I say all wine is worse than you

Although Du Shili had decided not to go to Beijing for the time being, since Chunfeng had asked for leave, he didn't intend to just go back.

After all, she and Shili had just settled down and had intimate contact again. It was the stage when she was shy and wanted to be close psychologically. It was inseparable. It was absolutely impossible for him to leave now.

Two days later is the weekend, and Shili is going to attend a wedding banquet.The banquet is held in the village of my hometown in the country, and it will take a whole day to go back and forth.

After Chunfeng heard about it, he wanted to follow.

The bride at the wedding banquet was the one who asked Chunfeng to purchase items, and she was the matchmaker for the two of them. If Chunfeng hadn't misunderstood her, maybe she couldn't make up her mind to recover Shili.

But the couple's family is related to both the Du family and the Ji family. Maybe they will meet someone they know well at the wedding. When Shili heard Chunfeng's request, he said, "Are you sure? Maybe we will meet your relatives at that time." , and maybe even run into your mother."

As she spoke, she looked at Chunfeng's expression.

Chunfeng hesitated for a moment, and flinched a little at the thought, but finally pinched one of her fingers and shook it lightly, "But I want to be with you."

She came back for Shili. She lived at home these few days and spent almost all of her time thinking about what to eat for three meals a day.It's not appropriate to leave her here alone.Shili rubbed her hair, "Then follow."

But before going out, Chunfeng still called home to make sure that his mother had other things to do this day and would not come to the wedding. She had already asked someone to bring a gift money, so she changed her clothes and went out with a sense of relief.

Because the place is in the countryside, it is necessary to take an urban and rural bus.The country roads are not easy to walk, and there are a lot of people in the car. After the seats are full, small stools are added in the aisle, and the car is packed to the brim.Even so, there were several stops on the road, and several groups of people crowded up.

Chunfeng and Shili came early and took up two seats.There was a small bench next to them. Sitting on it was a 70-[-]-year-old grandma who was fat and precariously sitting on the bench. The car swayed as soon as the car drove and nearly fell down several times. , Seeing Chunfeng tremble with fear.

When the car stopped again to pick up someone, she gave him a hand, "Grandma, please sit with me."

As he said that, he was about to stand up and get out of the way. Du Shili reached out from behind and grabbed her waist, then pulled her back, let her sit on his lap, and made room for her.Chunfeng looked back at her, pursed his lips and smiled very restrainedly, but secretly shook Shili's hand.

Seeing that the seat was vacant, the grandma sat down after a few polite words, and finally she was able to stretch her body.

There was not much space between the seats of the passenger car, and it was a bit crowded for Chunfeng and Shilisisi to squeeze in, but the feeling of being close to each other was indescribably warm and sweet.Perhaps the advantage of having a girlfriend is that, even if you are so close in public, no one will look at you.

Chunfeng also took several photos in this pose with great interest.

Now she likes to take pictures of herself and Shili more and more.Maybe it's because I have lost and parted before, so I cherish the reunion now and want to keep these time together.She even felt a little regretful that she left in a hurry and didn't bring her mirrorless camera with her.

Du Shili's legs went numb when he got off the car, and he walked in a strange posture for a while before recovering.Not only did Ji Chunfeng not feel distressed, but he kept following her and took pictures of her walking, which made Shili annoyed and funny.

October is already the harvest season in the countryside, and the rice fields along the way have been harvested, leaving only neatly arranged stubble in the fields.Most of the terrain in the south is flat, and you can see far away at a glance. The world is open and the autumn wind is coming, which makes people feel refreshed.

It was not until she could see the crowd gathering and heard the noise coming from a distance that Ji Chunfeng suddenly remembered a very crucial question. She stopped, turned around and asked Shili with a slight frown, "That...does your family also Want to come?"

"Yes, are you afraid?" Shili nodded, and then asked her back.

Chunfeng was a little bit scared, but since it's all here, he can only grit his teeth and say, "What are you afraid of, just say that I'm your colleague, and come along for dinner."

Seeing that she didn't think much at all, Shili didn't know whether to be happy or smile wryly.But this matter has already been decided, so she didn't think too much, and pulled people over.It turned out that it was easy to find someone in this rowdy crowd, but not too difficult to hide from anyone.

