martyrdom

Dinner was ready, and the four of them sat around the huge dining table, looking a little empty.

Yuan Fei looked at the few dishes on the table, they were all her favorite dishes, and they looked like they were all made by Yu Er.The porcelain jars for each person seemed to be filled with porridge. She squeezed the lid and opened it, and a peach aroma came to her nostrils.The porridge inside is embedded with diced peaches, pink and white, which looks appetizing.

Yue'er pointed at the porcelain jar and said happily, "Taotao!"

Yuan Fei picked up the spoon, scooped up some porridge to cool down, and fed it to the mouth of the little guy who was about to drool.The little guy immediately showed a satisfied expression, smashed his mouth, and commented: "Delicious!"

Yu'er looked at Yuan Fei expectantly: "You have a taste too."

Yuan Fei took a sip, and the sweetness was well controlled, refreshing and not greasy, and the porridge was boiled so that it melted in the mouth, it was indeed extremely delicious.This porridge rescued her poor appetite like an antidote and enriched the dinner.

After dinner, the two played with Yue'er for a while, and asked Yuan Fei to tell her a story as agreed.The little guy went to bed early, and it was only eight o'clock when they went upstairs.Yu'er went to take a bath first, and Yuan Fei picked a book from the bookshelf to flip through it.

Not long after, Yu'er's cell phone rang.Yuan Fei took the phone and wanted to send it to Yu'er, but frowned when she saw the caller ID.

An Ge, the only heroine in Yu'er's documentary, the person who grew up with Yu'er since she was a child, the person who is the business partner of Yu'er's family at home, the person who broke Yu'er, and later was admitted to the performance department of a famous art school people.Yu'er never explained this person to her, because the article has already written enough details.The grievances and entanglements between the two of them flashed across Yuan Fei's mind one by one, and his fingers lingered on the hook button for a long time, but finally he couldn't press it.

She walked over and knocked on the bathroom door, and when she heard the sound of water inside stop, she said, "An Ge phone."

Without even thinking about it, Yuer ordered her: "You can pick it up for me, just tell the truth, if you have any request, just refuse it for me."

Yuan Fei's heart warmed up, and she confirmed in her mouth, "Are you sure?"

"determine."

When the phone was picked up, the female voice on the other side was sweet and sweet: "Gu, what are you doing?"

Yuan Fei cleared her throat, and said honestly, "Hi, Miss An, I'm Yu'er's girlfriend. Yu'er is taking a bath. Let me answer the phone for her."

There was silence on the phone.Yuan Fei waited for a while without hearing a response, and then asked, "What's the matter for you? I can convey it to you."

An Ge's voice sounded a little trembling, but he still maintained his basic rationality and politeness: "No...it's nothing, by the way, I sent a courier to Gu, and it will be delivered within two days, please tell her Remember to check."

"Okay, good night, Miss An."

"……Good night."

Almost as soon as he hung up the phone, Yu'er came out of the bathroom.A bath towel was wrapped around his chest, revealing his snow-white shoulders and neck.Her long, half-wet hair hung down her shoulders, looking like it had been done.It was only then that Yuan Fei realized that Yu'er could actually come out to answer the phone by herself just now, and let her answer it, just to make her feel at ease.

She was still entangled in the question of whether she was awkward or not, but now, the unhappiness a moment ago disappeared.

Yu'er didn't say a word about what happened on the phone, but just stepped on her wet slippers and walked towards the bedroom.She followed in a strange way, and forgot to stop when she passed the guest room until she reached the door of the inner room.Yu'er stopped at the door, turned her head and looked at her with a smile: "I change clothes, do you want to come in and see?"

The hand holding the door frame was white and slender, with round and crystal-clear fingertips. Yuan Fei stared at it, and quickly turned away: "What's so interesting, I just... my phone fell inside."

Unexpectedly, Yu'er suddenly leaned over and kissed her: "Play with me first."

The inner door was half covered by Yu'er.Yuan Fei grabbed Yu'er's cell phone in her hand, retreated to the guest room, found a bean bag and paralyzed herself in it.

The gorgeous and dazzling chandelier has been turned off by Yu'er, leaving only a floor lamp with soft light and a seemingly invisible bedside lamp.The light in the inner room is also a gentle honey color, which makes people feel drowsy.

She sank into the soft bean bag sofa, her limbs and bones were deeply tired, and she also had a strange burning and hunger.I did walk a lot today, and I feel tired for a reason.But she is also very familiar with that wonderful feeling, just like that day in the bar box, Yu'er's soft body was lying on her body...

Yuan Fei slowly got up from the sofa, put the phone aside, and started to walk into the inner room.As she approached, she heard that there was no movement inside, and the fear of Yu'er's sudden disappearance twice during the day surged up, guiding her to push open the half-covered door.

Yu'er has already changed into her pajamas, not a loose and easy-to-take off pajamas, but a complete set of pajamas.The jacket was buttoned up, and the trousers were tied with ropes, which just looked... She didn't like it very much.

As if she had expected her to come in a long time ago, Yu'er sat on the edge of the bed, with a gentle smile in the corner of her mouth, staring at her steadily.

"I'll get...my cell phone." Yuan Fei's voice sounded a little downcast.Yu'er pointed her eyes to the table, where her mobile phone was charging.

