perfect mark

Jiang Liaoyin froze in place, looked up to reconfirm the room number.After a while, he closed the door behind his back and went back to his room.

Ji Shao ate, drank and slept soundly.Lying on his bed, covered with his quilt, pillowed on his pillow, and fell asleep comfortably, as if he should be here.Naturally outrageous.

Jiang Liaoyin dimmed the bedside lamp, lay on the edge of the bed and looked at him quietly for a while, then gently poked his fingers exposed outside the quilt, "Tell me about you. What do you mean?"

How can anyone set the password of their own house to be the same as that of the neighbor's house.Is the heart too big?

What if the neighbor finds out?

What if the neighbor is a psycho and sneaks in while you're showering to do something bad?

"That password is my birthday."

Jiang Liaoyin continued to whisper, "How can you use my birthday as your door password?"

It just makes people delusional.

He was anxious to take Ji Shao away tonight, but he actually had another thought.The location of the food festival was chosen to be close to the school, so there were especially many young people who came to join in.Shopping and eating along the way, every time I go to two stalls, I have to meet a brazen person who comes to ask Ji Shao for his contact information.

Omega itself is scarce, no matter where it is, it is the object of pursuit.His pheromone smelled so good, and it was especially noticeable when it was spread out without restraint.

Jiang Liaoyin looked very irritated, and rolled his eyes when he refused to strike up a conversation with him, "What's so fierce, you are not his Alpha, why do you care so much?"

Want to get angry, but people are right.

Jiang Liaoyin knew that when Ji Shao fully recovered his Omega identity, more people would pursue him one after another, desperate to win his smile.

Thinking about it this way, he even privately hopes that Ji Shao's withdrawal time will be longer.Don't let others discover your baby so quickly.

But how long can that delay.Baby will be coveted by others after all, but he doesn't have an identity that can be legitimately protected.

"If only I were..."

Jiang Liaoyin murmured, and suddenly remembered that he still had a promise that he was not willing to use.A promise personally certified by Ji Shao, as long as it is proposed, it will be fully fulfilled.

If my wish is for you to be my own Omega, will you help me realize it?

... so shameless.

It is almost possible to imagine Ji Shao frowning and scolding him as "not big or small", Jiang Liaoyin laughed to himself, quite helpless and self-deprecating.

He could feel that Ji Shao was still intentionally using his status as a junior to separate him from his heart.No matter how harmonious we get along on weekdays, when the atmosphere is really going to develop in an ambiguous direction, the identity of the "little kid" will be blurred.

Do you have to do something to prove that he is not "little"?

Jiang Liaoyin was thinking seriously, when suddenly he heard an indistinct raving.

Not knowing if he dreamed of something, Ji Shao gradually fell asleep unsteadily.Holding the quilt tightly, he tightened his fingers and pulled them towards his chest, curled up and shivered slightly.

Jiang Liaoyin recovered from his delusions, stretched out his arms and patted his back, only to see that he was shaking even more violently.In a trance, he seemed to see that the day the two first met in the tea house, he was trembling like this, and his whole body was glowing with a beautiful red.

At that time, his consciousness was so thin that he couldn't control it, and he only relied on instinct to ask for marks.Once or twice, whimpering unbearably but still wanting, fingers clenched the pillow as hard as possible, pulling out creases and creases.

……

Can't think about it anymore.Otherwise, you will fail the trial.

Jiang Liaoyin hesitated for a moment, before deciding whether to wake him up, but Ji Shao had already opened his eyes, staring blankly at the air.

It took a few seconds for his eyes to focus on him, "I fell asleep...you carried me back?"

Jiang Liaoyin nodded: "Did you sleep well?"

"I accept the bed."

Ji Shao lifted the quilt, covered his face with his hands and violently rubbed it a few times, only to feel a lot more awake, "When is it?"

"It's still early. It will only take half an hour to come back."

Jiang Liaoyin turned on the wall lamp, and the room was brightened up immediately, "Shall I make you some supper?"

The food festival stalls sell snacks, and it is said that if you don’t eat the staple food, you won’t be full.

"I'm not hungry."

Perhaps it was because of the decrease in appetite, Ji Shao felt that his stomach was already full, "Do you want to eat? I can eat with you."

"That's not necessary."

Jiang Liaoyin said, "I'm not hungry either. You haven't had a good rest, so go back and sleep."

"Really not?"

"It's really not necessary."

"I'm leaving?"

"...I'll take you to the door."

Just two steps.Jiang Liaoyin walked out with him, leaning against the door to watch him press the combination lock on the opposite side.Exactly the same number, one sound.

Until Ji Shao said good night, went in and closed the door.He just turned around and went back.Turn on the fire and sit in the pot, and cook a bowl of noodles for myself.

I didn't eat much after shopping with me all night, and I was already hungry.

