martyrdom

From afternoon to night, Yuan Fei never showed up.Yu'er couldn't sleep well at night, and heard the sound of the door opening next door in the early morning, probably because Yuan Fei had just returned home.

The master bedroom where Yu'er is located is only separated from the next door by a wall, which is enough to hear even the slightest sound in the dead of night.In the other room, Gu Xin was sleeping peacefully, but her body and mind were already affected, and she was completely sleepless.

A soft rustling sound could be heard next door, followed by the seemingly invisible sound of water.The sound of water lasted for a long time, with sobs vaguely mixed in during the period, like a pour of ice water pouring into the bottom of her heart, making her whole body cold in an instant.

Yuan Fei was crying.

She had seen Yuan Fei cry in front of her more than once, and that kind of distress and pity almost broke her down every time.And it was only at this moment that she felt that she was lucky at that time, that she could still comfort her and accompany her, but now she was at a loss.

The sobs continued intermittently and never ended.One afternoon and one night, Yu'er didn't know what she had gone through, how could she have such violent mood swings.

She really couldn't bear it, took the mobile phone next to the pillow, thought about it, and sent Yuan Fei a WeChat message: Are you asleep?If not, come and stay with me.

After a while, the sound of water next door stopped.After a while, she received Yuan Fei's reply: It's too late, tomorrow.

In this state, Yu'er didn't want her to be sad all night alone, so she insisted: "Come here and pass me some water, you have a spare key, don't disturb my sister."

She said so, Yuan Fei will definitely come.After waiting for a few minutes, the sound of the door opening and closing came from the next door, and then a key was inserted into the lock, and the door on their side was carefully opened.

Seeing Yuan Fei acting like a thief, she silently smiled, waiting for her to approach her.

It was good that she couldn't see her puffy eyes and all the signs of crying under the cover of darkness.

Yuan Fei walked into the bedroom and closed the door behind her.Yu'er sat up by herself, and she took two quick steps over, pulled out a pillow to cover her back, and reached out to turn on the small desk lamp by the bed.

The golden light illuminated the eyes of both of them at the same time.

Yu'er's eyes were suddenly attracted by the black armband on her arm.Dai Xiao is a rule in the family that the elders die. Although it has a feudal color, as far as she knows, Yuan Fei's family is traditional enough.

Seeing her staring at the armband, Yuan Fei looked a little lonely, turned around to pour water for her, and took out the painkiller and put it in her hand.From beginning to end, without saying a word.

Yu'er could see that she was trying her best to control her sad emotions, and didn't want to stimulate her, so she took the medicine herself, and lay down slowly with her support.

Yuan Fei turned off the lights, and the room returned to darkness and silence.

Not hearing her leaving footsteps for a long time, Yu'er guessed her intention and just waited quietly.The sound of breathing was getting closer and closer, and there was a touch of softness on the lips, followed by demands and offenses.

It was completely different from that night in the hospital, even though she knew Yuan Fei kissed her for no love at this time, but just seeking comfort, she was still willing to do so.At least it was better than being separated by a wall, she could only helplessly listen to her cry and shed tears for her.At least the world is so big, Yuan Fei only regards her here as a place of peace of mind, she is already very satisfied.

Maybe it was really a big blow this time, Yuan Fei's kiss lasted for a long time.She gradually felt powerless, and even trembled slightly behind her, but Yuan Fei never noticed it.

She didn't want to push her away, but she had to do it when her body function reached its limit.Yuan Fei was pushed away by her, but she seemed to be in a daze, still maintaining the posture of bending over and leaning over, her long hair hanging down her neck, itching slightly.

After a while, hot liquid dripped on her face.

She was still angry, and panicked again, quickly raised her hand to wipe Yuan Fei's tears, and softly coaxed her: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault. I'm not... I'm sorry."

Yuan Fei seemed relieved, and her tears stopped.She stretched out her hand to grab Yu'er's hand, rubbed it lightly for a while, and said with a trembling voice, as if she was very pleasantly surprised: "You're still here..."

Yu'er instantly understood that she was haunted by demons again.Distressed and helpless, she coaxed her with a joke: "Curse me? I'm fine, why am I not here anymore?"

As soon as the words came out, I realized that it was not appropriate.Fortunately, Yuan Fei didn't pay attention, but gently put her hand back under the quilt, and left another light kiss on her cheek.

Sensing that she was about to leave, Yu'er quickly stretched out her hand again and grabbed her cuff.

Yuan Fei followed her strength and sat on the edge of the bed, and then she lay down on the shoulders, and took her into her arms.

Embracing and sleeping together is the biggest fantasy of each other for a month.

And now, finally got his wish.

Yu'er was gently hugged by her, and wanted to say something to comfort her, but found that there seemed to be nothing to comfort her who was facing life and death.This is an unsolvable pain that can only be healed over time. Fortunately, this is not the first time Yuan Fei has experienced it, so she will probably have more tolerance.

She pressed the stick into Yuan Fei's arms again, rested her head on her arms, and closed her eyes.Feeling her intimacy, Yuan Fei silently hugged her even tighter, resting her chin on her forehead, and closed her eyes just like the countless nights of sleeping together in the past.

Tiredness gradually invaded, and they had a good night's sleep until a new day slowly opened in the cold sunshine in late autumn.

