[One-year-old] The best you in the world
Chapter 1 (1)
The author has something to say: It is recommended to read "I am not him" next door before reading this article.
The spring is cold and cold, and it is warm and cold.
He had never experienced this kind of climate in Thailand.
But now I'm used to it.
Before he knew it, he had been in P City for almost a year.
He likes this city where Arthit used to live, the cold comes and the summer goes, and the four seasons are distinct.
Remind him of reincarnation.
He believes in karma and reincarnation.
So karma naturally hindered his reincarnation.
He was still struggling with the cause he had planted, and could not die well.
But still had to work hard to live.
Jay can't be raised for a lifetime.
Jay has helped him so much and has done his best, but he can't continue to be shameless as a good friend.
But the decision to leave was also very difficult.
When he was a child, he was a wanderer for a period of time, and the experience of displacement was too profound, so he was very afraid of going to a strange place to live alone.
Otherwise, he would not have thought of death directly at the beginning.
But since he has decided to survive, he naturally has to pay the price of survival.
Who is really happy in this world.
He has to find a way to be independent.
At the beginning, Jay was very opposed to him coming to China, probably because he felt that he was not staying with him, and he was afraid that he would do stupid things again.
How could it be?
Ever since he narrowly escaped death in a car accident, he knew he should live on.
He didn't want to keep the debt he owed in his next life.
If reincarnation really existed, he hoped that his next life would at least be happy.
But life is really hard.
Besides trying to make ends meet, he also had to deal with strangers, like now.
After passing through a row of Xifu crabapples that had just revealed their fresh green, and entering the lobby of a hotel, he finally felt a little warm.
The phone in his pocket buzzed and vibrated at this moment, and his forehead couldn't help but twitch.
Although under Jay's forceful request, he still turned on the phone, but every time the ring rang, he would subconsciously reject it.
No matter who the person on the other end of the phone is, he has no intention of chatting at all.
But now he has already learned to suppress his intentions, trying to be a normal person.
He took a deep breath, took out his phone from his pocket, and looked at the number on it.
It was the girl who lived next door and kindly introduced him to a job, named Yu Xia.
"Hey, Night, are you here yet?" Yu Xia's voice was always so energetic and enviable.
Yes, his name is Night now, not Nuan Nuan.
The name has stuck with him for several years.
It's just that he still can't get used to it.
He cleared his throat before replying, "Well... already in the elevator."
"That's good, I'm sorry, the tutor suddenly asked me for something, so I can't accompany you there." Yu Xia's tone could be heard full of apology.
When Jay came to China to visit him, he might have specifically asked Yu Xia to help take care of him, so that girl has always been very concerned about his affairs, and she is a very warm-hearted and kind person.
They even went out of their way to keep an eye out for translation opportunities for him.
Right now, Yu Xia helped him find the temporary job.
Yes, after coming to China, he finally discovered that he also has a talent that is much higher than Arthit, and that is language learning ability.
After staying here for just a few months, he has been able to speak Mandarin fluently following the tutorial videos, and he has even improved significantly in reading and writing.Just now, he needs to support himself, so he consciously started translation-related work.
It's just that a junior freelance translator like him really can't make much money, and relying on this kind of means to make a living, it is inevitable that life will be difficult.
So I can only try to come out and meet the crowd.
Perhaps in the near future, life will force him to become a well-behaved office worker, which would be another kind of fulfillment.
"It's okay." After saying this sentence, he realized that Yu Xia didn't need to be sorry at all, so he hurriedly added, "Thank you."
Yu Xia is already used to his way of speaking, so of course he doesn't care about it, but he keeps telling him, "Thank you for saying something to me, but remember, don't talk so little, it's so easy to meet you fellow Thais, take the opportunity to communicate more with others Come on, don't be bored."
Ding--
The elevator had already stopped on the eighth floor, so he should come down and hastily ended the call.
Room 805 was not a few steps away from the stairs. He walked over, stood at the door and hesitated for a long time, and finally knocked on the door without any choice.
A pleasant male voice soon came from inside, speaking Mandarin very awkwardly: "Please come in."
It seemed he was looking in the right place.
He took a deep breath and pushed open the door in front of him.
thump thump thump thump—
His heartbeat accelerated a lot at that moment.
"Kong..." The name was on his lips, and he almost blurted it out, but the next moment, he saw the difference between the person in front of him and Kongphop.
This is not him.
Even so.
The man was obviously taken aback when he saw him, and after a long pause, he hesitated and called out, "Brother Arthit?"
He... knew them.
But soon, the man shook his head again: "No, brother Arthit is in Thailand now, who are you?"
Nuan Nuan clenched his fists quietly, his palms were sweating, and his heart was beating wildly.
It never occurred to him that even though they were far away in China, they would be able to interact with the people around them again.
So at this moment, apart from being in a daze, he didn't know how he should react at all.
And that person was obviously much smarter than him, and the next moment, he pointed at him and changed his words: "You look the same as Brother Arthit, and you're from Thailand... Are you Nuannuan?"
warm...
He couldn't remember how long he hadn't heard this title.
Ever since that car accident, even Jay would call him Night.
Night is the new name he gave himself, but it cannot represent the new students.
Now he seems to belong only to the dark night, and it is difficult to see the light of day.
Maybe it's because he didn't expect that he would be recognized in a foreign country at all, or maybe it's because his mind is always confused and unclear. At that moment, apart from the shock on his face, Nuan Nuan For a while, there was no other response.
It's too late to think about covering up.
He quickly looked away, and said in a panic, "You probably misunderstood the person, my name is Night."
Even he knew how embarrassing he was in trying to cover it up, and I'm afraid no one would believe it.
Nuan Nuan closed her eyes in frustration, subconsciously waiting for the other party's impending revelation.
"Is it Night?" But the words that rang in his ears seemed to have nothing to do with debunking.
He opened his eyes again, looking helplessly at the man in front of him who was obviously a few years younger than himself.
The man smiled at him, his profile was somewhat similar to Kongphop's but with a cheerfulness that was completely different from his: "Hello, my name is Singto, nice to meet you."
As Singto said, he put his hands together and saluted him.
Although he strictly abides by the etiquette of his country, Singto does not know whether it is intentional or not, and he does not add an honorific title before his name.
Of course, Nuan Nuan doesn't care about it.
He has only one feeling now, and that is that his heart is in a mess.
Even though he already knew that he was lying, this person still followed his lie.
But he had no idea what the other party was planning.
This kind of feeling that the whole heart is hanging in the air is probably more frightening than being directly exposed.
He knew that he should respond, but his lips moved, but he didn't say anything.
Now he rarely communicates with people, and he is about to lose this ability.