**

When Xu Songyan first heard that the withdrawal reaction would magnify the negative emotions in his heart, Ji Shao didn't understand the deep meaning.I just feel that I eat well and sleep well, and I don't have any negative emotions.

It wasn't until he dreamed more and more frequently of the road in front of the school that made him lose his way, and fell deeper and deeper into a woman's mournful cry, that he had to admit that some negative emotions will not disappear under the influence of external conditions. Distributed from the bottom of my heart.

Probably there is a capital letter "Mourning" engraved in his heart.

His sleep was very long, but of very poor quality.Seeing that the man was getting more and more sleepy, Jiang Liaoyin asked him if he wanted to go for a walk.

Ji Shao reluctantly refused, staying at home with no interest in anything, counting the days until the day when he would return to the laboratory.

On the day he returned to the laboratory, Jiang Liaoyin drove him off.

They left a little early.Passing a road sign on the way, seeing that he rarely fell asleep, Jiang Liaoyin pointed to the place name on the sign and said casually, "I grew up there when I was young."

Ji Shao was startled, and when he came back to his senses and looked back, the road sign had been thrown far away, "Where were you born?"

"Well, it's only been an hour. Do you want to go and see?"

According to rumors, Jiang Liaoyin was born in a small mountain thousands of miles away.Jiang's father worked tirelessly to find him and overcame the obstruction of his current wife, so that Jiang Liaoyin lived a life that was completely different from his original situation.It can be said to be deeply affectionate.

But it's only tens of kilometers away from Rongcheng.Not even a tenth of his affection was achieved.

Jiang Liaoyin said, "Director Jiang is really interesting."

Everyone knows that he and his love are separated by mountains and roads, and he did not hesitate to find their only heir to raise him, and doted on him a lot.

Little did he know that he was just a coward.Knowing the existence of the child early in the morning, but watching it coldly for so many years, he dared to take him back only after Jiang Ziyi's mother's family declined, and then he dared to take him back, in order to fulfill his own reputation.

Perhaps he also wanted to bring the child's mother back.But that poor woman couldn't wait for his belated compensation.

Jiang Liaoyin changed the road temporarily and drove the car to an open space at the foot of the mountain.He took Ji Shao out of the car and walked for a while to see Liao Qiao's tomb, and briefly introduced, "This is my mother."

The original burial, hidden in a forest, close to mountains and streams.The tombstone is a rough stone buried deep in the soil, with only four words simply engraved on it, "Tomb of Liao Qiao."

She died in childbirth, and her illegitimate status did not allow her to be buried with other relatives in the town.Can only lie alone in this wilderness.

When Ji Shao first learned of the truth that had been hidden for many years, his heart was shocked, and it has not calmed down for a long time, "Jiang...Dong, do you know this?"

"Of course he does."

Jiang Liaoyin said, "He always knew."

"When I was young, I used to fight with children on the street. I didn't know why I started fighting, but I could win every time. Then I heard that the losing child was comforted by his parents, saying that Liao Yin was a child without a father and a mother. If you let him go, it's pity for him."

"Once I was annoyed when I heard it. I didn't have a father or a mother. Could it be that I jumped out of a rock? Suddenly someone next to me asked me, where are you/mother?"

"I said she was dead. The man asked me again if I wanted to see my dad."

"I said no. My mother at least left me a tomb so that I could have a place to visit her. My dad didn't even leave me one. Why would I see him?"

Jiang Liaoyin smiled, "That was the first time I met Chairman Jiang's secretary. He said you wait for another year. After one year, you will be able to leave here, and your father will have everything you want."

Later, he officially had a father, and the most he said to Jiang Dong was "I want it."

Later, he stopped talking, because Director Jiang knew his intention to go home in peace, and began to ask him, "Do you want it?"

But Jiang Liaoyin never felt how pampered she was.

Director Jiang didn't really care what kind of person this son was or what he wanted to do.He just needs a tool, a medium, to satisfy the son when he makes demands, and to hear the people around him sigh that he is a good father, and the guilt in his heart will be relieved a little.

"In this way, he gained psychological comfort, and I got what I wanted. Everyone gets what they need."

Jiang Liaoyin squatted on the ground, pulled out the overgrown weeds one by one in front of the tombstone, and said slowly, "I don't have any grand ambitions. I'm not interested in inheriting the family business, and it's even less interesting to avenge my mother. Strictly speaking, my mother It’s because I was born. Just get some benefits from Jiang’s family.”

Ji Shao was silent for a while, then asked in a low voice, "You were suddenly taken back to Jiang's house, how could you agree?"

"After meeting Secretary Jiang, I picked up plastic bottles for half a month, saved money to buy a bus ticket, and went to the city."

