Can't let go

Geng Jie thought he could hide Nanjin from him, but he never paid attention to Nanjin, always thinking that this person is like a foolish child.

Don't say that Nanjin is already approaching his age, just say that when he grew up in an orphanage, when he was a serious child, he was far more sensitive and deep than many adults.These days, even Aunt Hua felt a little frightened by Geng Jie's state, but Nan Jin, as the person who faced Geng Jie directly, never showed the slightest bit of doubt or surprise.

He was so quiet and silent, imprisoning himself in Geng Jie's gaze, telling him to watch, watch, stare.

But at the same time, Geng Jie's every move is under his nose.

Aunt Hua came over to deliver the meal, she didn't say anything about taking care of Geng Jie, and when they were eating, she helped clean the ward as if she couldn't take it easy, refilled the pot of hot water, and packed up and left after they finished eating up.

After Aunt Hua left, Geng Jie waited on Nanjin to wash up as usual, and even changed into clean pajamas, stuffing them into the quilt fragrantly.Nanjin said he wanted to read a book, but Geng Jie was afraid that he would bother him, so he read it to him.The nurse came to make rounds and laughed when she saw them.It's probably really rare to see such a loving couple, and it's still a same-sex couple. Watching it feels like watching an idol drama, which is very interesting.Nanjin's recent medication history was written in the medical records, and they chatted among themselves, saying that they really didn't know how he still had such a disease.Because of this, doctors and nurses are also very careful and gentle towards Nanjin.

Of course, it may also be because Aunt Hua brought a lot of fruit and desserts every time she came. She said that Nanjin couldn't eat them, so she distributed them to the nurses.In fact, Nanjin can't eat fruit at the moment, and Geng Jie doesn't like to eat that.

When the time comes, Nanjin will have to rest. If he can't sleep, he has to close his eyes and stop worrying.

At night, Geng Jie heard Nanjin's breathing gradually becoming longer and longer, thinking that Nanjin was asleep, he reached for the water cup on the locker, ready to swallow medicine.As a result, as soon as he swallowed it, Nanjin was looking at him quietly and asked, "What are you eating?"

For the first time, Geng Jie was too nervous to move.

Even when Nanjin lifted the quilt and came to him, he didn't respond, and let Nanjin take out the medicine bottle from him.Nanjin held the medicine bottle and looked into the night.Another person may not be able to see anything, but Nanjin is different, he is too familiar with this kind of medicine.

"I..." Geng Jie still wanted to explain, but when he saw Nanjin, he couldn't explain anything. After a pause, his eyes were red, and he asked Nanjin in a hoarse voice, "Why are you crying?"

Nanjin was holding the medicine bottle, crying silently, Geng Jie couldn't see him like this, and wanted to help him wipe his face, but he stopped him: "When?" Then said: "Don't lie to me."

"Not a few days." Geng Jie sighed.

Nanjin said, "Last Sunday."

Geng Jie paused, looking at Nanjin with a bit of disbelief in his eyes.

"You haven't followed me since last Sunday." Nanjin said, tears still falling down without delay.

Geng Jie felt that what Qin Lie said was right, that Nanjin might really be born to defeat him.

With the acknowledgment of this fact, he stared at Nanjin. After a while, he remembered to hug him and said, "You deliberately acted for me, didn't you? Your heart is really cruel. I think When I was looking at you, I was thinking, why am I so embarrassed, but you are not sad at all, do I just fail like this?"

Nanjin ignored him and buried his face in his shoulder, not knowing whether he was still crying or not.

Geng Jie hadn't hugged him like this for a long time, and he hugged him a little cautiously, as if he was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable.Even he himself felt awkward, even aggrieved, and a little moved, unable to explain.

He remembered that he had brought Nanjin to Jingyuan, and at that time he had kept some intention of showing off. Jingyuan was a good friend of his grandfather, but his grandfather was gone, so he asked Jingyuan to look at him. Precious.But he didn't tell Nanjin about this, for fear that he would think too much.

But Jingyuan gave him the word "must hurt", and he never took Nanjin to Jingyuan again, not even taking himself there, feeling angry and feeling that the bald donkey's words were not nice.

Who knew that a word would become a prophecy.

So that when he was in the most difficult time, he just wanted to find that bald donkey and ask him why he asserted the ending in the first place?

When Jing Yuan learned that the two of them had separated, he chuckled and gave him two more words—must die.

Geng Jie immediately asked him, "Who are you talking about?"

But Jing Yuan said: "What doesn't sound good I say, death is the worst sound, so I say death." This is mocking him.

But Geng Jie couldn't believe it now. Why did he act like crazy when Nanjin vomited blood? It was probably because he was frightened by the word "Jing Yuan", and I'm afraid it was another prophecy.At that time, he rushed down the mountain with Nanjin in his arms, and what he said in his mouth was "don't be afraid", but in fact, the thought in his heart was incredible to him when he thought about it afterwards.

These days, he has been wondering why the two of them will get hurt when they are together, and why they will die if they are not together.This kind of pondering can be called a kind of torture, and it tortured him badly.

It wasn't until this moment, when he hugged the person in his arms, that he suddenly fell from the chaotic thoughts to reality.I was afraid before, but now I have the courage to make a comeback.

He said to Nanjin, "If at least one of us dies..."

Before he finished speaking, Nanjin suddenly raised his face and stared at him.

Geng Jie laughed when he stared at him: "Don't worry, I will definitely protect you. ——Do you believe it?"

Nanjin stared at him, shook his head slowly but firmly, and said to him: "You hug me to sleep, okay?"

Geng Jie kissed his forehead, "Wash your face first."

He knew that Nanjin shaking his head was not saying he didn't believe it, but saying no, don't do this.

It was a strange thing, that they were willing to give up their lives for each other, but they couldn't live it well.