The river is exhausted

In the warm living room, the atmosphere was eerily quiet.Shen Rujiang sat on the sofa with his back straight, his hands clasped on his knees, and his eyes were on the snacks on the table.But he didn't dare to look at the woman sitting in the main seat, or should I say Jiang Yousi's mother——Jiang Jingwen.

Jiang Jingwen leaned on the sofa with his hands folded on his lap.His eyes fell on Shen Rujiang's familiar face, as if he was sizing him up.It's like trying to see someone through him.

The atmosphere froze for a long time, but Jiang Jingwen, as an elder, took the initiative to break the suffocating silence: "Where did Ah Si go?"

"Go home." Shen Jinjiang was stunned for a long time, and when he heard Jiang Jingwen's question, he had to react for ten seconds before replying.

"Is that so..." Jiang Jingwen nodded thoughtfully and replied, he came here to see Jiang Yousi.In the end, I didn't expect to see this boy again, and I saw him in home clothes and this rather old-fashioned house.Naturally, he also understood that the two lived together.

It's just that I didn't expect that my son, who is violent and stern, would decorate the house like this.Jiang Jingwen looked at the snacks on the table, and finally turned his attention to Shen Rujiang.

"What's your name?"

"Sinking into the river." He slowly raised his eyes, and saw her hands on her lap.There was an inexplicable aura exuding from her, which made Shen Rujiang dare not look up at her.

Jiang Jingwen was startled when he heard the words, and his hands that were placed randomly were slowly twisted together.During the first time, Jiang Jingwen wanted to ask him a lot of questions.But at that time, due to Jiang Yousi's presence, he couldn't say anything.

"Is your mother called Shen Jing?" Jiang Jingwen hesitated for a long time, but still asked this crucial question cautiously.Although nearly 20 years have passed since those things, it is pointless for her to ask now.

But there will always be dissatisfaction.

Sensing that the domineering aura around her had slowly disappeared, Shen Rujiang raised his gaze again, and finally fell on her face that had been sculpted by the years and lost its youthful edges and corners.

"Yes." Shen Rujiang nodded, and suddenly clenched his hands tightly.Somehow, childhood memories and the letter his mother wrote to him came to his mind.

This should be the source of everything, from the relationship between the two of them.The nature of life is very strange. If the source of all this has not changed, then everything today may not happen.But this kind of assumption will never exist, so everything from then to today is destined to happen.

Including when he met Jiang Yousi, then hated Jiang Yousi, and finally fell in love uncontrollably.

Shen Rujiang was not the only one who fell into memories here, after Shen Rujiang's affirmative answer.Jiang Jingwen's previous aura suddenly disappeared at that moment, and a look of reminiscence emerged on her face.At that moment, she was just a woman who loved another woman, and she had loved her for a lifetime.

Suddenly, he felt a burst of dull pain in his chest. Shen Rujiang hadn't felt this kind of feeling for a long time.He raised his hand and clasped it tightly over his heart, his previously calm face was filled with a trace of pain.

When Jiang Jingwen came back to his senses, he happened to discover this strange phenomenon.Memories, like the tide, once again filled her fading memories.She stood up abruptly, walked to Shen Rujiang and squatted down.

She supported his back with one hand, looked at the cold sweat on his face at some point, and asked calmly, "Where is the medicine?"

"My... room... the second cabinet to the right of the desk." Shen Rujiang breathed slowly, and finished the sentence slowly.

As for the medicine, he had always carried it with him before, but he hadn't had an illness for a long time, so he threw the medicine jar into the desk cabinet.A slight pain, like tens of thousands of needles.to his limbs.

He trembled slightly, but sat upright.Jiang Jingwen didn't hesitate after getting the answer, stood up and rushed back towards the guest room over there.

"Mom... She has a letter... Maybe you can... read it." Shen Rujiang suddenly grabbed her arm and thought of the inside of the drawer.The letter is still there.

Shen Rujiang thought about the letter, not only for himself to read.If Jiang Jingwen can take a look at it, maybe its real mission has been accomplished.

Jiang Jingwen was slightly taken aback when he heard the words, but immediately came to his senses.I rushed over again, opened the second cabinet on the right side of the desk, searched briefly inside, and found a small medicine bottle first.And the vellum envelope that went with the medicine bottle.

On it was her most familiar handwriting - Quiet Book.

Jiang Jingwen also took out the envelope, raised his head and was about to leave.It so happened that I saw the old photo framed in the photo frame. In the photo, I saw the young and sunny self and the shy lover.Jiang Jingwen, who had been tough for so many years, felt something swirl in his eyes.

