i am your dog

It was a holiday, and many people took their children to the park to play. If someone was willing to step on the snow and walk to the innermost part of the park, they would see two young people arguing.They looked like they were in their early thirties, and the other looked less than [-], and sneered at the flowers in the other's hand, looking like he wanted to leave in a hurry, but couldn't because of some reason.

When he wanted to go in, he was stopped by someone who was dressed very ordinary and made a gesture of please leave.

There were a few leisurely strollers in this open space, but none of them approached the two people in the middle, as if they were carefully protecting something, but it was hard to detect.

"I don't want that thing, take it away, I'm going back." Chen Siqi felt a headache looking at the branch of plum blossom that was secretly folded in his hand, this plum family is a low shrub, and the flowers are crowded in piles on the flowering branches , still very matte.He didn't like it even with his eyes closed.

The flower that Shen Jiuyan folded was covered with snow, and the pink petals were not bright red enough, let alone light pink, but the weather was fine today, even if he was fine, he still had to pull something up to make Chen Siqi stay outside for a while.

"Is it really not good-looking? The winter is so monotonous, don't you think it adds a lot of color?" "Come on, you don't think it looks good and you fool people, and you don't feel uncomfortable." Chen Siqi is not afraid of him being cold, Handfuls of cold water were poured over him.

He put down a sentence, "If you don't go, I will go", and then started to run.

Shen Jiuyan was still holding a flower branch in his hand, and the smile on his face never faded. Although he didn't wear a mask like Chen Siqi, he still disguised himself.Seeing Chen Siqi mingling with his subordinates, his beautiful eyes were like pearls gradually sinking into the deep sea, losing their luster more and more.

Shen Jiuyan remotely controlled the collar on Chen Siqi's neck to keep shrinking, watching his subordinates cut his hands backwards and drag him over.The slightly frowned brows were filled with pity, and he brushed off the white snow from the opponent's head, leaving a vast expanse of hair across the palm of his hand.

His hair is like the snow here, barren for the whole winter.

"Be good?" Warm his frozen cheeks with the little heat in his palm, Chen Siqi is still tortured by the collar, Shen Jiuyan only wants to hear the sound of his surrender, even if he is unwilling, he doesn't want to be in This is how it goes.

He was afraid of such fruitless giving, from beginning to end.

Chen Siqi looked at him motionless, his expressionless face concealing the exhaustion in his heart.In this way, they are both physically and mentally exhausted, but one still wants to save, but the other only wants to sink.

"Don't save me, just give up." The meaning of Chen Siqi's staying in the matter was just to watch Shen Jiuyan, but Shen Jiuyan didn't need a company that was more grueling than surveillance, so he would leave three years ago.

Living where you can't see is the best choice for you.

The glacier that had been frozen for three years had cracks, and the thing that was holding its breath was finally let go.Chen Siqi breathed lightly and was hugged tightly.

"No." Shen Jiuyan hugged him willfully, like a child who doesn't want to be separated from toys.An Xian gave him to himself, and re-cultivated all his habits and hobbies just to meet Shen Jiuyan's standards. He would never meet another person like this, even if it was too unreasonable to do so, he would never let him This person goes.

Chen Siqi closed his eyes, his cheeks were slightly wet.He remembered that when they first lived together, Shen Jiuyan was always surprised by their unanimous agreement, and after a long time, it turned into pity for him.

He seems to have had a particularly miserable life in this life, and he can only live under the sympathy of others.

"Si Qi, I'll take you back to find yourself." Shen Jiuyan said as he hugged him, "You like me so shameful?" Chen Siqi ignored him, since the past has passed, there is no possibility for him to go back.

There were still very few people in the park, Chen Siqi forgot when he picked up Shen Jiuyan's folded flower branch, was carried by Shen Jiuyan, walked out after strolling.

When he took a closer look, the park had been left behind.

"I...?" Chen Siqi rubbed his forehead and couldn't remember what happened a few minutes ago, he seemed to be here all at once.Shen Jiuyan didn't take the car, and walked back with him on his back.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing, but just to remind you, people with bad brains don't know when they will cause trouble. Don't be stabbed to death by me one day and you don't know how you died." Of course Chen Siqi would not say that he What happened just now, instead of making people feel that he is terminally ill, he should be taken good care of him, instead of being angry, he is a half-dead and thankless, hurry up and get him away.

Shen Jiuyan chuckled twice, "You won't."

Chen Siqi waited for his next words. The streets that approached the New Year lost the embellishment of green vegetation, but were ruled by white snow and fiery red lanterns.The colorful lights wrapped around the tree slide across the sky like shooting stars, but the fingers can only touch the last passing point in the air.

"Maybe you don't remember many things, but because I remember, if I can find you, I won't give you another chance to leave."

Baili Xiaran's death was beyond his expectations from the beginning to the end. He Yao once asked him, if you have a wife now and you will have children in the future, then what is Chen Siqi?

Now he asked Chen Siqi this question again.

Meeting by chance, seeing each other late, in the end, many people can only regard the important friends in their lives as brothers and sisters.Siblings are important, but it doesn't mean that if you lose them, you can't live.

"You're a person..." Shen Jiuyan was amused by his answer, but he didn't finish, "Countless passers-by in life are just passers-by, you are the one who won't let go and stay with me forever."

People, family members, relatives, friends, lovers, no matter what prefix they use, they are all individuals, but they are people with different colors in their lives.

"Is this okay?" Shen Jiuyan turned her head and smiled, and looked at Chen Siqi seriously with her mature face and innocent eyes gone.Chen Siqi suddenly felt that the Jiu Ye who was soft and innocent in order to play tricks was no longer there, and was obliterated by him, and the one left now was what he owed him, and he would spend a lifetime as a debt of gratitude.

Chen Siqi asked him to put himself down, and buried his reddened face under the scarf. "You are a hard man, you have played too many romantic dramas. I am going back to the hospital now, and you are not allowed to disturb my sleep tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, he really had to run in the direction of the hospital, and he didn't mind Shen Jiuyan following him at a slow speed.

He thought that as long as he didn't make a choice, he wouldn't come to a fork in the road, but he forgot that people always hope to be redeemed, even if he is a lunatic who has lost himself, he also hopes that someone can hold his hand and walk through the darkness.

The author has something to say:

Master Jiu is going home with Si Qi for the New Year~ I hope that there will be no abuse in the near future (it seems impossible (≡Д≡;))