The situation in front of me is obviously more complicated than normal communication.
Singto didn't care, and still smiled: "I'll leave it to you for the next few days."
Nuan Nuan suddenly woke up.
Before coming here, Yu Xia was probably afraid that he would forget again, so he repeated to him several times the content of this job, which was to be a portable interpreter for a Thai traveling in China.
Although he very much resents contact with strangers, he has no choice but really needs the money.
The medicine he bought last time is about to run out, and the rent is about to be renewed. In order to maintain his life, he seems to have no choice.
But I didn't expect to meet someone who knew them by chance.
If possible, Nuan Nuan really wants to repent temporarily.
He simply doesn't have the courage to face the past, and doesn't want to meet anyone related to them.
But the person in front of him clearly knew his identity.
Maybe the moment Nuan Nuan walked out of this door, he would call Kongphop and Arthit.
He couldn't imagine what it would be like if those two people knew that he was still lingering in this world like a maggot.
An uncontrollable fear quietly rose from the bottom of Nuan Nuan's heart, and instantly swept through his whole body.
For a moment, he regretted that he was still alive.
Is struggling so hard to maintain life just to meet the embarrassment at this time?
He clenched his fists, but couldn't help it after all, and asked in a hoarse voice: "What... are you related to them?
This sentence is undoubtedly tantamount to Nuan Nuan's acknowledgment of her identity.
But even if he insisted on not admitting it, what's the point?
He felt that his body seemed to be trembling too, so he quickly squeezed his palms hard, trying to calm himself down.
But in this case, it is not easy to be calm.
Singto finally put away his smile and looked more serious: "Kong is my cousin."
Hearing that familiar but seemingly distant name, Nuan Nuan's heart skipped a beat again uncontrollably.
In fact, this answer seems to be expected.
They look so similar to Kongphop, nine out of ten are related by blood.
There was a sudden sound of footsteps outside the door, breaking the stagnant atmosphere between the two.
Only then did Nuan Nuan realize that she was still standing by the open door and never went in.
But now, he didn't know whether he should go in or not, and he was in a trance for a while.
Singto sighed softly, walked past him, and closed the door with his hand.
The footsteps outside the door were blocked in another world, and in this small world in front of them, there were only the two of them left.
The space in the entrance is small, and Singto's body inevitably touches him.
It wasn't long before Nuan Nuan came in from the outside, and the cold air in her body had not dissipated, but Singto had been staying in a well-heated room.Even through the winter clothes, he can feel the warmth from Singto.
But this warmth made him feel like retreating.
He hadn't been this close to someone for a long time.
Even when Jay is by his side, Nuan Nuan always subconsciously keeps a certain distance from him.
But with his back against the wall, there was no way he could retreat.
Singto obviously didn't care about the contact, and turned to look him in the eye.
Nuan Nuan felt even more uncomfortable.
He looked away in a panic, his back pressed against the wall tightly.
Sensing his resistance, Singto took half a step back calmly, before hesitatingly said: "Actually...we've met before."
Nuan Nuan's mind was already in chaos, but after hearing his words, she became even more confused.
This person never existed in his memory.
Seeing Nuan Nuan's expression, Singto knew that he must have forgotten, so he went on to explain: "I was not in Thailand at the time, and I had a video call with Brother Kong once, and you happened to be next to me and greeted me."
Nuannuan's heart trembled again.
The period of time that Singto mentioned was precisely the last thing he wanted to recall.
At that time, he seemed to be immersed in happiness, but every moment seemed to be stolen, even if he laughed, he couldn't laugh to the bottom of his heart.
At the very beginning, he would quietly regard that memory as his salvation.But since seeing the happiness of those two people with his own eyes, he didn't even dare to recall it by accident.
Otherwise, I always feel that I am too shameless.
Nuan Nuan took a deep breath and said in a voice like a gnat, "Sorry, I... still don't remember."
Singto shook his head: "It doesn't matter, it's been so many years. I was young at that time, and now I have changed too much. It's just that I have grown a lot taller. It's normal if you don't remember."
Obviously, Singto was trying hard to adjust the atmosphere between them, and Nuan Nuan wanted to smile cooperatingly, but the laugh just started and then ended hastily.
In the past, he could probably be called top-notch in acting.
But the decadent life of the past few years has almost made him lose this ability.
Playing a normal person who can live well every day has exhausted all his mental energy, and he really has no energy to maintain a positive mental outlook.
"You still look so pretty when you smile." Singto said suddenly.
Nuan Nuan was suffocated in his heart, at that moment, the face in front of him seemed to overlap with the person in his memory, which made him panic all of a sudden.
He hastily closed his eyes, expelling the illusion that shouldn't exist.
Open your eyes again, Singto is still Singto, with a clear outline.
However, his heart was still beating wildly, and he couldn't stop at all.
Singto cleared his throat, and his face turned red: "I'm sorry, it's the first time we meet formally, and it seems presumptuous to say this, I just... want to make you happy."
At this moment, Nuan Nuan just wanted to escape from him.
He shook his head, and this time he didn't stay silent for too long: "Well... I don't really want to take your job, sorry, I'll let Yu Xia find someone else for you."
Nuan Nuan knew that his sudden repentance would embarrass Yu Xia, but he really didn't know how to continue facing Singto.
Not only does this man know about his past, he even has a face similar to Kongphop's.
Every moment with him, he probably couldn't be calm.
It's not suitable for him to be too excited now.
After Nuan Nuan finished speaking, she turned around and wanted to open the door.
But at the next moment, Singto suddenly stretched out his hand from behind him, and pushed back the door that had just opened a gap.
This posture made Nuannuan's back inevitably pressed against his chest again.
Nuan Nuan turned around abruptly as if being scalded.
But when I turned around, I realized that this posture was even more embarrassing.
Singto is taller than Kongphop, not to mention Nuan Nuan.At this moment, his hands were still holding on to the door panel, as if he was wrapping Nuan Nuan in his arms.
Nuan Nuan just happened to be raising her head out of a hurry, her horrified eyes met his deep eyes, and their faces were even closer at hand.
It looks really ambiguous.
Even with Kongphop, he didn't have such a close moment.
Nuan Nuan's heart was beating uncontrollably again, he hurriedly turned his eyes away, Singto withdrew his hand belatedly, and scratched the back of his head embarrassingly: "I'm sorry, I just wanted to stop you."
"Well... I can only stay in China for three days this time, if I change people again, I'm afraid it will be too late." Singto looked at him in embarrassment, "I know why you don't want to see me, but... please help me Is it? I will try to be as good as possible."
While speaking, Singto obediently stood upright in front of him, probably trying to add some credibility to his words.
The warm lips moved.
