I say all wine is worse than you

After Qixi Festival, Meizi asked for a few days off.

Ji Chunfeng worked with her for a few months, and it was no problem to process the ingredients and throw them in for cooking without the need to prepare the brine by herself. So during this time, she held two jobs, and even extended her working hours. many.

Meizi didn't reveal in advance why she asked for leave. After returning, she immediately pulled Ji Chunfeng and said, "Look at my face, is there anything different?"

Chunfeng looked at it inexplicably for a long time, but felt that there was no difference.But looking at Meizi's expression, the answer obviously cannot be said that way.So she thought about it for a while, and then gave a panacea answer with some hesitation, "You look more energetic than before?"

Meizi clapped her hands on her chest, "Awesome! I opened the corners of my eyes, and it feels completely different from before, right?" Then she took out a small mirror from her bag and looked around.

Chunfeng found the right direction, and looked carefully for a while, and then felt that her eyes seemed to be a little different from before.

She hastily made amends, seized on this point and boasted a few times, which made Meizi smile, and then she breathed a sigh of relief.

Meizi didn't understand her entanglement at all, she was still looking at herself in the mirror, appraising for a while before saying uncertainly, "I think my chin needs to be fine-tuned, what do you think?"

Although he has seen a lot of advertisements, this is the first time Ji Chunfeng has seen an example of plastic surgery in reality, so he said honestly, "I don't understand this, so I don't make random ideas."

"That's right." Meizi glanced at her and nodded.

Ji Chunfeng didn't even put on makeup, so it was really embarrassing to discuss this with her.

Fortunately, although Meizi has a kind of fanciful self-confidence in herself, it is not the kind of temperament that insists on being recognized by others, and she has no interest in meddling in other people's lifestyles.So she didn't mean to preach to Ji Chunfeng's "not seeking to make progress".

This kind of just right is what Ji Chunfeng likes her most, and it is also the fundamental reason why the two can get along happily.

However, she soon discovered that Meizi's change was not limited to her appearance.

Perhaps the change of people originally started from a small place.Just like the story in "Han Feizi" quoted in "Historical Records": "Zhou is an elephant chopsticks, Jizi sighed and said: If it is an elephant chopsticks, it must be a jade cup; if it is a jade cup, you must think of rare and strange things in the distance and control it. Since then, the palace of the horse has gradually begun, and it cannot be revived."

Meizi began to pay attention to her appearance, so she carried a full set of cosmetics in her bag. She was worried that the kitchen fume would affect her skin, and she was afraid that the oil stains on the dishes would damage her hands... Chunfeng had a feeling, In her heart, this little back kitchen couldn't hold it anymore.

In September, Meizi went for chin fine-tuning surgery, and then in October, she made a girlfriend, a frequent customer of the Penumbra Bar, a strong woman in her 30s.Chunfeng has seen them get along, and compared to lovers, she feels that the relationship between the two is more like being taken care of.

What made her uncomfortable the most was that Meizi began to describe to Chunfeng the details of her love life, showing off the luxury goods her girlfriend bought for her.

The impact of this incident on Chunfeng is not insignificant.She was not sure whether this was an objective fact or a conclusion she had surmised maliciously, and she didn't like this change either.

Ji Chunfeng is a very contradictory person. He knows that many things in this world will not last long, but he hopes to see things that remain unchanged; he is a person who follows the trend, but he has some persistence that is not worth mentioning.

She felt that Meizi was on the wrong path, but she didn't know how to persuade her.

In the third year of entering the society, Ji Chunfeng has already understood the cruelty of the adult world, and it is a taboo to easily comment on other people's lifestyles.

It wasn't just her who saw this.This day, Chunfeng was cleaning up the bar with Yaya, and saw Meizi being picked up by his girlfriend who drove up with a happy face, so he said casually, "The back kitchen is hiring again." The tone was normal, as if he had watched this too much kind of thing, so get used to it.

After she finished speaking, she turned her head and saw Chunfeng looking at her, and asked, "Why this expression?"

"Aren't you touched at all?" Chunfeng asked.

Yaya turned her head and glanced outside the door, and when she looked at Chunfeng again, her face straightened, "Do you know why Meizi came to Beijing?"

Chunfeng shook her head. She and Meizi were just colleagues. They had known each other for a short time, so it was impossible to raise such a question.Besides, do you have to have any goals when you come to Beijing?

"She wants to be a big star." Yaya said, "But as you can see, her qualifications in all aspects are very ordinary. Although she has a bit of talent in singing and dancing, she is far from a professional background. When she is thrown into the entertainment circle, the water splashes Not one. That person..." She lifted her chin towards the empty door, "It's someone in the circle, and I don't know what it does, but she can give Meizi a chance."

"Although I don't think her choice is right, not everyone can be so desperate for their own goals. From this point of view, I quite hope she can succeed." Yaya smiled, "No matter in the future Well, at least she walked in."

"But..." Chunfeng felt that Meizi's so-called ideal might have gone bad.At least she doesn't feel that those luxuries are part of her ideals.

But Chunfeng didn't say these words in the end.She didn't know why Meizi was so undisguised in front of her, but she still didn't want these words to come out of her mouth.So this doubt, brought to the way back from get off work.

Du Shili, who came to pick her up, noticed the silence and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Tell me, why can one person openly show their black material to another person?" She didn't think that she had a relationship with Meizi to this point, and she didn't think that Meizi didn't hide it because she trusted her.

Du Shili turned his head and glanced at her, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Probably because... I feel safe? Just like those who can tell strangers what's on their minds, because they know that the person in front of them will not affect their lives." Influenced, you can speak without any scruples."

"It makes sense." Chunfeng smiled wryly, it turned out that he was so harmless in the eyes of others.She sighed softly, "Why do some people do whatever it takes to achieve a goal?"

It is difficult for her to understand this choice as she muddled along.

Du Shili's complexion changed slightly, but Ji Chunfeng, who was sitting in the back seat of the car, couldn't see him, he could only hear her say, "Maybe it's because I want too little and paid too much, so I can only grit my teeth and continue to invest. "

"Even if you don't look like yourself?"

"Perhaps this goal has become a kind of support. Once you give up, you may even lose your 'self'." Du Shili's steady voice showed a ripple, "Chunfeng, you were desperate for one thing. ?"

Chunfeng shook his head, "No, and I don't hope there will be such a day." Seeing Meizi, Ji Chunfeng couldn't imagine that one day he would become like her.For her, there is nothing to hold on to.If it is not suitable, just give up, there is no need to force it.

"Really?" Du Shili raised her head and looked forward. The bicycle was passing through the city lights, heading for an invisible distance in the darkness. After a while, she said softly, "Me too."