Banquets in the countryside are always very lively, people from the whole village come to help, children are running and chasing and playing in the yard, adults gather in twos and threes to talk, and there are two tables where a game of gambling is held. There are many spectators around on the first floor... As for the people in the room, there are even more people, people who come in and out are looking at the bride and her dowry, and discussing with the people in the same group in a low voice.

On the contrary, Chunfeng was touched by this scene.

Even if she and Du Shili were able to live happily together, they would never be able to celebrate with wine and hold a wedding so that everyone could witness their happiness.

People are so contradictory.She didn't really want to get married at all, and she didn't think she was ready to take on the other things that marriage added, but whether she wanted to be was one thing, and whether she could be was another.Chunfeng thought about it for himself, and felt that this should be the difference between whether he had the initiative or not.Only by grasping the initiative, advancing, attacking, retreating, and defending, can we have a sufficient sense of security.

Thinking about it this way, he felt that it would be a better choice not to marry Du Shili.

Is there any more aggressive and defensive state than "always in love but not married"?

Strange to say, she may not have the courage to spend her whole life running a family, but if she is only with Du Shili, Chunfeng feels that there will be no problem at all, and she has no pressure on maintaining this long-term relationship.

"What are you thinking?" Seeing that she was in a daze, Du Shili asked.

Chunfeng said, "Have you ever thought about what your wedding will look like?"

"Of course I've thought about it," Shili said, "I might choose to go to Holland or Belgium to register, find a small church, invite a few guests who may not know me at all, hold a small but grand ceremony, and then do it there by the way. Honeymoon travel. If you have a long enough vacation and budget, then go to other European countries."

Ji Chunfeng was dumbfounded when he heard this, but he never thought that Du Shili would really think about it!And thinking so carefully, maybe even calculated how long and how much it will cost.

She wanted to ask Shili who she wanted to marry at the time, but in the end she didn't ask.

"What about you?" Shili asked her.

Chunfeng shook her head, and subconsciously looked back at the main room filled with all kinds of pretending. She knew at a very young age that marriage not only has such excitement, but also the pain and despair of her father's domestic violence. People gathered and discussed in low voices.

She didn't understand many of the words at the time, but the subconscious fear has continued to this day.

When she was about to leave after the banquet, Chunfeng met two acquaintances, but the other party didn't recognize her at all, and passed her by without looking sideways.She was a little embarrassed, but more fortunate.When Du Shili came out to say goodbye to his master, he immediately dragged her away quickly.

The car on the way back was much more spacious, there were enough seats for one person, so Chunfeng had to pretend to be tired, resting his head on Shili's shoulder, and then heard Shili ask, "Did you buy the ticket to go back?"

Only then did she suddenly realize that this was already the fifth day of her vacation, and after a week of vacation, she should leave tomorrow night at the latest, taking into account the time it would take on the way back.

The time spent with Shili is only these twenty hours.

"I don't want to go." She buried her face in Shili's shoulder, playing tricks.

Shili raised his hand and patted her on the head, "Be good, don't make trouble."

Chunfeng raised his face to look at her aggrieved, "Won't you be reluctant to part with me?" Shili lowered her head, only to find that her eye circles were red.

"Today's parting is for tomorrow's reunion." She comforted casually.

But in fact, in his heart, Du Shili believed in Bei Dao's poem: You did not return as scheduled, and that is the meaning of parting.

For every step of her life, she has thoughtful plans, so she can accept any result calmly.Such meticulousness is actually precisely because of her pessimism in her heart—she never believes that she can get the best, so losing is a matter of course.

But Ji Chunfeng came, so this time, Shili wanted to reach out and grab her.

For this purpose, there are too many issues for her to consider besides her own emotions, and she can't take care of them for a while.

It's just that such a reaction was too indifferent in Chunfeng's view.She couldn't help but raised her hand and pinched Shili's face, "Is there really no reluctance at all?"

"Of course not, but didn't we agree?" Shili said, "You go back to work in peace of mind, and I will take care of my affairs, and then we will be able to meet. Only three months, time flies quickly of."

"I always feel like you're planting a flag."

"What flag?" Shili was slightly taken aback, and then realized that she meant to set up a flag.She turned around and thought for a while, this sentence did have such a meaning, she couldn't help laughing, "You read too many anime and novels, how can there be so many changes in your life?"