martyrdom

After reading the content on the webpage, Yuan Fei was surprisingly calm, even with a slight smile on her face, sitting on the swivel chair and turning around to look at the girl who was still wiping her tears.

"Did I scare you with what I said this afternoon?" Yu'er turned her head in embarrassment with a relaxed and teasing tone, and ignored her.

Yuan Fei stood up, walked over to hook her waist, and pointed her finger on her forehead: "I thought you were born with a calm temper, but it turns out that your emotions are left behind. You pretend to be watertight, and you can say so much Is it stupid to comfort you against your will?"

Yu'er buried her head in her arms, took a deep breath, and said in a muffled voice: "Then you will comfort me."

"Okay," Yuan Fei hugged her tightly, and the hands around her waist slid along the hem of the clothes onto her bare back, gently stroking her and suggested, "Let's go on a trip and come back after school. I guess all the messy things will be gone by then." When the dust has settled, we'll come back and hear what happened."

The topic turned to other aspects, and deliberately avoided talking about everything in front of him.Her ability to change the subject is not very good, but because of the considerate cooperation of the interlocutor, she has repeatedly succeeded.

Yu'er's shoulders trembled, as if she was laughing, but her voice still came out muffled from her arms: "You want to leave the rest to Chen Qingbaiyi?"

"Why not?" He replied confidently, and moved his hands along the back to the front of the body confidently, making a mess.

Yu'er raised her head, her tears were gone, and she was smiling.First he pulled out the claws from the clothes, then looked at her with interest for a while, and seconded, "I think this idea is very good."

Travel as soon as you say go, and you can't even wait for the wound to be healed.Although Yu'er was not happy, seeing her high spirits, she couldn't bear to stop her. She let her do strategies and pack things. After two days of busy work, she couldn't wait to set off.

During these two busy days, there were a few things that made her slightly puzzled.

One is that during the period when Yuan Fei was immersed in the strategy, she often talked with people, and often hid on the balcony alone, as if she didn't want her to hear it, and came back only after her hands and feet were cold.She felt sorry for her, and asked casually, but all she got was ambiguous and vague perfunctory.Yuan Fei has never had much social life, and usually let her know everything in detail, but this kind of obvious avoidance has never happened before.

The second is that Yuan Fei used her account as an excuse to prepare travel funds for a considerable amount of money.Her account was linked to her family's business, and the flow of funds was already frequent. She didn't care about such trivial matters, but became suspicious after checking the situation of the payee.The other party is also an account with a lot of capital flow, and this transfer is buried in it inconspicuously, but she always feels that Yuan Fei's move seems to be hiding something.

The third is that people who have not healed the wound on the corner of the eye and have always been reluctant to go out suddenly went to a travel agency to check the itinerary after a day of strategy.Not to mention how many online itineraries are required, Yu'er offered to send her off, but was rejected, so he had to wait at home.

While waiting for someone, doubts kept churning in my heart for two days.She tried to find a reasonable explanation for Yuan Fei's actions, but in the end it turned into self-deceiving comfort.After some psychological achievements, the original plan to ask for clarification in person was suppressed. She chose to believe in Yuan Fei, and also chose to forget everything, and only focused on the next trip.

For travel during the Spring Festival, the south is a popular choice for crowds.In order to avoid the crowds, but also for a little selfishness, Yuan Fei chose the Saibei area, which was originally a summer resort.Although Yu'er didn't understand what it meant, since she was traveling with her, of course, no matter when and where, people were full of expectations.

The last time they traveled together was in Yu'er's hometown, and she was the one to arrange the itinerary.Leaving aside some small episodes caused by Yuan Fei's physical and mental state, it was an extremely good memory.This time it was her who came to enjoy the leisure, Yuan Fei took care of all the trivial details, but everything was in order, which was very reassuring.

For example, when choosing a self-driving route, the combination of high-speed and national highways perfectly avoids congestion, which made her admire Yuan Fei's ability.Another example is that when they arrived at their destination, there had just been a heavy snowfall.The pure white that has been accumulated for a winter has become softer and more flawless, and the scenery of the northern country can be seen at a glance.However, it is not known whether this is a matter of time selection or luck.

On the first night in Saibei, I stayed in a nomad's homestay.The circular space is very open, with complicated hanging ornaments falling from the steeple, full of folk customs everywhere.There was warmth in the thick wool felt, and water vapor formed on the window. Yuan Fei sat on the bed in her single clothes, stretched out her hand to cut through the haze, and gently wrote the word "Yu" with her fingertips.

There was a chuckle from behind, followed by a warm embrace, a pair of slender arms wrapped around her waist, and a delicate kiss fell on her neck, causing her to cower and dodge, repeatedly begging for mercy: "Don't make trouble... wait a minute, first... don't..."

Yu'er obediently stopped harassing her, stretched out her hand to cover the hand that was fiddled with the water vapor, and took her fingertips across the haze again, adding a "fei" character after the word "Yu".

The two characters come from different people, the feather character is gentle and soft, and the Philippine character is majestic and majestic. They fit together so well that they are catchy even when read, as if they can be combined into one, and as if they were born should be by each other's side.

Looking at those two words, Yu'er hugged her and smiled contentedly, but Yuan Fei became more and more heavy. Finally, as if unwilling to reconcile, she wiped away the traces on the window.

