bury my love with your smile

Bisen walked in this place where he had lived for more than ten years, and the streets he was familiar with remained unchanged, just like before...

After getting off the plane yesterday, boarding the train, and returning to this small city, Bisen kept walking on the streets of this city after putting his luggage in the hotel, without stopping for a whole day.When I came back suddenly, I felt that this place was so lonely, only Bisen was alone.A small city full of ancient rhymes will never have the hustle and bustle of a big city, always with a touch of sadness, reflecting Bisen's heart.

Unlike Korea, which is very lively until late at night, here, around ten o'clock in the evening, there are not many pedestrians on the street.Bisen's lonely figure moved slowly on the sidewalk. The road in the city center leads to the only lake in the city.The lights by the lake are always dim, so that it is still difficult to see the road ahead.

Sitting by the lake and looking at the deep black ahead, it is like a black hole that is addicted to people, trying to lead people to the abyss. It seems that there is a huge door leading to hell standing on the lake.

It was almost eight o'clock in the evening when we drove to the city, Ye Chenxuan and his group discussed where to start looking.

"Although this city is not big, it's not a way to find it this way." Harajuku Hitosuke said.

"Let's start looking for places where Bi Sen used to go often." Ye Hanyu said.

"Well, that's the only way to go." Ye Chenxuan was thinking about the place Bisen used to go to.

"South Lake Square?" Ye Hanyu asked suddenly.

Ye Chenxuan seemed to have been awakened: "That's right, let's go look there."

"kindness!"

Nanhu Square - a place full of countless memories for Bisen, from the time he was born until he left the city, this is the place Bisen often visited.

This place should be regarded as the most romantic and warm place in the city. No matter who Bisen came here with, they will leave good memories, including Linsen of course.

This square is one of the most important places in Biesen's life. Apart from those good memories, there is also the first encounter with Lin Sen.

I remember that there was a fireworks show that night. Bisen, Ye Chenxuan and Ye Hanyu decided to go to Nanhu Square at night because they had nothing to do. Vehicles are prohibited on the road leading to Nanhu Plaza, and the middle and sides of the road are full of people rushing to Nanhu Plaza. This night, nearly one-third of the city’s people are probably here. It is rare to have such a lively time.

When they arrived at Nanhu Square, there was already a sea of ​​people in front of them. Bi Sen, Ye Chenxuan, and Ye Hanyu could only find the gap and run forward. Finally, because there were too many people, Ye Hanyu let go of Bi Sen's hand.Being scattered by the flow of people like this, Bi Sen wanted to go forward to find Ye Hanyu and Ye Chenxuan, but he couldn't find them after being accidentally knocked down.

"I'm sorry, are you okay?"

"It's okay." Bi Sen grabbed the hand that was stretched out to support him and stood up.

"Are you separated from your family?" The pleasant voice sounded again.

"kindness……"

"What's their phone number? Let me make a call for you."

"The phone is charging at home..."

"Ah, that's it, how about I accompany you, don't you mind? I'm alone anyway, ah, don't get me wrong, I'm not a bad person."

"Thank you..." Bi Sen was still a very innocent child at that time, and he was not wary of others. Even if Lin Sen was really a bad person, Bi Sen would have let him accompany him without any precautions.

It was that very dramatic and old-fashioned encounter that changed the future paths of these two people, or it was Bi Sen who changed the most, because Lin Sen left Bi Sen forever after three years. His future is only the remaining three years, but it can be imagined that the happiness he gets should be better than a lifetime.

In fact, Bi Sen and Lin Sen were not gay from the beginning, but it was because of this encounter that they faced their true feelings until they fell in love at the end, and the only same-sex they loved was their own person, But it would be impossible for them to fall in love with another woman, because this person who belongs to them is the only one.

After Bisen returned home, Ye Chenxuan and Ye Hanyu were anxiously waiting for Bisen at home, seeing Bisen's return home, both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

"Brother, why didn't you come back earlier, the social security is not good now, it's not safe to be outside alone at night." Ye Hanyu said.

"Then who left me outside alone?" Bi Sen raised his eyebrows.

