Wrong life

At this time, everyone's moods were mostly calmed down. Zhou Xinyi stood up, suddenly knelt beside Zhou Jinghua's legs, and looked up at him earnestly. Maybe he accidentally touched the wound, and the white gauze on his wrist leaked a few strands blood.

"Sir, you're bleeding..." Wang Yanshuang hurried over, trying to re-bandage Zhou Xinyi with medicine, Zhou Jinghua also showed a worried look, but Zhou Xinyi waved his hand, indicating that he was fine, and said to Zhou Jinghua, "Dad... ...This is the place where Mengyu committed suicide."

Hearing Zhou Xinyi's words made Zhou Jinghua very uncomfortable, but his feelings were not as deep as He Ye Wanyi's.

He Ye quietly looked at the water in the fountain pool. It must be the first time it was stained with blood today... As he thought this way, he finally understood why this place made his mood so messy, but on the surface he was still as indifferent as ever.

Zhou Xinyi bit the bullet and said: "I want to have a few words with you, and I will take care of the wound later."

Although he was facing Zhou Jinghua, he was speaking for others to listen to. Wang Yanshuang walked towards the distance quietly, and stopped at a place where they would not disturb them. He wanted to bandage Zhou Xinyi immediately after their conversation was over. After all, the less blood shed, the better...

Before leaving, Wang Yanshuang winked at Huang Gang, and called Huang Gang, who was not very knowledgeable, away, and He Ye naturally followed Wang Yanshuang and Huang Gang.

After they walked away, Zhou Xinyi knelt closer to Zhou Jinghua, and begged in a low voice: "Dad, I know I was wrong, I really know I was wrong... Please don't feel sorry for me..."

Zhou Xinyi's attitude is very sincere, and Zhou Jinghua also knows that he has really suffered a lot of guilt and pain. After all, he is his son, and it would be a lie to say that he doesn't feel sorry for him.

"Dad..." Zhou Xinyi called out: "I don't want to hurt her, I don't want to, I really don't want to..." Zhou Xinyi's tone became more and more excited: "Believe me, I really know I was wrong, Even if you don't forgive me, I just ask you not to feel sorry for me..." Suddenly remembering what Zhou Jinghua said yesterday, and remembering how he felt when he was on the verge of life and death, Zhou Xinyi never wanted to feel that moment again, he couldn't care less about the distance Was someone looking at them, and they fell on Zhou Jinghua's knee and sobbed like a child, repeating "I'm sorry" inaudibly.

Zhou Jinghua was a little dazed. Ever since Zhou Xinyi was sensible, no matter how difficult or big a problem he encountered, he had never shed a single tear in front of him. At this moment, he was crying beside him like a child of a few years old.

Think about it, no matter how prosperous Zhou Xinyi is outside, no matter how capable he is now, in front of Zhou Jinghua, in front of his parents, Zhou Xinyi will always be a child, just a child...

"Xinyi..." Zhou Jinghua put his hand on Zhou Xinyi's head and stroked it lightly. He sighed, really not knowing what to do.

The three people not far away looked at them in unison. The concern of Huang Gang and Wang Yanshuang was beyond words, and even He Ye, who hated Zhou Xinyi deeply, had to be moved by it.

In fact, He Ye wanted to bid farewell to Wang Yanshuang, but before he could speak, he saw Zhou Xinyi crying on his father's lap like a child, and He Ye's legs couldn't be controlled for a while, making it difficult to move.

It turns out that Zhou Xinyi also has such a side...

He Ye couldn't help being a little envious. Why didn't he want to vent his emotions like Zhou Xinyi, why didn't he want to cry in front of the person he cared about the most, but his parents were far away abroad, and he didn't have any real friends to talk to. Even every time I blame myself and feel guilty, I can't even find anyone who will listen to my mistakes, so I can only curse at myself in the dead of night.

Even though there is no shortage of caring around him, Zhou Xinyi seems to be the only one who can understand him, and Zhou Xinyi is the person he hates the most, the person who hurt him the most, and caused him the worst.

Even so, he is still neither angry nor angry, and faces life and everything with a seemingly normal attitude.

After all, there are not many people in this world who are as forbearing as He Ye. Tang Yimei who suddenly appeared is definitely two extremes with He Ye.

Tang Yimei originally wanted to wait for Zhou Xinyi outside the garden gate, but Zhao Shitie refused to let her in. She didn't know when Zhou Xinyi would come out, so she went to have breakfast first. When she came back, she had already heard about the garden. Something happened inside, so I hurried in after him.

Before reaching Zhou Jinghua and his son, Tang Yimei ran into He Ye and the three who were standing aside. Wang Yanshuang stopped in front of Tang Yimei and kindly advised, "Miss Tang, it's better not to disturb them for the time being."