Yuan Fei woke up very early.Although she really wanted to sleep comfortably in the gentle township, without thinking about or facing the things that made her suffer, the reality did not allow her to have the slightest idea of ​​escaping.It's like the deceased entrusted Daisy to her nearly three years ago, so that she couldn't even shed a good tear on the saddest day.But now there is still no time left for her and Yu'er, she still has a lot of responsibilities to fulfill, and a lot of favors to repay, this is her last chance.

Yu'er lay on the bed, silently watching her get up and get dressed, and the moment she turned her head, she pretended to be dreaming and tricked her into giving her a light kiss.The sound of footsteps slowly left the bedroom, followed by the sound of opening and closing the door, and then completely calmed down.

The soft scent of Yuan Fei still remained in the room. She opened her eyes again, picked up her phone and sent a message to Qiao Bing, asking her to find out what happened.Within a few minutes, Qiao Bing called, and she answered in a low voice, "Did you find out so quickly?"

"You don't need to inquire about it at all. You don't know about it. Professor Yang committed suicide."

Yu'er sat up all of a sudden, resisting the dizziness of getting up quickly and asking in surprise: "What?"

"Yesterday afternoon his daughter passed away due to illness, so he jumped off the roof of the hospital building. There was a lot of trouble in the school because of this incident. My brother was called by the school leaders yesterday and earnestly begged him to help block the news. If the news gets out, the school will be accused of harsh treatment of talents."

Yu'er felt that her logic was about to collapse.Based on her impression of Yang Huai, this person is knowledgeable, humorous, easy-going, has a high academic status, is full of peaches and plums, and does not seem like someone who would do such a thing.And... what does this have to do with Kang Woo?

Over there, Qiao Bing sighed, and said with emotion: "I only heard from my brother yesterday that Professor Yang lost his wife a few years ago, and now he has lost his daughter. It seems that his wife and daughter are still suffering from the same disease. No matter how strong you are, People, after two life-and-death blows, old sorrows have not disappeared and new sorrows have been added, it may be difficult to survive."

Qiao Bing's words seemed to give her a sap in the head.After experiencing two life and death, the old sorrows have not been filled with new sorrows, and Yuan Fei seems to be the same.

Today, Qiao Bing is like a flower of Xie Yuhua, and immediately reported Yuan Fei's situation to her: "Professor Yang has no immediate family members, and distant relatives will not be able to get along for a while, so the funeral affairs of him and his daughter are all yours." Jia Yuanfei was cooking. She was busy until midnight yesterday. Apart from the funeral home, she also had to go to school to take over a few projects left by Professor Yang, and then divert out the doctoral students he brought. These things are not easy, and you should not Blame her for not having time to accompany you these days."

Yu'er hummed lightly: "Don't blame her, she just left my bed."

Over there, Qiao Bing cooperated with her joke of relaxing the atmosphere, gritted her teeth and said, "Just show off, I'm going to sleep in the cage. You don't check what time it is when you send messages, you have no conscience!"

The phone hung up with a snap, and the corners of Yu'er's mouth, which was amused by her, quickly returned to a calm curve.She couldn't help but think back to Qiao Bing's words a moment ago.No matter how strong a person is, like Yang Huai, they will be crushed by life and death, but she understands that Yuan Fei is not a strong enough person at all.

Her experience is pale, and her endurance is correspondingly insufficient, and she always treats herself harshly, and she will not avoid pain.In the first parting between life and death, Yuan Fei fell into obsession for two years.Maybe it was only because of the goal of completing the double burial and the responsibility of taking care of Daisy that the experience did not completely destroy Yuan Fei.

This time, she hoped that she would be the reason why Yuan Fei persisted.

In the next week, Yuan Fei kept the rhythm of leaving early and returning late, and cared for her as always, but her mood was not high, so they were mostly silent when they were together.

Just like at the beginning, quietly accompanying each other, without clear relationship and responsibility, just simply enjoying this time.

On the weekend, Yu'er was going to go for a review. The original arrangement was that Gu Xin would take her there. Just after she left, Yuan Fei next door also came out, holding the car keys and saying "I'll see you off".

With the passing away of Yang Xin and Yang Huai, their "underground love" mode has ended, but Yu'er didn't know about it, and Yuan Fei didn't know how to explain it.Sending her to the hospital was a very revealing act, Yu'er hesitated a bit, stood on crutches at the door, and looked at her searchingly.

Yuan Fei turned around, supported her with Gu Xin on the left and right, and gave her a faint smile: "Let's go."

Yu'er didn't move, still guessing whether she had a sudden kindness or the end of the crisis, and even speculated unfoundedly about the consequences of exposure, until Yuan Fei came over, unceremoniously pressed a light kiss on her lips, and then licked Take a sip.

Gu Xin has been lowering his head to arrange the bag of medical records in his hand, but when he raised his head to catch a glimpse of Yu'er, he was stunned: "Why is your face so red?"

Yuan Fei stood upright by the side, with an innocent look of concern: "Does your leg hurt? Standing for a long time is not good, let's go."

The author has something to say:

happy mid-Autumn Festival!I rested for a few days and didn't code any text, so I adjusted my status~ Generally, I will stop for a while when I am in a hurry to write. It's not Kawen, I just think this is the best way to continue.Keep everyone (not many people) waiting for a long time.