bury my love with your smile

Sen, I want to create a promise for you

Or continue the agreement with you, I can't live alone in silence, I want you to continue to live in this world, I want to use my own way to prove that you live in this world

And I want you to know that I still love you so much

I only love you in this life...

"3925, Sen just loves me" whether you are in heaven or hell

Bi Sen loves Lin Sen

Lin Sen also loves Bi Sen...

And so on and on and on...

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As the light dimmed, it was replaced by bustling neon streets, exuding a variety of different atmospheres on the background of reinforced concrete, bustling and extravagant.The deep black sky can't see anything, no stars, no moon, spreading fear to this world.This world is fighting against such blackness, igniting countless stars, as if shouting to the sky, as long as we are still alive, we will fight you to the end.

But how many people are fighting against the darkness, how many are able to fight, how many are silently accepting, and how many are falling?No one can answer, no one can know.People always like to argue or fight against some things, until the end they always leave themselves scarred. This kind of world is really tiring...

"Sen, do you think there is eternity in this world?" Xing Di asked Bi Sen a question that the world has asked countless times and still has no answer.

Bi Sen smiled slightly and looked at the deep black sky and said, "Maybe there is."

"Really?" Xing Di turned to look at Bi Sen in surprise, as if asking Bi Sen to tell him the answer.

"However, eternity is not the same. Some people think it is, but some people think it is not. It's just because they haven't found a way to get eternity." Bi Sen's eyes suddenly became darker, which is hard to guess.

"Then what are you talking about forever?" Xingdi continued to ask.

"I'm talking about forever... Maybe I'm the only one who thinks this way." Bi Sen shifted his eyes to the sky, but his eyes seemed to drift to a farther place.

"Is it something you haven't done yet?" Suddenly Xing Di's words shocked Bi Sen, but then he thought about it, who else in this world besides Di can understand himself like this?

"Yeah, I never realized him. I just kept it in my heart. Maybe one day, I can no longer stick to my current idea, so I will practice him."

"Is it darkness?" Xing Di also gave Bi Sen a smile.

"Yes." The responding smile made this dark night so harmonious, eliminating all fear and cold. It is really a blessing to have such a friend who always helps you relieve the pain when it hurts.

In fact, Bisen should be with Xingdi today, but now it suddenly feels like Xingdi is accompanying Bisen. This is how people comfort each other. This is how they exchange their sincerity for each other's trust and their own happiness.

"Hey, that's what I thought."

"Really? I always think that the only thing that can exist in this world forever is darkness. Even when the whole world dies, darkness will still exist. I have always thought so, so darkness is the eternity in my heart." .”

"But there must be a premise. If you are alone, it will not be forever."

"Hmm...by the way, Di, what happened to you today, because of Yuhan?"

Xingdi nodded, the wind coming from the river passed through Xingdi and Bisen's hair, and the early autumn wind brought it very refreshing.

"You shouldn't be arguing, are you?" In Bisen's impression, Xingdi and Yuhan would never quarrel over anything, and everyone who is together is always so harmonious and happy.

"Hmm... That brat came home late today and even forgot to cook. I told him that I would forgive him if he served me tonight. It turned out to be good now, and he disappeared long ago." Xing Di sighed helplessly. Speaking of.

Seeing Xingdi like this, Bi Sen wanted to laugh. Recently, he found that Di was getting more and more funny.I don't know why Di suddenly became so strong, it seems that Yuhan is suffering.

"It's too miserable for Yuhan to find a 'wife' like you."

"Sen, what are you talking about?!" Xing Di almost jumped up and wanted to hit Bi Sen on the head, but Bi Sen dodged it.

"Haha, forgive me, I can't beat you, how can I beat you, a taekwondo master, as a weak scholar, no wonder Yuhan wants to run away, I'm afraid he will suffer if he fights with you haha." Bi Sen said Run, Xingdi is chasing after him, and he is about to give Bisen a kick.