Standing obediently, Singto looks completely different from Kongphop.
But as long as she looks at him, Nuan Nuan can't help but think of Kongphop's appearance.
At this moment, Nuan Nuan's mind seemed to be swept by darkness uncontrollably again.
He looked at Singto coldly, his voice hoarse: "What if I don't agree? Will you tell them that I'm alive?"
Seeing Singto's stunned moment, Nuan Nuan realized what she had just done.
His heart trembled, and he couldn't help feeling a little ashamed.
No matter how repressed he is, the darkness that has penetrated into his bones can still easily swallow him.
All along, he tried his best not to have too much contact with people, and of course he would not expose this shortcoming to others.
But now, not only did he show this side to outsiders again, but this person was also an acquaintance of those two.
I'm afraid Singto can understand more intuitively now, why Kongphop can't always fall in love with him.
Nuan Nuan had another urge to run away.
Unexpectedly, Singto laughed again at the next moment: "I didn't think there was such a way."
His reactions are always so unexpected.
Nuan Nuan couldn't help but look at him again, but met his serious eyes again.
He has always been most afraid of looking directly at such clear eyes, as if it can bring out all the darkness in his heart, making it impossible to hide.
Warm eyes flickered, and the eyelids lowered again.
Singto actually seemed to be comforting the child, reaching out and stroking his hair: "Don't be afraid, even if you don't agree, I will help you keep it a secret."
Perhaps because he was afraid that he would not believe it, Singto added another sentence: "I promise."
Such a sincere attitude seems unconvincing.
He was obviously several years younger than himself at first glance, but he still put on such a mature appearance.
He couldn't remember how long it had been before someone stroked his hair so tenderly, and he even thought it would never happen again in this life.
The warmth of this moment actually made him in a trance again.
His lips trembled again, this time speaking very clearly: "Thank you."
Singto pursed his lower lip, hesitantly said: "But I still want to ask you to stay, anyway, it's only three days, after three days, you can pretend that I haven't been here."
Singto had a candid expression, no falsehood could be seen.
Speaking of it, although his youthful appearance looks very different from Kongphop, there is one thing that is very similar.
They all carry a kind of natural seriousness and purity, which makes them always look very sincere.
And this kind of sincerity is exactly what Nuan Nuan doesn't have at all.
So in front of them, he felt even more ashamed.
Singto looked at him eagerly, with undisguised expectation in his eyes.
Nuan Nuan actually felt that there was a slight sprout in her withered heart.
Maybe—it's not impossible.
As Singto said, it's only three days.
Originally, I thought that I would never have anything to do with those two people again in this life, but now, I have the opportunity to get along with their acquaintances again.
Probably fate also wanted to let him miss him one more time.
What's more, he really needs to make money quickly.
Nuan Nuan suppressed the uneasiness in her heart, and finally nodded lightly under his expectation: "Okay."
Singto was overjoyed and hugged him in his arms.
The force made him almost out of breath.
Perhaps it was because he had just thought of those two people, there was still a trace of warmth in his heart, and Nuan Nuan actually coveted the temperature in his arms at this moment.
Forget even to resist.
Singto's voice rippling in his ears was also full of joy: "I'm very happy that the person who opened the door just now was you, really."
Of course Nuan Nuan wouldn't believe it.
Even if they are inextricably related to those two people, so what, the two of them just met by chance in this foreign country.
Three days later, they were unrelated strangers again.
It was just a few polite words, it would be ridiculous if he took it seriously.
However, at this moment, he was really lucky.
It's nice to hear some of them by chance from such a far away place.
Even thinking of them made his heart ache.
After really agreeing, Nuan Nuan felt a little regret, but he forcefully pushed her back the same way.
He has done many wrong things before, and he understands that regret is useless, so he has long been used to shielding such useless emotions.
It's just that after returning to the residence, today's unexpected encounter still kept spinning in his mind.
This feeling is really strange.
Living alone in this city for a long time, Nuan Nuan always forces herself not to think of the past.
But still can't sleep at night because of the full melancholy.
When I lived with Jay a few years ago, I could still rely on sleeping pills to deal with it, but after a long time, the effect of the medicine has become negligible.
He didn't dare to be awake, but he had to be awake, so it became more difficult for him to live.
Later, in order to control her emotions, Nuan Nuan tried to find things for herself in the dead of night.
Even the Chinese tutorials are mostly learned in the middle of the night.
Now I have saved my translation work until midnight.
It's just that it's often hard to be distracted.
His illness was like this, and everything he showed was so hopeless.
He has always been a cruel person, and he is no exception to himself.
So no matter how bad the mental state is, you can strictly control yourself.
Don't think about the past, don't think about dying.
But after removing these thoughts, he couldn't find other positive thoughts to replace them.
So it's even more empty.
Dr. Shen has reminded him more than once, if he keeps himself tense like this, once he reaches the extreme, he may just collapse.
But he couldn't find another option.
Dr. Shen is his psychiatrist here, and most of the money Nuan Nuan saved was used to meet him.
It's just that no matter how many chats with him, Nuan Nuan didn't feel any improvement in herself.
"You are too closed, Night." Dr. Shen said, "It seems that you are the most successful in controlling negative emotions among all my patients, but sometimes I would rather you can vent some."
"I can't find out your heart at all, you nodded and accepted all the suggestions I gave you." He always looked worried when facing Nuan Nuan, "But you always put your own truth at the bottom, Putting on an emotional mask and doing everything I say. It's just too dangerous to go on like this."
Nuan Nuan also wanted to work hard to cooperate with him and open up her heart.If possible, he also hopes that he can become a normal person.
But he didn't know where the door in his heart was locked.
In vain.
Because he made an appointment with Singto to meet at eight o'clock the next day, of course he couldn't stay up late to do things.
Nuan Nuan was afraid that those desperate emotions would come up again for no reason, so this time, he rarely let himself fall into the memory.
The appearance of Singto was completely unexpected by him, but it also unexpectedly became the first place for him to miss the past.
Maybe a good thing.
He couldn't remember how long it had been since he had recalled the past properly.
In fact, it was not too long since the last meeting with them.
At that time, he had made up his mind to move out of Jay's place and live independently.But Jay firmly disagrees with him going abroad alone.
Even helped him find a job with little contact with people.
But it was on the way to work for the first time that he saw them walking hand in hand.
At that time, Nuan Nuan suddenly felt that he was really not suitable to live in the same city with them.
In the past, it was better to just stay at home and not go out, otherwise, they might see her someday.
As for why he came here regardless of Jay's objection.
Nuan Nuan thought, probably because... this is the only place other than Bangkok that is still related to them.
In fact, when he moved in, the apartment had already changed several tenants, and there was no trace of Arthit.
