The river is exhausted

This email is from Calgary, Canada, and it was sent by Yang Muting—Brother Irijiang!It's almost time to die!When can you come back?

The time was 32:[-] pm yesterday, after Shen Jinjiang exited the mailbox.Without even thinking about it, I booked a plane ticket for the return flight to Canada. I should be worried...?Although there was such a psychological preparation a long time ago.But when it was really time to face this moment... Shen Jinjiang, who had been calm for so many years, was suddenly caught off guard.

Ying Xin's lifespan is limited, it grew up with Jiang Yousi, and then stayed with her for such a long time.Although he didn't dutifully accompany it for a long time, Ying Xin was the most sorry existence in Shen Jinjiang's life.

Shen Rujiang emailed her back and said that he would be back soon, and asked about Ying Xin's current situation by the way.From the time he boarded the plane to the city of Calgary, his heart never rested.It was always hanging in the throat, and what he was most afraid of was not being able to catch up.

He didn't want to see it for the last time, and he didn't want it to leave alone... Even though Yang Muting had taken care of it the most over the years, he hadn't fulfilled any responsibilities.If Ying Xin was gone, then the only connection between him and Jiang Youpan in this world would also be broken.

It had already started snowing in Canada at the end of October, when Shen Jinjiang hurriedly got off the plane.He was startled by the snow-white world for a moment, as if he hadn't seen snow for many years.Especially with such a heavy snow, it seems that this land is hidden under pure white.

He didn't have much clothes on, and he was shivering from the cold after getting off the plane.But he didn't care about himself, so he stopped a taxi and rushed back directly.The address is still the same as two years ago, what it was when he left two years ago, and what it is now when he comes back.

Shen Jinjiang's head and shoulders were covered with piles of snow that had not fallen. When he returned home, the heating only warmed his frozen body.Before he even had time to say a few words to Yang Muting, he followed her to the room where Ying Xin was lying.

For some reason, the moment he saw it, Shen Shenjiang's nose suddenly turned sour, and his eyes turned red.He slowed down his pace and walked slowly to its side. It may have been very weak, and when it heard Shen Rujiang's return, it just struggled to open its eyes.

Then the pair of eyes, which were similar to turbidity, became a little brighter the moment they saw Shen into the river.

Ying Xin used to be a very majestic dog, when she met him for the first time, she couldn't wait to rush to Shen Shenjiang, because she felt that there was no evil in the boy's eyes.It looks so pure that it wants to get close.

But recently it has lost its shape, and its previously shiny and smooth hair is showing signs of falling off.Shen Rujiang knelt down in front of it, hugged it into his arms, and it whimpered contentedly.Seeing this, Yang Muting burst into tears.

She turned and left the room, giving them some space to be alone.Shen Rujiang gently stroked its fur, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I seem to be coming back a bit late."

"I'm not very useful, and I can't find him anyway. I know you miss him too, because I... have always been." Shen Jinjiang's words trembled at the end: "I'm really good Tired, I also really want to sleep and rest. But I haven't finished the things I have to do, just for these things, I can't be by your side."

Ying Xin lay in Shen Rujiang's arms, listening to him quietly.Sometimes she whimpered quietly and rubbed against his hand.In fact, it also felt that this little master had changed. He was no longer like the little master who was held in the palm of the big master before, and his eyes could no longer see the purity and clarity.

But it still loves its little master like the big master.Even though he has traveled all over the world these years and has never been with him, Ying Xin still loves her.It's just that its time is running out, it's coming to an end.If it is gone, who will this little master cry for when he is sad?

Three days later, Shen Jinjiang was watching the snow in the courtyard with Ying Xin in his arms. Soon, Ying Xin died in his arms.But Shen Rujiang acted as if he didn't know it, and kept stroking it until its body was no longer warm.A drop of water dripped from the back of Shen Rujiang's hand, and then quickly condensed into ice slag.

Shen Jinjiang didn't know how long he had stood in the snow holding Ying Xin's body that had no temperature, until a tall figure stood in front of him, casting a shadow that enveloped him.His body just swayed, and he raised his hand to put on the man's arm, trying to find a point for him to exert strength.

Then blood overflowed from his nose, and the light in front of his eyes faded, and he fainted into the opponent's arms.

Yang Fan and Yang Muting were taken aback, and hurriedly took over Ying Xin from Shen Rujiang with red eyes.Yang Ao hugged Shen Jinjiang without saying a word.He has actually grown a lot taller over the years, but he hasn't gained much weight. On the contrary, he looks much thinner.I don't know how much I have suffered.

