The river is exhausted

After returning to the inn, Shen Jinjiang went back to his room and took a shower, so dazed that he didn't even know whether it was cold water or warm water.When she sat on the bed in her bathrobe, Yu Nian hadn't come back yet.Shen Rujiang picked up his phone and looked at the time. It was already 11:30, and today would be over soon.

There is also a new text message on the phone, which was sent by my uncle.The content surprised Shen Jinjiang: I will arrive in Shanghai tomorrow.

tomorrow?what time tomorrow?To Shanghai?How could it be so sudden?He is still in Jiangsu now!And I don't know when they will be able to go back... Shen Rujiang's hand holding the phone tightly.It's really annoying, why things are always in waves.

He raised his head, just in time to see Yu Nian who pushed the door and entered.As soon as Yu Nian came in, he saw Shen Rujiang's tightly furrowed brows, and was a little puzzled.

"What's wrong?" Yu Nian asked.

"I'm going back to Shanghai tomorrow." Shen Rujiang put down his phone, just now, he had already booked a return ticket tomorrow morning.Whether it was to escape, he never thought that he was such a cowardly person.

Yu Nian's eyes lit up when he heard the words, and he felt as if he had grasped something, so he couldn't help asking: "Ah? Why all of a sudden?"

"Uncle is back." Shen Rujiang replied, "I have to go back to see him."

Yu Nian knew something about Shen Rujiang, and he also knew where his uncle had gone, leaving Shen Rujiang to live in Shanghai alone.In short, after knowing Shen Rujiang for so long, he has never met his so-called uncle.

But for his answer, I feel inexplicably sorry in my heart.Could it be that the feeling just now was blind?He thought that Shen Jinjiang was stimulated by what happened tonight, if he was stimulated.Maybe Lao Jiang still has a play!

But he has always been so tepid, and he can't tell whether he hates or accepts it.Looking at the figure of Shen Rujiang packing his backpack, Yu Nian did not intend to give up, and continued with a haha: "What happened tonight... really... I don't know how to describe it, it really shocked me. I didn't expect... I didn't expect... ..."

Shen Rujiang's hands paused for a while when he was packing up, but soon returned to normal.Trying not to let his emotions leak out, he responded lightly: "Yes."

Yu Nian couldn't find any more information from the word "him"... What is he huh?Was he shocked too?But you can't see it at all!

"They... are quite a good match." When Yu Nian was depressed, Shen Rujiang suddenly said this.

Yu Nian's first reaction was to lament in his heart: "Jiang Yousi, you're probably out of luck."

Shen Jinjiang didn't know why he said that sentence, as if he could see clearly after saying that.On the contrary, after finishing speaking, the bottom of my heart is infinitely... sour.If only he was as good as Mr. Fu Jingyuan.

Sighing deeply, Yu Nian shrugged and said, "Forget it, I'm going to take a shower."

Putting the packed backpack aside, Shen Rujiang straightened up and looked at the bathroom door closed by Yu Nian.I wondered why he was sighing in my heart, shouldn't I be the one who should be sighing?

He fell headfirst on the bed and pulled the quilt over his head.I drank a lot tonight, and I was tired physically and mentally, so I fell asleep after a while.At Shen Jinjiang's age, rest is still very good. Many years later, at night, he will often sit on the bed alone, light a cigarette, and then keep his eyes open all night.

After Yu Nian came out of the wash, he turned off the light and went to sleep. After all, he was exhausted all day.

At night, Shen Jinjiang had a few dreams, woke up and fell asleep again, fell asleep and woke up again.Until the next morning when I woke up, I suddenly realized that I had forgotten what dream I had that night.

After getting up and washing up, Shen Jinjiang picked up his phone and was about to send a text message to Jiang Yousi.After all, if you want to go to Shanghai, you still have to talk to him personally.But when he clicked on the phone, there was a new text message on it.

It turned out to be Jiang Yousi who sent it at 11:58 last night.He seemed to be lying on the bed at that time.Shen Jinjiang found that his mood was inexplicably joyful. This kind of mood was like that of a little girl when facing the person he likes, which made him feel a little... I don't know how to describe it.

He hurriedly opened the text message: "I didn't have time to say happy birthday to you. I didn't find out that this matter was my problem for so long. I almost missed you. I will always remember today, and next year , The year after, the year after. I don’t know if what happened tonight has scared you, I’m very sorry.”

"..." Shen Rujiang smiled sillily while holding the phone, but it's a pity that Yu Nian hadn't woken up yet, so he couldn't see such a strange scene.

He clicked to reply to the text message, "It's okay...thank you. I went back to Shanghai. Uncle is back, I have to go back to see him."

