martyrdom

Lin Anxi is right. According to the gossip atmosphere in the school, her Two-dimensional identity is probably no longer a secret.Yu'er is very clear about this.

She never told Yuan Fei that she was also a writer for Lily Circle.Unlike Yuan Fei, what she writes is not novels, but documentary prose.

She is not a person who is so innocent that she has no past. During the 21 years, she has met many people, loved and hated them, but she has the deepest fate with Yuan Fei.

Like Yuan Fei, although she is surrounded by countless people, she also likes to record some thoughts quietly with a pen.Unlike Yuan Fei, her documentary prose is more popular and has countless followers, and her mysterious identity makes readers even more curious. Except for Lin Anxi who inadvertently saw her when replying to a reader's message, she has never revealed anything.

But it is not impossible to know her true identity.The pictures she posted can be located, and her work was also included in the essay call for the school celebration not long ago.It is reasonable to say that some readers in the school recognized her through the details, but Lin Anxi may not have revealed it.

She planned to tell Yuan Fei about these things slowly, but since she learned of Yuan Fei's plan, she decided to keep her Two-dimensional identity as a backup for her.If something happens in the future, maybe this identity can help her.

Since this identity was to be concealed from her, the content of the documentary prose, that is, her past experience, she could not confess for the time being.But judging from the current situation, she had to say it, and she couldn't allow her to talk about it.

Yu'er put down her phone, straightened her clothes, and said apologetically to Yuan Fei, "I might have to go to school and take you home first. When you're waiting for me at home, you can search for the words 'Humble for Faith'" Hand, this is my Two-dimensional identity."

Yuan Fei heard her mentioning this suddenly, she was a little confused, so she worried, "Did something happen?"

Seeing her uneasy expression, Yu'er closed her eyes a little sadly, stretched out her arms and hugged her: "It's okay, I can handle it. You should read what I wrote first when you go back. I think you can understand it by yourself, better than what someone else said. It would be more appropriate to know."

Take care of some things, and it's late at night when I go home.Yu'er was exhausted physically and mentally, standing at the door imagining Yuan Fei's reaction, and for the first time felt intimidated by this place full of good memories.

After hesitating for a while, Yu'er took out the key and opened the door, changed her shoes and entered the house as usual.The house is very quiet, the living room lights are off, only a little light can be seen in Yuan Fei's room.

Yuan Fei must have heard that she was back, but she didn't come out, not even making a sound. Did it mean that she was annoyed by her?

Yu'er gently pushed open the door, but heaved a sigh of relief.Yuan Feifu fell asleep on the table, in front of him was a computer with a black screen, and the mobile phone he held in his hand was like a treasure that he couldn't let go of, even in his sleep, he was tightly attached to each other.

Yu'er walked over and leaned down beside her, the elegant fragrance of Yuan Fei's body after bathing immediately hit her face.Yu'er kissed her hair, then kissed her cheek, and burst into tears.Tears shattered on the back of Yuan Fei's hand holding the phone tightly. The sleeping person seemed to tremble slightly, but did not wake up.

Maybe that's just right.

Yu'er didn't try to wake her up, but stood up straight and moved away from her, managed to keep her voice calm, and said, "My past must have disappointed you...Maybe I kept this behavior from you , and let you down."

There was only silence all around, but Yu'er heard a breathing sound that did not belong to her, which became more and more rapid, and gradually became chaotic, as if she was trying to suppress something.

"A lot of what I did in the past two months probably made you feel insecure, didn't you? I'm socially complex, I'm sophisticated, and I'm hiding something from you, not just that. You may have noticed this already , that's why Daisy said those things, you're so sad, isn't it?"

Yu'er's voice was a little choked, so she paused for a moment to calm down, and then continued: "Yuan Fei, I'm not good enough for you. If you want to leave me, I have no objection."

After saying this, she didn't wait for Yuan Fei's response, but turned around and left.After walking two steps, the person who was lying on the table got up and ran towards her, hugging her tightly from behind: "I have objections! I never thought of leaving you, never."

How much unforgettable love is there to be able to say and do such a humble gesture.

Yu'er didn't look back, but slowly raised her hand and pulled away the arms around her waist.

"But I want to leave you."

Yuan Fei stared blankly at the back of Yu'er leaving, the scene in front of her eyes suddenly overlapped with the dream a moment ago.In the dream just now, Yu'er also said the same words, with the same indifference, and the back view of leaving also showed the same determination.She let go of herself just like that, and she stubbornly did not hold back, until Yu'er was completely out of sight, but the pain struck with a devastating force.

She didn't want to try the pain in the dream a second time in reality.

Yu'er's back had turned the corner and was about to disappear, Yuan Fei rushed over again and pulled her back.Ignoring the tears all over her face, Yuan Fei scolded her head and face: "You provoked me first, and you gave me such a promise. Do you know how much I look forward to? You were talking about you just now. My own faults, then why did you leave me? Punish yourself by leaving me? Then what did I do wrong to deserve such a cruel punishment!"

Yu'er closed her eyes in pain, without saying a word.