At the moment when tears were about to fall, Jiang Jingwen turned his head.Holding the small medicine bottle in his hand, he hurried out and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water.He went back to the living room and opened the lid of the medicine bottle.He asked in a calm voice, "How many grains?"

"Two... two pills." Shen Rujiang tried his best to calm down his trembling voice.

Jiang Jingwen poured out two small white pills from it, and was about to feed him.But Shen Rujiang just raised his hand and took the medicine in his hand.He raised his head and swallowed it, then picked up the glass of water and took a sip.Jiang Jingwen just looked at him quietly. When Shen Jing fell ill in the past, he couldn't move at all.

Every time I feed her medicine by myself, it hurts in my heart.Shen Rujiang rested for a few minutes after taking the medicine, and gradually eased up, and his breathing has begun to stabilize.Jiang Jingwen also sat quietly with him for a long time.

"Your mother also has this disease." It took a long time for Jiang Jingwen to say this in a soft voice.

Shen Rujiang was taken aback when he heard the words, then nodded slowly: "Yes."

His mother died shortly after giving birth to him, largely because of this defect.In fact, my uncle also has it, but it is not as obvious and serious as my mother.Although he also inherited this problem, it is not as serious as his mother.

"You are not as serious as your mother, protect yourself well." Jiang Jingwen said, and then murmured his name: "Jiang."

"Got it." Jiang Jingwen's concern made Shen Jinjiang feel weird, as if... his mother was caring about him.

"Does he know about you?" Jiang Jingwen picked up the envelope she put on the table again, staring at the three words with ecstasy.But never had the courage to open it.

"I don't know." Shaking his head, Shen Rujiang replied.After being with Jiang Yousi, he hasn't had any illness for a long time.Although there were once or twice when we were not together, they were all in our own room.

And usually at night, after taking the medicine, I lie down on the bed.It's a new day, and there's nothing to say.

"You and Yousi..." Jiang Jingwen hesitated but couldn't say everything.

"..." Shen Rujiang remained silent as usual, did Jiang Jingwen mean that he had discovered something?Should I tell her about this?How would she react if she found out?How will it feel?

What about Jiang Yousi?Would you like her to know?Shen Rujiang was silent like this, Jiang Jingwen held the letter and stared at him without saying a word.

She had guessed something, but... she didn't dare to be sure without their acknowledgment.But Shen Rujiang has been silent for so long, she still has a bottom line.Even though Jiang Yousi hadn't been raised much, blood is thicker than water after all.

How could she not notice the change in him when she was pregnant with the child born in October?Jiang Jingwen didn't know how he should react.She felt neither happy nor angry.

Just feel, very sad.Who would have imagined that the feelings of their previous life would stop there.But it continued in these two children?Is God playing with them, or is God playing with them?

"Why are you here?"

Just when the two were thinking about each other, Jiang Youpan's very surprised voice sounded in the living room.Hearing the sound, Shen Jinjiang raised his head and looked at the person coming.When he got home, he hadn't had time to take off his formal clothes.

He stared at Jiang Jingwen with surprised eyes, which were mixed with precautions and doubts.He walked quickly to Shen Jinjiang's side, with a posture of protecting the calf.

Seeing his appearance, Jiang Jingwen had already confirmed the answer [-]% in his heart.The bottom of my heart was suddenly bleak, and she knew best about the hardships of this road.Although today's society is much more open than they were then, this kind of feeling... still cannot be put on the table after all.

But what reason did she have to stop them?Stopping them at this time, isn't it denying the past self?Jiang Jingwen never felt that it was a mistake for him to love Shen Jing.

"I came to see you, but you're not at home." The tense atmosphere dissipated in Jiang Jingwen's soft voice.

"..." Jiang Yousi frowned, apparently still having some doubts.

Shen Rujiang raised his hand, and carefully tugged at the corner of Jiang Yousi's sleeve.Seeing Jiang Yousi looking down at him, he shook his head at him to show he was fine.Seeing this, Jiang Youpan was relieved, raised his hand and loosened the tie.Sit down next to Shen Rujiang.

His expression to Jiang Jingwen was already obvious enough, in fact Jiang Yousi didn't want to hide anything from her because to some extent, they were all the same kind of people.

"Okay, what are you looking for me for?" Jiang Youpan sat down, and glanced at the glass of depleted water and a small medicine bottle on the table.

"Is it okay if I come and see you?" Jiang Jingwen snorted coldly, his slightly raised brows resembled Jiang Yousi's.Facing her own son, she began to return to the appearance of the invincible strong woman again.