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refuse to breathe

Slips of speech after drinking, really can't be stopped.

Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, seeing that the man would speak without restraint.Fortunately, Duan Bei was able to control the scene, coaxing people to drink two more glasses, and asked the waiter to take him back to the room when he was so drunk.

Not long after, the atmosphere returned to normal, and the dinner was maintained.

Yan Gai seemed unaffected, as taciturn as before, but when someone spoke to him, he would still respond politely.

After Yan Gai returned to the room to wash, he sat on the sofa without moving. When he reacted slightly, the doorbell had already rang for a while.

It's Duan Bei.

Yan Gai opened the door and asked him to come in and sit down.The two sat side by side on the sofa, and Yan Gai could smell that Duan Bei still smelled faintly of alcohol.In fact, he himself was not much better, but he didn't drink as much as before, and he took a bath, so he was more awake than Duan Bei, and his mind was not so drowsy.

Duan Beiban leaned on the sofa, his eyes were red, and he squinted for a long time before he asked, "Can you tell me?"

I have to admit that Duan Bei actually looks very good-looking.

A man in his 30s is like opening the bottle of red wine, with a pure aroma wafting out.Although he usually looks like an old fox, but if he is really moved to the entertainment circle, he can definitely play the vixen who wins people's hearts and minds with his frown and smile.

It's a pity that Yan Gai usually pays attention to his eye lines.

He didn't look at Duan Bei. Compared to Duan Bei who was leaning lazily, Yan Gai sat upright and asked him, "What?"

"What happened to you before." Duan Bei sighed softly, and asked, "You were also of high commercial value two years ago, how could you be suppressed like this?"

He knew that he probably offended the upper echelons of the company, but he didn't know the whole story of the incident. He wanted to ask a long time ago. It just so happened that the producer made a slip of the tongue after drinking today, so he seized this opportunity to find out the details.

"This one." Yan Gai also leaned lightly on the sofa, exhaustion mixed and poured into his body, so that people couldn't raise their minds.

He seemed to be talking about an unimportant matter, his tone was normal, but the content of his words was perfunctory, and he replied: "I offended the true prince of Qilu."

"How did you offend him? He wanted you to sleep with him? Or something else..."

The response he got was Yan Gai's silence.

"It seems that I don't want to talk about it." Duan Beiyi laughed after meeting.

"I..." Yan Gai's voice became hoarse for a moment, then he raised his head, his eyes fixed on where, and then he said softly: "Sorry, I can't say anything."

"Don't say it if you don't want to." Duan Bei patted him on the shoulder, but didn't say much.

Everyone has a past that he doesn't want to look back on. Instead of asking him all the time, it's better to wait until the day he wants to tell himself.

Duan Bei was quiet.

He leaned on, and in this long silence, actually fell asleep.

Naturally, it was impossible for Yan Gai to hug him to bed like Lu Shou did, but it was also impossible to wake him up and tell him to go back, so he pulled a blanket to cover Duan Bei, and he went back to bed and turned on the lamp. I can't fall asleep selectively, and I don't know what to think when I sit on the bed.

The half year of being hidden in the snow was really sad.

But no matter how sad it is, it's over now, isn't it?

Yan Gai returned to the crew soon.

Chinese New Year and the beginning of spring are very busy, Yan Gai's net worth has increased a lot, but he is immersed in the filming of the crew, and he doesn't take time off to pick up commercial activities half-heartedly. The director is very satisfied, and his dedication to him has also increased a lot.

One month later, Yan Gai will shoot the last scene of this character, that is, Tang Miao pushes the hero out, leaving him alone in the ruins that are about to explode.

In order to pursue the shooting effect, the director team did not use a green screen, but really built a ruin and blasted it.

After cleaning up the venue, Yan Gai went in to shoot.

There was a fake blood bag under his body, it would take a while to use it, Yan Gai crawled into the gap arranged in advance in the ruins, and lay down quietly.

Oxygen was injected into it before, so he could breathe. He tried hard to recall the content of the script and the emotions of the characters.

A person's life is said to be long or short, but in retrospect, in fact, it is just a passing moment.

In the past, whether it was a young man in fresh clothes or an angry horse, or a taciturn ordinary person, he would eventually turn into a piece of loess, and here he is, with ruins, miscellaneous stones, and broken building materials on his shoulders, and a Scorched earth, muddy water.

A few seconds ago, he had just sent away the only friend he had just met in his life, and now he was left alone here, listening to the heart-piercing roar outside, and the buzzing tinnitus remained in his ears.

The director announced the start of filming. He covered his neck tightly and crushed the fake blood bag.

The light is very dim.

What was Tang Miao thinking at this time?

He is a very clean person, has a cleanliness habit, and is indeed desperate when facing tasks, but after returning to the base, he is the first one to get into the bathroom.

His clothes were always clean and his face was clean.

When he was about to die, he had to lie on the scorched earth, dirty and messy.

Yan Gai reached out with difficulty and stiffly to wipe the blood off his face.

