martyrdom

On the east coast of the Pacific Ocean, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and the night is intoxicating.The sound of the waves was separated from the room by doors and windows, and it also locked the melody in the room firmly.Two pairs of soft and beautiful bodies overlap each other, dripping with sweat, outlining an irresistible charm.

On the west coast of the Pacific Ocean, the rainstorm has just stopped and a rainbow has appeared.The person who woke up struggling with a splitting headache, gasped on his back, his hair and brows were wet with cold sweat.

Gu Yuzhi licked and kissed the softness under his body over and over again, savoring completely different flavors, indulged in joy with his fingertips buried in the jade liquid and sweet spring, and concocted a painful and joyful moan.Someone is blooming in her hands the only beauty that belongs to a woman. Brown hair, long eyelashes, and deep blue pupils are all unique styles that she has never experienced before.

Yuan Fei propped up her arms and tried to get up, but fell back between the beds, her black hair hanging down on the snow-white pillow, her eyes full of sadness.

The second time to break through the barriers and go deep into the forbidden area, it was done familiarly and naturally.For her, this move will not have any special meaning, but the meaning to the people under her only makes her feel very happy.

"Gu, I...I love you so much..." Someone said a fragmented confession.

Yu'er...I miss you very much.Someone meditated silently in their hearts, and tears fell like rain.

But at this time, Gu Yuzhi, who was deeply loved and cared about by others, had his eyes closed tightly, and the corners of his lips were smiling wildly, enjoying the satiety after the demons in his heart devoured his reason.

What is the pain that cannot be healed, and it is gradually fading away.

This feeling is really good.

Then come more violently!

He leaned over, lowered his head, and bit the fragile soft flesh on his chest, tightening his teeth until his mouth was full of blood.

There were painful groans in his ears, but he didn't resist.Slippery cold sweat broke out from that body and stained her skin, but she suddenly felt nauseated, and she tilted her head and spat lightly.

"Bitch." Two Chinese characters popped out between her teeth. Although the girl didn't understand the meaning, she was sensitive to the coldness, even contempt.

This is her contempt for herself, and it is also a profound abuse given to herself.

The blue pupils glowed with grievances, and they met her dark eyes.

The quick shot, like dewdrops condensing in the night, from the accumulation of water vapor to the rolling of tears, the blink of an eye is so beautiful that it makes people stare blankly.

That hot tear fell on Flora's face.

"Do you think that if you give your all and humble yourself into the dust, you will be cherished by others?"

Cherish, she understands, is a beautiful word.But for some reason, that tone was full of despair, which made the girl empathize with her, and she shed tears.

"I'm playing with you, cater to you first, then abandon, how do you feel?"

The blue pupils widened suddenly, as if they had heard the most terrifying truth.The body even trembled more than when he first passed through, the sweat was cold on the skin, and the tingling pain spread all over every inch of nerves.

Not the understanding of individual words, but all of them.Because the girl didn't want to continue to hide her in Chinese, but smiled lightly, with tears in her eyes, and gave her a fatal blow word by word in her familiar mother tongue.

Cater first, then discard.Gu Yuzhi sneered from the bottom of his heart.Compared with her experience, this is less of a layer of deception and betrayal.

play.

Wait...playing?

Gu Yuzhi shuddered at the momentary thought.

Letting go of the stunned person under her, she sat up straight and shook her head violently.

——For example, I tell you that everything you see is just a dream, and you will wake up in the next moment; another example, I say that the person in front of you is just an illusion, and your vision, touch, and all senses are deceiving You, will you understand?If these are your demons, how can you overcome them?

She is just a victim of Yuan Fei's overcoming of her inner demons, a sad product created by Yuan Fei under the ravages of her inner demons.

Yuan Fei was playing with her.

From start to finish.

In the dead silence, two chuckles suddenly escaped.Then came a long series of laughs.

Gu Yuzhi left.

The person on the bed watched her go out of sight, and it was impossible to chase her back.In the following days, until the end of the summer vacation, this girl never appeared again.

All of this is a nightmare.

On the west coast of the Pacific Ocean, a person with a persistent high fever has rarely been able to stay awake.When she opened her eyes again, the light in the room was dim, and she panted, thinking, it must be another rainstorm.

In fact, it was late at night.

The phone seemed to keep ringing, which was why she woke up.The characters on the screen blurred and then became clear in front of her eyes. She picked it up, and there was a familiar voice over there, with concern that made her heart tremble: "Are you okay?"

In an instant, tears filled my eyes.

He wanted to speak, but his throat felt hot and dry, and he only let out two painful dry coughs.The voice of the person on the other side of the phone was a little anxious: "Where are you, tell me, I'll come to you."

She's coming... Yuan Fei couldn't help but curl the corners of her lips and smile contentedly.

"Yuan Fei?" She called her own name.

Yuan Fei felt that she hadn't been this happy for a long time.

"Yu'er..." she spoke, her voice was so broken and hoarse that she was startled.

It was suddenly quiet over there.After waiting for a long time, a helpless sigh came: "Forget it, don't sleep, wait for me, I will find you."

good.I listen to you.

The person who promised not to sleep, tried hard to stay awake under the attack of illness.Every breath is very difficult, from the nose to the chest seems to be blocked by something, and the air can only be squeezed through the slit.Breathing a little harder, my chest hurts like a tear.

