinking of her family that he didn't want to mention , he failed to take timely measures to alleviate her pain, until she whitewashed the peace again and successfully concealed her pain.

If he hadn't been unable to forget the sharp redness on her white foot, he would not have remembered that ice would relieve the pain, and yet Miss Bennet was a liar who had concealed the condition of her other foot.

He should have thought earlier that this woman who pretended to be better than anyone else, since she has decided to cover up to the end, will not act like a spoiled lady in front of men like other ladies.

Thanks to a flash of inspiration at the time, he remembered that both of her feet were not spared when she danced with Mr. Collins, and she was "taken care of" severely!