Wrong life
Chapter 60 Chapter 60
After he broke up with He Ye, Fang Shengda came to the hotel where Zhang Ran was temporarily staying. This has become his daily task and cannot be delayed for a day.
"Of course?" Fang Shengda knocked lightly on Zhang Ran's door.
Zhang Ran quickly opened the door to welcome Fang Shengda in. Like every time, when she opened the door, she had a look of anticipation on her face and nervous eyes, but when she saw Fang Shengda's listless look, she immediately became distraught and lost again and again.
That means He Ye still didn't give her any room.
Zhang Ran's sadness also made Fang Shengda's heart ache.
"Sit down." Zhang Ran weakly greeted Fang Shengda.
This room is very spacious. After entering the door, there is a small living room. The sofa, TV, computer and desk are placed in the living room. There is a smaller single room next to the living room. There is a square table and two chairs, and there is a cabinet next to it. There are various coffee machines, tea sets and other utensils, as well as coffee beans, tea leaves, and milk tea beverages, for travelers who come to stay to enjoy tea and chat.
Fang Shengda walked into the tea room with a heavy expression, sat down on one of the chairs, lowered his head slightly, and hesitated whether to tell Zhang Ran about He Ye's search for housing on the Internet.
Zhang Ran made a pot of tea and took two teacups. After setting them on the table, he poured the tea into the cups of the two of them and smiled: "Is his attitude still so firm? It's okay, it's good here too." , I just want to stay for a while longer, and give him some more time."
Fang Shengda naturally saw that she was forcing a smile, and couldn't help blurting out: "Give him a little more time and you might not be able to see him."
"Does he want to move out by himself before I go back?" Zhang Ran was still laughing. After she finished speaking, she took a sip of water from her teacup. She seemed calm, but her heart was pierced by a knife.
Fang Shengda couldn't bear to give her the answer, but the answer was self-evident.
"Is that so?" Zhang Ran lowered his head slowly, and when he couldn't lower his head, he froze there, motionless. Fang Shengda saw her shoulders trembling slightly.
He knew that she was crying.
This time she didn't cry out loud to let the whole world know that she was distraught, but wept silently without saying a word.
But he knew that this time it might be more painful than every time he cried loudly before. His heart felt tight, but he couldn't say a word of comfort.
When he summoned up the courage to get up and squatted beside her and looked up at her, her face was soaked with tears.
This scene was engraved into Fang Shengda's mind like a brand.
A tearing pain spread into his chest.
Fang Shengda still didn't come back to his senses until he went home in the evening and saw He Ye. At that time, He Ye was reading a book. Looking at it now, it is no longer as simple as liking.
"Are you okay?" He Ye asked with concern.
Fang Shengda remained expressionless and said, "It's pretty good."
He Ye nodded slightly.
Fang Shengda approached He Ye, put the takeaway in his hand by his table, and said indifferently: "I ate out and brought some back for you. I have something to go out tonight."
After speaking, Fang Shengda turned around and prepared to leave.
He Ye subconsciously asked, "Where are you going?"
Fang Shengda didn't look back, he turned his back to He Ye, and said, "My friend feels uncomfortable, so ask me to drink with him."
He Ye grabbed Fang Shengda and said, "Da Sheng, I know you are the one who suffers, but—"
Fang Shengda interrupted: "But I don't know why you are so unfeeling. You know very well that even if you hurt her to death, it won't change anything!" He Ye.
He Ye was also very uncomfortable. He opened the takeaway that Fang Shengda had brought, put it on the table and ate it by himself.
After He Ye finished his meal, it was already dark, and their room was on the first floor, so he packed up the remaining garbage, and went straight out to throw it into the trash can outside the building.
As soon as he walked out of the building, He Ye saw the person he least wanted to see now, Zhang Ran.
As if he didn't see it, He Ye walked past Zhang Ran, threw the garbage bag into the trash can, and then returned to the building, turning a blind eye to Zhang Ran.
Zhang Ran didn't say a word, but he followed closely behind, entered the building, and entered the house with him.
Seeing He Ye approaching his bedroom, Zhang Ran walked quickly to his side and said, "Give me a chance to talk, okay?"
He Ye's tone was cold: "No."
Zhang Ran squeezed in front of He Ye and opened her arms. She looked at He Ye stubbornly, as if forcibly preventing He Ye from passing by.
He Ye stopped, turned around, walked to the sofa and sat down.
Zhang Ran hurried over and sat down beside him.
"I really didn't expect such serious consequences." Zhang Ran said cautiously: "I really just wanted to keep you at that time. I don't know why Meng Yu went to find Zhou Xinyi, let alone..." She was a little Excitedly said: "But who would have imagined it! If the result can be predicted, how can so many people in this world regret it?! I regret it too! I really regret it!"
He Ye said indifferently: "What's the use of regretting?"
Zhang Ran looked at He Ye, and said affectionately: "Since the accident, everyone around me has been separated, and you are the only sunshine in my second life. I just want to be by your side, but I am afraid You will never come back after you leave, my fault is because I love you too much."
He Ye said coldly: "If it's just that, I wouldn't blame you at all, but why did you provoke her? Why did you make that phone call?"
"I..." Zhang Ran bit his lip and said in pain, "I'm jealous, I'm jealous of her like crazy!"
He Ye looked at Zhang Ran, with fire in his eyes, and he said, "Just because you are jealous, you insult her like this? Do you know that it was your few words that broke her trust in me and broke her trust in me? Disintegrated her reason to live in this world!"
He Ye got up angrily, all the anger turned into pain in an instant, he said sadly: "I can even imagine her desperate pain!"
"It was all Zhou Xinyi's fault! If he hadn't ruined everything, everything could be restored!" Zhang Ran got up, and said with a more excited expression, "You only think of her despairing pain after being hurt by me, why don't you think about it?" Thinking about what she was like when she gave it to Zhou Xinyi?" Her mind was in a mess, and she couldn't choose what to say: "Then it's not despair? Could it be that it's still excitement?"
As soon as the words came out, Zhang Ran regretted it immediately. She knew that these words had completely angered He Ye, and that there might be a glimmer of hope in the future, and it was completely cut off.
For the first and only time in He Ye's life, when he wanted to make a move on a woman, he almost stretched out his hand, and almost immediately wiped Zhang Ran's cheek, but finally stopped in mid-air.
Xu Shi was so angry that He Ye felt that he was hot all over, as uncomfortable as being burned.
He stared at Zhang Ran fiercely, and squeezed out a few words: "Say it again."
Zhang Ran shook his head desperately, and explained weakly: "I didn't mean that, I really didn't mean that!"
"Give me a gun." He Ye's voice trembled, and he looked at Zhang Ran with disgust.
Not hate, not resentment, not blame, but disgust.
Zhang Ran was terrified. She grabbed He Ye's hand, slapped herself hard, and then looked up at He Ye. Seeing He Ye's expression of hesitation, she shook her heart and took He Ye's hand again. Shine toward his cheek.
"Enough." He Ye wrenched his palm out of Zhang Ran's hand and said, "Go, don't see me again in the future."
For some reason, He Ye felt his body temperature rise again, which made him more uncomfortable, so he wanted to drive Zhang Ran away as soon as possible.
But Zhang Ran said very resolutely: "I won't leave, I must not leave today."
He Ye was puzzled, "Why?"
Zhang Ran said, "Because I can see that you are not feeling well."
He Ye said: "If you care about me, don't pester me any longer, so that I can go back and rest."
After He Ye finished speaking, he no longer wanted to care about Zhang Ran, and walked towards his bedroom, but Zhang Ran stood in front of him again, as if determined not to let him leave.
