I say all wine is worse than you

Ji Chunfeng couldn't tell whether it was a good time to get together or break up with Nalan after the trouble had reached this level.

However, she felt that with Nalan's intelligence, she shouldn't be looking for trouble for nothing, and the relationship between each other should stop here.

That's fine.

It's not that she is not sad, Chunfeng asked herself, her feelings for Nalan may not be to the point of being desperately in love, but since she regards the other party as someone who can communicate, of course it is not dispensable.What's more, being betrayed is not so easy for anyone to accept.

Those vows of eternal love, sympathy, those sweet words of love, those tenderness and flattery, are all fake, how terrible?

It's just that what Ji Chunfeng is most tired of is pestering.If during the gloomy childhood, the mother had been able to be tough and had made a clear resolution with her father earlier, maybe her life would have been different.She can't change the past, she can only try not to let herself become this kind of person.

When it is broken, it will be chaotic.

Separated from Nalan, Chunfeng originally planned to go back to his residence, but when he reached the intersection, he saw Du Shili waiting outside from a distance.Only then did she remember that she just left with Nalan. In Shili's eyes, she might only think that she was bewitched by Nalan. She couldn't be at ease anyway, and she would definitely come and have a look.

Chunfeng hesitated on the spot for a moment, and finally slipped away in a hopeless manner.

She heard the conversation between Nalan and Shili, and of course she understood Du Shili's thoughts about her.Just like what she told Na Lan, she doesn't want to face this problem for the time being, because she hasn't figured out how to deal with it yet.So before that, Chunfeng was not willing to meet her.

Coming out of the intersection, Chunfeng sent a text message to Shili.

"I've finished talking with Na Lan, and I've made it clear. Thank you for protecting me, but it's really unnecessary. I'll deal with these problems myself."

After typing, Chunfeng deliberated for a moment, and made sure that all the thanks he wanted to express had been written in, but he didn't make it too obvious, and still maintained the "sense of distance" between each other, before pressing the send button.

After a while, I received a reply, only three words, "Understood."

Then, in the dark, Chunfeng saw Shili passing by in front of him on a bicycle and turning into the park, and he was relieved.But for some reason, what was left in the deepest part of my heart was an unspeakable sadness.

Although he said that he had to think about how to deal with the relationship with Du Shili, in fact, Ji Chunfeng instinctively refused to think about this issue.

She stood in the shadows for a long time, and finally did not choose to return to her residence, but took a bus and went to the city.Standing in front of the "Penumbra" door, Ji Chunfeng stared at the signboard carefully for a long time, and gradually tasted an unspeakable taste from these two words.

The most beautiful explanation she has ever heard about homosexuality is that there are three kinds of people in this world, male, female, and female. My lost half body has nothing to do with gender, I just want to find the person who suits me best.

But in this world, how many people can hold the hands of those around them and say firmly, "This is my other half"?

When she sat down at the bar, Yaya asked her, "Why did you stand at the door for so long?"

"I think the name of this store is very interesting." Chunfeng said.

Yaya laughed, "Broken in love?"

"Huh?" Chunfeng was half surprised and half flustered, "How do you know?"

"Only a broken-hearted person would use your expression to mention the name of this store." Yaya pointed to the bar, "There are countless people sitting here every day, I am used to observing everyone, and I can tell more or less Some." She paused, and put the mixed wine in front of Chunfeng, "Besides, you didn't come with Nalan today."

Chunfeng bowed his head and smiled, yes, sometimes he thinks he is covering it up very well, but in fact the whole world can see it.

She took a sip of her wine and suddenly thought of a question, so she asked, "Didn't you say this store has only been open for a few months?" But looking at Yaya's appearance, it felt as if she had been in this business for many years.

Yaya said casually, "This store has only been open for a few months, but there are other stores!"

Seeing that Chunfeng was stunned, she smiled and said, "How big do you think Beijing is?" She pointed to Chunfeng and then to herself, "There are 2000 million people in Beijing, but people like us are still a minority. The circle is too small, so after you hang around for a long time, you will find out that you know everyone.”

"That...isn't it embarrassing?" Chunfeng asked.

Although she was vague, Yaya understood, "It's good to get used to it. It's like this when the circle is small. The girl who saw you today is likely to be your ex-girlfriend. When we meet, we should Whatever we do, that’s why people say that our circle is messed up. Think about it, we’re talking about people we know, and with the rekindling of old friendships and reunions, even we ourselves feel that it’s a mess. No wonder people think that homosexuality is promiscuity without moral ethics."

"It's better than going out and hurting others, right?" Chunfeng pursed his lips.

Yaya nodded, "You are a sensible person. But, to be honest, there are quite a few people who have the idea of ​​enjoying themselves in time. After all, in our circle, it is too difficult to find someone who truly loves each other and lives a long life. "

Chunfeng savored the four words "timely carpe diem", and suddenly smiled, isn't this her?

She smashed the wine glass in front of Yaya, "Have another glass."

Another guest came over, Yaya turned around to greet her, and Chunfeng leaned against the bar to drink alone.

Because of the layout of the bar, the position of the bar counter is always very eye-catching.Therefore, people sitting here will generally turn their bodies sideways, so that it is convenient for people in the field to look at them, and it is also convenient for others to look at themselves.So it is often defaulted to be the position where you want to "approximately".But Ji Chunfeng was not. She sat there with her back to the crowd, drinking wine in a lonely way, and she could tell at a glance that she was drunk, and no one came back to disturb her, so she was clean instead.

After a while, the guest next to her left, Yaya came back again, Chunfeng turned the wine glass in his hand, and suddenly asked her, "Na Lan...do you know her too?"

"of course."

"What kind of person is she?" Chunfeng asked.

Yaya smiled, "You don't know what kind of person she is?"

Chunfeng thought about it carefully, then shook his head, "I really don't know. It's ridiculous to think about it. Unfortunately, just a few hours ago, I thought the two of us got along very well, even if we weren't model lovers. It turns out that It's just that each other made the atmosphere very lively, and no one was willing to show their sincerity."

She said laughing to herself.

Yaya waited for her to finish laughing before saying, "Nalan is the model of carpe gratification as I said before, so it's not a pity to split up, I want to open up."

Chunfeng seems to understand a little bit why he and Nalan can get along.Then I heard Yaya say, "Although I don't know what her family does, I can guess that it should be a very traditional age. When she reaches her age, she will definitely be arranged to get married. It is probably because of this, so while she is still free, Enjoy it, of course.”

"What about you?" Chunfeng stared at her bartending hands, and after this abrupt question, said, "Your hands are so beautiful, and your bartending movements are also very handsome."

With such a compliment, even the previous question would not seem too rude.Yaya smiled, "Although the reason of 'the general environment is like this, I am also forced to help' is a panacea, but I always feel that everyone has a steelyard in their hearts. So when I do things, I just want to be worthy Your own conscience. What about you?"

"Me?" Chunfeng said without hesitation, "I won't get married."

This answer doesn't even have anything to do with whether the person she likes is a man or a woman. Chunfeng is against marriage from the bottom of her heart.

"why?"

Chunfeng originally thought that the answer to this question would be difficult to give, but she soon discovered that it was only because she hadn't thought about it. As long as she thought about it seriously, she could easily come to the conclusion, "Marriage needs to be responsible."

She finally understood why she could accept Na Lan but not Du Shili.

Although she hadn't analyzed it in detail, she could tell instinctively that she didn't need to be responsible when she was with Na Lan, because neither of them was serious.But Du Shili is different, she likes someone, she must do it from the bottom of her heart.

But Ji Chunfeng couldn't afford it.