martyrdom

How can one think in such a situation?Yuan Fei tried hard to turn her muddy brain, but the only conclusion she came to was that the girl was too bad.

No matter how proactively you cater, you can't get the desired continuation. The fire in your body is burning hotter and hotter. Every inch of your skin is hot and painful. It urgently needs to be touched by cold fingertips and soothed by soft and thin lips.This urgency was not answered, and she became more and more anxious, with tears in the corners of her eyes, and she bit her lower lip hard to prevent herself from begging for mercy in the dust.

"Can't figure it out, huh?" The girl pressed close to her ear and said, deliberately spraying warm breath on the sensitive part, causing her to tremble again.I used too much force in my mouth, and I already tasted the fishy sweetness, and traces of redness entered the girl's eyes, so I pressed my lips to it, and licked it with the tip of my tongue.

Only then did she let go of the white teeth that were clenched on her lower lip, the stinging wound was gently sucked by the girl, her heart trembled, and just as she was about to cling to her again, there was an even more severe pain on her lips the next moment.

The punishment in her hand also began to continue, and she finally couldn't hold back under the continuous stimulation, and a trembling and weak pleading escaped from her mouth: "Don't... Yuer... don't do this..."

In return, the girl scolded coldly: "Who allowed you to abuse yourself so easily?"

"I... can't... no..."

"Then tell me, have you figured out what you owe me?"

"I...can't think of it...Didn't you say...You asked...I'll answer...Why do I have to...think for myself!' Mingming couldn't even say a complete sentence, but she still wanted to use verbal arguments to get the girl to submit.

"Hmph, you are quick to argue, but when it comes to business, you procrastinate and cover up."

The more he talked, the more angry he became, and the movements of his hands increased. Yuan Fei suddenly begged for mercy softly: "I said...I said..."

Yu'er laughed softly, similar to the lines of an anti-Japanese drama, and said with satisfaction: "If you were born in the war years, you must be a good traitor who understands current affairs."

Yuan Fei let out a soft hum from her throat, it was both embarrassment and displeasure, but hearing Yu'er's chuckle, watching her fade away from the coldness and let her gentle eyes spread, her heart was faintly filled with something.It turns out that being a traitor and surrendering to someone is also a wonderful thing.

After all, the tough attitude can't bear to last too long.After all, Yu'er loves her dearly, loves her to the bone, and has a responsible pursuit of making her happy.So after Yuan Fei expressed her stance obediently, she finally received the long-awaited ultimate love.

This night's entanglement came to an end with the rustling sound of falling snow hitting the window lattice.The person with poor physical strength seemed to be about to fall asleep, Yu'er hugged her sideways, half of her eyes were filled with complex colors, full of love mixed with helplessness, and there was a hint of depression in the helplessness, but everything turned into Forbearance and tranquility.

How could he be willing to wake her up and force her to give the answer she wanted.Small punishments and big punishments were already reluctant in front of Yuan Fei, and even exhausted all the cruelty she could have. Even if she had all kinds of means, how could she be willing to use them on her?

Yu'er considers herself not an indecisive person, but in the face of Rushui's love, she can't use any strength and can only compromise.

The man in his arms moved, turned over, met her gaze, and opened his eyes with difficulty.

Yu'er looked down at her, the shadow of eyelashes covered the expression in her eyes, she just said lightly: "Not asleep yet?"

"Hmm..." Yuan Fei snorted, as if hesitating, and after a while, a tired hoarse voice sounded cautiously: "I want to tell you... the analogy the psychiatrist gave me, and the dream I had on New Year's Day are both It’s the same thing. They’re both telling me that what I’m seeing is a dream, and those nightmares are reality.”

Yu'er didn't say anything, just asked: "So you believe it?"

"No. The first time I heard about this possibility, I just thought it was absurd, but I could understand that what the psychiatrist said was just to make me cherish the reality. I imagined it, and I really felt that the dream was scary and the reality was precious, so I made up my mind not to think about it anymore. But later I wanted to understand some things, so... I have always been between belief and disbelief."

Half-truth, half-false, saves all pain and fear, and even the final conclusion changes the facts in consideration of the other party's mood.In fact, as long as she thinks about it for a while, all her previous actions have become strong evidence to refute this statement, and how could that person who is too smart not understand.

After hearing these words, Yu'er was silent for a long time, but the arms holding her were gradually tightened, and even strangled her a little.

Yuan Fei felt that she needed to say something more, so she continued to speak: "I know you doubt my mental state, and I have had such doubts too. Although the hospital's conclusion negates this doubt, I still can't completely give up those terrible things. I can't overcome the fear that comes with it. It's not that I haven't tried, it's just that..."

"I didn't intend to persuade you to give up." Yu'er sighed deeply, took over her unsustainable words, and said softly, "I know you have been working hard, I just feel sorry for not being able to share it. But there is one thing I still want to say. I advise you, even if you only regard all this as a dream, you must take it seriously and not lose your heart, otherwise, once you wake up from the dream, you will regret it."

"……I understand."

After finishing the business, Yu'er raised the corners of her lips and gave her a gentle and doting smile.A light kiss fell on the forehead, and the tone was lighter than the kiss: "We will not talk about this in the future...whether it is a dream or it is true."

"Okay, let's not talk."

It's late at night, and I really want to just sleep like this, but there is still one thing that must be done.There is no separate bathroom in the room on the snowy field. It is not very convenient to fetch water for washing in the extremely cold night. There are only a few thermos bottles in the corner filled with hot water for guests to use at night.Yu'er put on a piece of clothing and got off the bed, poured a basin of hot water to the side of the bed, soaked the towels and began to clean their bodies.