But occasionally he could still think of Arthit standing in this room.
Sometimes this inadvertent memory of bits and pieces is enough to hang one's life.
This night, Nuan Nuan thought a lot.
I think about the little sweetness I had with Kongphop at the beginning, I think about Arthit's high spirits, and I even think about how happy they were when they were together...
Probably because he hadn't thought about it for a long time, so this nostalgia came so fiercely that he had no time to feel heartache anymore.
I don't know how long he thought about it, but for the first time without relying on sleeping pills, he fell asleep in a daze.
Before going to bed, the last memory that came to his mind was Singto's hug that seemed to still have some warmth.
"I'm glad you were the one who opened the door just now."
Singto seemed to say so at the time.
He suddenly felt a little grateful for this unexpected encounter.
For the first time in his waking nights he didn't have to struggle against hope.
A night without dreams.
But just after dawn, Nuan Nuan was awakened by the sound of birds chirping outside the window.
The quality of his sleep has always been poor. This time he slept until dawn for the first time, but when he woke up, he was not refreshed as usual.
Everything he experienced yesterday was like a dream, which made him feel so unreal.
His gaze turned to the wall on the left.
There is still a clock left by the previous tenant on the wall, which looks a bit old.
At this moment, the hour hand on the top crossed the number 6. Although no movement could be seen, it still continued to move forward slowly.
It was less than two hours before the time he agreed with Singto.
He thought that he had already prepared his psychological preparation, but he still couldn't suppress a strong resistance.
Time always flies by too fast, often before you are ready for the day, a new day has to start again.
He really hates this feeling.
Nuan Nuan stared blankly at the clock, the second hand was speeding round and round on it, and the sky outside the window became brighter and brighter with the rotation of the second hand, even through the thick curtains, it was obvious Feel the change in weather.
knock knock --
There was a knock on the door.
This familiar rhythm should come from Yu Xia next door.
Even though every cell in his body seemed to be yelling for him to ignore it, Nuan Nuan still suppressed that abnormal desire.
He got up from the bed, and even adjusted his expression by the door to make sure he could laugh normally, before finally taking a deep breath and opening the door.
As expected, Yu Xia was standing at the door, but unexpectedly, besides her, there was another person at the door.
"Good morning." The man looked at him with a smile on his face, as if there was no awareness that the two of them were unfamiliar.
Nuan Nuan stared at him blankly, the smile on his face froze before it even opened: "Singto..."
Yu Xia scratched her head in embarrassment: "Well, the person who introduced the job directly brought him here, and Singto said that he forgot to leave your phone number... I was just about to go out, so I just brought him to you directly. Night, is it okay?"
She said so, Nuan Nuan couldn't care less.
He put away the astonishment on his face, and shook his head at Yu Xia: "It's okay, I made an appointment to meet him."
"That's good!" Yu Xia obviously breathed a sigh of relief.
She also knew that Nuan Nuan didn't like to be disturbed by others, and she finally felt relieved when she heard him say this: "Then... since you have successfully joined forces, I'll go out first?"
Nuan Nuan smiled and nodded to her: "I'm sorry to trouble you."
"It should be, I was negligent. I turned off the phone to silent at night and forgot to turn it back on. They couldn't get through the phone, so they came to the door directly." Yu Xia knew that Nuan Nuan didn't like to contact strangers, so at the friend who helped introduce the job, Didn't leave his phone number at all.
It's just that she didn't expect that Nuan Nuan didn't even tell Singto.
Needless to say polite words, Yu Xia quickly bid farewell to them and left.
In a blink of an eye, there were only the two of them left at the door.
Singto poked his head to look inside, and asked with a smile, "Is this where you live?"
Nuan Nuan was silent for a while, then let go of the hand that had been on the door, turned around and walked into the door.
He knew that without saying anything, Singto would follow.
Sure enough, as soon as he entered the door, Singto followed in and closed the door for him consciously.
Singto looked very curious, looked around for a while, and then said: "Compared to you, I feel a little too lazy."
This apartment is not big, a standard student single room with one bedroom and one bathroom, with at most a balcony and an isolated kitchenette.
But even in this small space, it still gives people an extremely empty feeling.
There wasn't much furniture in the room, and the big pieces that could be counted were nothing more than a wardrobe, a desk and a bed.
The closet was tightly closed, and no scattered clothes could be seen outside. The books and a laptop on the desk were also neatly arranged, as if they had never been touched.
If the quilt on the bed is not still wrinkled, this room really doesn't look like someone is living in it.
Depressingly clean.
Nuan Nuan didn't respond to his words, but directly changed the subject: "Didn't you say I'll go find you at 8 o'clock?"
When he was awake, he never dared to let himself be idle, and tidying up the room became one of the homework he had to do every day.
But living alone, lifeless, how can there be so many things to clean up.
So the more you clean up, the less popular you will be.
Nuan Nuan understands that this is not normal, so she doesn't want to talk about it.
Singto confessed without hesitation: "I was afraid that you would go back on your word, so I came here."
Such a blatant explanation is hard to refute.
Nuannuan was stunned for a moment, then whispered: "I won't go back on my word."
Singto nodded, and said with a smile: "I have nothing to do anyway, so it's good to just spend more time in this city."
Looking at him like this, Nuan Nuan couldn't help feeling a little astringent in his throat.
Since he moved here, only Jay and Yu Xia have been in his apartment.
Moreover, Yu Xia has always been very measured, and generally would not stay with him for too long.
Now a stranger suddenly came in, a stranger who looked like Kongphop, he was really uncomfortable.
"Sit down for a while, I'll clean up." Nuan Nuan pretended to be calm and said, opened the closet and took out the clothes to be changed, then turned and went into the bathroom.
Sure enough, the closet is always in order.
Singto didn't listen to what he said and sat down honestly, but looked around the room more carefully.
It was already bright outside, but the curtains were still tightly drawn in front of the French windows leading to the balcony, and only a few gleams of light came in, making the whole room look gloomy, even though the heating was sufficient, it seemed to be a little chilly.
Singto walked over, opened the curtains, and the morning sun shone in in bundles, instantly expelling the gloom in the room and flooding it with some vitality.
Sunshine has this kind of magical power, just lazily shining in, can make people feel warm and hopeful.
Singto opened the glass window, and the balcony was empty, except for a bare clothes rail, on which Nuan Nuan's clothes were still drying yesterday.
Singto sighed vaguely.
The cold air in the early spring morning swept through the window. He closed the window again, walked to the desk and sat down, only to find that there were reference books on translation on the desk.
Open it and have a look, it is densely packed with Nuan Nuan circle's handwriting, it seems that the utilization rate is not low.
