i am your dog

It was dark in the room, no one, no sound, nothing.

There was a thick quilt on my body, so heavy... I couldn't breathe under the pressure.

My hands and feet were bound by something.

Can't break free.

Where is this place?

Can't keep my eyes open.Can't see the world.

"Who?!" The voice was close to the roar of a wild animal.He seemed to hear the clash of teacups, someone...

"Siqi..."

"Lin...Xuan...?" Chen Siqi opened his eyes, the black gauze covered the whole room, he couldn't see, he didn't see anything.

"Ah Xuan..." Chen Siqi closed his eyes abruptly, he stretched out his hands and fumbled wildly, "Ah Xuan, where are you?"

"Why don't you come to see me?"

A warm hand took the initiative to hold him, allowing him to approach the other's arms with confidence.

"I... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Chen Siqi could not stop apologizing, he knelt on the bed and kowtowed to the air, and the people around him watched silently without stopping.

"Don't go! I was wrong, Ah Xuan!"

"Do you think that as long as you don't look at me, you can pretend that I'm not dead?" The man lowered his voice, and the voice that didn't match Lin Xuan's was deliberately gentle.

"I didn't blame you."

He took the initiative to hold Chen Siqi's hand and repeated, "I never blamed you."

Chen Siqi sat on his knees with his eyes closed, firmly clutching that hand, "Ah Xuan... You said earlier that I fell asleep in the zoo, and you almost slipped out when you carried me on your back, do you still remember?"

"Ah."

"Jiuyan said that I'm too thin now, I can't even crush an ant to death...you say...will he come back?"

The person holding his hand was stunned, but made a choice in an instant, "He has returned."

"Liar..." Chen Siqi paused for a long time, the moonlight shining on his face made him look particularly sick, his emaciated body tried to chase something, but he just jumped into the foam that disappeared in the wind.

"Ah Xuan, I went to see my grandma...Grandma has also left. In such a cold day, have you picked her up? She wished me a happy marriage for a hundred years, and I should be your wife. Jiuyan also left...I Shall I come to you?" Chen Siqi discussed in a low voice, and the remaining consciousness in his mind told him that Lin Xuan would definitely refuse.

Why didn't these people welcome him?

Live, do not want to accompany, die, do not want to meet.

Just leave him alone.

He is always alone.

"Siqi..."

Shen Jiuyan didn't know when he opened his eyes, those cold eyes were facing him, as if they could tear him apart at any time.But Shen Jiuyan knew that he had just woken up.If it was just a dream, then he would never remember what he said.

Suddenly, Chen Siqi smiled, with smiles on his brows and eyes, a crazy smile.

He pushed Shen Jiuyan down and pinched his neck, he must watch Shen Jiuyan suffocate.

"Shen Jiuyan, do you know how much I want you to die? If you die, I will be alone." Chen Siqi felt confused while talking.

Shen Jiuyan tried hard to let him hear what he was saying, he wanted him to know what he was thinking. "You won't... If I die, you will be abandoned. An Xian let you live for me, and I am the meaning of your life."

"Really? I..." Chen Siqi's voice was so soft that even Shen Jiuyan couldn't hear it clearly.The weight on his body suddenly disappeared, and Chen Siqi sat on the side lonely, with his back to him.

Shen Jiuyan moved closer to him and put on his clothes.Chen Siqi wanted to restrain himself and rushed out of the cage again. He overwhelmed the people around him and bit his throat, saying vaguely, "Don't leave. If you drive me away again, I will kill you and cut off your hands and feet." , You can’t go anywhere, I will cut your body open one by one, leaving only the head, and I will hold it in my arms, no one can save you.”

"..." Shen Jiuyan pushed his hand subconsciously, but it just fell on his shoulder, and the throat under strong pressure could not make a sound.

Some people may think he is crazy, but he thinks he is very clear.

He has to be awake, only then can he wake up those around him.

The author has something to say:

A short chapter...... I will have more.

The main content of chaos is the leader's insanity and confusion and the company of Jiuye, nah... there will be sweet... there should be... beat me!