martyrdom

As night fell, Yuan Fei sat at the table and watched the lights come on outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, feeling good and relaxed.

The tribulation of life and death has been successfully passed, and in the days to come, she can wait for the result with peace of mind, conceive the next novel, watch dramas and read books, until the next season.

Just stop thinking about that hard-to-impossible goal.

The phone rang, and the brightened screen displayed a message from Yu'er.She swiped open the screen and saw that Yu'er had sent her a link.

Presumably the thesis on the deja-vu phenomenon that Day had promised her.She had never heard of this term before. At that time, Yu'er said that it could answer her doubts, which aroused her great interest. At the same time, she also lamented the extensive knowledge of this girl.

Turned on the computer, copied the link, and an article about the deja-vu phenomenon popped up on the screen. She browsed it roughly, and it was a summary of the current opinions of all parties.

“When people are in a completely new situation, for a few seconds, they feel like they fully understand or have experienced it exactly.”

"The deja-vu experience is based on dreams..."

"The deja-vu experience is based on false memories..."

"The deja-vu experience is triggered by a neurochemical process in the brain..."

The article was not long, so she read it carefully and found it amazing.The experience described in the article fits perfectly with her dream last night and today's experience. It turns out that this is a common phenomenon, but science cannot explain it accurately for the time being.

The phone rang again, a message from Yu'er.Yuan Fei clicked on the voice message she sent, and the girl's sweet voice rang out: "You should have finished watching the time, right? How about it, what kind of feeling do you feel familiar with me?"

Yuan Fei raised the corners of her lips unconsciously.After thinking for a while, he typed and replied: The third type, probably an illusion.

Getting acquainted in a dream, this is the first type.But this is too bizarre, she has no way to convince herself, so she would rather believe the third one.After all, every explanation has its rationality at present.

After the news was sent out, she opened a new web page and logged in to the school's official website.As soon as I clicked on the campus information, Yu'er's news arrived again.

There was no further speech, and there were only a few words made of electric current on the screen: You can deceive me, don't deceive yourself.

Followed by a playful look.

Yuan Fei's heart sank, this girl's ability to figure out people's hearts should not be underestimated.The mouse slid down in his hand, and finally found a consultation about the re-election of the student union.

Click on the link, and at a glance, you can see Yu'er in the photo with a standard smile in formal attire. Below the photo is a brief introduction to the new student council president.

Only then did Yuan Fei know that her name was Gu Yuzhi, a sophomore majoring in law, and her Chinese department was only her second major.

Ande Huang Heyu is known as a beautiful woman.The name is really nice.

Now it is popular to study languages ​​with a secondary school, but this girl is special, she came to learn Chinese.Probably it is precisely because of her poetry and books that this lively and flamboyant girl has a special and deep attraction to people.

It wasn't until late at night that Yuan Fei woke up from the dream in which Yu'er's figure appeared again that she realized that this quiet and introverted attraction probably worked for her.

The dream was the first encounter between her and Yu'er, which was exactly the opposite of reality.Yu'er bumped into her arms, but because she was upset and had a bad attitude, she said "excuse me" coldly and walked away.Yu'er's face was clearly seen from the corner of the eye, it wasn't just a hazy back as in reality, that face was full of disappointment, but in the dream she didn't feel any emotion because of it.The only heartache also appeared after waking up from the dream.

What an upside-down dream.But what made Yuan Fei even more concerned was that she actually dreamed of Yu'er for two consecutive nights.Although the dream on the first night might have been an illusion caused by deja-vu, this night, she really dreamed about her, about the girl who stirred up some waves in her ancient life during the day.

With a slight thought, Yuan Fei reached out to turn on the bedside lamp, took out her phone and checked the time.Three o'clock in the morning.

Clicking on WeChat, there was the last message Yu'er sent her, from eleven o'clock in the evening, a simple "good night and sweet dreams".Probably because no one said good night to her for too long, this person fell into the dream by accident.For such a nihilistic thing as a dream, she would not take it as a substantive sign to worry about it.

However, his fingers were uncontrollable and he typed three words on the screen: are you asleep?

Without going through the brain, the message was sent out.She had a hard time this day, so she couldn't think too much, and she just wanted to follow her heart at this moment.

Five seconds later, Yu'er sent a message: Well, I fell asleep.

The apology spread, Yuan Fei just felt a little annoyed, and another message came in: now the sleepwalking person is chatting with you.

This girl can always make people laugh.

The chat that started subconsciously didn't know how to continue, Yuan Fei held the phone with her hands in her hands and just as her smile faded away, the news from Yu'er arrived again: What, can't sleep?

The short text revealed just the right care, which made Yuan Fei's heart suddenly warm.

—I had a bad dream.

There was a short silence on the opposite side.Yuan Fei guessed what she would say, and all she could think of was some comforting remarks about dreams being fake, but she also pinned her hopes on this girl who didn't look like an ordinary person, looking forward to what she would bring to herself surprise.

1 minute was short and long, but the message from Yu Er gave her a deep chill: It couldn't be because of me, could it?

