The river is exhausted

Until the first ray of light in the sky awakened the city, Shen Shenjiang's brain was full of chaos.It seemed that a lot of things happened yesterday, things that caught him off guard.Although what the cause of the matter was, he didn't know.And now his brain is in chaos, and he has no time to think.

The number of active people in the city began to increase, and the first bus also stopped once in front of the station where Shen Shenjiang was sitting.They were all in a hurry, and no one noticed how long Shen Rujiang had been sitting on this platform.

Until noon when the scorching sun was shining brightly, I sat until my body sank into the river with numbness.After feeling the protest from his stomach, he slowly stood up while holding onto the billboard.No matter what, find a place to withdraw some money first, eat a meal and then find a place to rest.

He walked the streets of the city for a long time before he saw a bank he needed.As soon as he stepped into the ATM, the mobile phone that was left in his bag suddenly rang.It took him a while to react before he hastily took out his phone.

...an unfamiliar number.Shen Rujiang knew who it was, so he clicked to answer and spoke first, but the usual strength was missing in his voice.

"It's all ready, I can call you anytime."

"What's wrong with you?" Shen Feng was the first to notice that something was wrong with Shen Rujiang, and asked back.

"It's okay... I didn't sleep well." Shen Jinjiang found that this year, he was not as upright as before, and he said whatever he wanted.No matter who you are facing, there is always something that cannot be said.

"..." Shen Feng hesitated on the phone for a while: "You can't call me, I don't have ID, and even the ID card is forged."

"Then what should we do?" Shen Rujiang noticed this problem only now.

"I'm in Yunnan now. If it's convenient, I might trouble you to make a trip." Shen Feng's voice was full of apology, but it was also a very helpless thing.

"Okay, how about contact?" Shen Rujiang agreed without thinking.

"Just this phone call." Shen Feng replied, without any hesitation about Shen Rujiang.My heart is full of relief but also full of sadness, as his uncle, not only can I give him nothing.On the contrary, let him suffer with himself.

"Understood, wait for me."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Jinjiang quickly took out some money.After finding a place to eat something, I took a taxi and went straight to the airport to buy a plane ticket.Everything happened so fast.

Because there is nothing worth preparing, I sat in the waiting hall.Shen Jinjiang looked at the few contacts in the phone, and finally clicked on the call records with Jiang Yousi, all of which were before yesterday.

In a daze, he inadvertently added this number to the blacklist.He hung his head in silence for a few seconds, and finally put away the phone.Shen Rujiang sat slumped on a chair, and the sweet voice of the broadcast kept ringing in the waiting hall.The ticket he bought was after 02 pm, because when he arrived at the airport, it was already 30:[-].

I didn't expect that it has become like this now. Why did that happen?Why did that thing appear in his room?Fatigue hit his brain like a tidal wave.

The headache hurts badly.He shook his head vigorously, throwing everything out of his head, and braced himself to wait for his flight.

At 05:30, the sky in Shanghai was still bright, but it felt like it was almost dusk.It's already more than September, and soon autumn will come.When did you meet him last year?It seems to be a week after the end of National Day.

Unexpectedly, a year has passed in a blink of an eye.When boarding the plane, Shen Jinjiang looked at the city from a distance through the window, all of which were his nostalgia.He won't be there for long, no matter how bullying the reality is, life will still go on.

Ever since Shen Jinjiang slammed the door last night, Jiang Yousi sat in the living room all night.During the period, Fu Jingyuan tried to communicate with him, but got no response.In the end, he could only tidy up the messy house silently, and sat with him for a whole night.

On the second day, Jiang Youban already felt a trace of regret in his heart.He sat all night, his mind was full of the road and time he had traveled with Shen Rujiang.Did he completely lose Shen Jinjiang last night?

Sometimes he really hates himself for not living up to expectations.Obviously at the beginning he was so angry at Shen Rujiang's distrust, but now he is the first to weaken again.Did he deserve to be eaten to death by that guy in his life?

That finger ring didn't mean much to him, if Shen Jinjiang was really short of money, Jiang Yousi would be willing to sell it to him to save money.Because all he wanted was a word of trust from Shen Jinjiang.

But both of them are a hedgehog.In the past, they faced each other, and what they opened to each other was the softest part of themselves.Now that they are back to back, what they give to each other is naturally hurt.The more they want to get closer to each other, the more intense the damage.

This is a kind of helplessness in life, because the greatest grievance in the world can never be expressed.Jiang Yousi picked up the phone and stared at Shen Rujiang's phone number.

