martyrdom

It was already past noon when I got home, so it's not too late to visit, Yu'er was in a hurry to take a bath and change clothes, she laughed and pushed away Yuan Fei who threw herself into her arms as soon as she entered the door, and left her alone outside the bathroom.

After a simple shower, the bathroom door opened, but the body wrapped in the towel suddenly emptied, and Yuan Fei hugged him horizontally.

Yu'er exclaimed, and subconsciously loosened the towel with both hands to grab Yuan Fei's neck, so the towel was scattered on the ground along her smooth body.All of her breasts were instantly revealed in front of Yuan Fei.

Although the girl is slender, she has always lacked exercise, and it is still a bit difficult to hold her.So subconsciously, he quickened his pace and walked to the bathroom, like an impatient flower picker, who couldn't bear it for half a minute.

When she reached the bedside, her energy was exhausted, Yu'er was almost thrown on the soft bed by her, and she looked up at her in a daze.

Yuan Fei felt that she was really full of aura at this moment. The girl on the bed was shocked and embarrassed, and her body was full of cute pink. She looked at her blankly and with a little timidity, like a prey being stared at by a lion. There is no resistance.

She slowed down and knelt on one knee beside the bed. The girl was so nervous that she swallowed, and called her softly: "Yuan Fei..."

This scene really made her extremely happy.There was a playful smile on his lips, but he took out his mobile phone in his hand, and deliberately stared at Yu'er to send a voice message: "Mom, Yu'er's plane is late, and it will take about three hours to get home."

What is the meaning of this arrangement, of course Yu'er understands.Seeing Yuan Fei's look of being determined to win, she was both looking forward to and faintly afraid of the next three hours.

The person who sent the message threw away the phone, and a hungry tiger was about to hug her in his arms.The girl who decided to continue to take the initiative was agile, seized the only opportunity, and used her strength to turn over and ride on her waist, pressing her under her body.

Yuan Feiji opened his mouth in a daze, and was about to resist after figuring out the situation, but Yu'er devoured her to death, leaning over to remove her shirt and teasing: "Don't worry, three hours. enough."

The last piece of clothing that was close to her body was taken off and thrown aside during the interval of speaking, which made Yuan Fei have to admire Yu'er's speed.As soon as the body still drenched in water was attached to her after the bath, all the bold thoughts in his mind almost turned into the meekness in his bones.

The girl's lips pressed against her forehead, and the water on her hair fell down her cheeks, like crystal tears.Yuan Fei couldn't see the tenderness and doting in her eyes, but she could hear her love words melting in her heart like light snowflakes: "I haven't seen you for four days, you are even more beautiful, Yuan Fei."

Soft thin lips slid over the cheeks and came to the ears.The light kiss and exhale made her heart beat like thunder, not to mention the girl's love story continued: "Especially, the way you take the initiative makes me both like it and contradict it."

Yuan Fei's remaining intelligence probably understood what she meant, but she still couldn't help but want to hear her say it herself, so she gasped and said, "Contradictions?"

Yu'er raised her head and stared at her, her usual gentle and loving eyes fell on her face, with a few traces of charm added after being moved, which was exactly the look she had missed all the time in the past four days.

"I really want to follow your wishes, and I want to embrace you in my arms and love you carefully. I am in a dilemma at the moment, so I am contradictory."

The sound of the heartbeat in the ear suddenly amplified several times, almost overshadowing the girl's soft words of love.Yuan Fei heard herself whispering subconsciously: "You are so kind to me, it scares me..."

Yu'er's lips that were about to touch her stopped moving forward: "Afraid?"

"I'm afraid I won't be able to catch the moon in the water, and I won't be able to hold the sand between my fingers."

It was extremely quiet for a moment, and the previous ambiguous atmosphere became cold, and the air was filled with a suffocating sense of oppression.Yuan Fei realized how desperate she had said when she was distracted and infatuated, and immediately regretted it.

The girl propped up her elbows, and the two tightly pressed bodies separated from each other, the air poured in, and the chill went straight to the bottom of her heart.

"Is this the reason why you took the initiative to court?" Yuan Fei bit her lip in a questioning tone, and fell silent.

The girl frowned, and continued to ask: "Do you think I'm the moon in the water, the sand between your fingers?"

As if touching the most painful wound, Yuan Fei instantly burst into tears, lowering her eyes to hide her emotions.

Far from nightmares and visions, Yuan Fei, who became active and active, once made her full of hope for the future, but this casual sentence made her suddenly understand that all the changes that satisfied her were Yuan Fei's painful struggle in despair .

The inner demon never went away, but she was buried deeper and deeper, and closer to the deadly center.

Yu'er was surprised that after she understood this, the first thing she thought of was still how to make her feel at ease.

Just how strong is love so that people can get hurt again and again and still let go of their instinctive fear and continue to go on regardless of themselves?Yu'er looked at the eyebrows and eyes of the people below her who were no longer smiling, and found that all the pain she had suffered, could not compare to Yuan Fei's tears, which made her extremely tormented.

She leaned down again, pressed against Yuan Fei's body, kissed her eyes lightly, and took away the bitter tears for her.

Looking down with his right hand, he held Yuan Fei's hand, and led her to caress his body all the way from the waist and abdomen to the chest.

The fullness of the palm made Yuan Fei couldn't help pinching and kneading, Yu'er let out a soft hum, and leaned sideways into Yuan Fei's arms, guiding her to hug her and entangle with her endlessly.