"That's what I can't do if I'm being pushed away by people."

"Oh...'sister-in-law' don't lie to me, anyway, even if you are really separated by people, you don't bother to come back and look for me."

Seeing Bi Sen and Ye Hanyu bickering, Ye Chenxuan couldn't help laughing.

"Brother, don't laugh. If you have a 'sister-in-law', forget about me as a younger brother. I value sex and despise my younger brother!"

"How can..."

"Dare you say no? Don't you just want two people to watch the fireworks, talk about love, talk about love, tell me that life will be fine, why do you join forces to play me?" Bi Sen pouted and crossed his hands On the chest, looking the other way and sulking.

"I just like to play tricks on my younger brother." Ye Hanyu continued to add fuel to the fire.

"It's cold rain, don't play tricks on your younger brother. Come on, younger brother, we bought your favorite orange green tea to calm down. Your 'sister-in-law' is just joking." Ye Chenxuan will still be warm orange green tea Send it to Bisen.

"Of course I was joking! Going to bed." Bi Sen snatched the quilt from Ye Chenxuan's hand.

"Brother, you are not really angry, are you?" Ye Hanyu asked suddenly.

"Yeah yeah, I'm angry, so I won't continue making light bulbs." Bi Sen, who had his back to Ye Chenxuan and Ye Hanyu, suddenly turned around and made a face at the two of them, "Haha, I was intimidated by me, I Are you such a stingy person?" After speaking, he turned and ran back to the room.

Ye Chenxuan stared blankly at Bi Sen, and suddenly laughed. "When did Bi Sen's acting skills become so good, I was almost deceived by him."

"Who knows, I learned from you."

Ye Chenxuan looked at Ye Hanyu, he had black lines all over his head, he never thought he could act, anyway, Ye Hanyu did all the bad things to him, he was appointed in this life.

After Bi Sen closed the door, he turned on his cell phone and received a text message from Lin Sen. From this day on, Bi Sen's phone bill skyrocketed.

"Brother, what have you been up to lately? Why are your phone bills so high?" Ye Chenxuan was a little surprised. There were not many classmates who had a good relationship with Bisen, and they rarely communicated on the phone. Those who were in frequent contact rarely called, and met directly... at the bar.Although Bisen knew a lot of people, he rarely told others his phone number, and he didn't like being disturbed.

"My younger brother finally has the time to think about spring. They are all text messages, and they are still on the same number." Ye Hanyu said jokingly.

"The same number? Brother, how many text messages have you sent?"

"Brother, how can I count it clearly, it's just posted every night."

"You still have the nerve to say that you post it every night. I'm thankful if you don't post it all day."

"Brother, which cutie made you do this?" Ye Hanyu asked pretending to understand.

"It's not a crush..." Bi Sen blacked out.

"Isn't it a crush? That's..."

"Big Brother." Both Ye Hanyu and Ye Chenxuan were a little startled.

"Brother, which bad uncle did you send so many text messages with? He didn't cheat the phone company." Ye Hanyu burst out this sentence suddenly.

Now it's Ye Chenxuan's black line.

"Han Yu, you joked too much."

"Haha, sorry, adjust the atmosphere."

"It was the day of the fireworks show. You two met after you ran away. 'Sister-in-law', please don't call him uncle. He didn't hit you how old. If he wants to call you uncle, then you can do it too."

"Ah! Brother, if you dare to call me uncle, just try."

"...Don't dare." Bi Sen was most afraid of Ye Hanyu's threat.

"Brother, are you..."

Bi Sen knew what Ye Chenxuan wanted to say, because he knew that Bi Sen would rarely tell outsiders his phone number.

But even Bisen himself didn't know why he told Su Linsen his number at that time, maybe his brain had a twitch at that moment, but it seemed that Lin Sen had cast some unknown magic, and he wanted to send text messages every day Give it to him, talk to him about something.Sometimes Bi Sen is a little afraid that he will rely on an outsider like this, relying on Ye Hanyu and Ye Chenxuan because they are his family members and will never leave him, but Lin Sen... just knows each other She has been an outsider for a long time, but she relies on him so much.