Jiang Liaoyin said, "That was the first time I left this town at the foot of the mountain to see what the outside world is like."

At that time, he knew that he would not stay in the same place peacefully.

He can also fight the Jiang family to the end, refuse to accept the late compensation, and find another way out with a wave of enthusiasm.But the greater possibility is that there is no other way out, and he will seal himself up in this impoverished small mountain village for the rest of his life, losing the right to education and more opportunities to know the world.

"Why should I have trouble with my own life?"

Ji Shao was infected by his open-minded tone, and was moved for a moment, "It's rare for you to think so."

"Then...it's been so long, why didn't you move your mother's tomb?"

Jiang Liaoyin looked at him with raised eyebrows, "Where are you going?"

When Ji Shao was watched by him, he was a little uncertain for a moment, "Move to a... decent place?"

The graves he's seen, including his mother's, are lined in formally controlled cemeteries.This is the first time I have come to such a wild place.

"I think it's a good place."

Jiang Liaoyin stepped on the soil under his feet, and made a footprint, "There are flowers, grass, mountains and water, isn't it good to sleep here? I will sleep in such a place when I die in the future, maybe in my next life it will be nearby Reincarnate, become a squirrel or something in the tree next to you. Just these few hills can jump vigorously and freely."

Seeing that Ji Shao was a little stunned, he smiled again, "Do you want to be a squirrel too?"

"..."

Back on the way to the laboratory, Ji Shao's mind is full of squirrels, squirrels, squirrels.

He didn't expect to hear such words from someone.Completely different ideas, full of unmodified frankness, real as if born wild.

But if this person is Jiang Liaoyin, it seems reasonable.

The fourth withdrawal cycle is much longer than before.Ji Shao experienced what Xu Songyan said was the torment of "going up to a higher level" - his desire for compound medicine has intensified a lot, except when soaking in nutrient solution, he endures the desire to go deep into the bone marrow almost every moment, emotional Lost control several times, often accidentally knocking over difficult-to-swallow nutritional supplements.

Xu Songyan is prepared, and will invite foreign aid to give him psychological counseling at this time.

Ji Shao thinks the effect is not obvious, but there is one piece of advice that is very useful to him—you can increase your confidence and courage to continue by repeatedly imagining life after successful withdrawal.

.........

Squirrel squirrel squirrel.

for freedom.

He began to miss the outside world crazily, thinking about escaping all the time.He didn't even dare to see Jiang Liaoyin, afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would beg him to take him away from here.He didn't want to reveal the bad situation, and was afraid of making people worry, so he indirectly reduced the visiting time through Xu Songyan, so as not to be seen.

If so, at the end of this cycle, he couldn't hide his emaciated appearance.When Jiang Liaoyin came to pick him up, he was heartbroken. Just as he was about to ask, Xu Songyan dragged him aside and told him in a low voice, "He may be emotionally unstable and have extreme thoughts in the future. If you can, pay more attention. "

"Especially when he asks you for B&R, you can't give it anyway. If you can't bear it, send it to the laboratory."

"Even if he asked me for it, I didn't have it."

Jiang Liaoyin felt a little uneasy.But the stakes are always clear, and Dang even agreed.

On the way back, Ji Shao was very calm, as if he was about to get emotional.But the atmosphere in the car was very strange, like the undercurrents before the big move was brewed.It wasn't until I got back to the door of the apartment that I suddenly said, "Jiang Liaoyin? Come with me."

"……Row."

Jiang Liaoyin felt something was wrong when he heard the voice, there must be something wrong.Bite the bullet and follow him into the room, only to see that he opened the drawer in the bedside cabinet and took out a small medicine box full of it.

Ji Shao said, "This is all my remaining B&R. It's all here."

There were still these left after the trip, but he did not hand them over to Xu Songyan out of selfishness, but secretly hid them by himself.

Over time, the withdrawal symptoms will become more and more severe.By then, it would be very difficult for him to have enough willpower not to touch these medicines—even now, hiding these medicines privately is already very dangerous.

Ji Shao took a last look at the medicine box in his hand, gritted his teeth and handed it over.

"……what?"

Jiang Liaoyin took it subconsciously, "Why give it to me?"

"I believe you."

Ji Shao said.

"If one day in the future, I can't hold on anymore. Don't let me make mistakes."

**

an independent story

"Spring Festival Special: Old Dreams and New Years"

This year's New Year's Eve, Ji Shao almost had to spend it in the sterile cabin.

His withdrawal treatment has entered the final stage, and even Xu Songyan said that it is basically certain that the withdrawal is successful.However, Jiang Liaoyin changed his attitude of always wanting to steal people from the cabin. In order to ensure a perfect ending and no longer travel, he was absolutely punctual every time he was sent to the laboratory, never arriving late or leaving early.

