I say all wine is worse than you

This is a happy time that spring breeze has almost never had.

Compared with the previous residence, the new house is farther away from the penumbra, and the bus takes three stops, which is in the range of too close to walk by car.

So the bicycle came in handy again.

Chunfeng had already sold the bicycle that Lan sent earlier.Now this is a newly bought car, which is relatively tall and suitable for carrying people. There is also a big basket in front of the car, which is convenient for grocery shopping.

Chunfeng found that the standard for buying things now is not whether they look good or not, but whether they are practical or not.But she didn't have any resistance to this sudden switch to family life, but was always in high spirits.

For her, this is all a new experience.

Due to work reasons, Chunfeng can't get up until after ten o'clock in the morning, and eat this meal at home at noon.When she lived alone, she didn't have much thought about cooking, unless she had an occasional whim, she usually got rid of it with a bowl of noodles.

Now Shili came here. Before she found a new job, she stayed at home and had nothing to do. Not only did she take care of all the housework, but she also bought several cookbooks and began to think about learning how to cook, with great results.Basically, as soon as Chunfeng wakes up and washes up, he can start eating directly.

After dinner, the two of them will either stay at home, or go for a walk around the neighborhood together, watch a movie, or simply go to the supermarket to buy things that can be used at home.After sending Chunfeng off to work, Shili was playing with the computer at home.

She is a programmer. Although she has not found a regular job yet, after the two years since the launch of smart phones, the trend has gradually formed and replaced traditional mobile phones.The mobile terminal has brought a huge impact to the Internet industry, and it can be said that opportunities are almost everywhere.

The technical requirements for APPs that can be used on mobile phones are not so high. Shili once had research and development experience, and the work he did later was also related to this aspect. I am also very interested in this, so I also do some small programs part-time after work. It's a little extra money.

If it wasn't for this part-time job, which would be credited to the account every month, she wouldn't dare to hand over all her savings to the family, and would come to Beijing with nothing to worry about.

She wanted to welcome a new life with Ji Chunfeng, but she couldn't rely on him to support herself.

Dinner is eaten separately, but Shili sometimes goes to deliver food to Chunfeng, and brings some things such as croquettes for her colleagues to taste.So although the two insisted on cruelty to the dog, the people in the shop didn't have any objections, but envied them very much.

Les's circle is very chaotic, and most of them are messing around with the idea that there will be no tomorrow. There are not many people like Chunfeng and Shili who have settled down to live a stable life, but they are rare.

Although they may not be able to achieve a positive result, at least the current state is something that many people want and cannot achieve.

After twelve o'clock, Chunfeng got off work and rode ten miles to pick her up.After returning home, you can have another supper, talk, read a book, or play games for a while, and then hug each other and fall asleep together.

The days are uneventful, but every day is full of freshness.

Shili's road to finding a job was a bit bumpy.Opportunities are everywhere in Beijing, but there are more people who want to seize them.Talked to several companies, but couldn't decide on it in the end.After entering December, Shili simply planned to finish his part-time job first, and then go out to work after the Chinese New Year.

In this way, the state of mind and time seem to be much more generous.

After one snow after another, the New Year is ushered in.

Last year, the two also celebrated the New Year together, but their moods were different.The two get along better and better, and both plan to continue living together this year.But just in the twelfth lunar month, Chunfeng received a call from home, and her mother asked her to go home for the New Year.

Chunfeng was not very willing, because in the past year, her mother frequently mentioned her life-long events on the phone, and her words seemed to be arranged for her.Even if they go home, they will probably still quarrel and break up in the end.

But my mother is the only one in the family. She didn't go back last year, and it would be unreasonable not to go back this year.

The mother brought her up alone, so she couldn't help putting more effort into her. Although there were conflicts between mother and daughter, the relationship was also very deep.What's more, she is not alone in life, and there are so many eyes staring at her, she is even more unwilling to let her family become the focus of discussion after dinner.

She didn't avoid answering the phone, so Shili knew the situation very well.It is impossible for her to go home for the New Year, but she cannot stop the spring breeze.Chunfeng is different from her. She has long been disappointed with her family and wants to get rid of it, but Shili and her mother depend on each other for life. Although there are many conflicts, they actually depend on each other.

So this day, after Chunfeng hung up the phone again, she said, "It's only once a year, you should go back. You and your mother haven't seen each other for a long time, right?"

The last time Chunfeng went back to Linzhou to find her, he didn't go home to avoid trouble.

Chunfeng asked her, "Then you go back too?"

"I'll forget it. I've only been away from home for a few months, and it's too troublesome to go back. And this program in my hand has to be done quickly. I'll stay and hurry up and hand it over before the Chinese New Year." Shili said.

Chunfeng didn't know that she had already had a showdown with her family, and Shili never showed any clues in front of her.

She didn't want Chunfeng to feel pressured because of her "paying", and even went to a showdown with her family.After all, the situations of the two are not the same, and they cannot be treated together.

"Then we won't be able to see each other for a while." Chunfeng was a little disappointed.If Shili also went back, and they were both in Linzhou, it would be easy to go out and meet up, and the feeling of parting would not be so strong.

Shili touched her face, "At most half a month."

Indeed, the Spring Festival holiday is only open for seven days in the country. Even if Penumbra can give more holidays, it will not exceed half a month. After all, they still have to open their doors for business.

After deciding to go home, Chunfeng suddenly became clingy.

