bury my love with your smile

"Bi Sen, I think if I leave, Lian is quite pitiful alone, you can take him in for me." Wei looked at Bi Sen and said jokingly.

"Hey, Wei, you..."

"Okay, you're welcome." Before Lian had time to refute Wei's words, Bi Sen interrupted. Wei also said it as a joke, but Bi Sen's words made everyone present look at him in surprise.

"Look at me like this for everything." Bi Sen's expression was still relaxed, and there was nothing strange about it.

"Then since Bi Sen agreed, let's have a formal handover ceremony now." Wei resolved the awkward atmosphere, and took the lead to pick up the wine on the table. "Cheers, today the grass Lian finally has an owner."

"Cheers!" Everyone echoed.

Lian glanced at Bi Sen out of the corner of her eye. As usual, she couldn't tell if it was a joke or it was real.

Ye Chenxuan walked into Bi Sen's room, opened the laptop, and found the unfinished story of Bi Sen. Although Bi Sen had set a password, Ye Chenxuan was Bi Sen's brother after all, and he was also the person who knew Bi Sen best. , it is easy to guess the password, in short, it is related to Lin Sen.

The possible void is an invisible fog

The rain and dew that appeared in the fog disappeared in the morning sun

I can only watch you leave and want to hold you back

It is true that it is impossible to repeat that there is no result

You can see why I stop here and you feel the same way

It is happiness that cannot be obtained, I can only guard it silently

The meaning of life is so ups and downs, fate is my only conviction

Interrupted thoughts can no longer clear the once distant eyes that love you the most

Serious injury makes you helpless, all you want is that simple happiness

The belonging of a person living in this world is lost because of my timidity

I want to give more for you I can't forgive myself for declaring

In the end, I can only cry bitterly and love so hard

It's true that you can't exile life is just like this

It's my incompetent surrender, you must be walking sadly

This paragraph of text was written by Bi Sen into the computer recently. It seems a little confusing. The sad text may be to hide the love for Lin Sen. This is why Lian did not discover the secret of Bi Sen's story. It was what Bi Sen was really writing, words really addressed to Lin Sen.

The same goes for the previous texts. Bisen is trying to convey the information to Lin Sen who is sleeping underground bit by bit, but who can tell Bisen whether he can hear it?

"There is no sign of the morning, there is fear and darkness, you want to protect you, you just disappeared without a sound. When did you start to feel so lonely in the room? When did you get used to seeing you by your side? Your bright smile kept me hidden. My love for you makes you think that you are insignificant in my heart"

And the text I see now is "but now I want to tell you that you are the most important person in my life because the person I love most is you"

Suddenly, Ye Chenxuan lost his strength, he didn't know whether it was the so-called story written by Bi Sen, or his real thoughts, if it was true, Ye Chenxuan suddenly became a little worried.If this is just a story, then why did Bisen bother to write it?Because this can't be a coincidence, it was definitely Bisen's intention, but seeing Bisen like this, he would not think of these things at all, why Bisen did this, Ye Chenxuan finally didn't understand, or didn't want I understand.

"Chenxuan?" Ye Hanyu passed by Bisen's room, and vaguely saw the faint light coming from the room through the crack of the door, only to find out that Ye Chenxuan was running Bisen's computer when he opened the door.

"What's wrong?" Ye Hanyu asked Ye Chenxuan worriedly.

"What the hell is Bi Sen thinking?!" Suddenly something flashed through Ye Chenxuan's mind, and he shouted loudly.

"What's wrong with Bi Sen?" Ye Hanyu was a little surprised that Ye Chenxuan, who was always calm, would be so excited.

Ye Chenxuan didn't answer Ye Hanyu's words, but frowned tightly, the irritability in his heart was self-evident.

"See?" Ye Hanyu asked suddenly calmly.

Ye Chenxuan seemed to have noticed something because of Ye Hanyu's calm voice.

"you know?!"

"kindness."

"Then why didn't you tell me sooner."

"If I tell you can you calm down? You will definitely go to Bi Sen to ask, you can solve everything calmly, but only about your brother Bi Sen, I know you can't calm down. Knowing you, of course I shouldn't tell you."