After clicking send, Shen Rujiang carried his backpack, glanced at Yu Nian who was sleeping soundly, and set off on his way home alone.

Returning from the quiet town where Shen Shenjiang suffered so much, to such a bustling metropolis as Shanghai, he felt that his whole body and mind were in a trance.When he opened the door with the key, it was already past eleven o'clock at noon.Nothing has changed in the house, as it was when they left, it is the same when he comes back now.

The only difference is probably the people who came back.The world is changing every minute and every second, and no one can expect it.How could Shen Rujiang think that if he went with him, such a big change would occur in his body and mind.In fact, it should be that he didn't expect that he had such deep feelings for Jiang Yousi.

It was so serious that when he faced those things, he was caught off guard.Jiang Yousi had already texted him back, "Alright, be careful, I'm going back in two or three days."

After tidying up the house, Shen Jinjiang ran to Yu Nian's house by himself to bring Ying Xin back.Ying Xin was quite excited when she saw Shen Jinjiang's reaction, she jumped out of the house and threw herself on him.Shen Rujiang fell onto the sofa without standing still, while Ying Xin rubbed against him excitedly.

It is estimated that the big dog also misses its owner very much, but it is a pity that it is not its owner who came back.After taking it home, Shen Jinjiang also received a call from his uncle in the afternoon.

He had been in Shanghai for more than two hours, and he only called after finding a place to stay.After Shen Rujiang asked about the address, he took a ride there.The address was in the suburbs of the northern city. After the car drove there, Shen Jinjiang got out of the car.According to the location given by my uncle, I walked along the road.It was an old building, but there were many people living there.

But most of them are migrant workers from other provinces, mixed together.There is not even an elevator in this building, so I climbed up to the twelfth floor just by sinking into the river.I almost lost my courage, the handrails of the stairs were covered with rust.

The original white walls were covered with moss, which looked abnormally yellow.Shen Rujiang stood in front of the door of room 1205. The door was also a rusty iron door, and the original blue paint had lost a lot.He raised his hand hesitantly for a moment and then took it back.Behind this door is the uncle whom I haven't seen for several years. What will become of him?

Thinking of what he has been carrying alone these years, Shen Jinjiang can't feel that feeling, and naturally he can't understand how hard he has been through these years.But it can only subconsciously feel distressed and worried.

What will happen to uncle?

Standing at the door in a daze for a long time, the sound of the door being opened woke him up.He looked at the man behind the door, vicissitudes.Apart from these two words, Shen Jinjiang couldn't find any other words to describe it.Uncle has lost a lot of weight, and the traces of many years have already appeared on his fair face.

And... the stubble on the chin.The Shen Feng in Shen Rujiang's impression was actually a very young and handsome man.Now with the passage of time, he has turned into a sloppy uncle.

"I'm thinner." Shen Feng's low and tired voice sounded in Shen Shenjiang's ear without having to use a microphone to make his voice extremely clear.

When Shen Rujiang looked at Shen Feng, the other party was also observing him.After confessing those things, when Shen Feng came to see Shen Rujiang again, he no longer needed to cover up anything.It's just that they haven't seen each other for a long time. After inviting Shen Jinjiang into the room, Shen Feng poured him a glass of water.

Just a small room with a bathroom.The room was very messy, obviously it hadn't been cleaned yet, it is estimated that Shen Feng would not have such thoughts to clean anything.After all, it won't stay for long... Shen Rujiang sat on a chair holding a water glass, feeling a little embarrassed.I don't know what to say.

And Shen Feng, who knew his nephew's temperament well, didn't intend to let him start the topic.

"How have you been these years?" Shen Feng also sat down.

"It's okay." Shen Rujiang replied, thinking about what he wanted to know the most: "Why did you come back suddenly?"

"Didn't I come back to see you?" Shen Feng laughed, feeling that what the brat asked was really heartless.But that's true, coming back this time is not that simple.Shanghai is a place, for him, it is best not to come back if he can not come back.

"..." Shen Rujiang lowered his head, as if he was thinking about something.It took him a long time to raise his head, "My mother...did she like a girl when she was young?"

Shen Feng was startled when he heard the words, a little surprised that Shen Rujiang would ask such a question.Naturally, he had seen everything that happened back then, but he didn't understand why Shen Rujiang knew such things.I was silent and didn't know how to answer such a question.

"You don't have to feel embarrassed." Shen Rujiang seemed to have seen through Shen Feng's psychology, and continued: "It was written in the letter my mother gave me."

"Is that so..." Shen Feng's ending was slightly elongated, as if he was recalling what happened ten or twenty years ago. "Yes, your mother fell in love with a girl when she was young."