But he was able to tidy up such a look as if no one had used it.
The spring is cold and cold, and it is warm and cold.
He had never experienced this kind of climate in Thailand.
But now I'm used to it.
Before he knew it, he had been in P City for almost a year.
He likes this city where Arthit used to live, the cold comes and the summer goes, and the four seasons are distinct.
Remind him of reincarnation.
He believes in karma and reincarnation.
So karma naturally hindered his reincarnation.
He was still struggling with the cause he had planted, and could not die well.
But still had to work hard to live.
Jay can't be raised for a lifetime.
Jay has helped him so much and has done his best, but he can't continue to be shameless as a good friend.
But the decision to leave was also very difficult.
When he was a child, he was a wanderer for a period of time, and the experience of displacement was too profound, so he was very afraid of going to a strange place to live alone.
Otherwise, he would not have thought of death directly at the beginning.
But since he has decided to survive, he naturally has to pay the price of survival.
Who is really happy in this world.
He has to find a way to be independent.
At the beginning, Jay was very opposed to him coming to China, probably because he felt that he was not staying with him, and he was afraid that he would do stupid things again.
How could it be?
Ever since he narrowly escaped death in a car accident, he knew he should live on.
He didn't want to keep the debt he owed in his next life.
If reincarnation really existed, he hoped that his next life would at least be happy.
But life is really hard.
Besides trying to make ends meet, he also had to deal with strangers, like now.
After passing through a row of Xifu crabapples that had just revealed their fresh green, and entering the lobby of a hotel, he finally felt a little warm.
The phone in his pocket buzzed and vibrated at this moment, and his forehead couldn't help but twitch.
Although under Jay's forceful request, he still turned on the phone, but every time the ring rang, he would subconsciously reject it.
No matter who the person on the other end of the phone is, he has no intention of chatting at all.
But now he has already learned to suppress his intentions, trying to be a normal person.
He took a deep breath, took out his phone from his pocket, and looked at the number on it.
It was the girl who lived next door and kindly introduced him to a job, named Yu Xia.
"Hey, Night, are you here yet?" Yu Xia's voice was always so energetic and enviable.
Yes, his name is Night now, not Nuan Nuan.
The name has stuck with him for several years.
It's just that he still can't get used to it.
He cleared his throat before replying, "Well... already in the elevator."
"That's good, I'm sorry, the tutor suddenly asked me for something, so I can't accompany you there." Yu Xia's tone could be heard full of apology.
When Jay came to China to visit him, he might have specifically asked Yu Xia to help take care of him, so that girl has always been very concerned about his affairs, and she is a very warm-hearted and kind person.
They even went out of their way to keep an eye out for translation opportunities for him.
Right now, Yu Xia helped him find the temporary job.
Yes, after coming to China, he finally discovered that he also has a talent that is much higher than Arthit, and that is language learning ability.
After staying here for just a few months, he has been able to speak Mandarin fluently following the tutorial videos, and he has even improved significantly in reading and writing.Just now, he needs to support himself, so he consciously started translation-related work.
It's just that a junior freelance translator like him really can't make much money, and relying on this kind of means to make a living, it is inevitable that life will be difficult.
So I can only try to come out and meet the crowd.
Perhaps in the near future, life will force him to become a well-behaved office worker, which would be another kind of fulfillment.
"It's okay." After saying this sentence, he realized that Yu Xia didn't need to be sorry at all, so he hurriedly added, "Thank you."
Yu Xia is already used to his way of speaking, so of course he doesn't care about it, but he keeps telling him, "Thank you for saying something to me, but remember, don't talk so little, it's so easy to meet you fellow Thais, take the opportunity to communicate more with others Come on, don't be bored."
Ding--
The elevator had already stopped on the eighth floor, so he should come down and hastily ended the call.
Room 805 was not a few steps away from the stairs. He walked over, stood at the door and hesitated for a long time, and finally knocked on the door without any choice.
A pleasant male voice soon came from inside, speaking Mandarin very awkwardly: "Please come in."
It seemed he was looking in the right place.
He took a deep breath and pushed open the door in front of him.
thump thump thump thump—
His heartbeat accelerated a lot at that moment.
"Kong..." The name was on his lips, and he almost blurted it out, but the next moment, he saw the difference between the person in front of him and Kongphop.
This is not him.
Even so.
The man was obviously taken aback when he saw him, and after a long pause, he hesitated and called out, "Brother Arthit?"
He... knew them.
But soon, the man shook his head again: "No, brother Arthit is in Thailand now, who are you?"
Nuan Nuan clenched his fists quietly, his palms were sweating, and his heart was beating wildly.
It never occurred to him that even though they were far away in China, they would be able to interact with the people around them again.
So at this moment, apart from being in a daze, he didn't know how he should react at all.
And that person was obviously much smarter than him, and the next moment, he pointed at him and changed his words: "You look the same as Brother Arthit, and you're from Thailand... Are you Nuannuan?"
warm...
He couldn't remember how long he hadn't heard this title.
Ever since that car accident, even Jay would call him Night.
Night is the new name he gave himself, but it cannot represent the new students.
Now he seems to belong only to the dark night, and it is difficult to see the light of day.
Maybe it's because he didn't expect that he would be recognized in a foreign country at all, or maybe it's because his mind is always confused and unclear. At that moment, apart from the shock on his face, Nuan Nuan For a while, there was no other response.
It's too late to think about covering up.
He quickly looked away, and said in a panic, "You probably misunderstood the person, my name is Night."
Even he knew how embarrassing he was in trying to cover it up, and I'm afraid no one would believe it.
Nuan Nuan closed her eyes in frustration, subconsciously waiting for the other party's impending revelation.
"Is it Night?" But the words that rang in his ears seemed to have nothing to do with debunking.
He opened his eyes again, looking helplessly at the man in front of him who was obviously a few years younger than himself.
The man smiled at him, his profile was somewhat similar to Kongphop's but with a cheerfulness that was completely different from his: "Hello, my name is Singto, nice to meet you."
As Singto said, he put his hands together and saluted him.
Although he strictly abides by the etiquette of his country, Singto does not know whether it is intentional or not, and he does not add an honorific title before his name.
Of course, Nuan Nuan doesn't care about it.
He has only one feeling now, and that is that his heart is in a mess.
Even though he already knew that he was lying, this person still followed his lie.
But he had no idea what the other party was planning.
This kind of feeling that the whole heart is hanging in the air is probably more frightening than being directly exposed.
He knew that he should respond, but his lips moved, but he didn't say anything.
Now he rarely communicates with people, and he is about to lose this ability.
The situation in front of me is obviously more complicated than normal communication.