"Beeson..."

"But Chen Xuan, you can't be sure about the guess in your heart, can you?"

Ye Chenxuan looked at the people in front of him, they always had the same thoughts, they deserved to be lovers with the same heart.

"Suddenly I feel that Bisen is far away from us..."

"I can't figure out what he's thinking now, but Bisen is no longer the kid at that time."

"Although I said so, but..."

"Don't worry about it, even if it is, it's Bisen's own decision, isn't it? Chen Xuan, don't you also hope that Bisen can be happy?"

"...I know, but..."

"Chenxuan, if it's what we think, then we will do our best to restore it."

"Yes! We still have room for recovery, and there is still a lot of time."

"En! Bisen should be back soon, we can't let him know that we have opened his computer."

"En." Ye Chenxuan nodded.

"Wei, can we go to your wedding?" Bi Sen asked.

"Of course, there were not many people attending our wedding, so it would be nice to have more of you."

"That's good, remember to tell us when the time is set."

"I'll let you know first."

"What you said, if I know who knows it before us, I'm welcome."

"I know, I know, I'm afraid of you." g

"It's what it is. You can't go back on the promise you made, you know." Although Bisen expressed this sentence in a relatively relaxed way, it sank in Lian's heart, as if feeling that Bisen's words were still ambiguous. There is something, but what it is, Lian doesn't know, and hasn't learned.

"It's getting late, we're about to go back to Sen." Xing Di looked at the time and said to Bi Sen.

Bi Sen looked at Xing Di and said with a smile, "Di, you have a threshold."

"Yeah, Yuhan asked me to go back before twelve o'clock."

"Hey, since it's Yuhan's order, there's nothing I can do about it."

"Then let's go first." Xingdi and Bisen greeted the other sitting people.

"Well, be careful on the road."

"En." Bisen and Xingdi replied, the moment they turned around and were about to leave, Bisen saw Lian staring at him.

"Lian, is there anything else?"

"Remember what you just said."

"what?"

"Of course I accept Lian. This is what you said yourself. You can't regret the promise you made."

"Okay." Bi Sen smiled and said goodbye to them.

"Sen, are you serious?" Bi Sen and Xing Di walked side by side along the way.

"Maybe."

"If he can make you forget the past, then I will give you my full support."

"Okay! Thank you so much Dillo."

"There's nothing to be thankful for. Don't everyone want you, Sen, to be happy." Xing Di said, but she didn't notice something hidden in Bi Sen's eyes at all.

Back home, Ye Chenxuan and Ye Hanyu had already fallen asleep, Bi Sen walked towards his own direction alone, not sure if he was tired or weak, walked into the room and closed the door, leaned on the back of the door and slowly slid down , sitting on the ground and looking at the opposite floor-to-ceiling windows leading to the balcony, looking at the blurred night outside the balcony, the world of feasting and feasting can only last for a short time, a place without noise, light, and no one can make Bi Sen quiet When you calm down and confide in your heart.

Slowly got up and locked the door behind him, walked to the desk and turned on the lamp, and took out the other four books I bought today...

Bi Sen understood that this was the book in which Lin Sen's last soul was entrusted, so he looked through it carefully and slowly.

Wandering in the dark world, the light of nothingness is shattering, the gears of fate are overlapping in loneliness, the reincarnation is the assumption of happiness, the boundless wandering is hot, and the insinuation of the flames of pain.

Who can surpass the determination of the heavens, cannot bear the sin of violating the gods, and break through the isolation of fate, who is already exhausted at this moment.

I don’t want to see Baixue, I don’t want to cry, I’ll end up in the lifeless Yeyue, reach out and grab me, don’t let go, take me away from this world full of anxiety and fear, don’t be timid.

Fate accompanies me with sad music, but no one can understand it. No one will know all this when I leave alone.

Can't see the future, can't see tomorrow, only endless night.

There is no day, no sunshine, no gentle clear moon.

The leaves are so bleak by the wind.

Generate fire, want to fly this cold world, let me go beyond.

Looking for this, the moment of baptizing the pain and seeing the sun again, let us protect each other and know that moment, and we will never be alone again.