Before she could figure out how to answer, the voice call had already rang.Probably because she missed that sweet voice, Yuan Fei pressed the answer button and put the phone to her ear.

"Yuan Fei?" Yu'er's voice was still clear, but it was slightly distorted through the radio waves.

"Hmm." She had just woken up, her voice was still a little hoarse, "Will it affect your roommate if you call at this time?"

"No, I live by myself."

Yuan Fei lifted the quilt and got out of bed to pour water for herself.Yu'er continued over there: "Don't worry about disturbing me, I haven't slept yet."

She drank half a glass of cold water and asked, "Why is it so late?"

Yu'er didn't answer her question, but said: "Drinking water? It's late at night, don't drink cold water. The current wind temperature is just right, if you feel hot, you can open the meeting window."

Yuan Fei paused with the hand holding the cup, and she spilled a few drops of the remaining half cup of cold water.She took the phone in another hand, put on her slippers and walked to the balcony. On the phone, Yu'er explained: "The school celebration is coming soon, and this year is an integer year, so it needs to be more grand. late."

Yuan Fei pushed open the balcony door, and a gentle breeze rushed towards her face.She walked into the balcony, reached out and turned on the warm-colored wall lamp, stood idly by the waist-length fence, and said softly, "Then you really worked hard."

Suddenly there was no sound on the other end of the phone.

Yuan Fei waited for a while, then tentatively called her: "Yu'er?"

"Are you... living in the Blu-ray community outside the north gate?" Yu'er's voice trembled a little.After hearing this, Yuan Fei suddenly understood, and looked for the few brightly lit houses on the upper floor opposite, and she saw a tall and thin figure who looked like Yu Er standing at a position almost level with her. On the balcony, holding a mobile phone and talking on the phone.

Yuan Fei ran back to the house in two or three steps, took out a binoculars, and compared it to that figure, Yu'er's beautiful smile instantly filled the entire field of vision, and even the deep night was softened.

Yu'er's low invitation came from the phone: "Would you like to come out for a walk?"

In the middle of the night, the neighborhood was quiet and serene. The two walked slowly side by side. Even though they rarely talked, the atmosphere was just right.

The greening of the community is very good, the street lampshade is an antique sculpture, and the fine light spots slowly flow out from the gaps in the wood, illuminating the flat bricks and stones under the feet.There are undulating shrubs and flower beds on both sides, passing by an unknown flower cup that blooms in the night, Yuer slowed down for a moment, Yuan Fei was beside her and whispered: "Just now, I did dream about you."

"Dreaming about me, should it be considered a good dream? Why is it called a bad dream?" Yu'er lowered her head, kicked a small stone, and asked seemingly casually.

"Probably, dreams are far from reality."

Yu'er raised her head and smiled: "It seems that our meeting has satisfied you."

Very satisfied and contented.

Yuan Fei said in her heart.

"On the phone just now, you called me... Yu'er?"

Yuan Fei was stunned, and said in a low voice: "Is it okay, I call you that. Or are you used to being called Feather God?"

"No, Yu'er, this is very good. Although I know they don't mean that, but being called Yu Shen always feels isolated."

"Excellent people are always easy to be isolated."

Yu'er raised her eyebrows, didn't express anything to her praise, but followed her and said: "So you must also be often isolated."

Yuan Fei fell silent as if Yu'er had said something that should not be understood by outsiders.Under such a simple background, there is no need to deliberately conduct a conversation to avoid embarrassment, so Yu'er gave her time to enjoy the quiet.

The two circled around and returned to the starting point, but they didn't intend to stop, and continued to move forward along the path between the buildings tacitly.

"We actually live so close together. Tell me, what kind of fate is this?" Probably eager to talk again, Yu'er sighed softly, "Yuan Fei, is there such a beautiful fate in your novel?"

"How do you know..." The question stopped halfway, because Yuan Fei realized that she also checked Yu'er's background out of curiosity.

"I read your "Double Burial", and only part of it was serialized online. Judging from that part, this is not a happy story."

Yuan Fei nodded: "It's not happiness from the beginning to the end."

"Is it because you haven't found your own happiness yet?"

After Yuan Fei heard this question, she stopped in her tracks.She had been walking quietly, but at this moment Yu'er stopped and didn't notice immediately, so she took a few steps forward.Yuan Fei watched her back melt into the night, hazy but reassuring.

At a distance that was about to be out of reach, Yu'er stopped and turned to look at her.I don't know whether it was the light of the cold moon or the twinkling stars, but it fell on that young face, making the face in front of her eyes vivid and revealing a depth that she couldn't fathom.

Yu'er took two steps back to get closer to her, and stretched out her hand.There seemed to be something in the white palm, empty and full of charm.

It seems to be, what Yu'er just said, something she hasn't found yet.

Yuan Fei stretched out his hand and held it firmly.

The author has something to say:

This chapter is very warm, right?

In the end, don’t get me wrong, the development is not so fast, and there will be a long time to struggle~

see you tomorrow!