Singto didn't care, and still smiled: "I'll leave it to you for the next few days."
Nuan Nuan suddenly woke up.
Before coming here, Yu Xia was probably afraid that he would forget again, so he repeated to him several times the content of this job, which was to be a portable interpreter for a Thai traveling in China.
Although he very much resents contact with strangers, he has no choice but really needs the money.
The medicine he bought last time is about to run out, and the rent is about to be renewed. In order to maintain his life, he seems to have no choice.
But I didn't expect to meet someone who knew them by chance.
If possible, Nuan Nuan really wants to repent temporarily.
He simply doesn't have the courage to face the past, and doesn't want to meet anyone related to them.
But the person in front of him clearly knew his identity.
Maybe the moment Nuan Nuan walked out of this door, he would call Kongphop and Arthit.
He couldn't imagine what it would be like if those two people knew that he was still lingering in this world like a maggot.
An uncontrollable fear quietly rose from the bottom of Nuan Nuan's heart, and instantly swept through his whole body.
For a moment, he regretted that he was still alive.
Is struggling so hard to maintain life just to meet the embarrassment at this time?
He clenched his fists, but couldn't help it after all, and asked in a hoarse voice: "What... are you related to them?
This sentence is undoubtedly tantamount to Nuan Nuan's acknowledgment of her identity.
But even if he insisted on not admitting it, what's the point?
He felt that his body seemed to be trembling too, so he quickly squeezed his palms hard, trying to calm himself down.
But in this case, it is not easy to be calm.
Singto finally put away his smile and looked more serious: "Kong is my cousin."
Hearing that familiar but seemingly distant name, Nuan Nuan's heart skipped a beat again uncontrollably.
In fact, this answer seems to be expected.
They look so similar to Kongphop, nine out of ten are related by blood.
There was a sudden sound of footsteps outside the door, breaking the stagnant atmosphere between the two.
Only then did Nuan Nuan realize that she was still standing by the open door and never went in.
But now, he didn't know whether he should go in or not, and he was in a trance for a while.
Singto sighed softly, walked past him, and closed the door with his hand.
The footsteps outside the door were blocked in another world, and in this small world in front of them, there were only the two of them left.
The space in the entrance is small, and Singto's body inevitably touches him.
It wasn't long before Nuan Nuan came in from the outside, and the cold air in her body had not dissipated, but Singto had been staying in a well-heated room.Even through the winter clothes, he can feel the warmth from Singto.
But this warmth made him feel like retreating.
He hadn't been this close to someone for a long time.
Even when Jay is by his side, Nuan Nuan always subconsciously keeps a certain distance from him.
But with his back against the wall, there was no way he could retreat.
Singto obviously didn't care about the contact, and turned to look him in the eye.
Nuan Nuan felt even more uncomfortable.
He looked away in a panic, his back pressed against the wall tightly.
Sensing his resistance, Singto took half a step back calmly, before hesitatingly said: "Actually...we've met before."
Nuan Nuan's mind was already in chaos, but after hearing his words, she became even more confused.
This person never existed in his memory.
Seeing Nuan Nuan's expression, Singto knew that he must have forgotten, so he went on to explain: "I was not in Thailand at the time, and I had a video call with Brother Kong once, and you happened to be next to me and greeted me."
Nuannuan's heart trembled again.
The period of time that Singto mentioned was precisely the last thing he wanted to recall.
At that time, he seemed to be immersed in happiness, but every moment seemed to be stolen, even if he laughed, he couldn't laugh to the bottom of his heart.
At the very beginning, he would quietly regard that memory as his salvation.But since seeing the happiness of those two people with his own eyes, he didn't even dare to recall it by accident.
Otherwise, I always feel that I am too shameless.
Nuan Nuan took a deep breath and said in a voice like a gnat, "Sorry, I... still don't remember."
Singto shook his head: "It doesn't matter, it's been so many years. I was young at that time, and now I have changed too much. It's just that I have grown a lot taller. It's normal if you don't remember."
Obviously, Singto was trying hard to adjust the atmosphere between them, and Nuan Nuan wanted to smile cooperatingly, but the laugh just started and then ended hastily.
In the past, he could probably be called top-notch in acting.
But the decadent life of the past few years has almost made him lose this ability.
Playing a normal person who can live well every day has exhausted all his mental energy, and he really has no energy to maintain a positive mental outlook.
"You still look so pretty when you smile." Singto said suddenly.
Nuan Nuan was suffocated in his heart, at that moment, the face in front of him seemed to overlap with the person in his memory, which made him panic all of a sudden.
He hastily closed his eyes, expelling the illusion that shouldn't exist.
Open your eyes again, Singto is still Singto, with a clear outline.
However, his heart was still beating wildly, and he couldn't stop at all.
Singto cleared his throat, and his face turned red: "I'm sorry, it's the first time we meet formally, and it seems presumptuous to say this, I just... want to make you happy."
At this moment, Nuan Nuan just wanted to escape from him.
He shook his head, and this time he didn't stay silent for too long: "Well... I don't really want to take your job, sorry, I'll let Yu Xia find someone else for you."
Nuan Nuan knew that his sudden repentance would embarrass Yu Xia, but he really didn't know how to continue facing Singto.
Not only does this man know about his past, he even has a face similar to Kongphop's.
Every moment with him, he probably couldn't be calm.
It's not suitable for him to be too excited now.
After Nuan Nuan finished speaking, she turned around and wanted to open the door.
But at the next moment, Singto suddenly stretched out his hand from behind him, and pushed back the door that had just opened a gap.
This posture made Nuannuan's back inevitably pressed against his chest again.
Nuan Nuan turned around abruptly as if being scalded.
But when I turned around, I realized that this posture was even more embarrassing.
Singto is taller than Kongphop, not to mention Nuan Nuan.At this moment, his hands were still holding on to the door panel, as if he was wrapping Nuan Nuan in his arms.
Nuan Nuan just happened to be raising her head out of a hurry, her horrified eyes met his deep eyes, and their faces were even closer at hand.
It looks really ambiguous.
Even with Kongphop, he didn't have such a close moment.
Nuan Nuan's heart was beating uncontrollably again, he hurriedly turned his eyes away, Singto withdrew his hand belatedly, and scratched the back of his head embarrassingly: "I'm sorry, I just wanted to stop you."
"Well... I can only stay in China for three days this time, if I change people again, I'm afraid it will be too late." Singto looked at him in embarrassment, "I know why you don't want to see me, but... please help me Is it? I will try to be as good as possible."
While speaking, Singto obediently stood upright in front of him, probably trying to add some credibility to his words.
The warm lips moved.
Standing obediently, Singto looks completely different from Kongphop.
