Can't let go

Qin Lie was startled, and supported Nanjin's fallen body with all his strength: "Fuck, don't scare me! Where is the doctor, ambulance, hurry up!"

Li Jingyang was also frightened, he supported Nanjin with Qin Lie, and heard Nanjin mutter: "I don't believe it..."

"Yes, don't believe it, don't believe it!" Qin Lie's voice was already hoarse, but now he was anxious and panicked, and he could hardly hear what he said, "I lied to you, Geng Jie is alive , Live well, I scared you—"

Before he finished speaking, he felt how he flew out, and when he recovered, he had already fallen on the steps, and he almost gritted his teeth.

"Why the hell are you scaring him-!!!"

Geng Jie was originally in the temple, and when he heard Qin Lie's shout, he felt his heart skip a beat. As soon as he left the temple gate, he saw Nanjin falling down. Kicked away, picked up Nanjin, and rushed down as if he hadn't stopped for a moment.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..." Geng Jie coaxed Nanjin unconsciously. In fact, he didn't know what he was talking about, and he didn't know that the one who looked more scared at this time should not be Nanjin.

When he rushed to the front of the ambulance with Nanjin in his arms, he found that Nanjin was crying in his arms with tears all over his face.

In fact, Nanjin doesn't like to cry, he doesn't even seem to be very emotional, and he rarely smiles, always indifferently, even to Geng Jie.If Geng Jie hadn't seen Nanjin sitting on the floor of the ward crying so heartbreakingly over Nan Qiao's death, he would not have believed that Nanjin was such a person.

Fortunately, there were ambulance personnel ready, Nanjin was quickly carried into the ambulance, and Geng Jie sat by the side to accompany him.At this moment, he seemed to have lost his soul, drenched all over, his face was pale, and he just wiped away Nanjin's tears mechanically.

The medical staff next to them saw them like this, making it look like they were dying, and couldn't help but said: "It's not that far, he's young, don't worry." Then he handed Geng Jie a pack of tissues, "You Wipe yourself too."

Geng Jie was taken aback for a moment before realizing that he was crying.

He had few relatives since he was a child, and his parents divorced shortly after he was born. No one cared about him, so he had to live with his grandfather.Because of this, other brothers and sisters rejected him, whether it was jealousy or fear, he didn't care.Relying on the power of the Geng family and the favor of his grandfather, everyone greets him with a smile on his face. If he wants to be lively, there will be no shortage of people to cheer him on. If he wants to be alone, no one dares to bother him. Don't say "I can't ask for it" in my memory. Yes, even the word "begging", he has never experienced it before.

It wasn't until his grandfather passed away that he felt that the world seemed to have another look, something he had never seen before.

He will always remember that when his grandfather passed away, the house full of filial sons and grandchildren cried loudly.He was the only one who was supposed to be the saddest person, dazed, and somehow able to shed tears like everyone else, as if he was born unable to cry.

He immediately thought of Nanjin, who usually called him Mr. Geng lightly, a handsome young man who was silent and well-behaved like a shadow, but cried so much after his relatives passed away that he could almost pass out.

In the blink of an eye, this boy has been by his side for so many years.

He couldn't imagine what life would be like after Nanjin left him.But even so, when Nanjin was fighting with his life, he let Nanjin go.

In this way, he couldn't bear the possibility of him being even a little bit dangerous.

Fortunately, after the examination, the doctor said that it was a stress gastric ulcer, and it was not particularly serious if it was serious. It can be treated conservatively and rested for a period of time.Geng Jie's hanging heart was finally able to let go for the time being, and he stayed by Nanjin's side to take care of him.

Li Jingyang rushed over to see Nanjin, and said, "Qin Lie didn't dare to come, and sat in the hall below. You...you better call Aunt Hua."

Geng Jie didn't answer.At this time, he was unwilling to hand over Nanjin to anyone.

Li Jingyang sat for a while, talked to Geng Jie, and saw that Geng Jie didn't like being disturbed by others, so he stood up and said to go to Aunt Hua to get him clean clothes.After finishing speaking, he went to find Qin Lie.

