[Net Wang] If it was you

Christmas in Hokkaido is white.

The sky is covered with snowflakes, and the roads and buildings are dressed in silver, which is very beautiful; the neon lights are dotted with glittering lights, full of romantic fantasy; cheerful Christmas songs are sung in the streets and alleys, filled with the atmosphere of Christmas.

Most of the people coming and going around were couples. On the noisy street at night, Yukimura and Eri walked arm in arm on the street, their gestures were intimate but not conspicuous.

Yukimura's left hand was wrapped around Eri's right hand, and it was warm in his coat pocket.

"Om-"

Yukimura's phone was vibrating, he took out the phone with his right hand to see the caller ID, it was his sister Lain calling.

"Hello, Lingyin."

Sister Yukimura's very energetic voice came from the microphone: "Brother, merryChristmas!"

"Heh, thank you Lain, merryChristmas." Hearing his sister's voice, Yukimura naturally showed his affection for her sister.

Yukimura Lingyin pretended to complain: "Brother is not at home this time, and my Christmas present is missing!"

"I'm sorry, Lingyin, brother will go back and make it up for you."

Hearing what her brother said, Yukimura Lingyin immediately climbed up: "Then I'll ask my sister-in-law to pick one! My sister-in-law's taste in picking gifts is much better than yours!"

Yukimura was so disliked by his younger sister, he said aggrievedly: "Brother chooses gifts for Lain carefully every year? Isn't Lain very happy?"

Lingyin snickered: "With the comparison between sister-in-law and sister-in-law, it's time to see who is better! You can't blame me for such an obvious result."

The bracelet that my brother brought back from France last time, Lain Yukimura liked it very much, but it was obviously not his style. According to my brother, it was chosen by her future sister-in-law.

Regarding her brother's choice, Lain Yin has always supported her brother unconditionally, not to mention emotional issues.She believes that the one who can be liked by her brother must be a good woman who is one in a million.

"I won't tell you anymore, I want to talk to my sister-in-law~ Is she by the side?"

"Well, she's here, Lain, wait a minute," Yukimura said, handing the phone to Eri beside him, and beckoning her with a smile.

Eri pointed at herself, Yukimura nodded.

Although Eri knew about Yukimura's younger sister who just went to junior high school, she had never met her. She didn't know what attitude she had towards her, so she took the phone with some trepidation in her heart, and said in a gentle and friendly way: "Hello, I'm Nagano Eri .”

"Sister-in-law, I'm Yukimura Rein, sister-in-law just calls me Lain~ Happy holidays!"

The title 'sister-in-law' made Eri a little embarrassed, but it also showed that sister Yukimura did not reject her. Eri calmed down a little, and said with a smile: "Lingyin too, Merry Christmas. What can I do for you?"

"It's okay, I just want to hear sister-in-law's voice. By the way, sister-in-law, when will you and brother come back?"

"I'll go back the day after tomorrow. Does Lainyin have any special products you want? Your brother and I will bring them back for you."

"Huh? Then I won't be polite! Here are a dozen of White Lover's chocolate biscuits!"

"Oh, good." Eri was amused by her bold statement, and told her in Yukimura's words, "It's not good to eat too much sweets, and if your brother won't let you bring them, there's nothing you can do."

Lingyin naturally knew her brother, so she softly acted like a baby to her future sister-in-law: "Brother must listen to sister-in-law, please sister-in-law, okay~"

Eri has no siblings, and her cousin, Ayako, is not close to her. This is the first time someone has acted like a baby to her, and in the end, Eri couldn't resist her sugar-coated bullets.

After hanging up the phone, Eri sighed, she seemed to have no resistance to the brothers and sisters of the Yukimura family.

After listening to the whole process, Yukimura chuckled softly, he has a deep understanding of his sister's skills.Seeing the two people he cared about getting along without any barriers, Yukimura felt happy and strangely satisfied.

He put away his cell phone, and covered her cold hand after answering the phone for a long time in his palm, warming it up a little bit.After the fingers on the palm warmed up, he stuffed it into the pocket of his coat again: "Let's go, go pick out a gift for that girl. She appointed 'sister-in-law' to choose for her."

Eili glanced at him speechlessly, Jingshi, you don't need to emphasize the word 'sister-in-law'...

Yukimura raised his eyebrows: "What? Is there any problem?"

Eili turned her face away silently: "No, it's okay, as long as you are happy."

After buying the presents, the two went to watch a bloody love movie under Eili's strong suggestion, and finally went back to the hotel.

At this moment, Eri was soaking in the hot spring, worrying about what to do tonight.

The hot springs in this hotel are open-air, and the poolside is randomly arranged with jagged rocks, creating a natural and harmonious environment. There are fine snowflakes floating in the sky, which are melted by the heat of the hot spring before they are scattered in the hot spring water. Surrounded by a cloud, it gives the illusion of being in a fairyland.

