martyrdom

After the curtain was hung, Yu'er jumped down from the ladder, already sweating profusely from exhaustion.Leaning against the table to rest, Qiao Bing handed over a bottle of water, and asked her dumbfounded: "We broke up, is it worth doing so much for her?"

She unscrewed the bottle cap and took a few sips of water, panting lightly, but asked casually, "What's your impression of her?"

Qiao Bing frowned and fell into thought, Song Shuo hurriedly replied, "Beautiful!"

Yu'er lowered her eyes and smiled: "Tell me something inside."

"You mean, you want to hear us praise her?"

"I want to hear you tell the truth."

Qiao Bing had almost thought about it, and concluded: "She is very easy-going, very quiet in front of us, and doesn't talk much, maybe because of her knowledge, I always feel like I just want to look up to her. In short, she is a very nice person. , but boring."

"Yeah, beautiful, aloof, and boring. Such a person can laugh and curse in front of me, and be happy or angry. Can you imagine?"

The two shook their heads.Song Shuo asked suspiciously: "Are you...are you showing your affection?" Thinking about it, it feels wrong, "How can you still show your affection after breaking up?"

Yu'er said lightly: "I just want to say that she worked so hard, opened her heart and showed all the beauty of herself to me, and only to me. There is nothing worthwhile between us. From the beginning to the end, we are all I picked up a big deal."

The two were shocked by her view of love, and there was no movement for a long time.Yu'er continued: "During the time we broke up, my life was not difficult. I was busy with work, and I had the comfort and company of friends like you, but Yuan Fei, she used to only have me, but now she only has herself." There was a slight tremor in the voice, as if he felt sorry for the person who was left alone, "We are used to being accompanied by others, and we can't understand the pain of deep loneliness."

They were still thinking about these words, Yu'er had already recovered, and pulled up the other side of the curtain: "Stop staring blankly, work."

In the empty and quiet auditorium, these words echoed word for word, reaching Yuan Fei's ears.The misunderstanding that was thought to be unavoidable naturally has nowhere to play out in the girl's state of mind. She seems to have let go of a heavy burden, and her body and mind have never felt so relaxed in a month.

Yang Xin's operation has been successfully completed, and the follow-up hospital care still needs Kang Yu's support.As long as she bears it a little longer, this matter can be passed smoothly, and she and Yu'er can also get back together, and return to the peaceful and stable days before.

Bear with it a little longer.

The tears that fell at some point were already cold on her face, she lowered her head and wiped them silently, but when she looked up again, she saw the most terrifying scene.

Yu'er fell from a ladder more than ten meters high!

In an instant, cold sweat broke out all over her body, and she was scared out of her wits by this nightmarish scene.But it was only for a moment that she realized that it wasn't true.

It was the wound that was healed by the psychiatrist, and it recurred because of the long separation from Yu'er.

As far as the eye can see, the stage floor seems to be covered with bright red.The girl's body lay quietly in a pool of blood, and the spotlight shone on her pale face, forming a beautiful and sad picture.

Looking at the phantom in front of her, Yuan Fei was actually attracted, unable to look away for a long time.There seemed to be noise in her ears, or maybe someone had spotted her and looked at her in surprise, but it didn't matter to her at this moment.

She suddenly thought of the memorial service three years ago.Think of the man lying in the coffin.It seems good to die so beautifully, if there is a life to live.

The girl on the stage was picked up by someone, her plain white arms hung down naturally, and the bracelet on her wrist was soaked red with blood.

She remembered that Yu'er told her that it was a gift from someone that year.She has been wearing it for so many years, until now.

The girl was hugged and rushed towards the door of the auditorium where she was.When rubbing shoulders, she smelled blood, this illusion was so real.

She was a little scared, so she closed her eyes.Open it again, and you can see the girl sitting on the high stage in good condition, personally installing the elaborate curtain for her.Although the illusion is terrifying, the reality is fortunately always peaceful and stable.

This time, however, she was wrong.

The moment she closed her eyes, she realized that all of this was probably not an illusion.Because she heard someone questioning her: "Why are you here!"

Because she's here, the girl stumbles and falls.

She dared not open her eyes.If all this is true, she can't bear it.

The arm was grabbed by someone.Qiao Bing's voice was next to my ear: "Why are you standing still, are you driving at school? Drive Yu'er to the hospital!"