"Go away!" Tang Yimei was anxious and angry. The anxious thing was that she saw Zhou Xinyi crying in front of Zhou Jinghua from a distance, and she was really worried at this moment; the angry thing was that she didn't have the first time at such an important moment. Catch up, not by Zhou Xinyi's side.She pushed Wang Yanshuang away, and scolded: "What are you? Our family affairs are worthy of interfering?"

housework?He Ye looked at Tang Yimei, and it was not difficult to see that Miss Tang had a lot of affection for Zhou Xinyi, and she might even like it very much. It's just that she called herself "family". Could it be that she has a marriage contract with Zhou Xinyi?This made He Ye a little puzzled, not to mention Zhou Xinyi's feelings for Liang Mengyu, but the upbringing and demeanor of Miss Tang in front of him, I'm afraid Zhou Xinyi would not like it in his heart, if he really agreed, he must It's just to show filial piety to Zhou Jinghua.

He Ye admired Zhou Xinyi a little. He asked himself, if he let himself give up the obsession in his heart and marry a woman he didn't love in order to make his parents happy, it would definitely be impossible, but he felt that Zhou Xinyi was too much There is nothing wrong with being filial to your father, but Tang Yimei doesn't owe them the Zhou family. If you really get married and don't love her, wouldn't it ruin your life?

Sacrificing oneself is indeed great, but what is the sacrifice of others?And why?

He Ye didn't think about it anymore, Huang Gang had already disturbed his thoughts, Huang Gang immediately became anxious when he saw Wang Yanshuang being scolded, regardless of 21, he directly guarded Wang Yanshuang behind him, pointed at Tang Yimei bitterly and said: "Tang Yimei, you Dare to touch her again?"

Tang Yimei saw that Huang Gang was aggressive and desperate, so she didn't dare to move any more. She glared at him and walked towards Zhou Xinyi.Huang Gang wanted to chase after him, but was pulled back by He Yeruo. He Yeruo persuaded meaningfully: "Forget it, if it's their family matter... let them solve it by themselves."

For some reason, He Ye suddenly wanted to know whether Zhou Xinyi really didn't change at all after going through that "life and death".

Wang Yanshuang also seemed to have guessed what He Ye was thinking, and nodded at Huang Gang. Huang Gang saw that Wang Yanshuang agreed, so he stopped worrying about it.

Although Zhou Jinghua did not say that he forgave Zhou Xinyi's fault, he kept calming Zhou Xinyi's emotions. Zhou Xinyi was still lying on Zhou Jinghua's lap, and did not notice Tang Yimei approaching at all, but Zhou Jinghua noticed her at a glance. Seeing what Zhou Xinyi had done, he couldn't help showing shame.

Tang Yimei stood for a long time, held back for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking: "Uncle... what's wrong with Xinyi."

Zhou Xinyi heard Tang Yimei's voice, raised his head, and quietly sorted out his emotions.

Zhou Jinghua sighed, and said to Tang Yimei: "I'm really sorry, I brought you together when I didn't know much about Xinyi's recent situation..." He looked at Zhou Xinyi, shook his head slightly, and said to Tang Yimei again. Tang Yimei said: "Xinyi has a bad past, I... I really have no face to say it."

"What did he do?" Tang Yimei asked.

"□□." This was Zhou Xinyi's own answer.

Tang Yimei shook her head in disbelief, hoping she heard it wrong.

"Uncle." Tang Yimei looked at Zhou Jinghua and asked, "Tell me, Xinyi is joking, right?"

Zhou Jinghua said in a low voice: "I know you definitely can't accept this kind of thing...it doesn't matter if you don't want to talk to him anymore."

Tang Yimei bit her lip and asked foolishly: "If I say, I still like him, or do I want to marry him?" She whispered: "You promised me that as long as we both agree, you will host us Wedding, so can we fix a date now?"

Zhou Jinghua nodded. He was guilty of "introducing" his bastard son to Tang Yimei. Now that Tang Yimei knew the truth, she must have turned her head angrily and left, but she didn't expect Tang Yimei to be infatuated with Zhou Xinyi.

"Such words are naturally good..." Zhou Jinghua hesitated for a moment, and was about to say something to Zhou Xinyi, but Zhou Xinyi looked at Tang Yimei, and said to her seriously, seriously: "If my father The promise is to have a happy relationship, so I seriously say that I don't agree."

Zhou Jinghua only thought that Tang Yimei would go back on her word, but she didn't expect that Zhou Xinyi would disagree, and Tang Yimei didn't expect that Zhou Xinyi would object, and she said it so terribly, but she didn't want to believe it, forced a smile, and said in a daze: "I can Accept that you have had other women."

Knowing that Tang Yimei was pretending to be stupid, Zhou Xinyi deliberately said it more clearly: "She is not only the woman I have had, but also the woman I love deeply, so I will not love you, nor can I marry you."