In fact, after returning from Shili this time, Chunfeng behaved completely differently from before.She would often run over to stay by her side when she was doing things in Shili, taking pictures of her, hugging and kissing such small gestures were never a lot.Shili likes this kind of dependence that seems like nothing. For her, this feeling of being cared about and needed is very important.

But now, the ambiguity is becoming more and more apparent.Sometimes when Shili raised her head from her busy schedule, she would find that Chunfeng was not far away looking at her with focused eyes.Every day when I go out and come back, Chunfeng will also get tired of her for a while, such as "I miss you", "You are so beautiful", "I like you so much", which are rarely said before, are more often talked about.

The most obvious thing is that between the beds, the spring breeze has become more and more enthusiastic.

It's not a little farewell, it's better than a newlywed.

……

On the 25th of the twelfth lunar month, Chunfeng boarded the plane home.The air ticket was bought at Shili, just to save the dozen disappearances on the road, so that the two can stay together for an extra day.

After sending people away, when I returned home ten miles away, when I opened the door and entered the house, I felt that the house was so deserted.

It may be because Chunfeng usually has too much sense of presence. In the next few days, Du Shili was still not used to her leaving, and always subconsciously felt that there were people around him.

When cooking, I will habitually cook for two people, take two sets of utensils when serving the meal, and when I see interesting news, I will subconsciously call "Spring Breeze" and want to share it with her...often after these things are done , she was slightly taken aback, came back to her senses, and realized that Chunfeng had already returned home.

Habit is a very terrible thing, Shili knows it.But she didn't expect that in just three months, Ji Chunfeng had already become a habit engraved in her bones and blood, as if this kind of life had passed for such a long time.

Even though the two of them are talking on the phone and sending WeChat every day, Shili still has an unbearable feeling.

One person's Spring Festival can't help but seem deserted. Although Chunfeng bought a lot of New Year's goods with her before Chunfeng left, Shili didn't have much interest in dealing with it, and most of them were left there intact.

Fortunately, this trance in life has not been carried over to work.

In other words, in order to avoid thinking about Ji Chunfeng all the time, Shili focused most of his attention on his work, so that the results were remarkable.Not only overfulfilled the scheduled work, but also completed some parts that were only listed in the plan ahead of schedule.

On the night of the New Year's Eve, she pulled herself together, prepared a large table of dishes, and then took photos and sent them to Chunfeng.

Chunfeng obviously felt that he owed her and chatted with her all night.At first, I was typing, and then I turned on the voice when I returned to the room.With the company of another person's voice, I don't feel so lonely.

Later, the topic turned to Chunfeng's mother somehow.

After Chunfeng returned this time, she was forced to participate in a blind date that she had agreed upon a long time ago.Chunfeng mentioned this matter before, but in order to avoid thinking about it for ten miles, he just passed it by and told her that there would be no such problems in the future.Shili believed that she should have had a quarrel with her mother, but she didn't ask if Chunfeng didn't say anything.

At this moment, I suddenly said that Chunfeng forgot to keep it secret for a moment, so she brought this matter up, "I always feel that I am a work of art to her, and everything must be done according to her ideas. Otherwise, it will be a failure." Yes. Even arranging a blind date, I have to ask her to watch him grow up. What is this? And if he is really a good person, it’s fine. That person is in the same school as me, and he started hanging around outside in junior high school. He is very messy. My mother still doesn't listen to what she says, she only believes in her own eyes, what others say is wrong."

When it comes to the end, there is already a bit of gnashing of teeth.

"Did you quarrel?" Shili asked.

Chunfeng came to his senses and quickly covered it up, "It's not because of this, I will quarrel about other things too. If I stay with her for more than a day, I will definitely quarrel."

"There are still a few days left, just go with Renren." Shili comforted her, "Your mother may feel that you are too far away from her and feel insecure. After all, elderly people are similar to children and have a dependent mentality. "

"I know..." Chunfeng sighed, "But this matter cannot be compromised."

She hesitated again and again, before she mentioned another matter, "By the way, Shili, my house may be demolished."

Shili was taken aback for a moment, "That's a good thing, what should I say specifically?"

"It's the renovation of the old city. The old building was pushed to build an elevator room. In addition to a set of relocated houses, there is also compensation." Chunfeng said, "My mother asked me to come back, saying that the house demolished was written in my name, and the compensation was paid. You can open a store for me."

She hadn't planned to mention this matter to Shili on New Year's Eve, but now that it's come to this point, there's no point in hiding it.

Of course she didn't agree, but she couldn't find a reason for her refusal.My mother, on the grounds that she is getting older, hopes that her only child will stay with her, and she will consider everything for her.The most important thing is that without Chunfeng's knowledge, she has publicized this matter to everyone. In this case, Chunfeng really doesn't know how to say no.

This matter was brought up after the blind date failed, so Chunfeng always felt coerced, and he had been very irritable for the past few days, but he just endured and did not explode.Speaking to Shili at this moment, this emotion can't be concealed.

Shili obviously did not expect this situation, and fell silent.

She knew that Chunfeng did not shake the relationship between the two, and she would not be tempted by this condition. What bound her was always other things—the mother's expectation, the sight and discussion of neighbors.

In that small city, the four words of fearsome words seem to be magnified to the limit.Because of Chunfeng's father, their family has been the object of criticism from neighbors for many years. This kind of experience made her have an urgent need for a "normal life", and she did not want to be a talking point for others.

After a while, Shili said slowly, "Then what do you think?"