But Eri didn't have the heart to appreciate it at all - Yukimura was right next door to her.

Their room comes with a small courtyard, and the hot spring pool that occupies the entire courtyard is very humanely separated by the store with bamboo boards for male and female baths.

But the bamboo boards are not soundproof at all!Can totally hear the sound of water coming from next door.

She began to wonder if the temperature of the hotel's hot springs was too high, and her heart burned from soaking in it.

Their relationship has become closer and closer recently, but I don't know why I feel a little cowardly, and I have the idea of ​​escaping from his too close behavior.

Thinking about what is there and what is not, I turned it around several times.

In the end, she didn’t know if the hot spring water really had the effect of soothing the body. She slowly relaxed and did some psychological training for herself: Anyway, that’s her boyfriend, and if nothing else happens, he’s the future husband. The room couldn't be more normal.

Thinking about it, she chuckled to herself.

She is very clear about her liking and desire for him, looking forward to his every approach, every hug, every kiss.But when getting closer and closer, she was always inexplicably nervous, which made her subconsciously restrain herself, not daring to let herself indulge in his tenderness.

But what are you nervous about?

Eri held a handful of hot springs in both hands, watched the clear water flowing through her fingers, and thought about it.

Probably, because of concerns?

This is normal isn't it?It's like a beautiful and colorful glass ball that someone has been thinking about for a long time. One day it suddenly appears in front of her. up.

And when the unattainable person suddenly belongs to him one day and gives him the love he longs for, the feeling of wanting to be cared for is the same.

It's so beautiful, but I worry that I don't deserve such love.Therefore, every time he understands himself better and gets closer to himself, he is always afraid that he will see himself who is not good enough.

Eri, who dissected herself, realized that she had hidden such thoughts, and was speechless to herself for a moment.

Therefore, the IQ of women after falling in love is generally not above the normal level. When did this kind of unfounded problem be put into the subconscious by oneself?

This is not just a distrust of Jingshi, but also a denial of himself.

Eili never feels that she lacks self-confidence. She has always dreamed practically and arranged her life in a reasonable and fulfilling way, which is better than most people.

So she doesn't need to hide herself in this love, Eri wiped off the water droplets on her forehead, showing a confident smile - her love, naturally only she is worthy of it!

Yukimura's gentle and slightly lazy voice came from outside: "Eri, it's time to come out, soaking for too long is not good for your health."

Only then did Eri realize that she had soaked in it for a long time, and her fingers were slightly wrinkled. She responded to Yukimura, got up, put on her bathrobe, tidied herself up, and went out.

Yukimura, who was waiting outside, didn't hear her for a while, and was a little worried that she might faint from soaking for too long, so he called out to remind him.

Seeing her come out at this time, her long hair was fixed behind her head by a wooden hairpin, revealing her smooth forehead, her fair skin flushed, and her soft face with curved eyebrows and eyes.

Yukimura couldn't help asking: "Did something good happen?"

Eri shook her head and said briskly, "It's nothing~"

She didn't say anything, and Yukimura didn't ask, no matter what happened, as long as she felt happy.

He is always like this, drawing ideals, where he sees or cannot see, he always silently embraces himself, so why should he hold back because he is worried that he will tire of him one day?

Eri entered the room and found that Yukimura had already made the bed.She stared at the two beds for a while, then turned to look at him and smiled: "Jingshi, I will sleep with you tonight."

Yukimura paused, he looked at her, gave a meaningful "oh", fine-tuned upward, with surprise.

Eri smiled and tilted her head to look directly at his piercing eyes, and cutely nodded her cheek with her index finger: "But you are not allowed to do anything~"

After finishing speaking, without looking at his expression, he briskly walked over to join the two beds together, and then lay down by himself, leaving half of the bed for him.

Yukimura watched her series of movements from the sidelines, it seemed that she was not at all reluctant.Although she doesn't know how she figured it out, Yukimura is still very pleased that she can ask him and give him such trust.

He walked to the wall and turned off the lights in the room. The moonlight was reflected brighter by the snow in the garden, and he found his place to lie down without any effort.

Huili consciously put her arms around his waist, buried herself in the socket of his shoulders, found a comfortable position, and stopped moving.

Instead, Yukimura became stiff for a moment when he was stimulated by the warm and soft jade in his arms, then he reached out helplessly to embrace her in his arms, patting her on the back lovingly.

Eili grabbed his other hand, embedded her fingers in it, lifted it up and shook it, and finally she was safe.

"Hui Li."

"Ok?"

"Are you happy with me?"

"Ah."

"That's good, it's good that Eili keeps going down like this."

"Well... so does Jingshi."

I want you to be with me, we're always together like this.

……

Under the white moon at night, the time is quiet.

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