The river is exhausted

Fu Jingyuan had hardly seen Jiang Yousi like this, and he was in such a low mood for the past few days.Get drunk, wake up and drink again.As if in a state of drunkenness, he called countless times, but none of them answered.No matter what he said to him, he didn't seem to listen.

He knew that Jiang Youba was in pain, because he was also in pain.There is nothing wrong with loving someone, but when you fall in love with someone who doesn't love you, it's a wrong thing.

The night before returning to England, Fu Jingyuan drank with him all night.Before leaving, I left him a letter and looked at him for a long time.When Jiang Yousi woke up, the whole house was empty, and even Ying Xin was taken back by Yu Nian to take care of him.

The letter was placed on the table in front of him. He reached out to pick up the letter and opened it, then read the three pages with a blank expression.At the end of the letter, Fu Jingyuan confessed that he did it.

That day he heard Shen Jinjiang calling outside the toilet, and he needed 3 yuan.At that time, Fu Jingyuan was blinded by love, thinking that maybe it would be all right if he could drive Shen Jinjiang away from Jiang Yousi's side.He also secretly assigned the keys to the house.

Fu Jingyuan apologized to Jiang Youbo, and also said that he hoped that Jiang Youbo could apologize to Shen Jinjiang for him.Because of his cowardice and fear of facing Jiang Youpan's anger, he had no choice but to leave like this.

After reading the letter, he was not as angry as Fu Jingyuan was afraid of.He just squeezed the letter paper tightly in his hands, then tore it off expressionlessly, and threw it on the table full of wine bottles.

In the past few days, his remorse for Shen Rujiang has never weakened, but it is not as strong as this moment.The night outside the window was very thick, and the lightning in the clouds in the distance continued, and there was another heavy rain.The lights in the room have not been turned on, and they are only dimly lit by the lights from elsewhere.

He slept through the day, and the clock on the wall read 02:30.

He got up from the sofa, went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator, and took out the last few bottles of wine left.He probably never really knew much about Shen Rujiang, at least seven days after he disappeared.Jiang Yousi had no idea where he would go and where to look for him.

inability.After living for so many years, Jiang Yousi was the first to define this word for himself.

When Shen Rujiang was standing at the door holding the key, he hesitated for a long time. After getting off the plane, he got into a taxi and called out the address in his first reaction.

Should you come back?He kept asking himself.At the same time, I kept making excuses for myself-take my own things and leave the keys behind.

His cell phone was always turned off. He didn't know what time it was, nor how long he had been standing there.He only remembered that before he got off the taxi, the time in the taxi was two o'clock in the morning.He was suddenly afraid of disturbing him, maybe he had already rested.

But wouldn't it be better to sleep?That way, you don't have to be afraid to see him.

After hesitating for a long time, he finally opened the door.The darkness in the house... made him even more sure that the other party had rested.It's just that after stepping into the living room, he couldn't help being shocked by the scene he saw, followed by a long time of stupefaction.He suddenly had the illusion of going back to a year ago, when he ran to the bar to bring him back after answering a wrong call that night.

Jiang Youpan drank a lot of wine again, and the table in the neat and tidy living room was full of wine bottles, as well as the floor... That amount didn't seem like it could be done in a day.

There was no sign of him in the living room, Shen Rujiang turned around, but he happened to meet the figure coming out of the kitchen.It was a long silence and staring at each other, followed by the sound of the wine falling on the ground, Shen Shenjiang just realized it, and saw a tall figure walking up.

Then a hug that almost took his breath away.

Jiang Yousi thought he was dreaming, and he had been having such dreams for the past few days.But when I woke up, there was nothing left.He wrapped his left arm around Shen Rujiang's back, and raised his right palm to tightly hold the back of Shen Rujiang's head.Press him into your chest.

Shen Rujiang stood still, this sudden movement made him a little distracted.He felt his forehead against Jiang Youpan's chest, and seemed to be able to clearly hear the ups and downs of his heartbeat inside.The hug was so tight...he couldn't even move.But so powerful, so warm and reassuring.

He suddenly felt his eye sockets heat up, tears welled up in them, and he tried hard not to let them fall.

"sorry."

But after Jiang Youpan's trembling sound, which he didn't hold back, rang in his ears, he couldn't help it no matter what.As if bursting out of his eyes, he raised his hands and hugged Jiang Youpan tightly.Her shoulders were shaking from crying.

Sometimes a simple sentence from one person can make another person cry.

"I thought you disappeared, and you would never come back to find me. I'm so scared, enter the river." Feeling the wet clothes on his chest, Jiang Youpan couldn't help crying, this kind of lost and found The feeling is really vulnerable.

"I love you."

