martyrdom

A month later, it was late autumn.Yuan Fei walked out of the gate of the inpatient department, and reached out to catch a withered yellow sycamore leaf.The palm-sized leaf was pressed against her palm, and it had already been torn to pieces by the autumn wind.Cracks and lines are all wounds that cannot heal.It can only be buried deep in the soil with these wounds, turned into a little dispensable nourishment, and ignored on the vast land.

It's too late, or rather, the time has come.

A month ago, she and Yu'er were making out in the office when Yang Huai who came back from a "business trip" bumped into her.Originally, she and Yu'er didn't care much, because Yang Huai already knew about their affairs, and he always treated Yuan Fei like a relative and elder.But that day, he said a lot of things that surprised Yuan Fei.

Yang Huai was in a bad mood that day.He asked her to break up with Yu'er on the grounds that the influence was not good, but he couldn't continue in the middle of the sentence, he just apologized to her, saying that he was sorry for her and was not worthy of being her teacher.

Yuan Fei drank some wine with him before he spoke the truth.Yuan Fei's college classmate Yang Xin, who is also Yang Huai's daughter, thought she had been studying abroad, but she was seriously ill and was treated in this city.

Although Yang Huai has a high academic status, his income is far from enough to provide the best treatment for his daughter.And Yuan Fei's college classmate is naturally also Kang Yu's college classmate. Kang Yu has become the main source of income for Yang Xin's medical treatment, and Yang Huai has a weakness in front of Kang Yu because of this, so he can only let it go.

From the first reunion with Kang Yu on the school anniversary, to the camping time on the mountain, Yuan Fei suspected that Yang Huai was helping Kang Yu to make up for them, and because of this, she had a little bit of a grudge, but she didn't expect it to be this reason.

Yang Xin is currently in an unstable condition and needs surgery.What Kang Yu meant was that as long as Yang Huai had a way to break up her and Yu'er, he would fully bear the cost of the operation.

While Yuan Fei was angry, she felt at a loss.

She didn't tell Yu'er, because thinking of Yu'er once pouring coffee on Kang Yu's face, if she knew what he was doing now, she didn't know what she would do.When the time comes to anger Kang Yu, Yang Huai will have no hope at all.

And in her heart, she didn't want Yu'er to know about it.She was afraid that even if Yu'er could understand, she would feel resentful because of her dedication to Yang Xin.She doesn't know, it's good for each other.

She couldn't really break up with Yu'er, and Yang Huai didn't allow her to do so.

So during this month, she and Yang Huai tried their best.Collecting money, taking out loans, and bumping into walls again and again, until today.

A moment ago, Yang Xin was admitted to the ICU because of repeated illnesses, and surgery had to be done.She looked at the helpless mentor at the door of the monitoring room, and walked out of the hospital without saying a word.

No matter how soft your heart is, can you hurt her true love just because you have pity for someone?

No matter how hard one's heart is, can he watch someone die, and he can obviously save her, but he doesn't do anything because of selfish thoughts?

Yuan Fei didn't drive, but walked home from the hospital along the autumn leaves of phoenix trees along the way.

The sky was dim, and when she passed the entrance, she was about to turn on the light when she saw a girl sleeping at the desk in the dining room.There were several dishes on the dining table, they looked untouched, it was Yu Er who was waiting for her to come back for dinner.

The heart that was numb by the howling autumn wind suddenly felt an unbearable sourness.

She walked over and slowly put her hand on the girl's shoulder.The girl's body trembled slightly, and she woke up.

Looking up to see her, the joyful light in those eyes has been the most favored scene in this world for her since the first time we met.

But now, Yuan Fei had no choice but to extinguish this bright color with her own hands.

Yu'er stood up, grabbed her hand, and said with a nasal voice that had just woken up: "It's so cold, is it cold outside?"

She was silent for a while, then forced a smile: "Yes, the temperature has cooled."

Yu'er seemed to see the reluctance in her smile, and there was a hint of distress in her expression: "You have been too tired recently, your resistance has declined, and you catch colds easily. Remember to wear more clothes next time."

For a month, she ran around, leaving early and returning late, trying her best to pretend in front of Yu'er, but she was not a person with superb acting skills.Yu'er had already noticed that she was preoccupied, but she didn't take the initiative to say it, so she kept refusing to ask.

Being too considerate is not a good thing after all.Be considerate of others, but hurt yourself.Yuan Fei looked at the girl's face that was no longer bright, and couldn't help sighing that the girl was too stupid.

Seeing that Yuan Fei just looked at her and responded, Yu'er lowered her eyes and smiled, let go of her hand, and while serving the dishes on the table to reheat, she told her: "Go and change clothes, remember to wash your hands."

Yuan Fei reached out to stop her.

The sky outside the window was already dark blue, and the lights on the upper floor opposite were lit up, but no matter what, they couldn't illuminate the hope in front of her eyes.

It is still so difficult to say the words that need to be said sooner or later: "Let's...separate for a while, is it okay?"

Yu'er seemed to have expected it a long time ago, she was very calm, she just put down the things in her hands, turned around and looked at her: "If necessary, of course."

"I mean, don't live together, don't communicate, and feel like strangers, is that okay?"

Yu'er used a faint smile to cover up her emotions: "You mean, break up?"

"Yes."

The cruelest words were spoken, and there was no turning back for her.

After a long silence, Yu'er came over and hugged her gently.She didn't push away, but felt the temperature of the girl's body for the last time, listening to the girl trying her best to hold back her crying and whispered goodbye in her ear: "It's okay, I can do it, don't be sad, this is far from the end Well, right?"