Suffering, I don't know how long it has passed, there is only one thought left in my mind, if I don't sleep, I will see Yu'er immediately.She will bloom a gentle smile in front of her eyes, will gently embrace herself in her arms, will call her name over and over again with a sweet voice, and will take her to feel the most beautiful and saddest love.

She is looking forward to it.

Gu Xin learned about Yuan Fei's hotel from the owner of the coffee shop.In the afternoon, I received a call from my boss, saying that Yuan Fei came alone, got caught in the rain, and left with a bad face, so I asked her to ask.She didn't care because she knew that Yuan Fei was not someone who couldn't take care of herself.I was so busy that I didn't think about it until night fell. I called several times, but no one answered.

Realizing that something was wrong, it was after the call was finally connected.That melodious voice is so hoarse, and it seems that she is not so clear-headed, and she actually recognizes her as Yu'er... She and Yu'er are very similar in appearance, but the voice is only a bit similar at first glance.The more she thought about it, the more worried she became. After asking the address of the hotel, she rushed over there, asked the front desk to check the room number, and finally knocked on the closed door after an hour of talking.

No one responded.

It took another half an hour to find someone to confirm his identity and help him open the door.Gu Xin walked into the room, and it was pitch black.She tried to call Yuan Fei twice, but there was still no reply.

In desperation, she reached out to turn on the light, and saw Yuan Fei lying on the bed with her eyes closed, probably unable to hold on, and fell asleep again.

Gu Xin approached, stood beside the bed and looked at her quietly.

She still looks like a beautiful woman with exquisite eyebrows, but her face is red with a high fever, and her originally well-defined body has become too thin.

In the past few months, she has heard some news about Yuan Fei, nothing more than the academic achievements such as winning thesis, participating in the compilation of books, and being promoted to associate professor.It may be amazing to do this in just a few months, but few people can imagine the hardships behind it.Besides Gu Xin, almost no one could understand the deeper and simpler reason.

It has nothing to do with seeking fame, but with the departure of a certain girl, she has nothing to do except concentrate on academics.

Reaching out to touch the hot forehead, the sleeping person frowned slightly, trying to open his eyes.

Realizing that she fell asleep again, guilt filled those misty eyes, and there was also a hint of deep nostalgia: "You're back...I, I'm really sleepy...Don't blame me."

Gu Xin understood who she recognized herself as.

She leaned over and hugged her slender body that was burning hot with light force.Yuan Fei trembled slightly in her arms, slowly raised her hands, wrapping them around her neck obediently.Trying to raise a faint smile, anyone who sees him can't help but sigh.

Gu Xin hugged her tightly and sighed, "Then let me take care of you for her once."

When Yuan Fei woke up again, she was surrounded by wards.Sitting next to him was Gu Xin.

Seeing all this clearly, her whole body became cold in an instant.

Are you... are you awake?

There was the sound of water droplets in my ears, the medicine flowed into the back of my hand along the transparent tube, and the blood vessels along the way were irritated and painful. It was a very real feeling.

Then in front of him, there should be the real, unique, and extremely cruel reality.

When she woke up, she still didn't want to face it.So he closed his eyes again, trying hard to send himself back to sleep.

"Since you're awake, why are you pretending to be asleep?" Gu Xin's voice sounded faintly next to her ear, even with a relaxed tone, which made her suspicious.

How could it be such an emotion?

……wrong.

Yuan Fei opened his eyes again to look at the person who spoke.Gu Xin also looked back at her with a smile, and continued: "You should also get up and eat something. Do you know how long you slept?"

It should be... a long time.It's been a long time since we first met and separated, and we experienced it again completely.

Yuan Fei sat up slowly supporting her body, declined Gu Xin's support, thought for a moment, and tentatively asked, "What's wrong with me?"

"The pneumonia caused by the cold is not serious, and I can be discharged from the hospital in two days."

Yuan Fei froze for a moment, then let out a long sigh of relief, and laughed at herself.

Gu Xin took the time to observe her for a while, then quietly asked: "Who am I, do you recognize me now?"

"Sister Xin..." Seemingly recalling something, she muttered unconsciously, "I'm sorry, please take care of me."

"You miss her. Shall I tell her about your illness?"

Yuan Fei smiled bitterly and shook her head, thought for a while, then sighed: "I drove her away, you... should blame me."

Gu Xin's smile with downcast eyes easily brought back memories of a certain person in her, causing her to turn her eyes away and dare not look any further.

"She should really listen to what you said in your sleep. Even I couldn't help being moved." Although the tone was teasing, the expression came from the heart.

Yuan Fei's expression froze, and he stammered, "I, what did I say?"

Gu Xin couldn't help laughing: "Why are you so nervous, your face is turning pale. You just called Yu'er every now and then, and then said sorry many times, and..."

Yuan Fei was beating like thunder at her intentional pause.She and Yu'er are indeed sisters, and they are equally proficient in playing tricks on her.

Gu Xin took out her phone and showed her the chat history with Yu'er.Inside there was a voice message she sent to Yu'er. After clicking on it, Yuan Fei murmured in a low voice: "I love you."

Yuan Fei felt that she should find a piece of tofu and kill her.

But what they don't know is that Yuan Fei's unintentional disclosure and Gu Xin's self-assertion almost saved Yu'er's life, and helped her kill the demon who had been rampant for many days in one fell swoop.