He Ye suddenly felt that not only his body was hot, but also his eyes were a little slack, and it was difficult to concentrate. He frowned and said, "I'm really feeling a little uncomfortable. Can I talk about it later?"
"No!" Zhang Ran was determined, and she said, "I know that if I don't make it clear today, I won't have another chance."
He Ye had no choice but to say, "What else do you want to say?"
Zhang Ran paused word by word, and said seriously: "I want to say, if I ruin your love, let me help you find it back with my whole life, if I make you lose your lover, let me love you for her A generation."
Zhang Ran's gaze was as deep as the sea, and He Ye looked a little moved, even a little emotional.
Zhang Ran immediately embraced him, stood on tiptoe, and kissed He Ye's lips.
He Ye was taken aback, and subconsciously closed his eyes to respond. He kissed the person in his arms forgetfully, and recited her name obsessively in his heart.
Dream language... Dream language...
wrong!
He Ye pushed Zhang Ran away suddenly, and muttered to himself: "What am I doing?" He covered his face, secretly startled, no, absolutely wrong!He is a man who has lived with the person he loves deeply for half a year and can still keep the bottom line. How could he be so provoked by a word of love and a kiss?What's more, this person is Zhang Ran who insulted his beloved wife and indirectly forced her to commit suicide.
Thinking of the physical discomfort just now, He Ye felt uneasy. He suddenly noticed something and looked at Zhang Ran suspiciously.
Zhang Ran seemed to have seen through his mind, and admitted: "I said, I can't leave if you are uncomfortable, because I can make you comfortable." She smiled wryly: "You don't have to question what you are doing, because what you want to do You can do whatever you want, and I will give you anything.”
Without giving He Ye time to think, Zhang Ran reached behind his back to pull the zipper of his skirt.
It was only then that He Ye realized that Zhang Ran's dress today was very different from before. In the past, she always wore a ponytail and casual sportswear, exuding vitality and cuteness.
Today, Zhang Ran is wearing a very beautiful purple dress, which looks very charming and sexy now.
And this charming and sexy dress fell to the ground gently in front of He Ye.
"Don't... don't take it off..." He Ye hurriedly turned his face away, this kind of scene was too cruel for him now.
"No?" Zhang Ran raised the corner of his mouth and said with a smile, "You said no, is it because I haven't taken off enough?"
When she finished speaking, her upper body was completely naked, and only a pair of panties remained on her lower body.
He Ye didn't want to look at it, but Zhang Ran was always around him. Even in the corner of his eye, Zhang Ran's sensitive parts were undoubtedly exposed. He said angrily, "You don't know how to love yourself!"
Zhang Ran sneered and said, "I don't know how to love myself, because I love you, I don't have the extra energy to love anyone, including myself!" She said, throwing herself into He Ye's arms again.
He Ye resisted the impulse in his heart and tried to think of something else to distract himself. He asked, "Did you make the takeaway that Dasheng brought back?"
Zhang Ran did not deny it.
He Ye pushed Zhang Ran away, took a few quick steps, sat down on the sofa, hurriedly picked up the phone next to the sofa and dialed.
Of course Zhang Ran knew that He Ye was asking for help, but she wasn't worried at all, and she didn't stop He Ye, but when He Ye finished dialing and was waiting to answer, she said flatly: "At this time, he may have been drunk like mud, Even if he is sober, he won't answer the phone."
He Ye almost shouted: "He loves you! Do you have any shame in using him to do this kind of thing?"
Zhang Ran also shouted: "I don't care, I must get you!"
"Stop dreaming!" He Ye bit his lips, and he said resolutely, "I will never want you."
He Ye's face turned red, he was dressed very casually today, and the tent set up on his lower body was clearly exposed in front of Zhang Ran, but even so, He Ye still didn't want her.
Zhang Ran resisted the pain in his heart, took a step back, and said, "If you promise me to stay by your side like before, I will leave now."
"Impossible." He Ye refused without thinking.
Zhang Ranzheng was on the spot, and tears couldn't stop streaming out. She didn't expect that He Ye would still not give her any room at this time. She didn't know how deep her disgust was, which made He Ye refuse to make a half-step compromise. .
Zhang Ran shouted: "You don't even want to lie to me? You'd better look down and see what's going on!"
He Ye squeezed out a mocking smile and said, "I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to accept threats. You are not qualified yet."
Zhang Ran lost his mind and said, "You? What do you mean?"
He Ye's sarcasm was deeper, and he continued: "Don't you understand? If it's the person I want, who can stop me from wanting her? But because it's you, because I hate you even my body's instinctive reaction You can suppress it, because I feel disgusted when I see you now."
Zhang Ran felt that his heart was crushed to pieces by He Ye, and he froze in place, letting tears flow out unscrupulously.
He Ye got down and buried his head on the sofa. His heart was very determined, but his body was becoming more and more uncontrollable. He kept telling himself that he must never do anything to apologize to Liang Mengyu. If he couldn't make it through today , Even if he apologized himself, he would have no face to see her.
Thinking of Liang Mengyu, He Ye's physical reaction became stronger and stronger.
"Dream language...I miss you so much...
I want you so much..."
He Ye's consciousness began to blur. He saw Liang Mengyu's smiling face, and saw Liang Mengyu's arms stretched out, waiting for his embrace. He wanted to hug her, kiss her, and...
"You are so faint, what are you thinking about? Sober up!"
He Ye suddenly sat up from the sofa, breaking out in a cold sweat, and Zhou Xinyi's anxious look came to his mind.
"Lawyer He, don't make me look down on you."
He Ye seemed to see Zhou Xinyi provoking him, and secretly fought back: "I won't give you a chance to look down on me."
"is it?
Then you have to work hard.
hold onto! "
At the end, He Ye actually saw Zhou Xinyi cheering him up.
He Ye stubbornly pulled out a smile, and thought to himself happily: "Hundan, fortunately... fortunately, I have you."
He Ye opened his eyes, and Zhang Ran, who was not naked, was still immersed in grief at the moment. Seeing He Ye got up, he came back to his senses, rushed to He Ye's side in an instant, and held He Ye's hand.
"I don't care about anything anymore, if you feel sick, try it!" She kissed He Ye's lips.
Of course He Ye would not accept it, he pushed Zhang Ran, Zhang Ran leaned back, and knocked over a box of thumbtacks on the coffee table.
This was originally used by He Ye to fix the documents in the morning, and it has covered a corner of the coffee table before it can be put away.
Zhang Ran screamed, and without warning, He Ye pressed both palms to the spot covered with thumbtacks.
He Ye trembled in pain, but felt much more comfortable in his heart, because the pain temporarily suppressed the burning desire in his heart.
"You...you...are you crazy?" Zhang Ran was startled, terrified, and heartbroken. She grabbed He Ye's two hands, ignoring He Ye's struggle, and fixed his hands in her arms. Pull out the thumbtacks one by one.
"Why do you want to do this!" Zhang Ran's tears fell on the palm of He Ye's palm, and there were several pinholes in the palm of the hand, which oozes blood, and the mixed tears made her even more shocking. She said stupidly: "I Don't think about it so much, let me help you solve it, okay? You don't want to talk to me in the future."
He Ye refused, "I don't want it that much now."
Zhang Ran knew that the pain had woken him up a little bit, but it couldn't solve the fundamental problem. She said, "You're just procrastinating. How long can you procrastinate?"
"Drag until I come."
A familiar voice came from behind, Zhang Ran turned around in horror, sat on the ground in shock, trembling non-stop.