Yuan Fei was already in a half-dream and half-awake state, cooperating obediently with her wiping. Occasionally, when she was wiped awake, she thought about doing it herself to save her from trouble, but before she took the towel, she closed her eyes again tiredly, causing trouble. De Yu'er couldn't laugh or cry.

Speaking of which, tonight I am soft-hearted, and I am not torturing her too much, she is already like this... It seems that insisting on exercising can't just be talked about in the future.

After wiping, I found that Yuan Fei had fallen asleep at some point.She returned to the warm quilt, hugged him into her arms, and just closed her eyes and turned over when she felt something hard pinch her elbow.

It's Yuan Fei's cell phone.

For some reason, she looked at the sleeping person in her arms, and suddenly thought of checking the phone privately.Those proclaimed questions were not asked, to give Yuan Fei enough trust and respect, not to be completely indifferent or curious.Right now is undoubtedly the best time to resolve the problem. She intends to care, so... it's not an invasion of privacy, right?

After hesitating again and again, she still opened the mobile phone without a password.However, the picture used as wallpaper made her startled for a while, and she didn't come back to her senses for a long time.

It was a fresh photo, so fresh that it had only been a few hours since it was taken.At that time, they had just set foot on the snow field, and she ran a few steps in a wild manner, leaving a string of cheerful footprints on the white snow, and Yuan Fei followed behind slowly, unexpectedly secretly photographed her footprints and back.

... This guy is actually quite boring.

Yu'er looked at the photo and laughed lightly, smiling, but suddenly felt sour in her heart.With such a thin skin, Yuan Fei dared to use her photo as a wallpaper, and didn't even set a password. How much did she trust her not to peek?

How disappointed would she be if she knew what she was doing at the moment?

Yu'er didn't continue to look for the information she needed, but stopped the sad peeping between the couple like a precipice, turned off the screen, and put the phone aside.

"I'm sorry." Gently apologized, telling the person who couldn't hear at all in his sleep at the moment, because of the fault she didn't know.

After a good night's sleep, Yuan Fei was awakened by a soft object rolling over her lips and cheeks.He opened his eyes in a daze, and the glare of sunlight reflected from the snow field passed through the curtains, making his vision blank for a moment.After regaining his eyesight, he immediately saw a familiar face close at hand, and the cute appearance of kissing the girl lightly.

Yuan Fei raised the corners of her lips, smiled silently, and stretched out her arms to hug Yu'er, enjoying this intimacy that started a beautiful day.

"What time is it?" After hugging for a while, still thinking about the itinerary, Yuan Fei was about to get up, but was dragged by Yu'er and continued to lie back, "It's just dawn, about... eight o'clock?"

Yuan Fei touched the phone next to her pillow and glanced at the time, it was [-]:[-].He glanced at the person next to the pillow in admiration, and gave him a light kiss as a reward: "That's an accurate guess."

Yu'er accepted the reward with squinted eyes, glanced at her mobile phone, and suggested somehow, "Let's go out and take pictures later."

Yuan Fei was really taken aback, her eyelashes trembled as if her secret had been broken, and her cheeks quickly painted a layer of color: "...to take a picture?"

Yu'er suppressed a smile, and pointed her eyes out of the window: "We are lucky, there is a very beautiful morning glow today."

Hearing this, Yuan Fei stood up and got up, stepped over the girl and went straight to the window, and carefully opened a corner of the curtain.The orientation is wrong, and the rising red sun cannot be seen, but the clear sky is blurred with layers of light red, which makes the pure white world a little more soft and charming for no reason.

As the sun rises, the morning glow is fading.Yuan Fei was very excited and couldn't wait, she turned around and pulled Yu'er up, urging: "Hurry up and change clothes, let's go now."

"Are you... not tired?" A little suspicious tone.

There is indeed a strong sense of exhaustion in her body, which is the romantic trace left after a physical and mental bonding, and it is also the exhaustion and soreness that makes her most happy.

But showing weakness is not advisable.Yuan Fei raised her eyebrows and asked back: "Are you tired? Then sleep for a while, and I will accompany you."

Yu'er was speechless and supported her forehead, pulled out the clothes that were tangled on the bed and handed them to her, and silently dressed herself neatly.

Open the doors and windows, and let the cold and fresh outside enter the room.Yu'er was still rummaging through things, Yuan Fei had already walked to the door, bowed her head and stepped on the snow, entertaining herself.The morning glow reflected her slightly flushed cheeks due to the cold, and spread a long shadow under her feet.The plain down jacket on her body seems to be integrated with the white snow, and it is also like an elf transformed from the snow, attracting the eyes of all things with its soul-stirring beauty.

Just when she was having fun, there were several shutter sounds from behind her. She turned her head in surprise, and found that Yu'er was holding a rather professional camera to take a snapshot of herself.

"...Where did you get the camera?"

Yu'er walked up to her with the camera in his hand, and while showing her the photos he just took, he answered: "The temperature is too low, and taking pictures with your mobile phone is easy to crash. Before leaving, I borrowed this from an old member who used to play photography. How is it, is the technology not bad?"

Photos with well-composed compositions and exquisite effects slide across the display.Because it is a snapshot, her every move is natural and casual, coupled with the photographer's understanding of her, she can always capture the most beautiful and moving moments in time, she is very satisfied.

"Then...shall I take a picture for you?"

Didn't you already shoot it?With this sentence, Yu'er could only laugh silently in her heart.