Then Yu'er's weak voice scolded Qiao Bing: "Don't yell at her." The next sentence was soft, as if it was addressed to her, "I'm fine, don't worry."

She felt a pain in her heart, opened her eyes but didn't dare to look at Yu'er's injury, just grabbed the door and went out to get the car.

Along the way, she didn't dare to have any extra memories, and tried to keep herself focused, but it was always very difficult.The image of the girl lying in a pool of blood appeared before her eyes again and again, and she couldn't even be sure whether this scene was real or an illusion derived from seeing Yu'er fall.If it was true, how badly should Yu'er be hurt?If it is unreal...

How sick should she be?

The car stopped in front of the emergency room, Song Shuo got out of the car with Yu'er in his arms, and Qiao Bing followed.The car couldn't be parked here, so she had to park alone.After getting out of the parking lot, she ran to the emergency room, and bumped into Yang Huai who was about to leave the hospital and go back to school, but she woke up as if she had been hit by a stick.

She can't.

Can't go to the emergency room, can't take care of Yu'er, can't let the heartbreaking of breaking up for nearly a month become wasted.Now is not the time.With her two friends around, Yu'er will be well taken care of.As I said in the auditorium, from the beginning to the end, Yu'er was not without her.

Yang Huai was still looking at her in surprise. She seemed to have said something when he bumped into her before, but she didn't hear it clearly, but it was nothing more than asking her what she was here for, so she tried to maintain her calm and said, "I'll come and see Yang Xin."

The man looked at the cold sweat on her forehead, frowned and said, "So anxious, what happened?"

Yuan Fei continued to talk nonsense: "I received a call from Kang Yu, and I was worried, so I came here in a hurry."

The man saw that she didn't mean to go into details, so he didn't ask. He nodded and said: "Then you go, go home and rest after finishing reading, and I will take the afternoon class for you."

Yuan Fei forced a smile: "Okay, then thank you for your hard work."

Watching Yang Huai drive away, Qiao Bing's call arrived.The attitude on the other side of the phone was not friendly, and they just reported Yu'er's situation to her coldly: "A gash was cut on the right hand and needs to be stitched up. The lower leg is broken, no surgery is required, and it will be reset and put on a plaster cast and then hospitalized for observation. Yu'er wants you to Come and accompany me, how about you?"

Yuan Fei resisted the sourness coming up, and said concisely: "I have class in the afternoon."

There was silence on the phone for a while, followed by a heavy sigh: "Are you so cold-blooded?"

Yuan Fei closed her eyes, two lines of tears trickled down the corners of her eyes, and hung up the phone without answering.

Walking into the building of the inpatient department, Yuan Fei did not go to see Yang Xin, but came to the floor where the orthopedic ward was located, went to the nurse's station and tried to ask: "Hi, please check for me, which ward Gu Yuzhi is in?" ?”

The nurse on duty looked it up on the computer and raised her head to return to her: "Gu Yuzhi is still in the emergency department and has not been transferred yet. There is only one vacant bed in the third ward, and it should be arranged there soon."

Yuan Fei thanked the nurse on duty and walked along the corridor to the door of the third ward.There are three people living in the quadruple room, one bed by the window is empty, and the environment is not bad.She stepped in softly, and carefully took out a small daisy from her pocket.

This is the only flower that can be picked in the courtyard in late autumn.

Yuan Fei put it on the cabinet next to the hospital bed.White petals and yellow stamens, fresh and lively, entrusted her thoughts and care, how I hope Yu'er can understand.

When she walked out of the ward, she did not leave, but entered the stairwell.The stairwell was diagonally facing the ward, and the angle was just right to see the empty bed by the window.She hid behind the door, watched the situation outside through a small piece of glass on the door, quietly waiting for Yu'er to appear.

After about an hour, Yu'er was finally pushed up on the gurney.The elevator was next to the stairwell, and when the gurney passed by the stairwell, she finally got a close look at the girl for a few seconds.

The girl didn't fall asleep, she just lowered her eyes quietly, her hair on the sideburns was wet with sweat, and she looked very haggard.Yuan Fei didn't dare to think about what kind of terrible pain she had suffered during this hour of treatment.She could only cover her mouth tightly to prevent her sobbing from being noticed.

