The river is exhausted

When Shen Rujiang woke up, it was already 07:30 in the evening. He turned over from his chair and sat up, the quilt covering his body slipped onto his lap.The room was very dim, and from a distance we could only see the number 25°C when the air conditioner was on.He turned his head sideways, squinted his eyes and looked at the empty bed, and slowly stroked the quilt with his palms.

Sitting in a dark room, absent minded for a long time.He didn't come back to his senses until the screen of the mobile phone placed on the table lit up with a vibration.Reaching out slowly, he took the phone and swiped open the screen, and clicked on the new message.

An unfamiliar mobile phone number with no place of attribution.

"Go back to see your grandma today."

"Yeah." He replied concisely and put the phone away.Standing up from the chair, just as he was about to turn on the light, he kicked it onto the table without thinking.

"Hiss... ah..." He gasped in pain, and he squatted directly on the ground.Another bang in the dark!He squatted down so fast that his head hit the table again, and the phone fell to the ground.

"Ah, it hurts..." subconsciously cried out in pain, and Shen Shenjiang's tears were about to be knocked out by these two blows.

At this time, the light in the room was turned on suddenly, and the originally dark room was brightly lit, and the dazzling light made Shen Jinjiang unable to open his eyes for a while.

As soon as Jiang Youpan walked to the door of the room, he heard two consecutive collision sounds from the room, and Shen Jinjiang's cry of pain.I was so scared that I opened the door directly, only to find that the room was dark, and I slapped the switch at the door with my hand.The lights in the room were turned on, and his eyes scanned the room before they settled on Shen Jinjiang who was crouching by the table.

Taking three steps at a time, he rushed to his side and squatted down, looking back and forth at him.In the end, only a large bump on the forehead could be seen clearly.

"What's the matter with you?" Jiang Youpan reached out to touch the big bump on his forehead, his voice was full of anxiety.

"It's...too dark, I can't see clearly." The place on the forehead that was bumped was suddenly touched by someone, and there was a burst of pain that made Shen Jinjiang shrink back, and took a deep breath: " hiss..."

Jiang Yousi looked at Shen Jinjiang helplessly, and sighed softly: "I heard two collisions just now, where did I hit?"

"On the legs..."

"Can you stand up?" Jiang Yousi stretched out his hand while asking, and directly helped Shen Jinjiang up from the ground.This couldn't be easier for him.

Because the little guy Shen Rujiang... is too light.Of course, there is also Jiang Yousi's own height advantage. Although everyone is a man, there is a twenty centimeters difference in height between them.Shen Rujiang sat back on the sofa at this moment, thinking about why he came here suddenly.

After Jiang Yousi lifted Shen into the river, he bent down to pick up the mobile phone that fell on the ground.It just so happened that Shen Feng's new text message replied, and he could clearly see those four words without clicking on it.Jiang Youpan's hand holding the phone trembled slightly, then he was taken aback.

Only then slowly handed the phone to Shen Rujiang. When Shen Rujiang took the phone, the screen that had just been turned on had already gone dark, so he didn't find anything wrong with Jiang Yousi.

"Is today your birthday too?" Jiang Youpan squatted on the ground, stretched out his hand to grab Shen Shenjiang's left foot, and quickly found a place that had begun to bruise.

Shen Rujiang was stunned when he heard the words, and couldn't even react to Jiang Yousi's touch.He turned on the phone and looked at the latest message from his uncle: "Happy birthday."

"En." Sensing Jiang Yousi kneading the painful area on his thigh, Shen Shenjiang nodded and replied softly.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Jiang Yousi's voice was a little calm when he said this, but the bitterness in his heart had already accumulated to an unbearable level.He didn't know whether it was his negligence or what, but he found that he knew too little about Shen Rujiang.

Shen Rujiang never told him about himself.So he didn't understand whether it was his fault or Shen Shenjiang's own problem.He was afraid of sinking into the river and didn't say anything, as if it was a metaphor that he didn't fully believe in himself.

"Because I'm not good enough." Shen Rujiang looked at Jiang Youpan with downcast eyes.He was lowering his head at this moment, and seemed to be paying attention to the movements of his hands, but the expression on his face made Shen Rujiang invisible.

But as soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Yousi also raised his head.Shen Rujiang couldn't dodge in time, and the eyes of the two were intertwined.Although he didn't know why, Jiang Youba felt a little sour in Shen Rujiang's plain words.

"Yes?" Jiang Yousi asked, looking straight into his eyes.

"En!" Shen Rujiang nodded seriously.

"Have you ever been in love?"

"..." Although he didn't understand why he would ask such a question, Shen Rujiang still shook his head honestly.

"When will you really accept me?" Jiang Yousi's topic changed a little quickly, and Shen Rujiang was a little confused.But he still said to himself: "Don't tell me nothing."