"If you don't try, how do you know you can't catch the moon in the water or hold the sand between your fingers?"

Yuan Fei raised her red eyes, staring blankly at the gentle smile that bloomed on her face again.

Yu'er spread her arms, showed her the snow-white jade body without reservation, and made a gesture of letting her slaughter her: "I'll give you this chance, do you want it?"

Yuan Fei smiled softly with tears in her eyes, and naturally hugged her tightly.

This time's sexual intercourse finally broke their usual pattern.Yuan Fei imitated the way Yu'er treated her in the past, being gentle and lingering, trying to please her, and was deeply moved by the beauty of the girl blooming under her hands.

She grasped the rare opportunity very well.

"If I were the moon in the water, I would burn it deeply in your eyes; if I were the sand between my fingers, I would stick firmly to your palm."

This is the precious promise made by the girl after she sacrificed her body and mind completely.

Yuande heard this, but let out a cold snort from his nose, and bit the thin lips in his mouth hard.The girl's sweaty body trembled in her arms, and the blood on her lips diffused and slipped into the mouths of the two.

After the deep kiss was over, Yu'er raised her hand and rubbed it on her lips. Seeing the blood on her fingertips, she threw her head into the pillow in distress, and said sullenly: "It's all right now, how will I see people later?"

Yuan Fei hugged her nonchalantly, lifted her head that was buried deep in the pillow, and pressed it against her forehead: "Are you nervous?"

The girl bit her lower lip, but it hurt the newly added wound, so she quickly let go, frowned and said: "Can you not be nervous."

Yuan Fei laughed out loud, her gaze deliberately glanced at her crystal clear and delicate body after being happy, and murmured ambiguously: "Don't worry, anyone who sees you will love it."

Yu'er gave her a blank look: "It's becoming more and more unscrupulous, Teacher Yuan."

So Yuan Fei became serious: "With me here, I will not let anyone make things difficult for you."

After hearing this, Yu'er didn't seem very happy: "They are not anyone, but your parents. I took away their beloved daughter, no matter how difficult it is, I deserve it. Don't fight with them for me. Not happy."

Yuan Fei turned her eyes away from her and didn't respond.

Seeing her disapproving expression, Yu'er smiled and pinched her nose: "Why, am I wrong?"

"Okay," Yuan Fei sat up and helped her up by the way, "I said that they respect my choice and recognize you. What you worry about will not happen, I promise. Now go take a shower and change clothes, or you'll be late."

Yu'er nodded, turned around and got off the bed to go to the bathroom.Yuan Fei sat on the bed and noticed her awkward walking posture, then looked down at the scarlet spots on the bed sheet, and suddenly blushed belatedly.

When Yu'er came out of the bathroom for the second time, she was already neatly dressed.Yuan Fei had already tidied herself up, took the towel from her hand, and wiped her brown hair.

His eyes glanced at Yu'er's waist and abdomen, and he said apologetically, "Does it still hurt?"

Yu'er followed her gaze and looked down, only then did she understand what she meant.The girl who had just experienced human affairs reached out her hand and pushed her in embarrassment, took the towel and continued to wipe, turned her back and ignored her.

Yuan Fei hugged her from behind, sniffing the aroma of roses that she smelled after bathing. It was long-lasting and ecstatic, so she couldn't help but put her lips on it again.Yu'er quickly broke away, and turned to stare at her: "I don't want to take a third bath!"

Yuan Fei also realized that she had gone too far today, and touched her nose embarrassedly: "...Oh."

After packing up, the two went out.In the next year, the city becomes deserted, and almost all the shops, big and small, are closed. There are only occasional stalls selling souvenirs near residential areas, providing convenience for guests who come to pay New Year's greetings.

The gift was prepared by Yuan Fei in advance, nothing new, but it is an indispensable etiquette.

The car was parked underground, and they took their things to the elevator.Beneath the calm surface was Yu'er's heart that was about to jump out.

Yuan Fei silently looked at the girl who was so nervous that she could hardly breathe, her love was almost bursting out.Yu'er has seen big scenes before, whether it's hosting a large-scale event or participating in an international competition, Yuan Fei has never seen her have a trace of stage fright.Even though the free, easy and indifferent demeanor in front of others is glamorous, it is not as much affectionate as the little girl's posture revealed under the tension at the moment.

A light kiss landed on the girl's slightly flushed cheek.The elevator also stopped at this time, and the evil flower picker walked out of the elevator contentedly, Yu'er touched the side face with darker color, and hurriedly followed.

The door close to the age of the year appeared in front of her eyes. Yuan Fei reached out to knock on the door, but Yu'er stopped her and said in a low voice: "Wait a minute, let me take it easy."

Yuan Feiliu Yuer tried hard to cool off the heat on his cheeks, stretched out his hand, stroked the black letters on the red background for the countless times, and said with emotion: "I didn't expect this Spring Festival couplet to help us a lot."

I don't know whether there will be a smiling face or a cold face behind the door.Yu'er walked to her side, raised a cute and sunny smile, raised her hand and rang the doorbell.

It's a smiley face.

The author has something to say:

Yuan Fei compared Yu'er to "the moon in the water and the sand between her fingers", which means that she never believed that Yu'er and Yu'er could last forever, and all the optimism and initiative she pretended was because she didn't want to waste the limited time they had together.As for why she thinks this way, the foreshadowing has been almost buried, and everyone can guess as much as they want, and the truth will be revealed in the end.Now she only needs to understand that she is swallowing the bitter fruit alone and weaving a bright future for Yu'er.