The appearance of Zhou Xinyi will undoubtedly send Zhang Ran into hell. He is accompanied by Huang Gang, who is not too serious to watch the excitement. After Zhang Ran saw them clearly, he moved tremblingly behind the coffee table, trying to cover his naked face. body.
"You...you...why..." Zhang Ran didn't even finish a sentence, she swallowed her saliva, forced herself to calm down, and said angrily, "This is trespassing!"
Zhou Xinyi didn't answer, but just walked over.
Zhang Ran was terrified, and moved back hard until he was leaning against the sofa and could no longer retreat, then begged in a trembling voice: "Don't, don't, don't come here."
Zhou Xinyi passed the skirt that Zhang Ran threw on the ground, bent over to pick it up, and threw it beside Zhang Ran. Zhang Ran tremblingly took it, and hurriedly covered his sensitive parts.
When he came to them, Zhou Xinyi ignored Zhang Ran, he stretched out his palm towards He Ye, and He Ye's hand reached up.
Zhou Xinyi felt that the temperature of He Ye's palm was too hot, and the faintly oozing blood made him feel mixed feelings. He didn't dare to pull it hard, but instead supported He Ye's arm with the other hand, and held He Ye's arm. Get up from the sofa.
When He Ye stood still, Zhou Xinyi whispered in his ear, "I'll take you away."
He Ye just nodded.
Zhang Ran looked at He Ye with tears in his eyes, and couldn't believe that he actually agreed. He cried and said, "Why did you go with him? Can you rest assured that I will be left alone?"
He Ye remained unmoved, and walked towards the door with Zhou Xinyi's support. At the same time, Zhou Xinyi looked around the room, and when his gaze stopped at He Ye's door, he asked He Ye: "Is that your room?"
He Ye followed his gaze and nodded.
Just by looking at the arrangement of shoes in the shoe cabinet at the door, it is not difficult to recognize which room He Ye lives in.
"Okay." Zhou Xinyi turned around and called out to Huang Gang who had been standing there staring at Zhang Ran, making Huang Gang come back to look at him, and then said: "He Ye probably doesn't want to leave any of him here. There is something, please help me clean up first, and I will ask Ah Shi to come over to help you later."
Huang Gang returned an ok gesture and waved to him again, indicating that he can leave with confidence.
Zhou Xinyi turned around and quickened his pace, helped He Ye out amidst Zhang Ran's heart-piercing roar, and closed the door behind him.
After watching Zhou Xinyi and He Ye leave, Huang Gang immediately turned his head and continued to look at Zhang Ran with a smirk on his face. There was sarcasm, disdain, and gloating in that smile.
Seeing this, Zhang Ran trembled even more.
Huang Gang repeated what Zhang Ran said: "Break into a private house? Why don't you ask who opened the gate of your house?" He smiled even more: "And when He Ye called Xinyi for help, didn't you also Are you there?"
Zhang Ran felt desperate. It turned out that He Yena didn't call Fang Shengda on the phone, but deliberately mentioned Fang Shengda to relax Zhang Ran's vigilance. Zhang Ran said in a daze, "He...he plotted against me."
Huang Gang laughed angrily, and said, "Who is plotting against whom?"
Zhang Ran couldn't say a word.
At this time Zhou Xinyi had taken He Ye out of the unit building, and Zhou Xinyi's car was parked at the door of the building. As soon as he and He Ye had just left the house, Zhao Shizhao came out to greet him. Zhou Xinyi ordered the two of them in turn: "Ah Shi, you go to help Gangzi carry the luggage, Room 102; Ah Ke, you go home and drive a truck over and take the luggage home."
"I'll go right away." After Zhao Shi finished speaking, he wanted to enter the building.
"Wait." Zhou Xinyi said: "I'm in a hurry to get out, I forgot to bring my suitcase, you go and buy two."
Zhao Shi responded and immediately walked in the other direction.
Obviously, Zhao Ke, who was driving home, could deliver it, but Zhao Shixian bought it. He Ye knew that Zhou Xinyi's intention was to give Zhang Ran some face, and he didn't want more people to see her current appearance.
"Sir, do you want to go home with me?" Zhao Ke asked.
Zhou Xinyi shook his head and said, "I still have things to do, you can take a taxi back, I want to use the car."
Zhao Ke said: "Okay, I understand."
Zhao Ke opened the rear door, helped Zhou Xinyi to help He Ye in, closed the door tightly, then went around to the front row and opened the door of the driver's seat, and welcomed Zhou Xinyi in.
Zhou Xinyi seldom drives, but he drives very steadily and does not drive too slowly, because he knows that He Ye needs time now, and he does not drive too fast, for fear of making He Ye's body more difficult.
He drove the car to a nearby remote river, stopped, stretched out his head and looked around, and made sure that there was no one around, then closed all the curtains in the car, and said to He Ye: "Tell me when it's settled. "
After Zhou Xinyi finished speaking, he got out of the car and walked to the river, looking at the moonlit river, lost in thought.
The last time at Zhang Ran's home, He Ye had a high fever, but he was still thinking about that kind of thing. Zhou Xinyi thought it was strange at the time, but now he understands that today is definitely not the first time.
Let a landmine be buried beside He Ye for so long, Zhou Xinyi was afraid after thinking about it for a while, Zhang Ran had found countless opportunities, and thanks to He Ye's firm mind, he did not waver in the slightest.
Zhou Xinyi had to admit that he couldn't help admiring and admiring He Ye, let alone feel ashamed.He looked back towards the direction of the car, unconsciously worried, and wondered how much medicine Zhang Ran had given He Ye this time?He Ye's hand was still injured, can he do it?
After much entanglement, Zhou Xinyi walked in the direction of the car again.
[The author has something to say: Due to review issues, this part cannot be published. Let me briefly explain the plot above. Gong Shou and Gong Shou did not have sex, but Gong helped Shou with his hands and mouth. 】
Zhou Xinyi bent forward, grabbed two tissues from the tissue box on the passenger console, and handed them to He Ye, hoping that He Ye would wipe off the sweat that flowed from his forehead to his cheeks.
However, when He Ye took the tissue, Zhou Xinyi could clearly see that the moisture on He Ye's cheeks came not only from the forehead, but also from the corners of the eyes.
This surprised Zhou Xinyi. He took the spare medical bag on the passenger seat, took out a bottle of iodophor and a box of Yunnan Baiyao, and opened a cotton swab. He was preparing a medical bag for He Ye. Medicine, if there is a deep meaning on the mouth: "Would you be unwilling to see this kind of thing in front of me?"
He Ye knew that Zhou Xinyi was talking about tears.
"Yes." He Ye didn't deny it. He had an urge to hold back all the things he couldn't and didn't want to say these days, and tell Zhou Xinyi all of them, so he couldn't help but said, "But I can show everything in front of you." look like?"
Zhou Xinyi said: "Of course, as long as you want." As he said, he opened the lid of iodophor, dipped it with a cotton swab, and then took He Ye's hand.
"Why you? When I need it most, the only person I can rely on is you." He Ye opened his mouth slowly. As soon as he finished speaking, he felt a little pain from the cotton swab dipped in iodophor touching the wound. He frowned in pain, but to He Ye at this moment, the pain in his body was far less than the pain in his heart. It took him a long time to squeeze out a few short words from his mouth: "I got my wife man."
Zhou Xinyi's heart was shocked, and the cotton swab fell out of his hand. He was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't hear anything, took out a new cotton swab from the cotton swab box, and continued to wipe and disinfect it with iodophor.
He Ye pulled out an ugly smile on his own, and continued, "How sad."
Zhou Xinyiqiang pretended not to care, changed the topic calmly, and said, "It's okay, I don't mind helping you."