This cycle was originally scheduled to end on the second day of the new year.Ji Shao wanted to leave the cabin early for the Chinese New Year. He discussed with Jiang Liaoyin several times but was rejected. In the end, Xu Songyan came forward to guarantee him that he reluctantly agreed to come to pick him up on the night of the New Year's Eve.

This winter, Rongcheng has experienced frequent snowfall.Because Ji Shao was in the cabin, he missed everything perfectly.This day, the laboratory was catching up with a light snowfall, and I leaned against the car window to enjoy the dim sky leisurely.

"It doesn't look as good as the photos you took."

Every time it snows, Jiang Liao Yin will take pictures, and send him the best ones out of hundreds of pictures. The angles and composition of the pictures are carefully selected, and of course they look amazing.

"It's too late and the light is bad."

Jiang Liaoyin said, "Get up early tomorrow, and watch for a while before the snow stops."

Ji Shao knew he couldn't get up early, so he smiled, "Then I'll just look at the snow with poor light."

He looked a little sleepy for a while.Returning to Jiyuan in a drowsy state, Uncle Tong has already prepared all the New Year's Eve dinner.There were only two people on the table.

Jiang Liaoyin took the cloak on the passenger seat and got out of the car, and when the back door was shaken open to wrap him up, he carried him out, and went directly to eat.

Lao Tong's wife and daughter are all celebrating the New Year abroad, and they are alone during festive seasons.Finally, someone accompanied me for a few drinks, and I was very happy.As soon as he was happy, he began to chatter, and his subordinates continued to pick up food for Ji Shao, "Eat more, make up for it, we Xiao Shao have worked hard this year."

Ji Shao's bowl had already been piled up into a hill, and he couldn't finish it no matter how much he ate, so he could only glance at Jiang Liaoyin and ask him for help.

Jiang Liaoyin received the signal and helped him divert his attention, "I will respect you again when Uncle Tong comes."

"Don't call me uncle! I don't have such a big nephew as you!"

Old Tong changed his face in a second, blew his beard and stared at him, "I can't forget that when we Xiao Shao was wronged by you, we came back and cried and told me..."

"... Uncle Tong!"

Ji Shao hastily interrupted.I don't know what to think of, but I actually blushed, "I said it was a misunderstanding. Don't mention the past."

"It was my fault."

Jiang Liaoyin accepted the blame readily, raised his glass and said, "This is a toast to you. From now on, I will do my best to never let him suffer any more."

Rolling into bed that night, Jiang Liaoyin bit his shoulder and sincerely apologized, saying sorry several times, "I shouldn't have bullied you when you were in heat/estrus/period...and let you be seen..."

Being rubbed in his arms, Ji Shao was out of breath, thinking that you should just take a bite without saying it.The attitude is not right at all.

. . . nowhere is correct.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year the next day, the two of them slept until noon.Old Tong himself was still drunk, and he didn't bother to care about them.

After eating something, the two went to sit in the Liuxiang Pavilion, drinking tea and feeding the fish.Jiang Liaoyin propped his head against the window to look at him, and suddenly asked, "Did you dream about getting lost again last night?"

"how do you know?"

"You called my name."

Ever since he knew Ji Shao's mysterious sense of direction, he contracted the function of the humanoid self-propelled GPS.Later, I found out that it was the source of his nightmares, and I couldn’t lead the way in his dreams, so I brainwashed him every day—call me by my name if I’m afraid.

It actually works.

Ji Shao put down the sand pot in his hand and looked at him angrily, "Why, can't I call you?"

"of course not."

Jiang Liaoyin smiled, "I just didn't expect you to be so obedient."

What Ji Shao didn't say was that those old dreams had already faded, but they just appeared in his mind like a habit, and they wouldn't scare him anymore.

But still want to call his name, greedily grab every piece of peace of mind.

"I heard from Uncle Tong yesterday that Jiyuan applied for a national cultural heritage protection unit, and it will be approved in the next year."

Ji Shao has been preparing for this for a long time.Jiyuan, which has been silent for many years, is open again, and will be open to all walks of life in the future.

The auspicious snow has not disappeared, and the spring scenery in the garden is thriving, just waiting for people to appreciate, "I hope it will go well."

Jiang Liaoyin unpacked the food and threw it into the lake, "So, I have to buy a ticket when I go home?"

"you?"

Ji Shao took his hand and sprinkled some food into the lake.Watching the koi in the lake scrambling and jumping, the tone seems casual.

"You are free for life."

The author has something to say: You can also sell tickets at the door

Come late Liao!

Today's episode and the main text do not belong to the same timeline

It belongs to sudden insertion

During the holidays, I really get more and more late

Don't learn

everyone go to bed early

Goodnight everybody

mua!

*感谢在2020-01-2523:26:40~2020-01-2701:05:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of eucalyptus;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!