martyrdom

After another rehabilitation treatment was over, Yu'er half-lyed on the sofa in the lounge and closed her eyes to rest her mind. Hearing the familiar footsteps approaching from far to near, she opened her eyes with a smile and looked at the person who came.

The person who walked in closed the door behind his back, locked it, walked over and knelt on the sofa.Yu'er moved her long legs down to make room for her, she leaned forward and kissed her lips.

"I miss you." Ruan Ruan coquettishly vented from the kiss.

Yu'er chuckled softly, "I haven't seen you for an hour."

The two lips parted, Yuan Fei stretched out his hand, and gently covered Yu'er's right hand that was resting on the armrest of the sofa.

"Your hands are so warm." Yu'er said this.

Yuan Fei retracted her hand like an electric shock, and looked at her in surprise: "You...can feel..."

Yu'er smiled and said nothing.

The momentary ecstasy gradually faded away, Yuan Fei gave her a white look: "It's a lie again."

Yu'er raised her right hand and stroked her cheek precisely.The fingers were already able to bend slightly along her contours, and they were pressed coolly on the hot skin after the deep kiss, so comfortable that Yuan Fei couldn't help but sigh.

"I'm not lying to you," Yu'er said softly, "The face is warmer, soft, and I really want to squeeze it."

Unfortunately, not yet.

Yuan Fei pressed her right hand, and led the stiff fingers to shrink and squeeze, rubbing her face into a mess.

"I got it, do you like it?"

"I like it." Yu'er raised her left hand to touch the other half of her cheek, holding her face with both hands.The tender skin without makeup seems to be able to pinch water, her thin lips are pursed lightly, her eyebrows and eyes are all downturned, she can't help leaning forward to peck lightly, causing Yuan Fei to curl her lips and close her eyes, dodging again and again.

"Then heal quickly and pinch you every day."

Yu'er raised her eyebrows: "Am I serious?"

"I hope you mean it."

Yu'er opened her arms and gently hugged the person into her arms.Yuan Fei adjusted her posture, put her head on her chest, and heard a strong heartbeat, so she closed her eyes with peace of mind, enjoying a moment of leisure.

"I'm actually very lucky, Yuan Fei." Yu'er sighed softly, "There are many people who don't have the conditions to reintroduce themselves, or are reintroduced in a tragic way, but they still can't survive in the end, and even cause severe infections. Lives lost. I've seen many, many examples of that in the places where I first treated."

Yuan Fei opened her eyes and listened to her statement quietly.

"Sometimes I think, how can I deserve to go back to you like this. But maybe God's will has made me almost create a medical miracle, so there is no reason for me not to live well."

Yuan Fei rubbed her head against her chest, and interjected, "Only when you come back to me can you live a good life."

"Yeah," Yu'er continued holding her restless head, "so I don't dare to ask for too much, and I don't dare to ask too much of myself. Applying for your graduate student is my last greed. , I just want to go with the flow."

After being silent for a while, Yuan Fei smiled slightly: "I am very relieved that you have this kind of mentality."

Her head was patted, and five fingers ran through her black hair. Yu'er lowered her head and kissed her ear lightly, and the topic eased up: "What's the arrangement for a while, Teacher Yuan."

"I...I think..."

Yu'er was very puzzled by her murmuring: "What do you want to do, just say it."

"I want to learn to swim."

Why do you want to learn to swim?This was the last barrier she racked her brains to come up with.

Even if the wheel of fate will eventually move along the established track, she will try her best to change the direction when a fork appears, and she will do her best to change a different ending.

However, it is a bit difficult.

Especially when Yu'er rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find a swimsuit that was particularly economical in fabric and handed it to her, she still hesitated, then wavered.

Looking at the one-piece swimsuit the girl gave her, she pointed and protested, "I want to wear this."

Yu'er glanced at her, her eyes stayed on the neck below the abdomen, and she smiled wickedly: "You will...not feel comfortable wearing this."

Yuan Fei: "..."

Yu'er took the separate swimsuit in her hand again, shook off two short and thin pieces of fabric and compared them to her: "Well, you have a good figure, so you can wear this suit."

Yuan Fei: "...Thanks for the compliment."

Hiding behind Yu'er, he left the locker room in embarrassment, only to find that the school swimming pool was completely empty at this time.She remembered that Yu'er logged on to the educational affairs website to check the class schedule before departure, probably deliberately avoiding the time of swimming lessons, in order to save her from embarrassment.

So he walked out from behind Yu'er, and walked side by side with her on the non-slip mat.

Originally, the two bodies were similar in shape, but because one of them suffered from several months of illness and was too thin, they were no longer indistinguishable from each other.On the first night of their reunion, Yuan Fei stroked every skeletal outline on the girl's body that was exposed due to her thin body, feeling extremely distressed.

She promised herself from the bottom of her heart that she must make up for Yu'er.Now that a month has passed, it has already achieved initial results.

it will be okay.

Very cheesy self-comfort, supporting her to accept that every part of the girl is different from before.

When she reached the shallow water area, Yu'er stopped and tied the floating board in her hand around her waist.She raised her hands and let Yu'er move, watching her right hand clumsily tie the knot, she endured it and did not help.This is the only way to restore function, there is no shortcut, and she can't encourage the growth of seedlings.