"But I mind." He Ye obviously didn't intend to give up the topic because of this, with deep resentment in his eyes: "I hate myself for being useless, and I hate you."
Zhou Xinyi lowered his head, unwilling to look at He Ye, only to hear He Ye say again: "When you touched her, I was by Zhang Ran's side." He Ye suddenly pulled out his hand and grabbed Zhou Xinyi's arm, grieving Authentic: "Why? Why didn't you reject her?"
"Don't talk anymore." Zhou Xinyi finally couldn't control himself and interrupted He Ye softly. He tilted his body and hugged He Ye tightly, almost begging: "Don't torture yourself like this, don't torture me like this .”
Zhou Xinyi didn't know why he had such an urge, maybe he wanted to give the helpless He Ye a little support, but instead of pushing him away, He Ye put his head weakly on his shoulder.
How many times when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, the images that made He Ye's bone marrow kept reappearing in front of him, and he was so painful that he was almost crazy, but after dawn, he still appeared calmly in front of everyone.
Of course Zhou Xinyi knew that He Ye was not as calm as he appeared on the surface, but facing He Ye's indifferent look again and again, he almost forgot that He Ye would still suffer from it.
Unexpectedly, now that He Ye brought up this topic so intuitively, a bloody gash was torn open again in the wounds in their hearts that were hard to heal.
However, no one knew that that night, at the last moment, when they had no clothes on them, Zhou Xinyi still had the last bit of resentment.
He asked her, is there anything you can't do for He Ye?He wanted to say, but—
She interrupted him with her deep kiss, and said, if you miss today, you may never have the chance to get me again.
He's out of breath and retorts, you've run out of chance.
There is no room for this.
The last straw that broke the camel's back was Zhou Xinyi's indulgence that night. He tried to restrain himself, but he couldn't do it after all.When he hated He Ye the most, Wang Yanshuang once asked him, if that night hadn't happened, he would have another kind of regret, right?He looked at the sky and said honestly, yes.
Wang Yanshuang told him softly that life without regrets is not easy, for him it was just a matter of what kind of regrets he had to bear, but for He Ye... Wang Yanshuang didn't say any more.
Zhou Xinyi, who was on the verge of collapse like He Ye, remembered the conversation with Wang Yanshuang, which made him feel much brighter. If it hadn't happened, he would regret for himself and regret the loss.But it happened, and he also ruined He Ye. Thinking of this, he couldn't say anything, but said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
This sentence of sorry is the same as He Ye's pain every day and every night. It is a long time late. Zhou Xinyi is only now willing to face his cruelty to He Ye. Supported by friendship, Wang Yanshuang's transparency can wake you up when you are confused, what about He Ye?Always licking the wound silently alone, unlike anyone seeking a little comfort, also because he has no one to rely on.
There were many times when Zhou Xinyi felt distressed towards He Ye, but never once was it as strong as now. This kind of feeling made Zhou Xinyi hug He Ye even tighter.
Zhou Xinyi's embrace was very warm, so warm that He Ye felt that he could rely on him. He Ye was very tired, so tired that he wanted to rely on this warm embrace forever.
After embracing each other for a long time, He Ye's originally excited emotions gradually calmed down, and his tone became gentle. He sighed lightly: "Why are we in so much pain..."
Although He Ye has always resented Zhou Xinyi, Zhou Xinyi's grievances have actually been empathized thousands of times in his heart.
"Maybe it's God's will." Zhou Xinyi couldn't answer, so he could only use such illusory reasons that even he didn't believe it to perfuse He Ye and himself.
"I don't want to believe in heaven." He Ye said weakly.
"Then you can trust me." Zhou Xinyi quickly answered.
He Ye's heart was wrapped in an inexplicable warmth.
There was another brief silence.
Zhou Xinyi got up and let go of He Ye, took his hands, looked at the blood on his palms in pain, and picked up the medicine bottle and cotton swab again.As he applied the medicine to Ye Ye, he said earnestly: "I almost died once. I haven't let go of many things yet, but I'm trying to be bearish. I don't know if I can do it, and I don't know if you can." It can't be done, whether you want to do it or not, but no matter what you want, you are not alone."
These words came from Zhou Xinyi's mouth, which really surprised He Ye. The cold iodophor penetrated into the wound but did not make He Ye feel the slightest chill. He hadn't felt the feeling of trusting and relying on others for a long time.I can't help but think of the scene when I looked down and saw Zhou Xinyi with his own desires in his mouth. Zhou Xinyi, who is high above the top, has flourished in life and career, and is able to blend in the mixed society with ease. He can be called a human being. The man who is the dragon, actually does such a shameful action for himself, and tries so hard to please himself.
Thinking of this, He Ye's heart felt sore, and he was moved a little bit that he didn't want to admit.
"You just..." He Ye turned his face away, looked out the window, and said with some embarrassment: "It's impossible to do that."
Zhou Xinyi naturally knew what He Ye was talking about, he had already applied iodophor to all of He Ye's wounds, opened Yunnan Baiyao, applied some on it, and said, "I see that you are a little anxious, and I am also. "
Before he finished speaking, Zhou Xinyi wanted to take back the sentence, because it was tantamount to telling He Ye that he had seen all the scenes of him enjoying and sometimes being difficult at that time.
Seeing that He Ye's expression suddenly turned strange, he stopped talking.
After Zhou Xinyi finished treating He Ye's wound, he brought up the topic and said, "It should be nothing serious. Let her take a look at it when Dr. Wang comes back."
When it comes to Wang Yanshuang, He Ye has always had a doubt. He is very clear that Zhou Xinyi attaches great importance to Wang Yanshuang, but Zhou Xinyi's relationship with Wang Yanshuang is not as close as Huang Gang's, or even treats many people around him, so He asked this question out of his mouth.
In many small things, Zhou Xinyi is very polite to Wang Yanshuang. He will say thank you, trouble, and hard work to her, but when it comes to important things, he doesn't even need to ask her if she can do it or if she is willing to do it. , he knew she would not let him down.They rarely even match each other by name, he calls her doctor and she calls him Mr.
Zhou Xinyi knew that He Ye was still very inexperienced in getting along with men and women, let alone understand his own views on the relationship between men and women, so he explained: "Two people who don't love each other should not get too close. For me, The more precious the relationship I want to cherish, the more I hope it will develop without impurities for a long time, and Wang Yanshuang is someone I don't want to lose and can hardly lose."
He Ye had been in touch with Wang Yanshuang a few times, and he admired her a little in his heart, so he agreed: "If such a person is lost, it is indeed your loss." Then he said: "I shouldn't let Zhang Ran get too close to me. "
Zhou Xinyi comforted: "I know you have worked hard to keep a distance from her, but you don't understand the method, not to mention that she is too obsessed, which is also harming others and yourself."
"Do you hate her?" He Ye asked, actually already had the answer in his heart.
Zhou Xinyi shook his head and said, "I've never hated anyone other than you, don't you too?"
He Ye said: "But I won't forgive her either."
Zhou Xinyi said: "Then are you worried about her? When we came out, she was with Gangzi, without clothes, and it was night."
Zhou Xinyi also had an answer in his mind.
He Ye also shook his head, he knew Zhou Xinyi's sense of proportion.
Speaking of this, the two of them remembered to pull down the curtains on the car. They chatted all night without knowing it. Now that the sky was slightly brighter, Zhou Xinyi put his elbows on the car window and sighed: "It's time to go back. .” He took a deep breath, got out of the car and went back to the driver’s seat.
At this moment, He Ye's cell phone rang.
Zhou Xinyi was ready to drive, but saw from the mirror that He Ye did not speak after answering the phone, and his expression was very wrong, so he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"
He Ye's face was livid, and he said in a deep voice, "Zhang Ran was raped."