"Then let's put it here first, I... I'm not sleepy yet, I'll go to bed later."

Yu'er opened her mouth and said softly: "It's fully charged, take it out."

Yuan Fei looked at her, pursed her lower lip, and didn't move.With dull eyes, Yu'er lowered her eyes and smiled, she got up helplessly and walked over, gently hugging her in her arms.

With his hands resting on her back, his chin rested on her shoulder, and he made no further movements.Yuan Fei was about to say something, but Yu'er's voice rang in his ears softly: "You are very tired today, and you fainted and went to the hospital..."

A not-so-optimistic fact is stated.Yuan Fei didn't respond, but just raised her hand and hugged Yu'er back.

"You let me feel at ease..." Yu'er's voice sounded guilty and sighed, which made Yuan Fei's heart ache suddenly, and she hugged her even tighter.

But Yu'er misunderstood this deep hug, and changed into a coaxing tone, and said sweetly: "Be good, I will accompany you to rest at home for a day tomorrow, okay?"

Yuan Fei let go of her and stood up straight.Yu'er looked at her with eyes full of nostalgia, but deliberately kept a distance from her.

From being seductive and teasing to being calm and self-restraining, Yuan Fei could see how much effort she had put in, and how considerate she was towards her.The warmth in her heart was already in a mess, she finally raised the corners of her lips, and returned Yu'er with a very cute smile: "You also go to bed early, what a dream."

A good dream is just a luxury.In the night without Yu'er to sleep with, Yuan Fei had the most terrible nightmare ever.

There is a sea in the dream, the sea is icy cold, and the shore is far away and invisible.She was soaking in the sea with that white dress on her body.The salty liquid kept pouring into her nose and nose, choking her to cough again and again.My head hurts, my consciousness is gradually blurred, and death is very close to me.The sun was so glaring, gradually only regular sparkles remained in the line of sight.The desire to survive made her thump her hands and feet involuntarily, but her body slowly sank amidst the violent thumping...

so desperate...

This despair lasted for a long time.

Obviously, there is only one step away from happiness, but this step will make her and Yu'er separated forever, so that they will never see each other again?

For Yu'er, she didn't want to die, nor could she die!

She tried to relax her body, endured the tingling of seawater entering her nasal cavity, and gradually returned to her sanity.A voice came from beside her ear, firm and filled her with courage: "Yuan Fei, don't be afraid, I will save you, I will definitely save you."

But her eyes suddenly went dark, as if she had suffered a heavy blow, she passed out and woke up from the dream.

The bedside light was soft, illuminating Yu'er's anxious face beside the bed.Yuan Fei was stunned for a while, then suddenly reached out to touch Yu'er's face, the temperature on her hand was cold, and she was still shivering.

Some liquid kept flowing out from the corners of the eyes, dripping down the neck, mixed in the cold sweat, sticky and uncomfortable.

The towel in Yu'er's hand was already wet with her tears and cold sweat, so she put it aside, reached out to cover the hand she was touching her face, and comforted her softly: "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay... "

never mind.

very nice.

Yuan Fei closed her eyes, calmed down, and gave Yu Er a tearful and bitter smile, trying to reassure her.The worried expression on Yu'er's face was even heavier, she tightly grasped her icy hand, put it to her lips and breathed to warm her.

I don't know how long this movement lasted, but Yuan Fei's hand was like a piece of ice that refused to melt, still full of chill.

Yu'er let go of her hand, and the normally smart and capable girl suddenly lost her mind, and she became dazed, just looking at her like this, quiet but helpless.

Yuan Fei heard her hoarse voice and asked her: "Can you contact me with a psychiatrist and see you tomorrow."

After a long time, she heard Yu Er's response: "Okay."

She had never doubted Yu'er's ability and efficiency in handling affairs, and the psychiatrist arrived as scheduled the next morning.

She didn't even need to go out, the other party came to visit directly, entered the study room on the first floor with her, and chatted for about an hour.

As for what was discussed, only these two people knew.But what Yuer knew was that since this hour passed, Yuan Fei seemed to be a different person, shed almost all negative emotions, became optimistic and easy-going, and for a long time after that, she never Had nightmares.

Psychotherapy is truly amazing.Yu'er looked at Yuan Fei who walked out of the study with a pleasant smile on her face, and couldn't help but marvel in her heart.

It was almost noon when the psychiatrist was sent away.Yuan Fei took the initiative to invite Ying to cook, and Yuer and Yueer watched from the sidelines in the kitchen.There is a cute and beautiful little pistachio, and another big pistachio with huge emotional changes. The kitchen is full of laughter and laughter, making Yuer happy like a dream. From time to time, she has to pinch herself to check whether she was too tired last night. Haven't woken up yet.

After lunch, Yu'er received a courier from An Ge.It turned out to be two admission tickets to the Oktoberfest, as well as VIP tickets for infield events, and the date was the next day.

She was hesitating whether to tear it up and throw it away in front of Yuan Fei, but Yuan Fei leaned over to take a look, and said relaxedly: "Two tickets, just so we can go tomorrow."

Yu'er laughed, and shook the ticket in his hand: "Okay, I don't want to take advantage of this advantage."

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