Suddenly there was a loud muffled thunder outside, and Shen Shenjiang stared at Jiang Yousi intently.The words he said repeated in his heart over and over again, and at the same time he asked himself over and over again.

——What should I do, what should I tell you.

What should I do if you leave me after you find out?Whether it's a mother thing or something about I love you.

There is also the matter of uncle, for his safety, absolutely nothing can be said.

Thinking about it this way, Shen Rujiang felt that he was extremely selfish.Compared with Jiang Yousi's frankness when he treated him, he himself was simply nothing.

And he has never been able to speak, what if he said the wrong thing?

Suddenly there is an illusion that life is so hard. The moment Shen Rujiang wanted to shed tears, he wanted to bury him in his arms without any scruples like before.In fact, he also really wanted to share everything with Jiang Youpan, and the windows of the inn were rattled by the wind.

There was a silence in the room, and Jiang Yousi, who had never received a response, felt no less bitter than Shen Shenjiang.He felt that his heart was beating strongly and powerfully, and it was the desire of his body clamoring.

She clamored to let herself hug him, then kiss him, possess him, and make him her own forever.And he did so, he stood up from the ground, put his knees between Shen Shenjiang's legs,

The broad palm climbed onto Shen Rujiang's slender collarbone.

Shen Jinjiang was taken aback by his sudden movement, but the first thing his body felt was a warning of danger.He thought that Jiang Youpan was going to pinch him...but what stopped Jiang Youpan from sinking in this desire was Yu Nian's door opening.

"What's the matter with you? It took you so long to call someone. The weather outside has changed, and it's probably going to rain later." As soon as the door opened, Yu Nian's yelling came in, breaking the gap between the two of them. An eerie silence.

Suddenly returning to his senses, Jiang Youpan shook his head.His gaze was cast on Yu Nian as if fleeing, and his palm was also placed on Shen Rujiang's shoulder. He tried his best to restore his voice: "His leg hit the table."

Shen Rujiang was still in a daze and didn't recover. Jiang Yousang's hand that was originally on his shoulder was naturally raised and rubbed his aching forehead: "I also hit here."

The sense of crisis in my heart gradually disappeared, and I felt Jiang Youba's natural movements.Shen Rujiang even suspected that the feeling just now was just his own illusion...

"What's the matter? It's crashed like this, can I still go over to eat?" Yu Nian asked worriedly.

"It's...it's all right." Shen Rujiang turned his head to look at Yu Nian who was standing at the door, and hurriedly breathed a sigh of relief.

In the end, he was supported by Jiang Yousi to stand up, and he moved his hands and feet while standing still.After confirming that he could walk without hindrance, Jiang Yousi withdrew his gaze.Taking him and Yu Nian all the way to his house in Dahu, the air outside was thick with water vapor, but the yard was already full of lively eating and drinking scenes.

Tonight is a gathering of their group of young people. After dinner, Dahu's parents took his grandfather out for a walk, leaving space for them and this group of young people.As soon as Jiang Yousi and Yu Nian walked in, they were surrounded by them and walked to a table full of open wine bottles.

Before it even started, two bottles of wine had already been downed.Shen Rujiang just watched them making trouble, and walked aside by himself, neither looking isolated nor too lively.

They were doing boxing and guessing games while drinking, and everyone drank a lot of wine.Even Fu Jingyuan, who was too strong to drink, was drunk a lot, and Shen Shenjiang would not be forgotten. Maybe the drinker had no intention of drinking, but the drinker had intentions.

After all, if you're drunk, you don't have to keep thinking about messy and uncomfortable things... The atmosphere of the scene was both lively and chaotic.

Yu Nian took the wine bottle and touched Jiang Youpan's. At the moment, the two of them were sitting here drinking the wine. After taking a sip, Yu Nian exhaled and said something that caught Jiang Youpan by surprise.

"You're in love with him, aren't you?"

Jiang Youpan's surprised eyes were withdrawn from Shen Rujiang's body, and cast on his best friend beside him.

"I used to be skeptical, but the more time passes, the clearer I see it." Yu Nian took another sip of wine while talking, he laughed and patted Jiang Youpan on the shoulder.

"Yes." Jiang Yousi didn't hide anything, and replied slowly after a moment of silence.

"Then why didn't you tell him?"

"Tell him, isn't it just to say goodbye to him?" Jiang Yousi sneered, and the words he said had a hint of desolation.

Yu Nian was silent when he heard the words, and his eyes fell on Shen Rujiang's face on the other side.Even when he was drunk, the expression on that face was the same.I can't see the joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sometimes Yu Nian also feels puzzled, why in this world... there are such strange people?

He and Jiang Yousi have known each other for so many years, and he can observe Jiang Yousi's feelings for him.

But he couldn't feel any emotional changes in Shen Jinjiang at all.