Yu'er was very patient, not in a hurry or annoyed, and worked hard to complete this action.

And Yuan Fei also expressed encouragement as many times before: "You did a good job."

Yu'er straightened up, smiled sweetly like a child rewarded with candy, and reached out to pinch her slender waist.In the next second, as light as a swallow, he plunged into the water, sparking silver splashes everywhere.

The people on the shore watched the girl jump out of the water, wiped the water off her face, and opened her arms to herself, but they still didn't dare to jump directly.

Yu'er smiled and motioned her to get off the ladder, swam to the side of the ladder, and stabilized the person entering the water with one hand.

Hugging across the water feels amazing.

"Let's learn to breathe first." Yu'er pushed her, helped her slide to the edge of the pool, stepped on the water by herself, and laid her left arm on the shore leisurely, in stark contrast to someone's tense grasping posture.

Yuan Fei looked at her seriously, with an open-minded and studious look.

"Hmm..." Someone touched his chin, as if trying to organize his words, "Let's call the teacher to listen first."

Yuan Fei: "..."

Learning to swim is really hard.

In the end, Yuan Fei compromised.And the flattered Teacher Gu has no reservations, teaching this smart and beautiful student with all his heart.

An hour later, Yuan Fei was able to travel more than ten meters downstream with the assistance of back drifting, with a standard posture and a considerable speed.

In fact, it's just because at the end of the swimming lane, there is her embrace that she misses so much.

"Let's stop here today, my student is great." Yu'er hugged her in his arms, listening to her lightly panting, suggested.

Yuan Fei shook her head, glanced at her back, bit her lip and said, "I want to take this off and try."

Yu'er vetoed it straight away: "It's too dangerous. It's your first time learning, and you're tired, so why worry?"

Yuan Fei insisted, "Let me try." Her tone was soft, her eyes were expectant, and she really made the girl surrender.

After removing the floating board, Yu'er followed closely beside her. She adjusted her breathing, stretched her arms and legs, and tried to start a real swim.

very smooth.

She doesn't have any athletic talent at all, maybe she can stimulate her extraordinary potential when she is in a hurry.

If you can learn to swim earlier, everything may be avoided.

As soon as the thought came out, the mind wandered, and the unfamiliar movements suddenly became chaotic.The water choked her mouth and nose relentlessly, irritating her nasal cavity sorely, cold, desperate, and the scene was familiar, just like the tragic ending that she was thinking about how to avoid day and night!

But this time, the waist was tightly encircled by a steady force, and it moved upwards, easily helping her out of the water.

Hugging the girl's thin and warm body, Yuan Fei couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Why are you crying, I can't even breathe well. It's okay, you've swam well." Yu'er helped her lean against the edge of the pool, patted her back to comfort her, and felt a little bit of an accident caused by her bravado. It was funny, so the corners of her lips curled up in a loving arc, and her hands moved more gently.

Yuan Fei looked back and saw her smiling, she was so ashamed and indignant at the moment, as soon as she lowered her head, she buried herself in the water like an ostrich, and then Yu'er couldn't help but fished her into her arms again.

The tear stains were washed away by the water, only the corners of the eyes were flushed.

Yu Er kissed her white lips, and coaxed softly: "Go home? If you like swimming, we will come back tomorrow."

Yuan Fei just shook her head, like a child who refuses to go home after going out to play.

Yu'er was stunned for a moment, then laughed again: "Then... swim again?"

"If your mother and I fell into the water at the same time, who would you save first?" It was such a question.

Yu'er raised her eyebrows in response to her joke: "Classic question."

"I want you to answer seriously?" Yuan Fei also smiled, but there was no joy in that smile, it was more like a wry smile.

"Answer seriously..." Yu'er thought for a while, "I won't save anyone. Because with my ability, no one can be saved."

Yuan Fei showed doubts.

"Actually, rescuing a drowning person is a very difficult thing. I have tried it in swimming lessons. Even the lightest classmate, without struggling and cooperating with me, it is difficult for me to swim to the shore safely. Really drowning people will struggle, and will drag those who give help into the water together, and the environment of the drowning place is complicated, silt, stones and phytoplankton may prolong the time you reach the shore until your physical strength is exhausted. This explains why it is important to Drowning people rush to rescue, often resulting in one dead and two dead."

Yuan Fei burst out laughing now: "One dead body and two lives don't seem to be used like that."

Yu'er scratched her face in embarrassment: "A slip of the tongue. In short, from a rational point of view, being able to swim is by no means the same as having the ability to save people."

Yuan Fei's smile faded, and she seemed to be sighing when she looked at her: "You have always been sensible, Yu'er."

But I can always make you lose your mind.

So all the pain, all the loneliness, I deserve it.

Yuan Fei reached out and caressed the girl's cheek: "I hope that one day, you will be as rational as you are at this moment. Don't be influenced by emotions and make unnecessary sacrifices."

"Sacrifice?" The girl tilted her head, her expression was natural and her tone was flat, "Even if I can't save you, I will jump down to accompany you. Should this be called martyrdom?"

Yuan Fei just looked at her fixedly.

It is our promise to have a double burial with you, but sometimes, I will not be worth it for you.