But as long as she looks at him, Nuan Nuan can't help but think of Kongphop's appearance.
At this moment, Nuan Nuan's mind seemed to be swept by darkness uncontrollably again.
He looked at Singto coldly, his voice hoarse: "What if I don't agree? Will you tell them that I'm alive?"
Seeing Singto's stunned moment, Nuan Nuan realized what she had just done.
His heart trembled, and he couldn't help feeling a little ashamed.
No matter how repressed he is, the darkness that has penetrated into his bones can still easily swallow him.
All along, he tried his best not to have too much contact with people, and of course he would not expose this shortcoming to others.
But now, not only did he show this side to outsiders again, but this person was also an acquaintance of those two.
I'm afraid Singto can understand more intuitively now, why Kongphop can't always fall in love with him.
Nuan Nuan had another urge to run away.
Unexpectedly, Singto laughed again at the next moment: "I didn't think there was such a way."
His reactions are always so unexpected.
Nuan Nuan couldn't help but look at him again, but met his serious eyes again.
He has always been most afraid of looking directly at such clear eyes, as if it can bring out all the darkness in his heart, making it impossible to hide.
Warm eyes flickered, and the eyelids lowered again.
Singto actually seemed to be comforting the child, reaching out and stroking his hair: "Don't be afraid, even if you don't agree, I will help you keep it a secret."
Perhaps because he was afraid that he would not believe it, Singto added another sentence: "I promise."
Such a sincere attitude seems unconvincing.
He was obviously several years younger than himself at first glance, but he still put on such a mature appearance.
He couldn't remember how long it had been before someone stroked his hair so tenderly, and he even thought it would never happen again in this life.
The warmth of this moment actually made him in a trance again.
His lips trembled again, this time speaking very clearly: "Thank you."
Singto pursed his lower lip, hesitantly said: "But I still want to ask you to stay, anyway, it's only three days, after three days, you can pretend that I haven't been here."
Singto had a candid expression, no falsehood could be seen.
Speaking of it, although his youthful appearance looks very different from Kongphop, there is one thing that is very similar.
They all carry a kind of natural seriousness and purity, which makes them always look very sincere.
And this kind of sincerity is exactly what Nuan Nuan doesn't have at all.
So in front of them, he felt even more ashamed.
Singto looked at him eagerly, with undisguised expectation in his eyes.
Nuan Nuan actually felt that there was a slight sprout in her withered heart.
Maybe—it's not impossible.
As Singto said, it's only three days.
Originally, I thought that I would never have anything to do with those two people again in this life, but now, I have the opportunity to get along with their acquaintances again.
Probably fate also wanted to let him miss him one more time.
What's more, he really needs to make money quickly.
Nuan Nuan suppressed the uneasiness in her heart, and finally nodded lightly under his expectation: "Okay."
Singto was overjoyed and hugged him in his arms.
The force made him almost out of breath.
Perhaps it was because he had just thought of those two people, there was still a trace of warmth in his heart, and Nuan Nuan actually coveted the temperature in his arms at this moment.
Forget even to resist.
Singto's voice rippling in his ears was also full of joy: "I'm very happy that the person who opened the door just now was you, really."
Of course Nuan Nuan wouldn't believe it.
Even if they are inextricably related to those two people, so what, the two of them just met by chance in this foreign country.
Three days later, they were unrelated strangers again.
It was just a few polite words, it would be ridiculous if he took it seriously.
However, at this moment, he was really lucky.
It's nice to hear some of them by chance from such a far away place.
Even thinking of them made his heart ache.
After really agreeing, Nuan Nuan felt a little regret, but he forcefully pushed her back the same way.
He has done many wrong things before, and he understands that regret is useless, so he has long been used to shielding such useless emotions.
It's just that after returning to the residence, today's unexpected encounter still kept spinning in his mind.
This feeling is really strange.
Living alone in this city for a long time, Nuan Nuan always forces herself not to think of the past.
But still can't sleep at night because of the full melancholy.
When I lived with Jay a few years ago, I could still rely on sleeping pills to deal with it, but after a long time, the effect of the medicine has become negligible.
He didn't dare to be awake, but he had to be awake, so it became more difficult for him to live.
Later, in order to control her emotions, Nuan Nuan tried to find things for herself in the dead of night.
Even the Chinese tutorials are mostly learned in the middle of the night.
Now I have saved my translation work until midnight.
It's just that it's often hard to be distracted.
His illness was like this, and everything he showed was so hopeless.
He has always been a cruel person, and he is no exception to himself.
So no matter how bad the mental state is, you can strictly control yourself.
Don't think about the past, don't think about dying.
But after removing these thoughts, he couldn't find other positive thoughts to replace them.
So it's even more empty.
Dr. Shen has reminded him more than once, if he keeps himself tense like this, once he reaches the extreme, he may just collapse.
But he couldn't find another option.
Dr. Shen is his psychiatrist here, and most of the money Nuan Nuan saved was used to meet him.
It's just that no matter how many chats with him, Nuan Nuan didn't feel any improvement in herself.
"You are too closed, Night." Dr. Shen said, "It seems that you are the most successful in controlling negative emotions among all my patients, but sometimes I would rather you can vent some."
"I can't find out your heart at all, you nodded and accepted all the suggestions I gave you." He always looked worried when facing Nuan Nuan, "But you always put your own truth at the bottom, Putting on an emotional mask and doing everything I say. It's just too dangerous to go on like this."
Nuan Nuan also wanted to work hard to cooperate with him and open up her heart.If possible, he also hopes that he can become a normal person.
But he didn't know where the door in his heart was locked.
In vain.
Because he made an appointment with Singto to meet at eight o'clock the next day, of course he couldn't stay up late to do things.
Nuan Nuan was afraid that those desperate emotions would come up again for no reason, so this time, he rarely let himself fall into the memory.
The appearance of Singto was completely unexpected by him, but it also unexpectedly became the first place for him to miss the past.
Maybe a good thing.
He couldn't remember how long it had been since he had recalled the past properly.
In fact, it was not too long since the last meeting with them.
At that time, he had made up his mind to move out of Jay's place and live independently.But Jay firmly disagrees with him going abroad alone.
Even helped him find a job with little contact with people.
But it was on the way to work for the first time that he saw them walking hand in hand.
At that time, Nuan Nuan suddenly felt that he was really not suitable to live in the same city with them.
In the past, it was better to just stay at home and not go out, otherwise, they might see her someday.
As for why he came here regardless of Jay's objection.
Nuan Nuan thought, probably because... this is the only place other than Bangkok that is still related to them.
In fact, when he moved in, the apartment had already changed several tenants, and there was no trace of Arthit.
But occasionally he could still think of Arthit standing in this room.