"Of course?" Fang Shengda knocked lightly on Zhang Ran's door.
Zhang Ran quickly opened the door to welcome Fang Shengda in. Like every time, when she opened the door, she had a look of anticipation on her face and nervous eyes, but when she saw Fang Shengda's listless look, she immediately became distraught and lost again and again.
That means He Ye still didn't give her any room.
Zhang Ran's sadness also made Fang Shengda's heart ache.
"Sit down." Zhang Ran weakly greeted Fang Shengda.
This room is very spacious. After entering the door, there is a small living room. The sofa, TV, computer and desk are placed in the living room. There is a smaller single room next to the living room. There is a square table and two chairs, and there is a cabinet next to it. There are various coffee machines, tea sets and other utensils, as well as coffee beans, tea leaves, and milk tea beverages, for travelers who come to stay to enjoy tea and chat.
Fang Shengda walked into the tea room with a heavy expression, sat down on one of the chairs, lowered his head slightly, and hesitated whether to tell Zhang Ran about He Ye's search for housing on the Internet.
Zhang Ran made a pot of tea and took two teacups. After setting them on the table, he poured the tea into the cups of the two of them and smiled: "Is his attitude still so firm? It's okay, it's good here too." , I just want to stay for a while longer, and give him some more time."
Fang Shengda naturally saw that she was forcing a smile, and couldn't help blurting out: "Give him a little more time and you might not be able to see him."
"Does he want to move out by himself before I go back?" Zhang Ran was still laughing. After she finished speaking, she took a sip of water from her teacup. She seemed calm, but her heart was pierced by a knife.
Fang Shengda couldn't bear to give her the answer, but the answer was self-evident.
"Is that so?" Zhang Ran lowered his head slowly, and when he couldn't lower his head, he froze there, motionless. Fang Shengda saw her shoulders trembling slightly.
He knew that she was crying.
This time she didn't cry out loud to let the whole world know that she was distraught, but wept silently without saying a word.
But he knew that this time it might be more painful than every time he cried loudly before. His heart felt tight, but he couldn't say a word of comfort.
When he summoned up the courage to get up and squatted beside her and looked up at her, her face was soaked with tears.
This scene was engraved into Fang Shengda's mind like a brand.
A tearing pain spread into his chest.
Fang Shengda still didn't come back to his senses until he went home in the evening and saw He Ye. At that time, He Ye was reading a book. Looking at it now, it is no longer as simple as liking.
"Are you okay?" He Ye asked with concern.
Fang Shengda remained expressionless and said, "It's pretty good."
He Ye nodded slightly.
Fang Shengda approached He Ye, put the takeaway in his hand by his table, and said indifferently: "I ate out and brought some back for you. I have something to go out tonight."
After speaking, Fang Shengda turned around and prepared to leave.
He Ye subconsciously asked, "Where are you going?"
Fang Shengda didn't look back, he turned his back to He Ye, and said, "My friend feels uncomfortable, so ask me to drink with him."
He Ye grabbed Fang Shengda and said, "Da Sheng, I know you are the one who suffers, but—"
Fang Shengda interrupted: "But I don't know why you are so unfeeling. You know very well that even if you hurt her to death, it won't change anything!" He Ye.
He Ye was also very uncomfortable. He opened the takeaway that Fang Shengda had brought, put it on the table and ate it by himself.
After He Ye finished his meal, it was already dark, and their room was on the first floor, so he packed up the remaining garbage, and went straight out to throw it into the trash can outside the building.
As soon as he walked out of the building, He Ye saw the person he least wanted to see now, Zhang Ran.
As if he didn't see it, He Ye walked past Zhang Ran, threw the garbage bag into the trash can, and then returned to the building, turning a blind eye to Zhang Ran.
Zhang Ran didn't say a word, but he followed closely behind, entered the building, and entered the house with him.
Seeing He Ye approaching his bedroom, Zhang Ran walked quickly to his side and said, "Give me a chance to talk, okay?"
He Ye's tone was cold: "No."
Zhang Ran squeezed in front of He Ye and opened her arms. She looked at He Ye stubbornly, as if forcibly preventing He Ye from passing by.
He Ye stopped, turned around, walked to the sofa and sat down.
Zhang Ran hurried over and sat down beside him.
"I really didn't expect such serious consequences." Zhang Ran said cautiously: "I really just wanted to keep you at that time. I don't know why Meng Yu went to find Zhou Xinyi, let alone..." She was a little Excitedly said: "But who would have imagined it! If the result can be predicted, how can so many people in this world regret it?! I regret it too! I really regret it!"
He Ye said indifferently: "What's the use of regretting?"
Zhang Ran looked at He Ye, and said affectionately: "Since the accident, everyone around me has been separated, and you are the only sunshine in my second life. I just want to be by your side, but I am afraid You will never come back after you leave, my fault is because I love you too much."
He Ye said coldly: "If it's just that, I wouldn't blame you at all, but why did you provoke her? Why did you make that phone call?"
"I..." Zhang Ran bit his lip and said in pain, "I'm jealous, I'm jealous of her like crazy!"
He Ye looked at Zhang Ran, with fire in his eyes, and he said, "Just because you are jealous, you insult her like this? Do you know that it was your few words that broke her trust in me and broke her trust in me? Disintegrated her reason to live in this world!"
He Ye got up angrily, all the anger turned into pain in an instant, he said sadly: "I can even imagine her desperate pain!"
"It was all Zhou Xinyi's fault! If he hadn't ruined everything, everything could be restored!" Zhang Ran got up, and said with a more excited expression, "You only think of her despairing pain after being hurt by me, why don't you think about it?" Thinking about what she was like when she gave it to Zhou Xinyi?" Her mind was in a mess, and she couldn't choose what to say: "Then it's not despair? Could it be that it's still excitement?"
As soon as the words came out, Zhang Ran regretted it immediately. She knew that these words had completely angered He Ye, and that there might be a glimmer of hope in the future, and it was completely cut off.
For the first and only time in He Ye's life, when he wanted to make a move on a woman, he almost stretched out his hand, and almost immediately wiped Zhang Ran's cheek, but finally stopped in mid-air.
Xu Shi was so angry that He Ye felt that he was hot all over, as uncomfortable as being burned.
He stared at Zhang Ran fiercely, and squeezed out a few words: "Say it again."
Zhang Ran shook his head desperately, and explained weakly: "I didn't mean that, I really didn't mean that!"
"Give me a gun." He Ye's voice trembled, and he looked at Zhang Ran with disgust.
Not hate, not resentment, not blame, but disgust.
Zhang Ran was terrified. She grabbed He Ye's hand, slapped herself hard, and then looked up at He Ye. Seeing He Ye's expression of hesitation, she shook her heart and took He Ye's hand again. Shine toward his cheek.
"Enough." He Ye wrenched his palm out of Zhang Ran's hand and said, "Go, don't see me again in the future."
For some reason, He Ye felt his body temperature rise again, which made him more uncomfortable, so he wanted to drive Zhang Ran away as soon as possible.
But Zhang Ran said very resolutely: "I won't leave, I must not leave today."
He Ye was puzzled, "Why?"
Zhang Ran said, "Because I can see that you are not feeling well."
He Ye said: "If you care about me, don't pester me any longer, so that I can go back and rest."
After He Ye finished speaking, he no longer wanted to care about Zhang Ran, and walked towards his bedroom, but Zhang Ran stood in front of him again, as if determined not to let him leave.
