perfect mark

As soon as the words fell, Jiang Liaoyin held the mobile phone in his left hand, and his right hand vibrated.

"..."

"How can you lose such a big person? Why are you so panicked?"

Ji Hanjing didn't understand.He didn't have time to explain, he just shook his head and said anxiously, "Go adjust the monitoring at the door."

**

The air in the shop was stagnant, and Ji Shao felt that the two in the room hadn't seen each other for a summer vacation and needed to chat for a while, so he went downstairs to take a breath and tease the orange cat by the way.

The cats in the store are not afraid of strangers, and they walk back and forth in the front hall, looking like a big boss.When I was playing with him, I was half-heartedly looking at other places. When I saw the fur ball pendant hanging on the bag of a passing guest, I was instantly attracted, and then jumped out through the crack of the door.

Ji Shao subconsciously called out, but it didn't look back.It happened to be the intersection of the golden road outside, and there was a lot of traffic and people, fearing that it would be dangerous if it jumped onto the road, so I followed it without thinking.

My heart skipped a beat when I went out to see it.The cat was right there in the middle of the sidewalk, pacing confidently.Fortunately, it was a green light, so Ji Shao went to pick it up, put it heavily in his arms, and prepared to walk back.

Probably thinking he was joking, one jumped out of his arms unexpectedly and trot across the road.

There was a dull thunder in the distance.Cats are afraid of water, and it is distressing to be exposed to rain.Ji Shao couldn't bear it, and chased for a while, but lost track at an unfamiliar intersection.

When he found that the surrounding environment was not right, he stood in a daze for several seconds.Wanting to go back the same way, he raised his foot and took two steps before retreating cautiously.

No trust in my own sense of direction.

With such a grown-up person, he can still get lost even if he goes out for a meal.While disgusting himself, Ji Shao touched his body, and was taken aback for a second.

Didn't even bring a cell phone.

Now it's all right, the cat is lost, and so is the person.

Countless big and small frustrations filled Ji Shao's heart.Like bubbles on boiling water, they burst and splashed everywhere.

He can't do anything but eat and sleep these days.Both IQ and EQ are negative. I want to borrow a mobile phone from a passer-by, but I can't speak.

On the contrary, a kind-hearted little girl caught his gaze and came over to ask him if he needed help.

Ji Shao avoided her sight and refused.

Only then did he feel that he had been quarantined for half a year, going in and out of the laboratory and home, and receiving all kinds of proper care.I have rarely seen any strangers, and I am not used to normal contact with crowds.

Realizing this, his mood suddenly changed.

He is Ji Shao.

How... did he become like this?

Raindrops began to fall from the sky, Ji Shao took two steps back and stood in the bus station to avoid the rain.See yourself clearly in front of the reflective glass of the stop sign.

For comfort, he now wears soft home clothes wherever he goes.Gray long-sleeved trousers covered the wrists and ankles, and even wore a pair of cotton slippers to go out.The hair that was too long was tied into a jiujiu at the back of the head, and when it was pulled back, the bangs fell down, covering the eyes.

Like a depressed teenager who has run away from home.

He sat on the bench in front of the stop sign.Looking down at the rubber band wrapped around his fingers, he had a huge doubt about himself.

He was clearly in a good mood when eating just now, but suddenly, his heart was overwhelmed by overwhelming sadness.

The original intention of moving out to live alone was to be able to take care of myself.But now, he has been taken care of by Jiang Liaoyin so much that he can hardly take care of himself.

Suffering in the laboratory and wanting to give up countless times was Jiang Liaoyin to accompany him.Jiang Liaoyin came to pick him up after the long torture.Occasionally going out to eat and drink, Jiang Liaoyin led the whole process, so he didn't have to worry about anything.

So rely on him wholeheartedly.The whole world would be meaningless without him.I don't want to go anywhere without him.

The sound of rain in my ears gradually increased.Ji Shao is immersed in the infinitely magnified negativity and depression, and it is difficult to escape.

When did it start?He seems to have lost his independence.There is no principle, no choice to cling to Jiang Liaoyin's body.

If it was because he couldn't let go of Jiang Liaoyin's pheromone during the withdrawal process, it would be affected by the long-term immersion.So after excluding the extra dependence brought about by such influence, how much of his true feelings for Jiang Liaoyin are left?

Ji Shao anxiously wrapped the small rubber band in his hand, pulling it tighter and tighter.until it broke with a snap.The panic in my heart reached its maximum.

Did he become dependent on Jiang Liaoyin because he liked Jiang Liaoyin, or did he just need someone he could rely on?

In the past few months, the heart that thought it was firm and wrapped in love felt in many unforgettable moments was shaken violently in this moment.

The familiar crying appeared in my ears again, and it was especially sad because of the sound of rain at night.

Ji Shao's eyes were blurred.A dark shadow surrounds him, silently surrounding him.In those complaints that never ceased day and night, there was also ridicule and ridicule towards him.

"Stop following me..."

A huge shadow shrouded the top of his head, Ji Shao closed his eyes, and saw the cold night rain falling into his heart in a trance.Infiltrating the never-ending path in his mind, the rain flooded over his insteps, knees, and chest, gradually submerging his whole body.

He sat where he was, but his soul seemed to be floating in nothingness.Finally, there is no need to go forward hard, and there is no need to go forward.