This is the fourth day since Shen Jinjiang disappeared without a sound. Jiang Yousi started to panic after making countless phone calls, all of which were turned off.He called Jin Jue, and when he answered, he said that Shen Rujiang hadn't been to school for three or four days, and he didn't even ask the class teacher for leave.Not even the head teacher called him.

In the end, the head teacher called his biological father, who just said he knew about it, and hung up without saying anything.After Jiang Yousi hung up the phone, he sat on the sofa for a long time in a daze.Finally, he suddenly remembered a place, the place where Shen Jinjiang lived before.He stood up and hurried over there.

"Where are you going?" Fu Jingyuan, who had just walked to the door, looked at Jiang Youpan's fiery back and shouted.

It's just that Jiang Youba didn't answer anything, he just kept running forward.In the end, he disappeared at the end of the corridor, leaving Fu Jingyuan standing there, as if he had lost his soul.

Jiang Youpan ran towards that place full of anticipation, he thought that as long as he saw Shen Jinjiang.No matter what, you have to apologize to him.Regardless of how the box ended up in his room.Just apologize, just apologize.As long as he comes back, he can't stand even a four-day separation.

As soon as he got out of the car, he ran into the yard, where the old man was sitting on a bamboo chair in the yard, shaking a bamboo fan under a shady tree.

"Old man, is Irie there?" Jiang Yousi's voice was full of anxiety.

"Ah? It's you! Isn't it Irie's elder brother? He hasn't come back for a long time since he moved to live with you last time. How is your life recently? Come back and have a meal together when you have time!"

Jiang Yousi barely listened to what the old man said at the end, all that echoed in his mind was the sentence that he hasn't answered for a long time since he moved to live with you last time.He walked out of the big courtyard as if he lost his soul.He didn't come back here either?So where did he go?He raised his head to look at the cloudy sky, and slowly closed his eyes.

Was it caught by those people?He didn't dare to think about it at all.A gust of cool wind blew, and raindrops lingered in the air.Little by little, little by little, it keeps increasing.Jiang Yousi went to the bar and got drunk. He remembered how drunk he was in the bar when his grandfather passed away a year ago.

I made a wrong call and called him who was not in a good relationship at that time.It was strange that he came. Although he couldn't remember what happened at that time, it was Shen Jinjiang who took him back that night.

Before he was completely drunk, he called Shen Rujiang again.Still shutting down.He slammed the phone on the door of the private room as if venting, only to hear a loud bang.

He really hoped that Shen Rujiang would come again, this time he did not make a wrong call, but the phone was still turned off.It was Yu Nian who finally came to bring Jiang Yousi back, the same Yu Nian who was supposed to come a year ago.If Jiang Yousi's call was not wrong at that time, and it wasn't Shen Jinjiang who came, would the two of them be so missed in this life?

Or, is their path today all because of his mistake back then?When Yu Nian sent the drunk Jiang Yousi home, Fu Jingyuan was still standing at the door.After sending him back to the room, Yu Nian came out and sat in the living room with Fu Jingyuan.

"The night you confessed to him drunk, he confessed to me. He said that he might have fallen in love with Irie, but Irie didn't have such feelings for him. He didn't dare to say it, for fear of scaring Irie, I'm also afraid that he will leave him because of this." Yu Nian clasped his palms and fingers tightly together, and he looked directly at Fu Jingyuan.

"But he didn't expect that you confessed to him that night. He said he was almost dumbfounded. Do you understand? Love is actually very magical."

"..." Fu Jingyuan didn't say a word, just looked at Yu Nian blankly.

"Maybe you knew Ah Si so many years earlier than Irie, but Ah Si fell in love with Irie first. No one can explain why. To be honest, I have known him for so many years. I've never seen Jiang Yousi like this before. He used to be like a rebellious and violent prodigal, and he was also a sharp-edged genius, fighting with him all day long. Indeed, those days are really... so exciting But look at how he has changed now." Yu Nian shook his head and laughed.

"It has changed, it has become more considerate." Fu Jingyuan whispered: "It has also become a lot more stupid."

"Yes, even you have noticed it. Irie made him what he is today. In fact, I don't think he is so bad now. At least he has a little human touch. He was too powerful in the past, even if he fought When you stand beside him, you can only feel that this person is really far away from you."

Fu Jingyuan listened and nodded silently.

"That box, you put it in Irie's room, right?" Yu Nian said suddenly.