i am your dog

When the sky is just getting bright, there is always a period of time when the sun cannot be seen. The white sky is surrounded by mountains, and the clouds blown by the wind outline a random picture, which is chic and nonsensical.

Looking at the hills that are mostly covered by high-rise buildings, the hills have fine pine, gray and dull, and the mountains have huge rocks.It's a pity that there is no snow, and the mountains are only ugly, standing upright in a daze.

It was still early in the morning when they arrived, and the driver who was on the night shift hadn't slept all night and drove the car like a snake.Chen Siqi sat in the back, suppressing the urge to vomit due to motion sickness.

The car with the smell of heat and low-quality tobacco is indeed unbearable, but it is colder here than in the imperial capital in winter, and the northwest wind blows into people's bones, making them choke to death rather than open the windows.

Finally reaching the destination, Chen Siqi got out of the car as if fleeing for his life, feeling a sense of rebirth.

Looking back, every time he came back in the past three years, it was not as miserable as this time. It is really a bad time to follow Shen Jiuyan.

Chen Siqi's small shop was locked by that seemingly well-meaning man who was actually an animal. Chen Siqi searched through boxes and cabinets for a long time before he found a spare key and opened the door.

"Can you sell this bunch of things?" Shen Jiuyan followed him into the small shop, and his sleepy mind became very curious about anything related to Chen Siqi.Chen Siqi was also not sleepy, he walked around the store and found that there was nothing missing, so he habitually lay down on the counter and looked at him with his head tilted. "The string of twenty in your hand, pay if you buy it, and get out if you don't buy it."

His voice is very lazy, but it seems that he has long been used to the life of buying and selling. When he speaks, he has the illusion that selling goods has become an old fritters.Or the worst kind of service.

Shen Jiuyan looked at the bracelet made of ten black beads and a silver clover in his hand, and compared it to Chen Siqi's hand, "It's not bad to do small business, I invested in a small wine shop before. , we can go and have a look together when we have time."

Chen Siqi didn't say a word, but retracted his hands into his sleeves.

That's something for the future, but now, who would dare to promise the other party casually?

After all, those are all ways to coax children.The reason why he didn't say anything before was because he also wanted to follow the fantasy, but his fantasy foretells that the people around him will be finished, and he is not as irresponsible as that face living.

Chen Siqi squinted and watched the first ray of sunlight pass through the glass and shine on the beige floor. The person he had been waiting for for three years finally came. He is not as depressed as before, but he is still exhausted. .

He sat up slowly, "You told me before that when you and He Yao hypnotized me, you found that my memory was incomplete, and my current physical development is much older than my age... Do you think that standing here now, you can put these Have you found everything you lost?"

He Yao said that his memory will not be restored, even if they are really lucky to find his past, it will be nothing more than looking at it again as a bystander, and too much time has indeed passed.

"The premise is that you can't run away." Shen Jiuyan took the chain and locked his hands and feet with ease.Chen Siqi felt that this person was really amazing. Some people went out with luggage and some people went out with money, but he brought a bunch of chains.I don't know how Chen Siqi is able to scare him like this.

Fingerprints are required to open the chain, Chen Siqi was already prepared to give up and run away, and naturally he never thought of Xianyu turning over.Looking at the soft hair on the inside of the handcuffs, Shen Jiuyan was thoughtful, maybe he had been thinking about what to catch him every day for the past three years, and at the same time fantasized about his life after he was caught.

Run together, eat together, and sleep in a group when you are sleepy.Thinking about it makes me feel beautiful.He didn't dare to think about it before, but before, he couldn't hope for it and couldn't think of An Xian, but now he always wondered whether he would go back on his word again.

He had never been afraid of anyone in his life, but he couldn't hide from just An Xian.

He deluded himself so much that he didn't want to think about it.

"I'm home, why run?" The chain can only limit his range of activities, if he doesn't go out, he can still walk around.

Shen Jiuyan cleaned up his bedroom on the second floor that was hit by a missile. When Chen Siqi went upstairs, he was almost dragged by the chain and fell to pieces.

It looks as if you can forget all the unpleasantness of the past.

"An Xian let me remember what you like and what you don't like, and made me a person you will definitely like, but I still don't know what you like about me."

Good wife and mother, gentle and virtuous?Men like to be uncles, and it is most suitable to marry a maid. Chen Siqi vaguely remembered that he used to be the same, "You told me that my memory might have some problems, and I found out that although many of my memories It’s not necessarily fake, but the time arrangement is all my wishful thinking. I did make friends of the same sex, and I have been doing one thing all the time except An Xian, but that was after I met him. Although I always think of An Xian Xian is associated with bad things, but the memories I have are basically from when he appeared."

While listening, Shen Jiuyan took a pot of water and served it.He thought, if he asked Chen Siqi why he suddenly mentioned this now, maybe the other party would be confused again, so why not just let him talk nonsense.

"Then maybe An Xian treated you well at first?"

"Who knows? He Yao put my kind of post-traumatic stress disorder into the post-traumatic stress disorder. I don't know if it will be good to be in the scene again."

Shen Jiuyan could always see the wry smile on his lips.Sometimes it is better to use time to verify actions than to utter unnecessary guarantees.

It might be useful to be on the scene, but how could he be willing to let him suffer again?

Seeing that Chen Siqi didn't know what he was talking about, he finally stopped in a daze.Then he didn't mention it any more.

He lay on the bed contentedly, looking at the room he cleaned up and finally restored to its original appearance, he sighed almost with emotion.How could such a fresh and elegant room allow him to create such a garbage dump where he fell down in three steps and couldn't turn around in five steps?

Shen Jiuyan took off his glasses and rubbed them, "But I know why you like me. It was the first time I was rescued from a deep swamp. The ancients loved to say that there is nothing to repay, but you can only promise yourself with your body, but I accidentally put myself I promised it to you. I didn’t do well as a wife for the first time, and you didn’t give me a chance to change it. Do you think I’m at a loss?”

Even if he doesn't remember, he doesn't want to think about it, doesn't want to hear it, and ignores it. These are not because he is confused and childish, but because he is hurt so badly that even he can't heal.

"Loss." Chen Siqi also lay down, "It's as good as it is, I thought people would be disgusted, but An Xian let me kill two people, and you made me lose my freedom...Shen Jiuyan, I think you don't care No matter what kind of person you like, it’s better to hold it in your hands completely, like me, you can’t escape for a lifetime, so you like me very much.”

Shen Jiuyan was lightly pricked by his words, it wasn't painful, but his eyes were sore.He turned over and pressed against Chen Siqi, seeing his increasingly indifferent face, bit his lips angrily.

"Dog thing." Chen Siqi scolded, Shen Jiuyan watched his face carefully even at this time, could it be that he would throw him down from the second floor because of this?

Chen Siqi would not admit that he couldn't bear the impulse of his lower body, but just pretended to be upset and knocked him down to suppress him.I don't know if he was teased by Shen Jiuyan, but he subconsciously said, "Honey, lie down and let you see what it means to have a sperm on the brain."

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No more counting~ Si Qi's identity will soon be known (〃ω〃)