If the previous nine books were about Lin Sen himself, then these four books seem to be about Bi Sen, not Lin Sen, because Lin Sen has never been so depressed, what Lin Sen wrote is to predict the current Bi Sen In life, Er Linsen's guesses are always so accurate, as if nothing in this world can be hidden from him.

Bi Sen knew what this meant, and believed that if someone understood Lin Sen's intentions, he would definitely blame Lin Sen for his selfishness, but Lin Sen considered from Bi Sen's standpoint, only for Bi Sen's only one.

But Bi Sen is still thinking about other people. Although he wants to obey Lin Sen's words, he can't do it now. Bi Sen can't think of how to tell Lin Sen if he goes against Lin Sen's ideas, and if he meets in a certain era one day. Sen?Is happiness just gone forever like this?

But who else loves Bi Sen like Lin Sen, thinks of Bi Sen, and even disregards everyone?Lin Sen is willing to bear the charge of selfishness and hopes that Bi Sen will stop suffering.

Many people like to say "I know how you feel" to Buteson.But how many do you really know?I'm afraid the answer is none. Only you can understand your own affairs most clearly, and outsiders will not understand them at all. You can't even know how things happen, how they progress, and how they end, so how can you understand them?But only Lin Sen really understands Bi Sen's thoughts, but he never told Bi Sen that silence is better than life, Lin Sen always proves everything with his actions.

As Lin Sen said, the current Bi Sen is actually playing a double identity, pretending to return to the way he was three years ago in front of the world. When he didn't see Lin Sen, he returned home and closed the door. Now there is only this small This space is the place to reveal his true self. Lin Sen knew that Bi Sen was pacing aimlessly and hard, so he wanted to bring him a ray of light in the darkness.Bi Sen is always just pretending to be strong, but in fact his heart is suppressing the pain, just as Lin Sen wrote.

I don't know how long after reading the book, Bi Sen fell asleep on the table, but he didn't sleep deeply. In the haze, he suddenly felt a figure standing beside his bed. He couldn't see his face, but just stood quietly. There was no movement, but when Bi Sen wanted to reach out to grab him, the figure disappeared instantly.Bi Sen suddenly opened his eyes, not knowing when he was lying on the bed.In the dream, did Lin Sen want to leave like this? Bi Sen tightly grabbed the clothes on his chest, as if he wanted to suppress the uneasiness, panic, and pain in his heart.He lifted the quilt and wanted to go to the kitchen to find water to drink, but when he opened the door, Bi Sen stopped there.

Suddenly Bisen found that the door was locked tightly as before, and he was sure that he fell asleep while reading a book, so who made Bisen sleep on the bed? !

Unable to figure out this problem no matter what, the harsh phone ringing suddenly rang at an untimely time.

Bi Sen looked out the window only to realize that it was dawn and the sun was dazzling.

Pick up the phone, the caller ID is Lian.

"Hello?" Bi Sen's tone changed instantly, becoming very lively and cheerful.

"Beeson, are you still sleeping?"

"Yeah, how do you know?"

"I can tell by your voice, are you free today?"

"Yes, do you want me out?"

"Yeah, I think the weather is so good today, so I thought of asking you out."

"OK, what time?"

After making an appointment, Bi Sen hung up the phone, sighed, stared at the books on the table, and finally opened the door and walked out of the room.

"Brother, are you awake?" Ye Chenxuan, who was reading the newspaper in the dining room, said when he saw Bi Sen.

"kindness."

"Brother, you don't seem to be in a good mood today." Ye Hanyu asked while laying out breakfast.

"No, I read too late last night, so I didn't wake up."

"Well, don't look so late in the future, look at you getting up so early every day, you can't sleep more."

"It's okay." Bisen walked to the dining table and sat down, watching TV with the remote control.

Just changed to a horror film "Personal Shape Division".

"Hey, this movie is good, but it seems that this place is almost finished." Ye Hanyu said aside.

"Things I once loved will be endowed with spirituality. No matter whether they are separated or not, such things will eventually return to their owners..." This sentence suddenly sounded on the TV, which made Bisen a little surprised.