Yuan Fei also shed tears, gradually choking with sobs: "A few hours ago we almost...why do we do this now? You said you are not good enough for me and you want to leave me for my own good? Then let me ask you, how do you know me? What right do you have to make decisions for me under the banner of 'for my own good'?"

After hearing this, Yu'er opened her eyes in surprise, and her eyes were full of shock.As if he wanted to say something, he opened his mouth but swallowed the words back. He raised his hand tremblingly to wipe away Yuan Fei's tears, but Yuan Fei turned his head away and stretched out his hand to grab her wrist.

"I don't agree. There is only one reason for breaking up that I can accept, and that is that you don't like me anymore, understand?"

That night, Yuan Fei didn't let Yu'er go, but she didn't keep her to sleep with her again.Lying alone in the empty master bedroom, time seemed to go back to the days when Yu'er hadn't appeared two months ago.

She couldn't remember how long she hadn't experienced such mood swings tonight.During the two years alone, love, hatred, and hatred were as calm as water, without stirring up any waves, which made her almost forget that she still had the ability to fight to the end like this night.

In fact, why Yu'er suddenly wanted to separate from her, she had already guessed a lot.After reading Yu'er's documentary prose, she found that the sentences that Kang Yu seemed to have added unintentionally all came from Yu'er.That day, she had an agreement with Kang Yu, promising not to threaten her by plagiarizing the double burial, so Kang Yu found another way, finding a way to threaten her and provoke her relationship with Yu'er.As for her modified double burial, Yu'er has not seen it yet, so she has not been able to see through Kang Yu's methods.

Her revised work has been sent to the Internet by Kang Yu Company, and it is too late to delete those sentences.However, because the publicity plan has not been implemented for the time being, and the current popularity is not high, the plagiarism incident has not caused a commotion.It seems that Kang Yu threatened Yu'er with this incident, forcing her to break up with him.

There was nothing wrong with Yu'er thinking about her, but what made her angry was that she could break up so easily, belittle herself, and turn a blind eye to her humble appearance.

Yuan Fei's guess is nine points close to the truth.In the guest room, Yu'er still felt nausea when recalling the scene of meeting Kang Yu.When she came out of school, she was tricked by Kang Yu to go to a coffee shop under the guise of Yuan Fei, and said a lot of strange things.

Yu'er looked at the well-dressed man in front of him, and could clearly see even the dirty thoughts hidden in his clothes.She can't remember those words with a strong purpose, but there is only a wonderful piece of mind-killing theory, which is still echoing in her ears.

When Kang Yu talked about Yuan Fei, he once sighed: "Yuan Fei, 25 years old, is a doctoral student of the most authoritative literature professor in our school. Now that I have successfully stayed in school, my life from now on will be teaching, writing and writing, occasionally having tea and writing conversations with people in the circle, and holding a book signing party in a corner bookstore. It is simple and uncomplicated. What is Yuan Fei like Your love, do you know? Why do you think you can afford it?"

These words did make her feel inferior, but she also had her way of refuting: "Actually, there is no such thing as empathy in the world. Only you know what you feel, so when we express our opinions, we are limited to expressing ourselves and have no right to involve Others. Understanding is not a reason, let alone understanding. I will not try to think about our relationship from the perspective of Yuan Fei because of your words, and make a so-called "for her" decision. Although I understand your thoughts, I understand enough She, but I prefer to respect the choices she makes herself."

Kang Woo was speechless by her words and started to use rogue methods.In the folder handed over were a few thin pages of paper, on which were her prose and a palette made of Yuan Fei's revised double burial, the most powerful evidence for plagiarism.

After Yu'er finished flipping through, she looked coldly at the person in front of her, and slapped the folder in her hand on the table, causing the surrounding guests to look sideways.

Kang Yu was not annoyed, but just watched her leisurely, waiting for her to make a decision.

Yu'er suddenly smiled, but there was no smile in her beautiful smile.She picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip, didn't put it down, but thought about it, and recalled: "In TV dramas, when the heroine encounters a scumbag, the reason doesn't make sense, and the fight can't be fought, how do you usually deal with it?"

Before Kang Woo could understand what she meant, a cup of coffee was poured over his head and face.He froze on the spot, watching Yu'er calmly put down the empty coffee cup in his hand, took a tissue to wipe off the two splashes on his hand, got up and out of his sight.

Playing cool is playing cool, the problem still needs to be solved.Yu'er thought about it all the way on the way home after leaving the coffee shop, and felt that she couldn't tell Yuan Feiming about this matter.Once she speaks, she will force Yuan Fei to choose between her relationship and her career.No matter which Yuan Fei chooses, the other will have no room for redemption.

She has a way to get the best of both worlds, but something has happened, and something has to be sacrificed to settle it.Breaking up with Yuan Fei was to temporarily stabilize Kang Yu, but she never thought that Yuan Fei would be so determined.If she wants to continue to implement her method, she can only temporarily separate from Yuan Fei for a period of time.Can't be honest, can't be soft-hearted.

At dawn, the people in the master bedroom finally fell asleep.Yu'er finally left a kiss on her forehead, packed some clothes and daily necessities, and quietly left with a suitcase.

The author has something to say:

The first breakup...

It's just a little trouble~ Don't worry~

Abuse?doesn't exist at all~