When those three words came out of Jiang Yousi's mouth, Shen Jinjiang suddenly felt like he was dreaming.Unreal, this sense of unreality is too strong.Did Jiang Yousi tell him I love you?Shen Rujiang was so shocked that he even forgot to cry.His current mood is so complicated that it cannot be described in words. A person whom he has been secretly in love with for so long, actually said these three words to himself?

If the first sentence of sorry just made him want to cry, then the last sentence of "I love you" is beyond what he can bear.He remained motionless as if he had been fooled, with his head buried in Jiang Yousi's arms.

Jiang Yousi also clearly felt the change in him, seeing him so motionless, he thought maybe he was frightened.The mood that was still in the joy of regaining the loss suddenly became sober.But that blurted confession can't be taken back.He didn't intend to regret it when things got to this point.

"Sorry, did I scare you?" Jiang Yousi hugged Shen Jinjiang carefully, and whispered: "But what I said is true, I don't even know when I fell in love with you. But it feels like It's been a long time, and life with you has become a habit. I know you don't like me, but I don't know if I miss this opportunity, will I still have the chance to say I love you in this life You. I lied to you about the fact that I was with Ah Jing. I already knew that he was the one who put the box in your room. He has already apologized to me. "

"Don't leave me." Jiang Yousi, who hadn't received any reply for so long, said this almost beggingly.

Shen Rujiang came back to his senses and listened to what he said word by word.It seems that after the shock was too much, he woke up instead. It turned out that all along, he thought that he was wishful thinking, and it was not wishful thinking at all.It turned out that he also liked himself.It turns out, it turns out!

"No, never again!" Shen Jinjiang struggled to stand up straight from Jiang Yousi's arms, raised his head and looked at him firmly, which was also mixed with a feeling called joy.

"I...I..." Shen Rujiang lingered on me for a long time, finally gritted his teeth and said that sentence firmly: "I like you very much too!"

Such a sentence has been held in his heart for an unknown amount of time, and now he finally uttered it.The burden and pressure that had been accumulated in my heart for a long time also disappeared.Shen Rujiang stared at Jiang Yousi's stunned expression, and couldn't help laughing foolishly.Finally, she threw herself into his arms, wrapping her hands tightly around his waist.

There has never been a moment like this, as if surrounded by happiness.Although it is indeed the case now, his happiness just hugged him tightly in his arms, and he laughed happily.

It's like a dream, if it's a dream, don't ever wake up.At this moment, both of them thought so.

Jiang Yousi clasped Shen Jinjiang's shoulders tightly with both hands, and pushed him slightly away from the position.He lowered his head and stared at Shen Jinjiang, which was so clear in the darkness that it seemed to be glowing.Then his eyes slowly moved down along the high bridge of the nose, and finally settled on his somewhat pale lips.

As if possessed, he lowered his head.While the other party was awake, she kissed his lips.He could feel that the other party was stunned for a moment, and he didn't push him away, but he didn't respond to him either.Instead, he grabbed his clothes nervously with both hands, and Jiang Youpan couldn't help laughing at how cute he was.Opening his lips and teeth slightly, he took a light bite on the other's lips.

His lips were a little soft, originally it was just a light kiss from lip to lip, but after he bit it like this, the taste seemed to change.

Jiang Yousi's hand was placed on the back of Shen Rujiang's head to fix him, and the kiss gradually deepened.At the beginning, she just sucked his lips, and finally the dexterous tongue had already pried open his teeth, and rushed into his mouth to mess around.

To be honest, Shen Jinjiang has no experience in kissing, but he never thought that this existence similar to a first kiss would not be given to a girl who is soft, fragrant and soft.Instead, it was taken by a big man who was a head taller than him, and the other party's skills were obviously much more skilled than him.

Shen Jinjiang had never been stimulated like this before, his tongue was hooked and picked by that person, so lingering that he couldn't move.She was in a completely passive state, and when she wanted to say something, she could only be blocked with a "huh" sound or two.

Although the thick darkness around him made his blushing not obvious, there was heat from the base of his ears to his cheeks, and his heart accelerated as if it was about to jump out.All of them explained Shen Jinjiang's nervousness and shyness, not to mention facing such a skilled Jiang Yousi.

He pressed his hands against Jiang Youpan's chest, pushed him away with a sudden force, and then subconsciously raised his arms to cover the lips that were a little red from Jiang Youpan's kiss.His eyes were wide open, staring at each other.

Jiang Yousi, who was pushed away, was taken aback for a moment, and finally saw the blushing face clearly through the faint light shining on Shen Rujiang's body.Right now, Jiang Yousi was staring at him, and was about to say something.The man had already rushed back to the room, and seeing his leaving back, Jiang Youpan suddenly felt a little funny.

It seems that the pain I have suffered these days is worth nothing at this moment.