Qin Lie scolded Geng Jie bitterly all the way, saying that he was in a hurry all the way, how many connections he had made, how many favors he owed, and his voice was slapped. He was afraid that he would really die in the mountains, but in the end he was not allowed to do so. If he died in the mountains, he would be kicked for nothing.

At that time, when he thought that Geng Jie might really be in the mountains, he felt that the sky was about to collapse in half, and he didn't dare to think about it later. If Geng Jie died, what would the company do, how would he explain to shareholders and the media, and The Geng family explained, how to explain to Nanjin.

Fortunately, it wasn't Geng Jie who died, but a young novice next to Master Jing Yuan—this idea was wicked enough, but he couldn't care less about it anymore.

Now he was sitting on the plastic chair in the hospital, with his head down, he had long since lost the spirit of cursing others. Li Jingyang had never seen him like this before, and laughed when he looked at him from a distance.

Seeing him smiling, Qin Lie heaved a sigh of relief and slumped on the chair, not to mention his image.

"Tired." He sighed.

Qin Lie was silent for a long time, then suddenly said: "I've never seen anyone vomit blood from grief, how sad it is."

"Stomach ulcer." Li Jingyang replied.

"It must have been greatly stimulated. I haven't understood the two of them. Seeing that they are sincere, how can they still break up. Let's divide. Damn, it's worse to divide than not to divide." Disgusting." He remembered Geng Jie kicking him again, and finally said: "Fortunately nothing happened, otherwise Geng Jie would have torn me apart, do you believe it or not?"

"Your voice is disgusting enough, so don't say a few words. Besides, you were kicked, and my life was almost in Nanjin's hands. What did I say?" He sat next to Qin Lie, looking exactly the same. posture, shoulders slumped, legs just so open.I don't feel tired until I sit down, so I don't have any image burden to speak of.

Before dinner, Li Jingyang brought Aunt Hua, put down her things and left.Aunt Hua was still reluctant, but Li Jingyang dragged her away.At this time, who would dare to intervene between these two.

Geng Jie changed Nanjin into the clean clothes brought by Aunt Hua, and sat on the bedside to help Nanjin put on socks. Nanjin said, "You also go to take a bath and change clothes." Geng Jie didn't move, as if he didn't hear, Nanjin raised his foot Kicked him lightly: "Go."

Geng Jie had no choice, so he just went there, and he came out of the wash in less than 5 minutes, and then stayed beside Nanjin's bed, never leaving his bed.Nanjin told him to sleep at night, but he just said he was not sleepy.Nanjin didn't persuade him anymore, they really knew each other too well.

At night, a patient in the next room made a noise. The hospital is very quiet at the moment, and the beeping of the machine is very obvious.Soon, there were hurried footsteps and voices in the corridor.Geng Jie stayed by Nanjin's bed all the time, when he heard someone say "vomiting blood," Geng Jie's heart trembled, and when he touched Nanjin's cold hands, he got up and fetched water with a boiled water bottle. bloody.

He packed a hot water bottle and stuffed it under Nanjin's hands so that he could sleep soundly.

During the rounds the next day, Geng Jie asked, "How is that patient last night?"

The nurse was stunned for a moment before realizing it, and replied: "Stomach cancer, I can't be saved."

Geng Jie didn't speak.

When the nurse left, Nanjin held Geng Jie's hand and said softly, "Don't be afraid."

A vain smile appeared on Geng Jie's face, and he twisted the quilt for Nanjin, as if his voice was softer than Nanjin's: "What am I afraid of?"

"I won't die." Nanjin looked at him and said, "You are not allowed to die either."

It's funny to say that yesterday was the first time Nanjin realized that Geng Jie would die, and he might die before him.

It never occurred to him.

The author says:

I have forgotten what I thought when I set the label. I called a sweet pet and apologized to everyone. It does not seem to be a sweet pet.has now changed.