How to make my boyfriend fall in love with me

7.

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I'm thinking about letting him go.

Mr. Y has not been home for several days, and I dare not go to deliver food to him, for fear that he is already busy enough to deal with me, but I leave the light in the living room every night before going to bed, thinking about what happens Woolen cloth?

In case he came back at night after working till midnight, he would know that there would be a place in the city with a light for him.

But whenever I walked out of the room the next morning, the cold sunlight entered the living room, and the lights were still on.

I just don't know what we're doing.

When I was with him, it wasn't that I didn't think that it would have a negative impact on his life, but I also naively thought that it doesn't matter, I will compensate him in other ways, I will treat him Well, even if I can't give him a baby... I can give him a home.

After graduating, we came to live in the current city together. You know that the economy of T city is developed and the housing price is relatively high for fresh graduates... Well, Mr. Y told me not to worry, but even if he didn’t say anything, I’m still nervous Datiao, no matter how insensitive he is to money, he also knows that he just started a company with his friends, where can he come up with so much money?

So I suggested to him at the time that my parents bought a real estate in the local area in the early years. Although it was not very big, there would probably be no problem with the settlement within a few years.

I was very happy at the time, because I felt that I had finally done him a favor. Although this house belonged to my parents, I was just borrowing flowers to present Buddha with the cheek.

I am also happy because we have a home in a strange city.

Come to think of it, he probably never made this place his home.

My major is thousands of miles away from him. Seeing how hard he usually works, I thought of taking him to meet my parents to confirm the relationship, and then secretly begging them to see if they can help Mr. Y. company, but Mr. Y is not willing to meet my parents with me at all.

I thought about taking care of his diet, but until now I don’t know what he likes to eat. The few times I ate with him at home, I tried to change the ingredients and try to make different styles every time. Look at him I can cook more of what I like to eat in the future, but he seems to eat almost everything.

I went to his company to bring him meals at noon, and when I came back in the evening, the lunch boxes were all empty, and I probably threw away all the things I didn’t like at the end of the meal.

Sometimes I went out with him to book a restaurant and asked him what he wanted to eat, and he always said it was up to me, but every time we ate out, he didn't see much interest in it.

I don't even know why he works so hard and overtime. I asked him, but he didn't answer, probably because he thought it was useless to say it, and I didn't understand it.

...Maybe he really likes to eat, but I am too blind to see, I put him in my heart and want to take a closer look, but when I look at him, I always feel that my eyes seem to be blinded. With a layer of fog, I can't see his sorrows, likes and dislikes, the pressure he bears, and his ideals.

I think I should let him go.

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8.

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I broke up with Mr. Y today.

I said this harshly, but in fact, I just took advantage of him coming back early this morning and when he was still in a good mood, I asked him if we should separate for a whole day first.

I'm afraid that if I mention it to him when he is in a bad mood, he will answer me directly: "Then why don't you just break up?"

He froze for a moment, put down his chopsticks and looked at me, asking why.

I can't say anything to him I don't understand you I don't understand you I just cause you endless trouble and can't help you, it sounds like playing hard to get and waiting for the other party Come to coax.

This is not my intention.

So I can only say, I think you have been too busy at work recently, I don't want to disturb you, we can separate for a while, so that you can concentrate on what you want to do, and when you are done, if you want, Let's...

I hadn't finished my rambling and tortuous words, but he interrupted me impatiently: "Lie."

I am speechless.

"You never lied before."

Great to be a little worse in front of him before breaking up.

"Why?" He seemed really impatient, knocking on the corner of the table and looking at me, "What does my busy work have to do with you? You didn't give me my job, and my workload won't change if I separate from you , you haven't come to see me at the company recently, your presence won't have any impact on my concentration."

I really should applaud his ability to find logic and empirical spirit from a pile of mess.

"why?"

he asked again.He looked into my eyes, and I couldn't avoid his gaze, and I couldn't lie to that look, and I've never been a good liar.

So I told the truth: "I don't think I'm good enough for you."

He froze for a moment, then suddenly laughed.

He stood up and clapped his hands, leaving a sentence of "It's good that you know", and walked upstairs without eating.

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