Not long after running along the river, Bi Sen had already given up.Out of breath, he looked at Xingdi who was running in front of him.

"I can't do it anymore. I haven't exercised for too long, and I feel like my bones are about to fall apart."

"What kind of bones are falling apart, Sen, how much you have lost your head, do you think you are an old man?"

"I'm old and I can't help it haha."

"You're old, don't say you're old, cheer me up, do you hear me?" Xing Di put away the smile on his face, and said to Bi Sen seriously.

"Okay, okay, I got it." Bi Sen replied lightly.

Seeing Bi Sen's indifferent appearance, Xing Di felt uncomfortable.

"Listen Sen, I'm not joking, don't answer this question in such an indifferent manner, you know? I will feel bad." Xing Di looked at Bi Sen solemnly.

Seeing Xingdi like this, Bi Sen was moved in his heart. "Don't worry, I'll be fine."

Xing Di looked into Bi Sen's eyes, trying to find that firmness before she could rest assured. "That's what you said, we agreed, we can't hear anything."

"Yes, yes, Mr. Di."

"Hey, you also want to be beaten, don't you?" They continued to laugh and play.

"Forgive me, I don't want to be beaten by you, I'm afraid of pain haha!"

"By the way, I heard that your brother and your sister-in-law have gone to Japan?"

"That's right... Those two are inhumane, they didn't take me with them when they went out to play by themselves, hum!"

"Haha, that's because I don't want you to hinder the two of them."

"Che, it's really not like being an older brother, leaving me alone, without saying a word, and only calling after arriving in Japan and saying, 'We are already in Japan, please take care of the house', just thinking about it makes me angry .”

"It should be forced by your sister-in-law, haha, I always think your sister-in-law is very strong."

"Yeah, yeah...it's really strong, our 'Her Majesty the Queen', I can't help it, I'm afraid of him." Bisen complained all the way.

In fact, complaints are complaints, but everyone knows how close the relationship between their family is, and the atmosphere is always very lively. This is how they exist, interdependent, and bring happiness to each other.

"I really want to go to Japan too..."

"Let Yuhan take you there, it's not difficult."

"He! Forget it, I don't count on him. I work a lot every day and don't want to disturb him. Do you still want to go there most now, Bisen?"

"Hmm... because there is my dream there." Bisen's eyes began to become blurred while talking.Xing Di knew that Bi Sen was recalling or looking into the future again.

"Bi Sen!" The sudden voice interrupted the warm atmosphere between Bi Sen and Xing Di.

Turning his head to find the direction of the source of the sound, there are two people walking over, one walking crookedly, the other supporting him, that person seems to have drunk a lot of wine, Bi Sen can see clearly by the light along the river bank That drunk man is Wei.

The person next to Wei supported Wei and walked slowly to Bisen. During this period, it took a very long time, but everything was so quiet, no one made a sound, except their footsteps.

Bi Sen just kept staring, presumably he already understood why these two people came to him.Xingdi just frowned, looked impatiently, finally cheered up, and was disturbed by the sudden appearance of these two people again.

"Bi Sen...why...why do you want to break up with me?" Wei might not be able to stand still if it wasn't for the support of the people around him.

Bi Sen listened to Wei's vague words, but did not answer.

"Sen...do you know how much...you like me...you...well, you just...just...say to break up...how...how...forgive...me?" Wei continued .

"I really can't love you, what can I do?" Bi Sen stared at Wei Dao coldly, without any emotion on his face.

"You...you...who are you lying to...I...I...I know you...you...love me." Wei continued to argue without any doubt.

"Wei, how long do you want to lie to yourself? Come to your senses, I've told you very clearly that I can't love you."

"Are you...really...really so...to...easy...to give up...my...our...relationship...?"

"It's not that I gave up, but that I didn't have any feelings from the beginning, you know? I was not happy when I was with you. I knew very well in my heart that I couldn't have any feelings for you."

