I say all wine is worse than you

Linzhou is located in the south, and the weather in October is still very warm.Ji Chunfeng walked in the sun, but felt cold all over.

When I came here, I acted on impulse, without careful thought and arrangement.But she had also thought countless times, what would it be like to see Du Shili again?It's just that no matter what kind of guessing it is, it's not as painful as the reality hit on the face.

Du Shili no longer loves her.

No, in other words, this matter has nothing to do with love or not.

Although to her, Du Shili's departure seemed abrupt and hasty, she was not prepared at all, and she didn't know why it happened from the beginning to the end, but Du Shili had thought clearly and had enough determination.

Taking advantage of the spring breeze in a daze, Du Shili had already walked out of the house quickly.Chunfeng wanted to catch up, but considering that this was Shili's company, he finally stopped.

But she didn't go either.In fact, she didn't know what else she could do if she continued to stay, but this time when Chunfeng returned to Linzhou, she felt like she was going to die, and it was impossible to accept going back like this.

She didn't even want to go home, so she could only stay here.

After Du Shili got off work, he walked out of the building and saw Chunfeng squatting at the door.

She faltered, then turned around and strode forward, trying to pretend she didn't see it.But when Ji Chunfeng saw her, he immediately got up and chased after her.He seemed to want to speak but didn't dare, and only glanced at her cautiously.

Du Shili turned to look at her, and she immediately lowered her head, as if she knew she was wrong.But when Du Shili continued to walk forward, she continued to keep up, looking helplessly, it was really pitiful.

Even though he had made up his mind, Du Shili still couldn't bear to see her like this.

Ji Chunfeng's coming to Linzhou was a huge shock to her after all.

It was precisely because Chunfeng went to Beijing for her last time that Du Shili was moved and fell into this love disaster.She had made up her mind that she would never let such a long-distance determination be disappointed.

The moves are not afraid of being old, as long as they work.

Ji Chunfeng always knows how to handle her weakness.

She walked to the bus station in silence, got on the bus in silence, and returned to Du Shili's residence in silence.She was only thankful that she had rented a house outside after joining the job and did not live at home, otherwise it would definitely not be a wise choice to bring Ji Chunfeng back like this.

The two ate at a small restaurant near Du Shili's residence.In such a place, the food is naturally not very delicious, that is, it can be eaten, and the seasoning is extremely heavy.But both of them were absent-minded, so they couldn't taste much.

After eating, Shili didn't get up and leave immediately, but said involuntarily, "Do you still have work in Beijing? Stay here for one night today, and go back early tomorrow."

Chunfeng raised his head to look at her, with an obvious panic on his face.She didn't open her mouth to refute, but this demeanor made Shili unable to resist.

She asked with difficulty, "Is there a place to live?"

Chunfeng shook his head quickly.

Shili finally took the man home.After entering the room, Ji Chunfeng felt a little restrained, sitting on the sofa with his back straightened, his head lowered, and he was unusually quiet and well-behaved.

But Du Shili, who went into the kitchen on the pretext of getting a drink, was in a state of confusion, leaning on the refrigerator for a moment, lost in thought, unable to do anything about his unprincipled concession.Who called that person Ji Chunfeng?

After adjusting her mentality, she brought out the juice, but saw that Ji Chunfeng had already taken off the guitar he was carrying and was plucking the strings indiscriminately.She sat far away, and didn't ask Chunfeng when he started learning musical instruments.

Chunfeng looked up at her, paused for a moment, then lowered his head and began to play.

The melody, which was just over a minute long, was played quickly, and the spring breeze circulated several times, and then gradually stopped, without raising his head, he said, "I suddenly heard this piece of music that day, and I don't know why it suddenly felt so special. I want to learn, and I want to play it to you after I have learned it. Shili, I'm sorry..."

As she spoke, tears rolled down her cheeks, and although she tried her best to endure, she still let out a low sob.

Probably because she knew someone was still there, she restrained herself even when she cried, and she didn't really cry out, but kept sobbing very hard, which made Du Shili feel very uncomfortable.

She stayed for a moment before saying, "I never blamed you."

Although the pain and entanglement of love has existed in her heart for a long time, from the beginning to the end, Du Shili only thought that it was her own business and had nothing to do with Ji Chunfeng. In the end, she decided that it was impossible for the two of them to get together, and it was her decision to quit. one's decision.

Ji Chunfeng just didn't meet her expectations, he didn't do anything wrong, and he didn't feel sorry for her.

Ji Chunfeng was certainly not qualified in this relationship that hadn't started yet, but she, Du Shili, hadn't tried hard to fight for it. If she was sure it wasn't suitable, she withdrew. What right did she have to blame others?

Ji Chunfeng finally turned his head and looked at her with teary eyes. In order not to cry, she frowned, obviously trying to restrain herself.That look was definitely not pretty, but Du Shili's heart seemed to have been soaked in her tears, sour and astringent, and he couldn't breathe.

In such emotions, she heard Ji Chunfeng say, "Shili, you... love me again, okay?"

Although she and Ji Chunfeng already knew very clearly about each other's feelings in the tacit understanding of getting along, but from the beginning to the end, no one said anything about it.It happened that when Ji Chunfeng decided to make amends, he tore away the veil that was better than nothing.

She loved Ji Chunfeng.

No... Du Shili looked up at the ceiling, thinking helplessly that she was still hopelessly in love with this man.

There is no switch called love in the human body, and it can end when it is turned off.

But maybe it was because Ji Chunfeng ran back to find her on purpose, showed such a clear gesture of retention, and instead gave the initiative to her, so she seemed to risk everything, but Du Shili was much calmer than her.

"You can't do it." She was silent for a while before she said, "I gave you a chance. It's too late now, I don't believe you anymore. None of us can really do anything for 'love', Since you missed it, just keep going wrong."

That's right... In the final analysis, the reason why she really chose to give up was that they were not sure that they would have a future together.

So Ji Chunfeng did not dare to accept her, but Du Shili himself did not think about fighting for her.

There are too many things lying between them, and it is too difficult to cross them.Whether she is Ji Chunfeng or Ji Chunfeng, they have to pay too much, and maybe they will lose a lot, which may not be something they can afford.

That being the case, letting go is good for both of you.

This is kindness to Ji Chunfeng and to herself.

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