He Ye suddenly felt that not only his body was hot, but also his eyes were a little slack, and it was difficult to concentrate. He frowned and said, "I'm really feeling a little uncomfortable. Can I talk about it later?"
"No!" Zhang Ran was determined, and she said, "I know that if I don't make it clear today, I won't have another chance."
He Ye had no choice but to say, "What else do you want to say?"
Zhang Ran paused word by word, and said seriously: "I want to say, if I ruin your love, let me help you find it back with my whole life, if I make you lose your lover, let me love you for her A generation."
Zhang Ran's gaze was as deep as the sea, and He Ye looked a little moved, even a little emotional.
Zhang Ran immediately embraced him, stood on tiptoe, and kissed He Ye's lips.
He Ye was taken aback, and subconsciously closed his eyes to respond. He kissed the person in his arms forgetfully, and recited her name obsessively in his heart.
Dream language... Dream language...
wrong!
He Ye pushed Zhang Ran away suddenly, and muttered to himself: "What am I doing?" He covered his face, secretly startled, no, absolutely wrong!He is a man who has lived with the person he loves deeply for half a year and can still keep the bottom line. How could he be so provoked by a word of love and a kiss?What's more, this person is Zhang Ran who insulted his beloved wife and indirectly forced her to commit suicide.
Thinking of the physical discomfort just now, He Ye felt uneasy. He suddenly noticed something and looked at Zhang Ran suspiciously.
Zhang Ran seemed to have seen through his mind, and admitted: "I said, I can't leave if you are uncomfortable, because I can make you comfortable." She smiled wryly: "You don't have to question what you are doing, because what you want to do You can do whatever you want, and I will give you anything.”
Without giving He Ye time to think, Zhang Ran reached behind his back to pull the zipper of his skirt.
It was only then that He Ye realized that Zhang Ran's dress today was very different from before. In the past, she always wore a ponytail and casual sportswear, exuding vitality and cuteness.
Today, Zhang Ran is wearing a very beautiful purple dress, which looks very charming and sexy now.
And this charming and sexy dress fell to the ground gently in front of He Ye.
"Don't... don't take it off..." He Ye hurriedly turned his face away, this kind of scene was too cruel for him now.
"No?" Zhang Ran raised the corner of his mouth and said with a smile, "You said no, is it because I haven't taken off enough?"
When she finished speaking, her upper body was completely naked, and only a pair of panties remained on her lower body.
He Ye didn't want to look at it, but Zhang Ran was always around him. Even in the corner of his eye, Zhang Ran's sensitive parts were undoubtedly exposed. He said angrily, "You don't know how to love yourself!"
Zhang Ran sneered and said, "I don't know how to love myself, because I love you, I don't have the extra energy to love anyone, including myself!" She said, throwing herself into He Ye's arms again.
He Ye resisted the impulse in his heart and tried to think of something else to distract himself. He asked, "Did you make the takeaway that Dasheng brought back?"
Zhang Ran did not deny it.
He Ye pushed Zhang Ran away, took a few quick steps, sat down on the sofa, hurriedly picked up the phone next to the sofa and dialed.
Of course Zhang Ran knew that He Ye was asking for help, but she wasn't worried at all, and she didn't stop He Ye, but when He Ye finished dialing and was waiting to answer, she said flatly: "At this time, he may have been drunk like mud, Even if he is sober, he won't answer the phone."
He Ye almost shouted: "He loves you! Do you have any shame in using him to do this kind of thing?"
Zhang Ran also shouted: "I don't care, I must get you!"
"Stop dreaming!" He Ye bit his lips, and he said resolutely, "I will never want you."
He Ye's face turned red, he was dressed very casually today, and the tent set up on his lower body was clearly exposed in front of Zhang Ran, but even so, He Ye still didn't want her.
Zhang Ran resisted the pain in his heart, took a step back, and said, "If you promise me to stay by your side like before, I will leave now."
"Impossible." He Ye refused without thinking.
Zhang Ranzheng was on the spot, and tears couldn't stop streaming out. She didn't expect that He Ye would still not give her any room at this time. She didn't know how deep her disgust was, which made He Ye refuse to make a half-step compromise. .
Zhang Ran shouted: "You don't even want to lie to me? You'd better look down and see what's going on!"
He Ye squeezed out a mocking smile and said, "I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to accept threats. You are not qualified yet."
Zhang Ran lost his mind and said, "You? What do you mean?"
He Ye's sarcasm was deeper, and he continued: "Don't you understand? If it's the person I want, who can stop me from wanting her? But because it's you, because I hate you even my body's instinctive reaction You can suppress it, because I feel disgusted when I see you now."
Zhang Ran felt that his heart was crushed to pieces by He Ye, and he froze in place, letting tears flow out unscrupulously.
He Ye got down and buried his head on the sofa. His heart was very determined, but his body was becoming more and more uncontrollable. He kept telling himself that he must never do anything to apologize to Liang Mengyu. If he couldn't make it through today , Even if he apologized himself, he would have no face to see her.
Thinking of Liang Mengyu, He Ye's physical reaction became stronger and stronger.
"Dream language...I miss you so much...
I want you so much..."
He Ye's consciousness began to blur. He saw Liang Mengyu's smiling face, and saw Liang Mengyu's arms stretched out, waiting for his embrace. He wanted to hug her, kiss her, and...
"You are so faint, what are you thinking about? Sober up!"
He Ye suddenly sat up from the sofa, breaking out in a cold sweat, and Zhou Xinyi's anxious look came to his mind.
"Lawyer He, don't make me look down on you."
He Ye seemed to see Zhou Xinyi provoking him, and secretly fought back: "I won't give you a chance to look down on me."
"is it?
Then you have to work hard.
hold onto! "
At the end, He Ye actually saw Zhou Xinyi cheering him up.
He Ye stubbornly pulled out a smile, and thought to himself happily: "Hundan, fortunately... fortunately, I have you."
He Ye opened his eyes, and Zhang Ran, who was not naked, was still immersed in grief at the moment. Seeing He Ye got up, he came back to his senses, rushed to He Ye's side in an instant, and held He Ye's hand.
"I don't care about anything anymore, if you feel sick, try it!" She kissed He Ye's lips.
Of course He Ye would not accept it, he pushed Zhang Ran, Zhang Ran leaned back, and knocked over a box of thumbtacks on the coffee table.
This was originally used by He Ye to fix the documents in the morning, and it has covered a corner of the coffee table before it can be put away.
Zhang Ran screamed, and without warning, He Ye pressed both palms to the spot covered with thumbtacks.
He Ye trembled in pain, but felt much more comfortable in his heart, because the pain temporarily suppressed the burning desire in his heart.
"You...you...are you crazy?" Zhang Ran was startled, terrified, and heartbroken. She grabbed He Ye's two hands, ignoring He Ye's struggle, and fixed his hands in her arms. Pull out the thumbtacks one by one.
"Why do you want to do this!" Zhang Ran's tears fell on the palm of He Ye's palm, and there were several pinholes in the palm of the hand, which oozes blood, and the mixed tears made her even more shocking. She said stupidly: "I Don't think about it so much, let me help you solve it, okay? You don't want to talk to me in the future."
He Ye refused, "I don't want it that much now."
Zhang Ran knew that the pain had woken him up a little bit, but it couldn't solve the fundamental problem. She said, "You're just procrastinating. How long can you procrastinate?"
"Drag until I come."
A familiar voice came from behind, Zhang Ran turned around in horror, sat on the ground in shock, trembling non-stop.
The appearance of Zhou Xinyi will undoubtedly send Zhang Ran into hell. He is accompanied by Huang Gang, who is not too serious to watch the excitement. After Zhang Ran saw them clearly, he moved tremblingly behind the coffee table, trying to cover his naked face. body.