"Brother, I don't know..." Bi Sen's complex expression made Ye Chenxuan unable to bear to ask further.

"That's all right, all right, I'm just asking you, I'm afraid that if you accidentally subscribe to some SMS service, it will be useless and a lot of money will be wasted."

"Well, brother, will you continue to help me pay the phone bill?" Bi Sen asked cautiously.

Ye Chenxuan looked at Bi Sen with a look of "losing to you" and said, "If I don't give it to you, who will I hand it to?"

"I knew you were the best brother, I love you to death." After Bi Sen finished speaking, he threw himself on Ye Chenxuan.

"Don't be nasty with me, you've sent me too much, your brother, I'm not a rich man."

"I know, I know."

From then on, Lin Sen Bi Sen used text messages to convey their respective lives every day, until finally, they merged with each other.

Everyone came to Nanhu Square, looking at a familiar figure sitting by the lake from afar...

"Brother, it's time to go home." Ye Chenxuan asked quietly beside Bi Sen.Everyone stood not far away and watched quietly, the air was a little oppressive and suffocating.

"En." The moment Bi Sen turned his head to answer, the smile on his face had a huge conflict with the oppressive atmosphere.

Ye Chenxuan didn't react all of a sudden, and was stunned in place.

"Don't you want to go home?" Bi Sen stood up and turned to look at everyone standing not far away. "Yeah, everyone is here. Big brother, sister-in-law, and Di and Yuhan, it's your first time here. Although this city is a bit small, it's still very interesting. Now that you're all here, come here Just stay for a while, and treat it as a trip."

"En." Harajuku Hitosuke responded.

Everyone who breathed a sigh of relief complained: "Beeson, you scared us to death."

"Sorry, I should have said hello to you first."

"It's not supposed to be, it must be good or not, many of us are worried about you." An Yimo said to Bi Sen in a strong tone.

"Understood, next time... definitely not."

"Okay, brother, take us to where you live. We also have to book a room, because we are in a hurry to find you and we haven't decided where to live yet." Ye Hanyu stepped forward and rubbed Bi Sen s hair.

"Well, it's near here, you can see the lake, I like it very much."

"En, let's go, I'm hungry!" Ye Hanyu roared.

"Me too..." An Yimo answered.

Donajimaseyo (don't leave me)

The blue sky has abandoned me

I want you to know the secret in my heart

but i don't have enough courage

The picture of that day carries hurt

from that moment

i don't have the strength anymore

the only thing to do is to give up

In the rainy night, only my crying is left

The world is no longer clear

It's a baptism that only belongs to me

Donajimaseyo (don't leave me)

no one can compare with you

don't disappear

this is my silent sigh

I would rather leave without you

when will you hear the news

Donajimaseyo (don't leave me)

i want to tell you

Nothing more

After settling down, Ye Chenxuan walked into Bisen's room. This room had a large balcony with wooden floors throughout. The white gauze curtains on both sides of the floor-to-ceiling windows leading to the balcony were blown non-stop by the lake wind. Outside the balcony is the lake against the faint lights on the shore.Ye Chenxuan knew that this was the place Bi Sen had always longed for.

"Brother." Ye Chenxuan called softly.

"En?" Bi Sen looked back at Ye Chenxuan who was walking behind him.

"Why do you suddenly want to come back?"

Bi Sen didn't answer, but just smiled lightly.

"It's always because of something to do with Lin Sen, right?"

"Brother, why are you asking me when you already know that?"

"Is that really the case... Then what is it for?"

"It was Lin Sen who asked me to come back..."

Ye Chenxuan was confused by Bi Sen's words.

"Lin Sen asked you to come back?"

"Well," Bi Sen turned and pointed to Lin Sen's last published book on the table, "Lin Sen wrote it to me."

"After you come back, what then?"

"Then..." Bi Sen was silent for a while, "I don't know, Lin Sen didn't tell me..."

"Is it……"

"But, I believe he will tell me." Bi Sen looked at Ye Chenxuan with firm eyes and continued, "Brother, I saw him..."