Sometimes this inadvertent memory of bits and pieces is enough to hang one's life.
This night, Nuan Nuan thought a lot.
I think about the little sweetness I had with Kongphop at the beginning, I think about Arthit's high spirits, and I even think about how happy they were when they were together...
Probably because he hadn't thought about it for a long time, so this nostalgia came so fiercely that he had no time to feel heartache anymore.
I don't know how long he thought about it, but for the first time without relying on sleeping pills, he fell asleep in a daze.
Before going to bed, the last memory that came to his mind was Singto's hug that seemed to still have some warmth.
"I'm glad you were the one who opened the door just now."
Singto seemed to say so at the time.
He suddenly felt a little grateful for this unexpected encounter.
For the first time in his waking nights he didn't have to struggle against hope.
A night without dreams.
But just after dawn, Nuan Nuan was awakened by the sound of birds chirping outside the window.
The quality of his sleep has always been poor. This time he slept until dawn for the first time, but when he woke up, he was not refreshed as usual.
Everything he experienced yesterday was like a dream, which made him feel so unreal.
His gaze turned to the wall on the left.
There is still a clock left by the previous tenant on the wall, which looks a bit old.
At this moment, the hour hand on the top crossed the number 6. Although no movement could be seen, it still continued to move forward slowly.
It was less than two hours before the time he agreed with Singto.
He thought that he had already prepared his psychological preparation, but he still couldn't suppress a strong resistance.
Time always flies by too fast, often before you are ready for the day, a new day has to start again.
He really hates this feeling.
Nuan Nuan stared blankly at the clock, the second hand was speeding round and round on it, and the sky outside the window became brighter and brighter with the rotation of the second hand, even through the thick curtains, it was obvious Feel the change in weather.
knock knock --
There was a knock on the door.
This familiar rhythm should come from Yu Xia next door.
Even though every cell in his body seemed to be yelling for him to ignore it, Nuan Nuan still suppressed that abnormal desire.
He got up from the bed, and even adjusted his expression by the door to make sure he could laugh normally, before finally taking a deep breath and opening the door.
As expected, Yu Xia was standing at the door, but unexpectedly, besides her, there was another person at the door.
"Good morning." The man looked at him with a smile on his face, as if there was no awareness that the two of them were unfamiliar.
Nuan Nuan stared at him blankly, the smile on his face froze before it even opened: "Singto..."
Yu Xia scratched her head in embarrassment: "Well, the person who introduced the job directly brought him here, and Singto said that he forgot to leave your phone number... I was just about to go out, so I just brought him to you directly. Night, is it okay?"
She said so, Nuan Nuan couldn't care less.
He put away the astonishment on his face, and shook his head at Yu Xia: "It's okay, I made an appointment to meet him."
"That's good!" Yu Xia obviously breathed a sigh of relief.
She also knew that Nuan Nuan didn't like to be disturbed by others, and she finally felt relieved when she heard him say this: "Then... since you have successfully joined forces, I'll go out first?"
Nuan Nuan smiled and nodded to her: "I'm sorry to trouble you."
"It should be, I was negligent. I turned off the phone to silent at night and forgot to turn it back on. They couldn't get through the phone, so they came to the door directly." Yu Xia knew that Nuan Nuan didn't like to contact strangers, so at the friend who helped introduce the job, Didn't leave his phone number at all.
It's just that she didn't expect that Nuan Nuan didn't even tell Singto.
Needless to say polite words, Yu Xia quickly bid farewell to them and left.
In a blink of an eye, there were only the two of them left at the door.
Singto poked his head to look inside, and asked with a smile, "Is this where you live?"
Nuan Nuan was silent for a while, then let go of the hand that had been on the door, turned around and walked into the door.
He knew that without saying anything, Singto would follow.
Sure enough, as soon as he entered the door, Singto followed in and closed the door for him consciously.
Singto looked very curious, looked around for a while, and then said: "Compared to you, I feel a little too lazy."
This apartment is not big, a standard student single room with one bedroom and one bathroom, with at most a balcony and an isolated kitchenette.
But even in this small space, it still gives people an extremely empty feeling.
There wasn't much furniture in the room, and the big pieces that could be counted were nothing more than a wardrobe, a desk and a bed.
The closet was tightly closed, and no scattered clothes could be seen outside. The books and a laptop on the desk were also neatly arranged, as if they had never been touched.
If the quilt on the bed is not still wrinkled, this room really doesn't look like someone is living in it.
Depressingly clean.
Nuan Nuan didn't respond to his words, but directly changed the subject: "Didn't you say I'll go find you at 8 o'clock?"
When he was awake, he never dared to let himself be idle, and tidying up the room became one of the homework he had to do every day.
But living alone, lifeless, how can there be so many things to clean up.
So the more you clean up, the less popular you will be.
Nuan Nuan understands that this is not normal, so she doesn't want to talk about it.
Singto confessed without hesitation: "I was afraid that you would go back on your word, so I came here."
Such a blatant explanation is hard to refute.
Nuannuan was stunned for a moment, then whispered: "I won't go back on my word."
Singto nodded, and said with a smile: "I have nothing to do anyway, so it's good to just spend more time in this city."
Looking at him like this, Nuan Nuan couldn't help feeling a little astringent in his throat.
Since he moved here, only Jay and Yu Xia have been in his apartment.
Moreover, Yu Xia has always been very measured, and generally would not stay with him for too long.
Now a stranger suddenly came in, a stranger who looked like Kongphop, he was really uncomfortable.
"Sit down for a while, I'll clean up." Nuan Nuan pretended to be calm and said, opened the closet and took out the clothes to be changed, then turned and went into the bathroom.
Sure enough, the closet is always in order.
Singto didn't listen to what he said and sat down honestly, but looked around the room more carefully.
It was already bright outside, but the curtains were still tightly drawn in front of the French windows leading to the balcony, and only a few gleams of light came in, making the whole room look gloomy, even though the heating was sufficient, it seemed to be a little chilly.
Singto walked over, opened the curtains, and the morning sun shone in in bundles, instantly expelling the gloom in the room and flooding it with some vitality.
Sunshine has this kind of magical power, just lazily shining in, can make people feel warm and hopeful.
Singto opened the glass window, and the balcony was empty, except for a bare clothes rail, on which Nuan Nuan's clothes were still drying yesterday.
Singto sighed vaguely.
The cold air in the early spring morning swept through the window. He closed the window again, walked to the desk and sat down, only to find that there were reference books on translation on the desk.
Open it and have a look, it is densely packed with Nuan Nuan circle's handwriting, it seems that the utilization rate is not low.
But he was able to tidy up such a look as if no one had used it.
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