When he finally moved his hand, a stone fell on him, but his body has lost all senses, and he can hardly feel the pain.

His hands are usually clean, because he has been a soldier all year round. Although they are rough, they are useless except for doing tasks.

any dirt.

And his hands were covered with blood just now, he couldn't tell whether it was the gravel stuck in his hand, or mud, or the warm blood that had been flowing all the time, his fingers were just trembling, and he wiped his face feebly.

But it didn't help, the blood seemed to be unable to be wiped clean.

Yan Gai wiped the blood, knowing that he was distracted. At this moment, it was not Tang Miao, but Yan Gai.

His mind went blank for a moment, and suddenly he remembered many things.

At the age of 14, the man who dared not go home again, the desperate but stubborn woman.

That woman was also like that at that time. She sat on the sofa and wiped the tears on her face again and again, but the hot tears fell on her face again and again. shoulder cry.

At that time Yan Gai was petrified, he had never seen a woman cry like this.

After all, the woman is his mother, a warm and generous, brave and tenacious woman like a rose.

On a winter night, a group of people broke in.

They threatened the woman and forced her to hand over the money. One of them, a fat man with beards and vicious eyes, captured a 14-year-old boy.The teenager struggled to save his mother, so they took a knife and slashed at his left hand.

It was snowing outside at that time, the boy looked at the blood on his left hand, and was still struggling desperately.The blood was bright red, flowing slowly from his fingers, and it was still warm. He just felt that he had never experienced such a cold winter.

There was another deep scar on Yan Gai's left thumb.

This hand has been stubbornly and mechanically wiping off the blood and mud on the face just now under the filming, but the more and more it wipes, it can't be wiped clean no matter what.

Later, he always rubbed his thumb with his index finger habitually, trying to cover up the existence of the scar.But the more he rubbed it, the more clearly he could think of all the past, his mouth was like chewed soft meat, bloody and sweet.

The air in the ruins is not so circulated.

Depressed, suffocating.

Yan Gai was still lying on the ground, tears flowed out at some point, mixed with the blood, the oppressive space isolated from the outside world made him leak his feelings.

The director outside was very satisfied with the shooting effect, and decided to delay the shooting after confirming that it was safe inside.

If only to die?

Yan Gai suddenly thought of this sentence, and then refused to breathe.

He thought again of last winter.

When the umbrella fell to the ground, the rain mercilessly hit the tombstone, the umbrella, and him.

He wanted to tell Deng Lianyi that after you left all these years, I was really sad.

I had no money and couldn't afford to go to high school, so I asked people to borrow money from family to family.I don't want this at all, I don't want to put my self-esteem in the ground and let people trample on it.

But I have no choice, I can only listen to them sneering at you and my father, the spine that my grandfather made me straight from a young age seems to have been interrupted, but I don't have the strength to make it straight again.

My friends stayed away from me, and I had very few friends after that, and people in my class secretly talked about me, they said I was a monster who didn't fit in.

He wanted to say, I'm really sad.

This circle is very dark, they cannibalize people without spitting out their bones, and people's hearts are unpredictable.

He has always been high-spirited in his bones, he doesn't like to drink with him at all, he doesn't like to laugh with him at all, and he doesn't want to compromise, swallow his anger and let some people do what they want.

But that's all he can do.

If you were still here, wouldn't I be so sad?

The only answer was the patter of rain, and the rose petals were scattered.

Suffocation surged up, but Yan Gai was still thinking about the cemetery that day.

Then he didn't know what he was thinking.

He picked up the rose petals scattered by the rain and put them on gently.

Mom, although it's sad, I have always listened to your words, and I have persisted.

Now there is a person who treats me very well, he doesn't mind my bad temper, he is not afraid of my indifferent, he keeps looking at me and I don't feel disgusted, I will look at him too.

He also took me to see fireflies, and he was willing to listen to my words and sleep on my shoulders. Although it was a bit awkward to be hugged by him to sleep, I didn't reject it, because sleeping with him made me feel at ease and comfortable.

I would lose sleep and wake up in the middle of the night when I was with him.

Because I am afraid that he will be taken away like you, so I will never want me again.

But okay.

He seems to like me a lot.

I also... quite like him.

Yan Gai was still refusing to breathe, he found that he couldn't see everything in front of him clearly.

On the day I went to see Deng Lianyi, he told Lu Shou after he was about to go home, let's be together, I am very happy with you, and I will try my best to make you happy.

But when I got home, there was nothing but emptiness.He can only soak in the bathtub, then wake up in cold water, go to sleep, get on the plane, and film.

Everything was as usual, and he didn't even dare to make a phone call to the other party.

He didn't know how long he refused to breathe, but he knew that he was really dizzy and tinnitus just now.

It would be nice to die here.

The author has something to say: Thank you "Chuan Jin" and "29578848" two precious Lei ~ thank you Jiang Jianjing. "Baby's nutrient solution, everyone~【Bow】