The doctor and nurse followed the gurney into the ward, followed by Qiao Bing and Song Shuo.There were too many people, and the line of sight was blocked. It took a while before Yu'er was settled down, and people left one after another.Song Shuo took a stack of receipts and walked downstairs, as if to pay the fee.Qiao Bing said a few words to Yu'er before leaving, walked to the platform at the end of the corridor and started making phone calls.

In the finally quiet ward, the girl stretched out her bandaged right hand.The wound stretched from the palm to the wrist, and most of the fingers were wrapped up with bandages, so their activities were restricted a lot.A light daisy, she tried many times before holding it in her hand.

Across a corridor and more than half of the ward, Yuan Fei could even see the bright color in the girl's eyes.Time seemed to return to early summer, the warm sunshine fell on the girl's long brown hair, showing off her weak and sickly cheeks.

She really wanted to hold the girl's hand as she did back then, and press a light kiss on her forehead.That was the moment when she made up her mind to be with the girl, and it was also the most precious and regretless moment in her life so far.

But now...

But the future...

She couldn't imagine it, let alone expect it.

The state of hiding in the dark and peeping continued all night.Both Qiao Bing and Song Shuo left after eight o'clock in the evening, and only the nurses from the hospital were left to keep watch.

It was three o'clock in the morning, and it was the dead of night.The nurse was already sound asleep on the recliner that accompanied the bed, and Yuan Fei leaned against the wall of the stairwell, closing her eyes and resting her mind for a long time.This kind of company was too tiring, and the drowsy headache at night became more severe. She opened her eyes and planned to move around, but suddenly saw the girl writhing uneasily on the hospital bed, probably because of the severe pain.

Yuan Fei was completely awake all of a sudden. In order not to alarm anyone, she gently pushed open the door of the stairwell and walked out.

After hesitating for a moment at the door of the ward, she still walked in.The girl seemed to recognize her, and her body stopped moving. Although she could only see a silhouette in the dark, she still felt that the girl was watching her.

She walked over and stood beside the hospital bed.At such a distance, she could not help but feel extremely distressed when she heard Yu'er's breathing that was full of pain.Patients with fractures do experience unbearable pain at night, and most of them will wake up the escort and take another painkiller.In this kind of multi-person ward, other patients and escorts would also be woken up, but judging by Yu'er's appearance, she probably didn't want to disturb too many people and planned to bear it by herself.

Yuan Fei stretched out her hand and touched Yu'er's forehead.Hands are cold and wet.She blamed herself for finding out so late, for leaving the girl alone for so long.

Touching the clean towel on the handle beside the bed, she gently wiped off the cold sweat on Yu'er's face and neck.Yu'er has been very cooperative, and actively tilted her head to meet the direction of her wiping, but when she wiped to the end of her eyes, she burned the back of her hand with a few drops of hot liquid.

Yuan Fei quickly withdrew her hand and shed tears.In the darkness, the two faced each other quietly, but they could only shed tears, and could not exchange a single word, or touch any extra touches.

The painkillers are placed by the bed, and the poured water is also on the side.The nurse was considerate, but forgot that Yu'er's right hand was injured, and her left hand had an infusion needle, so she couldn't take the medicine by herself.Yuan Fei squeezed the pill in her hand, carefully fed it into Yu'er's mouth, and held her neck with one hand to give her water.

A drop of water slipped from Yu'er's lips, she felt it, and the other hand put down the cup and touched Yu'er's lips.

The act of wiping off the water drops is the long-lost intimacy between them.

Yuan Fei's fingers moved very slowly, along the line of Yu'er's lips, and the thin lips that were so familiar to her bones became clear in the darkness.The girl who had taken painkillers suddenly became more wheezing, as if there was nothing more unbearable than the pain of the wound.Hearing her panting, Yuan Fei couldn't bear it any longer, and lowered her head to kiss the girl in her arms.

The girl's response was weak but sincere.

Considering the girl's physical condition, she didn't dare to kiss deeply.As soon as she let go of her lips, Yuan Fei heard her whisper softly: "Don't go."

The silence in the ward made her almost suspect that she had auditory hallucinations.

Until the girl's whisper sounded again: "Stay with me."

The author has something to say:

Wrote until three o'clock in the morning...I have to get up at seven o'clock to go to class...I'm desperate...

Why can't the honey juice stop once I write this kind of cruel plot...

Obviously it's my own mother!