"Xinyi!" Seeing Tang Yimei's sad look and Zhou Xinyi's cruel and decisive attitude, Zhou Jinghua wanted to kick him immediately.

Zhou Xinyi changed his previous obedience and said without doubt: "Dad, please forgive Xinyi for being unfilial, but no matter what you say, I will not agree."

Tang Yimei burst into tears, rushed to Zhou Xinyi's side and dragged him up, beating and scolding him while crying, Zhou Xinyi neither fought back nor spoke, even Tang Yimei threw herself into his arms and cried , He didn't push her away either.

But Tang Yimei knew that this kind of rejection was crueler than any vicious words. After crying for a long time, she turned and ran away in grief.

"Xinyi, you're going too far!" Zhou Jinghua said angrily, "How could you hurt someone like this?"

"Because I can't marry her."

"you--"

Zhou Jinghua didn't expect Zhou Xinyi to disobey him so much. This had never happened before. Even when he was forced to break up with Liang Mengyu, he never showed such a firm expression.

Zhou Xinyi knelt down again, regained his calm tone, and said, "Dad, can you listen to my explanation?"

Zhou Jinghua nodded, ready to listen to his explanation.

Zhou Xinyi decided to say everything in his heart this time, and he said seriously: "I have indeed thought about it, as long as you are happy, who is not to marry if you ask me to marry? When I marry Yimei, maybe one day I will marry you." If I can fall in love with her, even if I don't love her, I have to treat her for the rest of my life to be worthy of you."

Zhou Jinghua was puzzled: "Then why do you disagree now?"

"Because it's a bet." Zhou Xinyi said flatly: "I bet her life. If I win, I can fall in love with her, or lie to her for the rest of my life, and make her happy. If I lose... What should she do when I can't cheat anymore or I don't want to cheat anymore?"

Zhou Xinyi bowed his head and said softly: "I don't care, but I don't want to sacrifice her life to fulfill my filial piety, so no matter how angry you are, I won't be obedient this time."

Zhou Jinghua looked at Zhou Xinyi with a complicated expression, and did not reply for a long time.

Zhou Xinyi thought his father was angry, raised his head, and was about to apologize again, but met Zhou Jinghua with a kind smile.

"Dad?" Zhou Xinyi called out in doubt.

Zhou Jinghua smiled, looked at Zhou Xinyi with great relief, and said, "Until now, I didn't believe that you really knew that you were wrong." He helped Zhou Xinyi up and let Zhou Xinyi sit next to him: "You I’m really happy to think about it from Yimai’s point of view.”

Zhou Xinyi was startled, and asked tentatively, "So, you won't let me marry her?"

"Silly boy, in your life, I can only guide you, but I cannot make decisions for you."

Zhou Xinyi immediately jumped up, ecstatically throwing himself into Zhou Jinghua's arms.

"This kid." Zhou Jinghua patted Zhou Xinyi's back lightly, and said tactfully, "Yi Mei also really likes you, you just went too far."

"If she knows that I think about her, she may think that I have feelings for her in my heart, but I can't face the past and deliberately escape." Zhou Xinyi guessed, "I'm afraid she will love me even more."

"Narcissistic child." Zhou Jinghua sighed helplessly: "Then you really don't have any heart for her?"

Zhou Xinyi shook his head without hesitation. He knew that he would not be tempted by any woman in this life, but he was afraid that his father would be sad, so he didn't say this.

"It's good to make her think I'm a jerk, so that it won't hurt so much when I give up." Zhou Xinyi smiled wryly, mocking himself in his heart: It should be quite easy to give up on someone like me, right?dream language...

In fact, Tang Yimei met Zhou Xinyi earlier than Liang Mengyu, and liked Zhou Xinyi much earlier than Liang Mengyu, but at the beginning Tang Yimei felt that Zhou Xinyi must like her, so she waited day by day, waiting for Zhou Xinyi to come He confessed his love, but he didn't expect that what he was waiting for was the news that Zhou Xinyi had made a girlfriend.

Tang Yimei was very sad at first, but Zhou Xinyi broke up with his girlfriend soon, and soon changed another one, split up, and changed again... Tang Yimei thought, as expected, his true love is only herself.

So Tang Yimei continued to wait, waiting for Zhou Xinyi to keep changing girlfriends, until Zhou Xinyi met Liang Mengyu, Tang Yimei really missed it...

If Tang Yimei shows his love bravely, will Zhou Xinyi love her like Liang Mengyu?This answer doesn't make sense anymore.Tang Yimei never even knew whether Zhou Xinyi had ever been in love with her?Or, have you never taken it to heart?

It is because many questions have no answers and are meaningless, so the past should really be let go...