i am your dog

Late night is destined to be quiet, the silent snow falls from the blood-red sky, only under the dim street lights can it appear so concentrated and hurried.

Chen Siqi warmed himself a cup of milk, and watched Mr. Qiao sitting alone on the bay window in the video, looking out the window.

The collision of cold air and hot water easily blurred his vision, and he raised his hand to the glass, as if he could feel the temperature outside.

Today he picked up a cat in the snow. Its snow-white fur was dirty and a little frozen.

He didn't know how long this cat would stay with him. He had raised many cats and lost many cats, but he never met the most special one again.

Maybe he is dead, or maybe he has become a fairy, it's not sure.

Mr. Qiao just felt that the cat was real, and he didn't know anything else.

Taking the cat out of the nest, the cat gently licked his palm.

Now he is teaching in a middle school, and many people say that he is not beautiful, whether they scold him in person or behind his back, it is no worse than in the past.

His parents are very worried that he will repeat the same mistakes, and they take him on blind dates every week, and now there is one month before he is going to get married.

When the cat woke up, he met Mr. Qiao. It was a bit of an act of God, but he didn't dare to become a human again. The ignorance of his previous life made him very sensitive in this life.

He knew that Mr. Qiao liked the seat by the window because of loneliness. He would sit in the room on the seventeenth floor and look out the window in a daze. He was just a spectator all year round.

In the past, Mr. Qiao would take him out to see the snow when it snowed, and take him out for a walk after it rained in summer.At that time, they were very active, and they could laugh for a long time at little things, like fools.

Now he raises cats but never makes out with them, let alone take them out.Mr. Qiao's eyes are gentle, like a handful of warm water, which will gather into tears of unhappiness.

Mr. Joe would laugh too, but not happily.

Occasionally, he would mention that special cat. The past nostalgia became a indulgence of indulging the child's mischief, but the cat felt that Mr. Qiao still didn't let go, and never let go.

He didn't know what his former self had brought to Mr. Qiao.Theology likes to say that people come to this world to suffer, and ignorant creatures live happily, so they lose the opportunity to be reincarnated as human beings.

The cat likes to cling to him. Every time he sees Mr. Qiao looking at him, he feels guilty. He wants to apologize, but the apology doesn't hurt in disguise.

He could only be silent.

One day he turned back into a human because Mr. Qiao was sick.

Mr. Qiao quit his job and moved to another house. Every day he sat by the window and looked at the river outside. One day he would jump into it.

The cat doesn't know what day it is.

Mr. Qiao broke the bowl while cooking at night, scratched his wrist with a piece of porcelain, blood stained the floor, and the stars were very glaring.

He raised his head at the sound of footsteps and smiled at the cat, not surprised.

"You're back?"

With a sore nose, the cat pulled Mr. Qiao up, and his whole body was hugged by him. "Qiao Fan, I'm back to pay off the debt..."

In the past, Mr. Qiao’s cats ate more expensively than humans. They slept on the owner’s bed and held Mr. Qiao’s arms and claws when they had nothing to do...

No one except Mr. Qiao knows that this cat is paranoid about money. Cats like money. For this reason, he has killed people and robbed banks. As long as he is not caught, he will not stop.He really lived a comfortable life in his previous life, but he was so stupid that he buried the money in the garden of Mr. Qiao's community, and sneaked into the owner's house covered in blood...

He never thought about the consequences, and Mr. Qiao never blamed him.

Mr. Qiao is afraid of losing, he is used to enjoying.

So they walked into a dead end and never got out.

Many people said that this show was too cruel. Mr. Qiao was criticized in public on the street, and his father was forced to write a guarantee letter after being beaten badly...

There are too many things that Chen Siqi just filmed and never watched, just like that cat, who is always selfish and self-righteous in grievances, but actually doesn't know anything.

He pressed his sore eyes, his fingers were moist.

He continued to watch while deleting the search history.

The cat no longer dares to interfere in Mr. Qiao's life, but he can't just watch Mr. Qiao commit suicide.

He hid Mr. Joe's medicine because he deliberately overdosed.

Mr. Qiao got married, and the bride was thrown in the guest room by him. He slept with the cat all night, and the bride cried all night.

There are always people who like men who are gloomy and have stories, but they never think that this story has anything to do with them.Too many people sink in the story, they can't get out of life, old age, sickness and death, how can they still remember the people who disappeared.

Mr. Qiao became Mr. Qiao's life.No matter where Mr. Qiao went, he took it with him, and if he couldn't find it, he would look for it like a madman.

Mr. Joe is crazy, no one can cure him.

There are always people who make him compromise, who forget what he wants and who he is.

"The weather is nice today, don't you think?"

Mr. Qiao stood by the river and looked at the flowing river.

The river sparkled under the setting sun, and the swimming fish were hoisted up by the idle old man, released again, and the cycle went on and on to pass the time.

The cat was old, and for an animal with a lifespan of only ten years, he was dying.

"Qiao Fan, what are you doing?"

The cat was really scared, and if he jumped off he wouldn't follow.He doesn't want to die, he can only be reincarnated as a human after a normal death, he doesn't want to be a cat for the rest of his life.

Wasn't being with a dead man for so many years enough to undo his fault?

"Cat, I don't know your name yet."

"I don't have a name."

The cat grabbed him from behind, "Please, stay with me for another year, and after another year I will be reincarnated as a human being."

"You always say that, but have you ever thought that I'm tired?"

Mr. Joe and the cat walked back, the sky darkened, and finally disappeared.

The music sounded again, as loud as a shower, so as to leave footprints after the rain.

"Joe Fan!"

The heart-piercing cry of the cat made people feel in a trance, and the sound of falling into the water was far less loud than imagined, but rather dull and suffocating.

Twelve bells rang to wake up the past, but it also heralded the arrival of a new day.

The cat's bitter voice sounded, "I really am a dirty person..."

"Ah!" Being patted on the back, Chen Siqi was so frightened that he almost fell off the stool.He didn't even bother to look back, he hurriedly closed everything.

"Sure enough, you still watched it. How do you feel?" Shen Jiuyan looked at Chen Siqi hastily turned off the power, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "Are you guarding against thieves?"

Chen Siqi twisted his chair, "Isn't this afraid that you will check the guard?" He smiled, "Shouldn't you report your feelings to me first? The person who was abused into the water."

"Don't hide it from me, okay?" Shen Jiuyan knelt down and looked up at him.

Only those who don't know can live safely until the end. Chen Siqi has no skills, but he can let many things rot in his stomach.

So he is used to being a silent person.

"What did An Xian tell you again?"

Chen Siqi lowered his eyes and didn't look at him, Shen Jiuyan was distressed but couldn't open his mouth, those blood-stained things had already been burned directly by him, he was shocked just looking at it, how dare he mention it again?

And Chen Siqi's avoidance told him that Chen Siqi would not speak this time either.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it, it's better not to remember some things."

Chen Siqi lowered his head and grabbed the corner of his clothes, "You..." He blinked and thought about what to say, and finally stretched his arms and said, "Please give me a hug."

The author has something to say:

I beg for hugs, I love comfort!