"You...you...why..." Zhang Ran didn't even finish a sentence, she swallowed her saliva, forced herself to calm down, and said angrily, "This is trespassing!"
Zhou Xinyi didn't answer, but just walked over.
Zhang Ran was terrified, and moved back hard until he was leaning against the sofa and could no longer retreat, then begged in a trembling voice: "Don't, don't, don't come here."
Zhou Xinyi passed the skirt that Zhang Ran threw on the ground, bent over to pick it up, and threw it beside Zhang Ran. Zhang Ran tremblingly took it, and hurriedly covered his sensitive parts.
When he came to them, Zhou Xinyi ignored Zhang Ran, he stretched out his palm towards He Ye, and He Ye's hand reached up.
Zhou Xinyi felt that the temperature of He Ye's palm was too hot, and the faintly oozing blood made him feel mixed feelings. He didn't dare to pull it hard, but instead supported He Ye's arm with the other hand, and held He Ye's arm. Get up from the sofa.
When He Ye stood still, Zhou Xinyi whispered in his ear, "I'll take you away."
He Ye just nodded.
Zhang Ran looked at He Ye with tears in his eyes, and couldn't believe that he actually agreed. He cried and said, "Why did you go with him? Can you rest assured that I will be left alone?"
He Ye remained unmoved, and walked towards the door with Zhou Xinyi's support. At the same time, Zhou Xinyi looked around the room, and when his gaze stopped at He Ye's door, he asked He Ye: "Is that your room?"
He Ye followed his gaze and nodded.
Just by looking at the arrangement of shoes in the shoe cabinet at the door, it is not difficult to recognize which room He Ye lives in.
"Okay." Zhou Xinyi turned around and called out to Huang Gang who had been standing there staring at Zhang Ran, making Huang Gang come back to look at him, and then said: "He Ye probably doesn't want to leave any of him here. There is something, please help me clean up first, and I will ask Ah Shi to come over to help you later."
Huang Gang returned an ok gesture and waved to him again, indicating that he can leave with confidence.
Zhou Xinyi turned around and quickened his pace, helped He Ye out amidst Zhang Ran's heart-piercing roar, and closed the door behind him.
After watching Zhou Xinyi and He Ye leave, Huang Gang immediately turned his head and continued to look at Zhang Ran with a smirk on his face. There was sarcasm, disdain, and gloating in that smile.
Seeing this, Zhang Ran trembled even more.
Huang Gang repeated what Zhang Ran said: "Break into a private house? Why don't you ask who opened the gate of your house?" He smiled even more: "And when He Ye called Xinyi for help, didn't you also Are you there?"
Zhang Ran felt desperate. It turned out that He Yena didn't call Fang Shengda on the phone, but deliberately mentioned Fang Shengda to relax Zhang Ran's vigilance. Zhang Ran said in a daze, "He...he plotted against me."
Huang Gang laughed angrily, and said, "Who is plotting against whom?"
Zhang Ran couldn't say a word.
At this time Zhou Xinyi had taken He Ye out of the unit building, and Zhou Xinyi's car was parked at the door of the building. As soon as he and He Ye had just left the house, Zhao Shizhao came out to greet him. Zhou Xinyi ordered the two of them in turn: "Ah Shi, you go to help Gangzi carry the luggage, Room 102; Ah Ke, you go home and drive a truck over and take the luggage home."
"I'll go right away." After Zhao Shi finished speaking, he wanted to enter the building.
"Wait." Zhou Xinyi said: "I'm in a hurry to get out, I forgot to bring my suitcase, you go and buy two."
Zhao Shi responded and immediately walked in the other direction.
Obviously, Zhao Ke, who was driving home, could deliver it, but Zhao Shixian bought it. He Ye knew that Zhou Xinyi's intention was to give Zhang Ran some face, and he didn't want more people to see her current appearance.
"Sir, do you want to go home with me?" Zhao Ke asked.
Zhou Xinyi shook his head and said, "I still have things to do, you can take a taxi back, I want to use the car."
Zhao Ke said: "Okay, I understand."
Zhao Ke opened the rear door, helped Zhou Xinyi to help He Ye in, closed the door tightly, then went around to the front row and opened the door of the driver's seat, and welcomed Zhou Xinyi in.
Zhou Xinyi seldom drives, but he drives very steadily and does not drive too slowly, because he knows that He Ye needs time now, and he does not drive too fast, for fear of making He Ye's body more difficult.
He drove the car to a nearby remote river, stopped, stretched out his head and looked around, and made sure that there was no one around, then closed all the curtains in the car, and said to He Ye: "Tell me when it's settled. "
After Zhou Xinyi finished speaking, he got out of the car and walked to the river, looking at the moonlit river, lost in thought.
The last time at Zhang Ran's home, He Ye had a high fever, but he was still thinking about that kind of thing. Zhou Xinyi thought it was strange at the time, but now he understands that today is definitely not the first time.
Let a landmine be buried beside He Ye for so long, Zhou Xinyi was afraid after thinking about it for a while, Zhang Ran had found countless opportunities, and thanks to He Ye's firm mind, he did not waver in the slightest.
Zhou Xinyi had to admit that he couldn't help admiring and admiring He Ye, let alone feel ashamed.He looked back towards the direction of the car, unconsciously worried, and wondered how much medicine Zhang Ran had given He Ye this time?He Ye's hand was still injured, can he do it?
After much entanglement, Zhou Xinyi walked in the direction of the car again.
[The author has something to say: Due to review issues, this part cannot be published. Let me briefly explain the plot above. Gong Shou and Gong Shou did not have sex, but Gong helped Shou with his hands and mouth. 】
Zhou Xinyi bent forward, grabbed two tissues from the tissue box on the passenger console, and handed them to He Ye, hoping that He Ye would wipe off the sweat that flowed from his forehead to his cheeks.
However, when He Ye took the tissue, Zhou Xinyi could clearly see that the moisture on He Ye's cheeks came not only from the forehead, but also from the corners of the eyes.
This surprised Zhou Xinyi. He took the spare medical bag on the passenger seat, took out a bottle of iodophor and a box of Yunnan Baiyao, and opened a cotton swab. He was preparing a medical bag for He Ye. Medicine, if there is a deep meaning on the mouth: "Would you be unwilling to see this kind of thing in front of me?"
He Ye knew that Zhou Xinyi was talking about tears.
"Yes." He Ye didn't deny it. He had an urge to hold back all the things he couldn't and didn't want to say these days, and tell Zhou Xinyi all of them, so he couldn't help but said, "But I can show everything in front of you." look like?"
Zhou Xinyi said: "Of course, as long as you want." As he said, he opened the lid of iodophor, dipped it with a cotton swab, and then took He Ye's hand.
"Why you? When I need it most, the only person I can rely on is you." He Ye opened his mouth slowly. As soon as he finished speaking, he felt a little pain from the cotton swab dipped in iodophor touching the wound. He frowned in pain, but to He Ye at this moment, the pain in his body was far less than the pain in his heart. It took him a long time to squeeze out a few short words from his mouth: "I got my wife man."
Zhou Xinyi's heart was shocked, and the cotton swab fell out of his hand. He was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't hear anything, took out a new cotton swab from the cotton swab box, and continued to wipe and disinfect it with iodophor.
He Ye pulled out an ugly smile on his own, and continued, "How sad."
Zhou Xinyiqiang pretended not to care, changed the topic calmly, and said, "It's okay, I don't mind helping you."
"But I mind." He Ye obviously didn't intend to give up the topic because of this, with deep resentment in his eyes: "I hate myself for being useless, and I hate you."