In the end, Shen Jinjiang was sent directly to the best hospital in Calgary. After the hospital helped him treat the festering wound on his shoulder, he underwent other examinations.In the end, he handed over the results of the examination to Yang Ao. In fact, what was written in it was similar to what the doctor told Shen Jinjiang when he was in the hospital in Israel.

"woke up?"

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Yang Ao sitting on the chair. The other party seemed to have been sitting like this for a long time, otherwise how could he know it the moment Shen Rujiang woke up?The faint pain coming from his body made Shen Shenjiang frowned indistinctly.

"What should I do?"

"Xiaofan and Mu Ting have already buried it." Yang Ao replied.

"..." Shen Rujiang suddenly fell silent, it seemed that it was not a dream.As soon as I wake up, I have to face reality. It seems that every time I get a good night's sleep, I have to resort to fainting.

He was struggling to sit up from the bed, but was overwhelmed by a force in an instant.The big hospital bed was leaning against the wall, and Shen Rujiang was hooped to the wall by that force. He looked at the gloomy Yang Ao with some astonishment.

"what are you doing?"

"Do you know your physical condition?" Yang Ao asked back, his voice was rarely severe.

Shen Jinjiang was taken aback by the question, it was the first time he saw Yang Ao with such a gloomy and serious face.Only then did he suddenly realize that this place was a hospital, and for some reason, he suddenly remembered what the doctor in Israel had said to him a year ago.The short silence was like some kind of tacit consent, and Yang Ao's shoulders trembled with anger.

"I know it in my heart, you don't need to worry." Afraid that Yang Ao would suddenly go berserk, Shen Jinjiang said hastily.After saying this, he struggled twice with his suppressed body, and said in a tone almost commanding: "Let go of me."

"Do you really think that no one can control you?" Yang Ao's voice was already mixed with emotions called anger, and his two-way calm eyes stared at Shen Jinjiang, as if to make him Like swallowing it alive.

Seeing Shen Rujiang's heart palpitations, he obviously hasn't seen anything in these years.You would actually feel palpitations because of Yang Ao's gaze and voice, probably a person who is always gentle and calm, if he suddenly gets angry in front of you, the contrast will indeed make people unable to adapt for a while.

But Shen Rujiang is the kind of person who takes the soft but not the tough, and he doesn't answer Yang Ao's pointed words.He also looked at him with some sullen eyes for a long time, but it was Yang Ao who was finally defeated.He understood Shen Rujiang's personality, and now he took away the stiff breath around him.

He did something that caught Shen Rujiang a little off guard, he... actually hugged Shen Rujiang into his arms.The original stern and cold voice also softened, "Can you be a little more obedient? Don't make me worry about you so much anymore. During the time you were in Syria, I stared at the monitor almost every day. If I stay in one place without moving for more than two days, I can't wait to fly over to find you right away."

"..." The momentum of the development of the situation was beyond Shen Rujiang's expectation, and he didn't even understand it.

Shen Jinjiang's few emotional quotient in his life had all fallen on Jiang Yousi as early as five or six years ago.He only learned the word love from that person, and the actions other people showed him would basically be regarded as nothing by him.Some people obviously have a high IQ, but their EQ has dropped to a certain extent.

So he could only stare blankly at the other party, unable to find anything to communicate for a while.

But Yang Ao completely ignored Shen Jinjiang's silence and hesitation, anyway, he behaved the same way whether he spoke or not.Yang Ao simply continued: "It's been more than two years, you finally came back. When you came back, you brought a wound made by stray bullet fragments, and it festered? You really don't want to die, do you?"

Feelings are actually quite strange, the first time Yang Ao saw Shen Jinjiang.It's just that the young man's appearance is too cold, and his personality is somewhat similar to him. Later, it was Uncle Shen Feng's death that made them live together.At that time, he just wanted to repay Uncle Shen Feng for taking care of him over the years, so he worked hard to take care of him.

Later, the young man's viciousness surprised him. He was not for himself, but for Uncle Shen Feng, and even for the three remaining members of the Yang family.He gave almost everything he could, even his life.Yang Ao was moved.

He always wanders outside without regret, why choose to wander?Maybe it's because his soul has nowhere to live.As much as they've tried to make him feel at home, he's always embraced it.

But sometimes it feels like he still separates himself from the outside world.I really want to say when it started, this sudden feeling.

Probably when he just came back from Southeast Asia more than two years ago, the whole family had dinner together.It started when he and Shen Rujiang were chatting on the balcony.