The voice was like a maggot attached to the bone, coming through the sound of water.

It is ridiculing that he has no real ability to love a person at all.In the prophecy, his self-righteous false love will eventually leave people disappointed.

In congratulations, at the end of the day, he will be alone.

Say no more...please.

Fear and doubt spread rapidly in his heart.There was no one else in the bus station, and he was the only one left to contend with the endless rain. His small voice was swallowed up bit by bit, and his heart became cold.

In the next second, the entire bus station was illuminated.The dazzling headlights were parked on the side of the road, and someone was running at full speed, with an anxious and clear voice.

"Ji Shao!"

Ji Shao had a sore nose.Before she got up, she was hugged tightly in his arms.

His body is already soaked.

"Is it cold?"

Jiang Liaoyin's clothes were still dripping, but he let out a long sigh of relief, "I asked Ji Hanjing to drive the car to the side of the road, get in the car quickly and don't get drenched."

Ji Shao looked at him in a daze, "...go home?"

"of course."

Jiang Liaoyin laughed, "Go home."

**

Finally, the intersection I found was only two traffic lights away from the restaurant where I was eating.Ji Hanjing felt that this was a bit miraculous, but he also realized that the situation was complicated, so he held back a word on the way to send them back without asking any more questions.

Going back to the shop and changing the car, Jiang Liaoyin held the steering wheel with one hand, took off the jacket that could squeeze out water and threw it in the back seat.

Ji Shao covered his wet hair with the small blanket on the car and rubbed it vigorously, then put it on his shoulders, "Put it on, it's time to catch a cold tomorrow."

"It doesn't matter this day. Just take a shower after a while in the rain."

Ji Shao didn't speak for a while.Seeming to be a little depressed, Jiang Liaoyin thought for a while and said, "Why don't we keep a cat at home?" He saw on the surveillance at the door that Ji Shao crossed the road to chase the orange cat.

Ji Shao shook his head, still immersed in his own little world without saying a word.It wasn't until he returned to the community and parked the car that he suddenly said, "Jiang Liaoyin, I like you very much. Do you know? I... like you."

"……what?"

Jiang Liaoyin was amused by his sudden confession, and couldn't help but laugh, "Why did you say this suddenly? Is it because I ran to find you in the rain so handsome?"

"..."

Ji Shao continued to ask, "You know that, right?"

"Of course I know. But I like it a little more than you do."

Jiang Liaoyin pulled off the seat belt and turned to the other side to hug him out of the car, took the opportunity to kiss him, and whispered, "I love you."

Ji Shao nestled against his chest, feeling warm and relieved.The earth-shaking mood changes in front of the bus station just now slowly returned to calm.The cranky thoughts faded from my mind, and I couldn't help but feel tired, "I'm... very tired today."

"Will you take a bath later?"

"……Um."

Coming out of the bathroom to dry his hair, Ji Shao lay sleepy on his lap and sneezed suddenly.

Jiang Liaoyin turned off the hair dryer and checked the temperature on his forehead.I don't know if it's because I just finished blow drying my hair, and it seems a little hot.

Jiang Liaoyin pulled him up and shook him softly to wake him up, "Go to the medicine cabinet in the living room and take the thermometer to measure his temperature. I'll take a shower first."

Ji Shao complied perfunctorily, and lay on the bed for a few more minutes before getting up exhaustedly and going to the living room to find the medicine box.

I didn't notice the thermometer when I opened it, but I accidentally found the small frosted pill box containing B&R that he had given to Jiang Liaoyin before.It was originally collected here.

Ji Shao glanced at it twice, took it out like a ghost, and held it in the palm of his hand.The pills inside were so full that they couldn't be shaken.A thin layer of pill box exudes the familiar mint aroma.

He now has the ability to tell the difference.When I smell it again, I feel that compared with Jiang Liaoyin himself, this is the difference between natural sugar and industrial saccharin.

But the saccharin seems to be mixed with food attractants.It has been compressed to a very high concentration, and a small piece can be worth a temporary mark.Very addictive.

Ji Shao knew in his heart that it shouldn't be, but his hand was involuntarily close, and he lowered his head and smelled it.In an instant, the drug addiction that had been suppressed for a long time quickly emerged.His hands and feet began to tremble, inexplicably excited.

"Hey, what are you doing over there?"

Jiang Liaoyin quickly took a shower and came out of the bathroom. Seeing that he was performing a dangerous operation, he rushed over to intercept him before he made any further moves, threw it back into the medicine box and closed it with a click, and seriously taught, "Please pay attention Take a look at your behavior. Did you take your temperature? Is it normal?"

"……normal."

Ji Shao responded indiscriminately.His eyes hadn't left the medicine box yet, his mind was drawn by the smell of saccharin, and he was inexplicably agitated, "I don't want to take it. Can I smell it too?"

"What do you think? Of course not."

Jiang Liaoyin's heart trembled, as if a wake-up call had been sounded.

Ji Shao is in the critical period of withdrawal, if the drug is resumed, the previous efforts will be in vain.

I put the medicine box here casually before, and I almost forgot it after a long time, which is really a hidden danger.The dangerous item has to be removed tomorrow.

He thought so in his heart, but he was still not in shape on the surface, he lowered his collar and leaned closer to Ji Shao, "Smell me, smell me."

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