martyrdom

"You said you have something to give me... what is it?" Yuan Fei felt that she had to change the subject, but because she was too deliberate, the grammar of a sentence was confused.

"Oh, I bought some souvenirs for my friends at the airport, and one is for you." Yu'er poured coffee into the machine while talking to her, "But now it seems that I may have bought the wrong one."

"What did you buy wrong?" Yuan Fei didn't realize it for a moment, and then asked.

The coffee machine starts and hums.Yu'er turned around and glanced at her with a smile, she didn't speak for a while, just went to the door to take out a copy from a pile of paper bags, and changed the contents inside.

He came over and brought her the ground coffee, and asked, "Do you want to add sugar and milk?"

"I want milk."

Yu'er put the bag beside her, turned around to get her milk, and answered her question by the way: "I originally bought you a handicraft, now it seems that you will probably like this."

Yuan Fei leaned over curiously and glanced into the bag.Inside were several boxes of exquisitely packaged pastries, and the handicraft that Yu'er said lay quietly on top of the pastries. It was a tin carved decoration, wrapped in a transparent box, and there seemed to be a note inside.

She reached out and took out the box, flipping through it seemingly with interest.Yu'er's voice echoed faintly above her head: "Well, it seems that you still prefer handicrafts. I take back the remarks that you said you were a foodie."

Yuan Fei saw that her thoughts had been broken, she raised her head and gave her a blank look, put the box back, and shifted her interest to coffee.

"How about a taste." Yu'er sat down beside her, and picked up another cup of mellow coffee without adding anything.

Yuan Fei took a sip, the aroma was rich and mellow, and it was really good, so she asked her: "Such a good thing, isn't it worth a lot?"

"Yeah, so I only bought one pack." Yu'er raised her eyebrows, looked at her and said, "If you want to drink, there's nothing you can do. As a person, I always like to treat guests who come to visit with coffee. .”

Yuan Fei choked, curled her lips and said, "If you want me to come often, just say so."

"I want you to come often."

Yuan Fei was amused by her and smiled lightly, but seeing the luster of hope in her eyes, the smile faded away again.

Yu'er was seriously inviting her, and her attitude was so sincere that she could even be said to be begging her.

"Okay, as long as I'm home...on call."

Yuan Fei returned to her residence just after nine o'clock.She was supposed to pack her luggage quickly and go to bed, but she sat on the bed in a daze.

She remembered Yu'er's invitation before leaving: "Tomorrow is the weekend, I've been busy for a week, do you want to go out and relax?"

Seeing that she didn't answer, Yu'er thought she was waiting for her specific plan, so she continued: "Go to meet some interesting people and give them gifts. You know, I can't take it by myself." She blinked playfully. Blinking, he said again, "There is a new bookstore nearby, I think you should be interested."

Finding a way for her to no longer be isolated, and giving her an unobtrusive reason for her appearance, fully considering her interests and taking into account her feelings, the whole arrangement sounds so attractive.

But her original arrangement...

Seeing that she continued to remain silent, Yuer understood that she didn't want to agree to his invitation. Although she couldn't hide her disappointment, she kindly found a way for her: "Maybe you want to sleep late, it's okay, you are welcome to change any time you wake up. idea."

Yuan Fei stood up and walked into the balcony.Reaching out to turn on the light, he hesitated for a moment but didn't turn it on, and walked straight into the night.

She is afraid of huge spaces, such as auditoriums, so she never participates in large-scale events, but that day she only felt warmth and anticipation because of the people on the stage.She was afraid of the dark, and was surrounded by the darkness at this moment, but all that remained in her eyes was the ever-burning light across from her, and the seemingly absent nostalgia and longing around her.

After standing for an unknown amount of time, the figure she had been waiting for for a long time finally appeared on the opposite balcony.Yu'er also seemed to be aimlessly empty, leaning on the railing like her, raising her hand from time to time to rub the space between her eyebrows.

At such a distance, Yuan Fei could only see her relatively large movements, such as raising her hand.But the details that she cares more about are just based on guesswork.Since the last time she used a telescope to confirm Yu'er's identity, she felt more and more that this kind of behavior was too insignificant and disrespected Yu'er, but at this moment, she really wanted to take another look at that face, and that face He has always had a bright and sunny look on his face.

The binoculars scanned countless balconies, and finally stopped at the one that concerned her the most.Looking upwards from Yu'er's hands on the railing, Yuan Fei saw the delicate and beautiful collarbone under the collar of her pajamas, and her heartbeat suddenly became chaotic.

Moving up again, it quickly slid across the fair neck and small jaw, and finally landed on that face.

But that face is no longer bright, and the only thing left is loneliness.The loneliness as deep as the night blends in the always bright eyebrows and eyes, which makes people feel very distressed.

As if being slapped by someone, Yuan Fei's mind was buzzing, and she took the telescope away at once.The heartbeat continued at an abnormal frequency, she ran back to the bedroom to take out her mobile phone, and refunded the ticket without thinking about it.