Zhou Xinyi lowered his head, unwilling to look at He Ye, only to hear He Ye say again: "When you touched her, I was by Zhang Ran's side." He Ye suddenly pulled out his hand and grabbed Zhou Xinyi's arm, grieving Authentic: "Why? Why didn't you reject her?"
"Don't talk anymore." Zhou Xinyi finally couldn't control himself and interrupted He Ye softly. He tilted his body and hugged He Ye tightly, almost begging: "Don't torture yourself like this, don't torture me like this .”
Zhou Xinyi didn't know why he had such an urge, maybe he wanted to give the helpless He Ye a little support, but instead of pushing him away, He Ye put his head weakly on his shoulder.
How many times when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, the images that made He Ye's bone marrow kept reappearing in front of him, and he was so painful that he was almost crazy, but after dawn, he still appeared calmly in front of everyone.
Of course Zhou Xinyi knew that He Ye was not as calm as he appeared on the surface, but facing He Ye's indifferent look again and again, he almost forgot that He Ye would still suffer from it.
Unexpectedly, now that He Ye brought up this topic so intuitively, a bloody gash was torn open again in the wounds in their hearts that were hard to heal.
However, no one knew that that night, at the last moment, when they had no clothes on them, Zhou Xinyi still had the last bit of resentment.
He asked her, is there anything you can't do for He Ye?He wanted to say, but—
She interrupted him with her deep kiss, and said, if you miss today, you may never have the chance to get me again.
He's out of breath and retorts, you've run out of chance.
There is no room for this.
The last straw that broke the camel's back was Zhou Xinyi's indulgence that night. He tried to restrain himself, but he couldn't do it after all.When he hated He Ye the most, Wang Yanshuang once asked him, if that night hadn't happened, he would have another kind of regret, right?He looked at the sky and said honestly, yes.
Wang Yanshuang told him softly that life without regrets is not easy, for him it was just a matter of what kind of regrets he had to bear, but for He Ye... Wang Yanshuang didn't say any more.
Zhou Xinyi, who was on the verge of collapse like He Ye, remembered the conversation with Wang Yanshuang, which made him feel much brighter. If it hadn't happened, he would regret for himself and regret the loss.But it happened, and he also ruined He Ye. Thinking of this, he couldn't say anything, but said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
This sentence of sorry is the same as He Ye's pain every day and every night. It is a long time late. Zhou Xinyi is only now willing to face his cruelty to He Ye. Supported by friendship, Wang Yanshuang's transparency can wake you up when you are confused, what about He Ye?Always licking the wound silently alone, unlike anyone seeking a little comfort, also because he has no one to rely on.
There were many times when Zhou Xinyi felt distressed towards He Ye, but never once was it as strong as now. This kind of feeling made Zhou Xinyi hug He Ye even tighter.
Zhou Xinyi's embrace was very warm, so warm that He Ye felt that he could rely on him. He Ye was very tired, so tired that he wanted to rely on this warm embrace forever.
After embracing each other for a long time, He Ye's originally excited emotions gradually calmed down, and his tone became gentle. He sighed lightly: "Why are we in so much pain..."
Although He Ye has always resented Zhou Xinyi, Zhou Xinyi's grievances have actually been empathized thousands of times in his heart.
"Maybe it's God's will." Zhou Xinyi couldn't answer, so he could only use such illusory reasons that even he didn't believe it to perfuse He Ye and himself.
"I don't want to believe in heaven." He Ye said weakly.
"Then you can trust me." Zhou Xinyi quickly answered.
He Ye's heart was wrapped in an inexplicable warmth.
There was another brief silence.
Zhou Xinyi got up and let go of He Ye, took his hands, looked at the blood on his palms in pain, and picked up the medicine bottle and cotton swab again.As he applied the medicine to Ye Ye, he said earnestly: "I almost died once. I haven't let go of many things yet, but I'm trying to be bearish. I don't know if I can do it, and I don't know if you can." It can't be done, whether you want to do it or not, but no matter what you want, you are not alone."
These words came from Zhou Xinyi's mouth, which really surprised He Ye. The cold iodophor penetrated into the wound but did not make He Ye feel the slightest chill. He hadn't felt the feeling of trusting and relying on others for a long time.I can't help but think of the scene when I looked down and saw Zhou Xinyi with his own desires in his mouth. Zhou Xinyi, who is high above the top, has flourished in life and career, and is able to blend in the mixed society with ease. He can be called a human being. The man who is the dragon, actually does such a shameful action for himself, and tries so hard to please himself.
Thinking of this, He Ye's heart felt sore, and he was moved a little bit that he didn't want to admit.
"You just..." He Ye turned his face away, looked out the window, and said with some embarrassment: "It's impossible to do that."
Zhou Xinyi naturally knew what He Ye was talking about, he had already applied iodophor to all of He Ye's wounds, opened Yunnan Baiyao, applied some on it, and said, "I see that you are a little anxious, and I am also. "
Before he finished speaking, Zhou Xinyi wanted to take back the sentence, because it was tantamount to telling He Ye that he had seen all the scenes of him enjoying and sometimes being difficult at that time.
Seeing that He Ye's expression suddenly turned strange, he stopped talking.
After Zhou Xinyi finished treating He Ye's wound, he brought up the topic and said, "It should be nothing serious. Let her take a look at it when Dr. Wang comes back."
When it comes to Wang Yanshuang, He Ye has always had a doubt. He is very clear that Zhou Xinyi attaches great importance to Wang Yanshuang, but Zhou Xinyi's relationship with Wang Yanshuang is not as close as Huang Gang's, or even treats many people around him, so He asked this question out of his mouth.
In many small things, Zhou Xinyi is very polite to Wang Yanshuang. He will say thank you, trouble, and hard work to her, but when it comes to important things, he doesn't even need to ask her if she can do it or if she is willing to do it. , he knew she would not let him down.They rarely even match each other by name, he calls her doctor and she calls him Mr.
Zhou Xinyi knew that He Ye was still very inexperienced in getting along with men and women, let alone understand his own views on the relationship between men and women, so he explained: "Two people who don't love each other should not get too close. For me, The more precious the relationship I want to cherish, the more I hope it will develop without impurities for a long time, and Wang Yanshuang is someone I don't want to lose and can hardly lose."
He Ye had been in touch with Wang Yanshuang a few times, and he admired her a little in his heart, so he agreed: "If such a person is lost, it is indeed your loss." Then he said: "I shouldn't let Zhang Ran get too close to me. "
Zhou Xinyi comforted: "I know you have worked hard to keep a distance from her, but you don't understand the method, not to mention that she is too obsessed, which is also harming others and yourself."
"Do you hate her?" He Ye asked, actually already had the answer in his heart.
Zhou Xinyi shook his head and said, "I've never hated anyone other than you, don't you too?"
He Ye said: "But I won't forgive her either."
Zhou Xinyi said: "Then are you worried about her? When we came out, she was with Gangzi, without clothes, and it was night."
Zhou Xinyi also had an answer in his mind.
He Ye also shook his head, he knew Zhou Xinyi's sense of proportion.
Speaking of this, the two of them remembered to pull down the curtains on the car. They chatted all night without knowing it. Now that the sky was slightly brighter, Zhou Xinyi put his elbows on the car window and sighed: "It's time to go back. .” He took a deep breath, got out of the car and went back to the driver’s seat.
At this moment, He Ye's cell phone rang.
Zhou Xinyi was ready to drive, but saw from the mirror that He Ye did not speak after answering the phone, and his expression was very wrong, so he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"
He Ye's face was livid, and he said in a deep voice, "Zhang Ran was raped."
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