"Bi...Sen, no...didn't...thought...you...you could...be so...ruthless...well...well...before...let me see...look away...at first glance Already!"

"Yes, you are the one who likes me because you are stupid. I said from the beginning that I should not fall in love with you. It is you who forgot, wishful thinking, who is to blame..."

"Slap!" Bi Sen hadn't finished speaking when the man supporting Wei suddenly slapped Bi Sen.

"Hey! Who are you, why are you beating Sen?!" Xing Di angrily rushed up to support Bi Sen who was unsteady and fell to the ground due to the sudden beating.

"Don't be too..." f

All of a sudden, all the voices disappeared again. Perhaps that person suddenly felt that he was using too much force, or because he felt that he should not interfere in other people's affairs, he shot and hit the person he met for the first time today.But when I heard Bi Sen's words, I just couldn't bear it. How could I treat my heart like a dog's lungs?Does Bi Sen really have a heart? !

"Is Sen okay?!" Xingdi's voice focused all eyes.It was a strange red, and the person next to Wei who beat Bi Sen just frowned tightly.

"It's okay..." Bi Sen stood up slowly from the ground, wiped the red corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, and didn't even look at Wei and the person beside him. "Di, let's go." Then he walked forward.

"Okay." Halfway through the walk, Xingdi suddenly turned around and stared at the two people standing behind him with disdainful eyes, "Stop looking for Sen in the future, otherwise I will make you look good."

"Don't talk about Di, let's go." Bi Sen turned around and took Xing Di's hand.

"Yes." Xingdi replied.

The man next to Wei didn't come back to his senses until the back figure disappeared completely. At this time, Wei had already fallen asleep because of drunkenness.He just looked at his good friend Wei, smiled helplessly, carried him on his back, and sent him home.

Along the way, the man's mind was full of Bi Sen's misty eyes after he stood up, revealing a very heavy feeling - despair.The reason why he didn't speak after that was because of the message conveyed to him by Bisen's eyes, or it should not be said that Bisen conveyed it to him, but the inner world that belonged to Bisen that he grasped.

What Bi Sen said before made him feel that Bi Sen had no heart, but this idea has been overturned long ago. Now he understands that Bi Sen is not heartless, so it should be regarded as death of heart, maybe in his heart He hides some very heavy things, but he can't express them, so that he can't love others, and makes outsiders think that he is a person who has no heart and only knows how to hurt others.

"Sen...Sen, come back..." Wei lay on his friend's back, talking in his sleep.He just smiled slightly, and really wanted to know what kind of magic Bi Sen had that made his friends like him so much.He actually called Bisen's name in his dream, even though Bisen had clearly told him that he didn't love him, but he still persisted in his heart and still loved the person who hurt him.

"Sen..." Xing Di, who was following Bi Sen, looked at Bi Sen's face which was messed up by tears and blood.

"I'm fine, don't worry, it's just that he hit too hard and couldn't help crying because of the pain."

"Bi Sen, you don't have to lie to me, don't lie to me with reasons that you don't even believe yourself, okay, I know what you're thinking now."

"Di...then don't say it, let me pretend nothing happened."

"Are you acting like nothing happened?" Xing Di was a little annoyed.

"Sorry……"

"Sen, you don't need to apologize, you are not wrong, but don't deceive your heart, you know?"

"I know, I know he's going to say that I'm going too far, but who is going too far!" Bi Sen seemed to be unable to hold back his tears more and more.

"Don't pay attention to what those people say. What do they know? They don't have the right to point at others. Besides, you told that Wei that you might not fall in love with him when you were with him. He didn't Did you mean to know? Now it’s good, he can’t bear to come to you, I really can’t stand it anymore, I really want to go to K him, I’m so mad!” Xingdi complained angrily for Bisen.

"After all, I shouldn't promise him. The fault is because of me..."

"Bi Sen, don't you always blame yourself, you know? What's wrong with you?"