This is far from the end, it is a sentence in the double burial.The road ahead is long, and it is indeed far from being destroyed here.

Yuan Fei hugged Yu'er tightly, tears fell on her shoulders: "You must wait for me."

"Well, I'll wait for you."

Half an hour later, Yu'er packed her things and left Yuan Fei's sight.It was cold outside, and there was still an untouched dinner on the table. The girl was dressed thinly, and the water and rice hadn't been eaten yet. She left lonely under her cruelty.Yuan Fei thought of that beautiful spring morning, when the girl in a white dress crashed into her arms, thought of her quiet companionship and gentle persistence, suddenly felt that she was so hideous, sobbing, she squatted down by the dining table, biting her chin. Lips until full of blood.

The sky was completely reduced to darkness.

Yu'er walked to the gate of the community, and saw a familiar luxury car outside the parking pole.She stopped, and the brown glass film blocked her view, but she clearly felt that someone was watching her.

He didn't come forward, nor was he in a hurry to leave.The people in the car didn't intend to come out, and neither the conversation nor the conflict could start.Yu'er sneered, and silently said a word to that person, the cold white light fell on her non-smiling face, which actually made that person feel a little fear.

What she said was, you wait.

Fortunately, the fear didn't last long. After saying this, Yu'er dragged a huge box and walked away in the autumn wind.

When Yuan Fei received Kang Yu's call, she had squatted by the dining table until her whole body was numb.Blood flowed from her lower lip, and the tip of her tongue was subconsciously bitten to a bloody mess. The phone rang on the cabinet at the entrance for a long time before she recovered her senses and staggered to pick it up.

"I saw it, it's good." This is Kang Yu's cold first sentence.

Yuan Fei opened his mouth, but couldn't speak because of the severe pain in his lips and tongue.

"I know what you're going to say, even without Gu Yuzhi, you wouldn't be with me, right?" Kang Yu's voice was full of sarcasm, "You said this, and I remember it, not so ignorant I will cure Yang Xin's illness, after all, she is also an ex-girlfriend, and after being cured, she will be a backup. You..."

He seemed to be thinking for a while, and after a while, his tone calmed down, and he didn't draw any conclusions, but said lightly: "If you can't be taught, you will suffer, just like Gu Yuzhi, who thinks that he will destroy his reputation, and I have no way to deal with you Don't be too arrogant in front of me."

There was a beeping busy tone on the other end of the phone.

This separation that made them extremely painful, the purpose of Kang Yu's place was to show off their abilities and show off their might.Yuan Fei thought it was absurd, thinking that Yang Xin had such a relationship with him, and thinking of Kang Yu's every kind of hospitality when he chased her, and his ugly face after he couldn't catch up, his empty stomach suddenly felt overwhelmed.After a few steps, I ran to the bathroom, only my eyes were red when I vomited into the sink.

She asked for a week's leave from the hospital.Not approved.Yang Xin's operation was scheduled for the next day, and Yang Huai had to accompany him, and she was the only one who taught him his classes.

Enduring the pain, she wiped the wound on her lip with disinfectant, and took medicine to treat oral ulcers. In class the next day, she wore a mask and sounded like mosquitoes, and someone leaned against the wall outside the door and burst into tears.

Footsteps came from far and near on the long corridor, Yu'er wiped away the tears on her face, lowered her head like a cover-up, and waited for someone to pass by.The man stopped in front of her and reached out to grab her arm.

She dodged subconsciously, but she didn't.Surprised, she raised her head and saw Qiao Bing looking at her worriedly.

She didn't speak, and Qiao Bing didn't speak. She raised her hand to wipe her tears, but she quickly turned her head away, and by the way, she let go of the held arm.

Qiao Bing sighed: "Come with me."

Following Qiao Bing out of the teaching building, he walked aimlessly in the quiet campus.In the end, it was Qiao Bing who spoke first: "You and Yuan Fei, what's going on?"

"Don't you know?" Yu'er's voice was much lower than usual, a little hoarse, but her tone was not accusation, but surprise.

"I know, I just can't believe that she actually broke up with you because of this."

Although Yu'er guessed that the breakup had something to do with Kang Yu, but she didn't know the specific reason, so she simply pulled Qiao Bing to stop by the side of the road and asked, "For what?"

Qiao Bing sighed again, and spoke in a manner of speaking: "Last night, my brother and I had an argument because of your affairs. I heard him call someone, saying that you broke up, so I went to I asked him what was going on. He said that Yuan Fei did it voluntarily for the sake of the next publicity, worried about the bad influence."

Yu'er sneered: "Nonsense."

"Yes, it is true that he put pressure on Yuan Fei. The next publicity...is in our school. Although many people know about your affairs, if you are pushed to the forefront, it will be bad for both of you. Actually There's no need to really break up, just keep it a secret for a while, I don't know what my brother told Yuan Fei to make her so determined."

After hearing these words, Yu'er didn't express any opinion, but just asked: "What do you think?"

"I think... my brother is nothing more than analyzing the impact and consequences of your relationship on your career with her. At most, it is deliberately serious, and it is not too much. Yuan Fei will not be for future development, really. Are you determined to separate from you?"

Yu'er didn't answer, just looked at her quietly.

Qiao Bing frowned, and her tone became a little angry: "If this is really the case, you don't need to be sad. It's not your fault that you meet people who are unkind."

Yu'er had observed enough and came to a conclusion in her heart, so she lowered her eyes and smiled, and said helplessly, "You are so stupid."

The author has something to say:

emmm... Memories of killing or something, poked Mouhui's abuse point, so I cried...

But in fact, it’s not abusive...compared to double burials...what is it...

everything will be fine~