The refund was successful, and the long-lost relaxation and satisfaction filled my heart.

That night, Yuan Fei dreamed that she still left Yu Er to travel alone.Walking through the haze of the ancient streets and alleys in the south, she clearly felt that the only emotion in the dream was loneliness and loneliness, and this emotion was extremely strong, so strong that it completely overwhelmed the beauty and joy of traveling, filling the whole dream, making her This dream turned into a complete nightmare.

Fortunately, it was just a dream.Such nightmares can always tell her to cherish reality, and also make her affirm the decisions she makes.

Early in the morning, Yu'er received a WeChat message from Yuan Fei: I woke up and changed my mind.When to set off?

Ji Ling got up, and the dizziness that had been disturbed by Yuan Fei all night disappeared immediately.

Yu'er sat on the bed and couldn't stop chuckling, typed quickly on the screen with her fingers, and replied to the message: Take your time, call me when you're ready to go out, see you in the garage.

Just as he put down his phone and was about to wash up, Yuan Fei sent another message: Do you want to help you get something?

Yu'er laughed out loud.Yesterday, she tricked her into going home and going out to play with something. Not only did she not realize it, but she never forgot it. She was so cute.

It seems that I have to borrow something and put on another good show.

——Yes, fortunately you remember.Then you pack up and come here, hard work.

After getting up and washing up, Yuan Fei reported to her parents the news of "the cancellation of the travel plan due to the temporary work of the tutor", and then began to stand in front of the closet and feel sad.To meet Yu'er's friends, do you need to dress more formally?Wouldn't it be more appropriate to go to the bookstore together for leisure?I was dissatisfied with picking out a few pieces, but suddenly remembered the white dress she was wearing when I first saw Yu'er.

She also has a similar white dress.Find it out and put it on, I feel very satisfied, but then I thought, what if I collide with Yu'er...

That seems to be good, indicating that they have a tacit understanding.

Yuan Fei went out so optimistically and fearlessly.

Went to Yu'er's house and rang the doorbell, but there was no movement inside.Yuan Fei took a closer look and found that the door was ajar, so she pushed it open carefully.

"Yu'er?" He called tentatively, but no one answered, but there was a slight noise in the bedroom.

She was a little scared suddenly, and worried that something happened to Yu'er, so she walked over, hesitated for a moment, and pushed open the bedroom door.

... Yu'er was lying on the bed, wrapped in a quilt and sleeping soundly.

Yuan Fei walked over angrily and funny, and squatted down in front of Yu'er's sleeping face.Just when she was about to brush her face with the end of her hair, Yu'er frowned, and opened one eye slightly.

At too close a distance, the gaze becomes charming.Yu'er saw that it was her, she was stunned for a moment, then quickly stretched out her hand to cover her face, her voice was sticky and coquettish: "Don't look at me, don't look at me, you, you, you, why are you so fast."

Yuan Fei was so cute that her voice was about to bubble, and her heart was so soft that she stretched out her hand to take Yu'er's hand away, and said with a smile, "Hurry up? Half an hour has passed."

Yu'er obediently let her grab her hand and take it off her face, her expression was a bit embarrassed, but she still smiled at her.This smile was cute and confused, and Yuan Fei's heart trembled when she saw it, and she pinched her cheek with her hand: "Why are you so sleepy?"

Just after asking, Yuan Fei remembered the scene she saw on the balcony last night.It must be him who made it difficult for Yu'er to rest his pillow.

Yu'er's face was pinched, and she was as obedient as a cat enjoying her master's caress. She squinted her eyes and complained softly: "Isn't it because of the coffee last night that I didn't sleep all night."

Yuan Fei relaxed a little, it turned out to be coffee.

Yu'er suddenly changed from lying on her back to lying on her side. This way, the distance between the two of them was a little closer, and their breathing could be heard.

Yuan Fei was made a little uncomfortable by her, and her face turned rosy.But Yu'er unconsciously leaned forward again, the tip of her nose almost touched her face.

My heart just wants to jump out.She wanted to retreat, but she was reluctant, when she was struggling, Yu'er said: "Well, you don't have dark circles, it seems that you slept well." After speaking, she lifted the quilt and sat up.Only then did Yuan Fei breathe a sigh of relief, and raised her hand to brush her hair to hide her nervousness.

I tried to stand up, but my legs were numb.Looking up at Yu'er helplessly, Yu'er was very considerate, and quickly got out of bed to help her.

The girl has a sweet breath, and the strength that supports her is steady and gentle.Every physical contact made Yuan Fei feel his heart beating like thunder.

"Have you had breakfast?" Yu'er walked to the window and opened it to let the gentle breeze into the room.The ambiguous atmosphere in the room gradually faded away.Yuan Fei shook her head, but realized that Yu'er was facing away from her, so she said, "Not yet." Her voice was still trembling slightly.

Yu'er came over and took her hand again: "That's just right, it's still early, let you try my handicraft."

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Feather's routine is deep~