The snowfield and stars outside the window can be seen in an instant.So the act of erasing the word "Yu Fei" was interpreted by Yu'er as a last resort because she wanted to see the scenery outside the window.Suppressing the momentary frustration and unhappiness, she rested her chin on Yuan Fei's shoulder, and followed her to look at the end of the snow field.

"I've been here before." Yuan Fei said suddenly, but her tone was a little uncertain, "Don't you think... this place looks familiar?"

Yu'er hummed in confusion, and asked in confusion, "When did you come here? I... I haven't been here before, so why do you feel familiar."

Yuan Fei sighed, and put a cool hand on her arm around her waist: "Probably when I was writing "Double Burial"...it seems to be with whom, I can't remember."

Yu'er couldn't help laughing: "Teacher Yuan is very knowledgeable, why can't he even remember what happened two or three years ago?" Halfway through the joke, he suddenly understood the true meaning of Yuan Fei's sentence.She realized that the scene in front of her was indeed very familiar.

The night, the snow field, the pure white, the stars... It seems that it cannot be said to be familiar, but what I see in front of me coincides completely with a description.It was a description in "Double Burial", it was the night when the two heroines settled their suspicions, and it was also an important turning point in the whole text.She was deeply impressed by every word and every description, and supplemented by the scene in front of her, she almost had the illusion of being in it.From this point of view, Yuan Fei has indeed been here, so that he can describe all this so vividly with words.

Thinking stops at the sudden and intense stimulation.A pair of fish-like hands slid into the hem of the clothes, went straight up, abandoned the usual reserved and gentle, directly held the softest and most fragile part of the body, and rubbed it mercilessly.

Yu'er looked up in surprise, and saw that Yuan Fei had turned around in her arms, her eyes had already been occupied by the soul-stirring □□, probably since she wrote the word "Fei", or maybe earlier , from her embrace from behind, this moment is doomed.

Yuan Fei's desire for her became more and more frequent and crazy.

The unguarded action, more than affectionate but not enough tenderness, brought Yu'er only waves of embarrassment and slight pain.One side has not yet entered the state, and the other side is already impatient. Seeing that the situation is about to become contradictory, no matter which side compromises, it will be painful and painful.

There was nothing else to say in his mouth other than panting, he touched the messy hand through the clothes and wanted to press it, but he couldn't bear it after all.Between them, no matter what the situation was, if one of them had to be hurt, Yu'er always hoped that it would be herself.

But this time, a burst of mobile phone ringing helped them break the conflict.It was Yuan Fei's mobile phone, which made her mind again.Seeing that Yuan Fei stopped her movements and even got up to answer the phone, this concern instantly turned into a sharp knife and stabbed hard into her heart.

He stretched out his hand to grab the person who was about to leave the warm room, and after biting his lips hard, he said caring words: "It's cold outside, so just pick it up here. I'll put on the earphones, just don't listen."

As he spoke, he touched the earphones with good sound insulation from the table beside the bed, pulled Yuan Fei with one hand, and was about to stuff them into his ears with the other.Yuan Fei smiled at her, leaned over to help her put on the earphones, then got up and brushed her hand away, walking out of her sight.

There has never been a distance between them.

No longer able to explain with extra care, Yu'er sat on the bed in a daze, her clothes were messy after being entangled, and there was still that person's breath on her body, but that person decisively lifted the curtain and left in front of her eyes. Drive her off and take a call that she can't hear.

His eyes shifted to the window, and the wiped water vapor condensed again, but there was no word Yu Fei on it.The man erased the word with such force that he seemed to be full of resentment, so that he didn't even leave a trace, it was as clean as if it had never existed.

What is born to fit, what complements each other, is just like thin words on the water vapor, just wipe it away and disappear.

Yu'er lay down slowly, pulled the quilt to cover the top of her head, soft music came from the earphones, but couldn't cover the low whimpers that diffused outside the earphones.

I don't know how long it took, the quilt beside her moved, and then it was empty and cold, and the body that had been attacked by the bone-chilling chill of the night was pressed against her.

Yu'er wanted to break free, but in the end she felt sorry for the temperature on her body, so she endured it and didn't move.There was still resentment in my heart, but it was swallowed up by the sourness in my heart little by little, until my ears itched, and the music suddenly disappeared, followed by the trembling breathing of the person behind me.

Sighing helplessly, Yu'er no longer turned her back to her and pretended to be asleep, but turned around, embraced the shivering cold person into her arms, and shared her own temperature without reservation.

The eyes were closed tightly, and the tears were not wiped away. It was a gesture of refusing to talk, and it was also a gesture of deliberately showing her emotions.But the person in his arms raised his head and kissed, his movements were no longer reckless, but more than gentle, his lips brushed the corners of his eyes, taking away the moisture.

"I'm sorry." For the involuntary offense a moment ago, for the concealment he had to do in the past few days, and for the hurt that could only continue in the future.

A simple apology that couldn't be simpler broke all of Yu'er's pretense at once.

The author has something to say:

Approaching the end [Maybe... the ending is very long...

It's helpless to abuse a little...

Looking forward to the next chapter, Mouhui is going to try to drive a high-speed car...

Oh yes, Calvin has been so long, sorry sorry sorry sorry.