i am your dog

Shen Jiuyan bought a house on the outskirts of the city, and he can count the number of times he has lived in it on one hand in the past three years.He brought Chen Siqi back in, and almost forgot which building he lived in in a trance.

Even when he was opening the door, he was still wondering whether he should wear a mask before entering, would it be dusty when he opened the door?

"Back back, I'm going to open the door." It sounded like there was some wild beast behind the door.Chen Siqi took a step back consciously, quietly making people uncomfortable.

Shen Jiuyan turned a blind eye to his silence.

Open the door, there are traces of Mickey Mouse cleaning in the house.Shen Jiuyan has never understood why Mickey Mouse is so idle, spends a lot of good time not kissing me with his wife, but instead comes to him to come to reform through labor.

Maybe it's because I love working too much.

Because no one lived in it for a long time, the room seemed extremely empty, and there were no signs of life except living people.The pure white tone gives people a sense of emptiness, monotonously like a huge morgue.

Chen Siqi recalled that when his parents passed away, he opened the door alone and faced the empty wall where no one responded.Plants turned yellow one after another, all life was dying, and the room became a transit station between life and death.Let people witness birth and death, but at the same time they are powerless.

He backed away in panic, but was pulled back by Shen Jiuyan.

There are enough rooms, Shen Jiuyan put Chen Siqi's luggage behind the door, "There are daily necessities in the cabinet, take it yourself."

"Thank you." Chen Siqi sat on the side of the bed, his low-grade fever accompanied by dizziness made him lose the strength to resist life, and the dimples that could be revealed when he smiled could not be seen on his sickly flushed cheeks.

Shen Jiuyan stopped at the door and said, "You know, that's not what I want." He went downstairs and sat alone in the living room, flipping through the script book left by Mickey Mouse.

Mickey Mouse chose two dramas for Chen Siqi, one supernatural and one immortal.The investment is not high, but it is in line with Chen Siqi's current conditions, and he can also try it.

This is what Shen Jiuyan is most satisfied with about Mickey Mouse, his extremely meticulous heart.

But Chen Siqi would definitely not understand Mickey Mouse's kindness, if he was asked to choose one of the two, he would definitely choose the supernatural theme without hesitation.

What Shen Jiuyan meant was to try both. Now is not the time for Chen Siqi to choose freely. He wants to show the audience a multi-faceted self. Both acting skills and appearance must meet the standards.

"Then what do you want?" Chen Siqi bumped against the door frame when he came out, his voice was not low.Shen Jiuyan raised his head and tried not to smile, "If you can't hold on, you can go back and lie down. I don't have the habit of abusing employees."

"Then you don't have the hobby of taking care of the weak, the sick and the disabled." Chen Siqi put Shen Jiuyan down and picked up the big script book, "Do you want to take on the show?" It can be seen that this is an ancient story of cultivating immortals. The two male protagonists, One is named Gong, and the other is named Shou.Of course this is bullshit.It is roughly a well-written essay for young adults.But the final ending is quite touching, but I don't know if my father will let me pass in a certain round.

The painting in Shen Jiuyan's hands is completely different from this painting style, with supernatural fantasy, female ghosts and old corpses, and the protagonists have fair IQs and zero blood.

To be honest, he really likes this article on supernatural, and has the urge to read it.

Shen Jiuyan pushed his eyes, "If you choose the supernatural chapter, you can take both, if you don't want to act, you can take Xiuxian alone."

That's pretty much a done deal.

"When will you join the group?"

"It depends on my mood." In fact, Shen Jiuyan was more like saying that he would wait for his injury to heal, but Nei Hickory probably wouldn't appreciate it.It just so happened that he could also give himself a few days off.

Speaking of which, except when he first debuted, he hasn't taken on a gay-themed drama for a long time.If the teacher's arrangement back then was just to make him famous through this alternative love, then he has the same purpose now.

So, being an actor is really an unscrupulous profession.

He closed his eyes in a relaxed manner, forgetting about the person who was reading seriously beside him.

Compared with many families, his parents are rich enough.So he was born rich enough.I used to walk in with enthusiasm, and I was always accompanied by my mentor.As an old artist, my mentor has been passed down for several generations in the family, and now it has gradually faded out of people's memory.The speed caught him off guard, and he didn't see his way clearly until the death of his teacher.

Later, the eye disease just told him that it was time to find someone who could take his place and finish the journey he had not walked.

But even he himself doesn't quite understand what his path should be like, and he doesn't even know that no one can complete his path instead of him.At that time, he was very naive, because life was so happy that he couldn't understand many things even if he went there.

Maybe it will be a lifetime of confusion.

"Isn't there enough lines?" The neglected person regained Shen Jiuyan's thoughts, "Look... there is no ending, and there is no final solution... The director doesn't want the actors to solve it by themselves?"

"That's almost what it means. He will post the corresponding lines to the extent of the filming later. I guess the director, Sea Turtle, is stupid in the Pacific Ocean." Shen Jiuyan was also very helpless on this point, because someone spread the word in advance of the variety show.He was fine, nothing.Maybe in the end the audience didn't see it as scary, but the actors were terrified when they filmed it.

Chen Siqi pinched his script book, "Are you acting?" He asked seemingly casually, but his uneasiness could still be seen.The fear brought about by the first time is something no one can easily face, especially since he has just been brushed off because of his acting skills.

He sat down beside Shen Jiuyan, his lines became more and more wrinkled, like an old man's hands, full of melancholy.He asked, "Why did you choose this subject?" Maybe he didn't say a word, which embarrassed me.

Just like before, if An Xian hadn't forcibly stipulated the content of his performance, otherwise he would not want to act at all, and he would not want to show the difference between himself and others at all.

Shen Jiuyan pulled the notebook out of his hand.The living room towards dusk has nothing but a little gold that occasionally sprinkles on the ground.The light is dimmed, and only human power can regain the light.

The papers in his hands fell down one after another, and the figure covered the last ray of light.The sofa collapsed downward due to the gravity of the two people, one was calm and the other was downcast.When the darkness falls completely, fall an impersonal kiss.

The touch of the skin is not short-lived, nor long-lasting.It's just that there is always a bit of coldness that will be melted by warmth, and the heartbeat that is out of tune also resonates in this moment.

Time gave a moment of stillness and revelry, and the contact at that moment could not be counted.It turns out that a kiss without heart is just touching and leaving, it is nothing, it is nothing.

Shen Jiuyan took off his glasses, not knowing who was looking at him in the mirror again.

"If you don't want to be too utilitarian, maybe you can take it as an opportunity. At least you won't dislike it, and it might make you a hit."

Or maybe it wasn't even an opportunity.But for whatever purpose, this opportunity now belongs to him alone.