How to make my boyfriend fall in love with me

18.

The school was closed on New Year's Day, but in order to prepare for the competition in March, our group of competition students stayed in the department until the afternoon.

When I went out, I saw Su Ci.

I thought it was a coincidence, but he said he was waiting for me.

I was surprised that one day he would bump into me in person, instead of me blocking him all over the campus and pretending to meet him by chance.

He first said sorry to me, saying that he overheard the conversation between Mr. Chen and me a few days ago, and he seriously told me that the sound insulation effect of the department was not very good.

You finally found out.

I expressed my indifference in succinct words, he hesitated for a while, and asked me if I planned to change my major.

I say yes.Teacher Chen talked to me before, because I submitted an application for transferring to another school, planning to participate in the National University Chemistry Competition in March this year, so I transferred to study business.

Teacher Chen strongly dissuaded me from this. First, he probably thought that I was slightly talented in chemistry, so it would be a pity to transfer to another school. Second, the domestic university system is different from that of foreign universities. It is not easy to transfer to another university halfway. And may delay graduation.

Unexpectedly, Su Ci was interested in this.

He cautiously asked if it was convenient for Fang to walk back to the dormitory together, and talk about me by the way—a decision that may not be understandable in his opinion, but I don’t know that he plans to change his major to a person who can only be called an acquaintance What's the point of this matter.

I know that a person like him doesn't bother others much at first glance, and it's not that he doesn't think it's presumptuous to talk about it with me. After all, although people in the two departments have been getting along with each other for so long, talking about us alone is really a big deal. Not too ripe.

Oh, just superficially and him and me, I know him pretty well.

I told him not to care too much, and began to explain that I was not just a whim, but after serious consideration for a period of time, I felt that my interest in business was not a 3-minute enthusiasm.

"Then why did you choose chemistry before?" he asked.

"Because I was more interested in chemistry when I was in high school," I answered him patiently, "but now I have something more interesting."

He seemed to be intimidated by my answer. He was stunned for a while and then asked me in a daze: "What about your parents? What do your parents think?"

I laughed a little at the time, because it was hard for me to imagine that someone like Su Ci would say such a thing one day. I always thought that he probably came from a family with high knowledge. , he has been a child of other people since he was a child, and he would turn his head away when others were playing with mud.

"What does this have to do with my parents?" I smiled. "Shouldn't a person decide what he is interested in, what he wants to learn, and what he wants to do in the future? I just need to be responsible for my own decisions." .”

He seemed to be stunned, and nodded half-understood. It is rare for him to look like this. I couldn't resist rubbing his head. His hair was soft and refreshing, so I planned to rub it and then let go, but I relaxed for half a second. Put it back and knead a few more times.

With messy hair, he looks a little more amiable than usual. Sometimes I can hardly see him as a senior who is four years older than me. His eyes are quiet and clear, like a wise man who lives in the mountains and is not Children of the world, I don't want them to change.

He looked at me helplessly. I usually only see this kind of look occasionally when he gets along with Fang Shulou. At that time, I just wanted to roll my eyes. When it's hot, it can't stop jumping.

So I said to him you don't have to feel guilty, we're even on the eavesdropping thing.

He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to refute the word "overhearing", but he still focused on the second half of the sentence.

He frowned slightly, and I could see that he was silently urging me to explain with his eyes.

"No wonder he doesn't talk much." I suppressed my smile, but my heart was like a lotus leaf catching a drop of dew falling from the lotus flower. Although I didn't get any severe blows, it was still swaying pretentiously. "His eyes Like talking."

"I heard you reject someone's confession before, you said you have someone you like," I lowered my voice when I asked this question, as if I was afraid to scare him away, "Is it true?"

He looked at me with that indescribable look.

"...No." After a while, he replied, "Fake."

..........

We seem to have gotten to know each other gradually since that night. He would nod his head when he saw me on the school road, and he would look at me more often. I asked for his mobile phone number, and I would send him a text message if there was anything to do. , he almost always replies, but it usually takes a few hours. When he replies, he will apologize to me and explain that he doesn't look at his phone often. I actually know it, but I mostly don't reply. , As much as I care about him, I often imagine whether he will feel even the slightest sense of guilt because of this, and I am satisfied like a pervert.

Sometimes I would even suddenly wish that he had indeed dated Fang Shulou, and then fantasize that they would break up because Su Ci didn't want to have intimate contact, so that at least it would prove that he could accept men, and then he would not accept Fang Shulou.

And that's why I see him all the time.

I can see him no matter if I raise my eyes, turn them away, or close them.

I was going to boil the frog in warm water, but I just didn't expect this docile frog to play a big game one day.

19.

....

Su Ci confessed to me.

There is such a good thing in this world.

.........

Some time ago, my first application for transferring to a college was not approved, and I missed the registration for the intramural basketball game, and I was in a bad mood.

The chemistry competition ended last month, and some students planned to give up the competition. Mr. Rong finally applied for a special department for his students, and they finally didn’t have to sit in the classroom next door to ours.

This is not a big parting, it’s just that everyone has only so little time every day, without the help of the right time and place, in the future, we can look up and make a few jokes during the past few months when we get along day and night and work hard. , It’s hard to think about it again, the few of us hit it off and planned to let people from the two departments go outside for a rubbing meal together.

I was very upset during that time, and even someone like Su Ci who was standing on the cloud conveyed some comfort to me. In fact, thinking about it now, I was in a bad state, but Su Ci at that time was also Often some trance, restless look.

During the usual chatting time after dinner, Su Ci asked me about my change of major. In this matter, because at that moment I suddenly realized that part of my anxiety during that period might have come from the separation from Su Ci—he is a graduate student and I am an undergraduate student, and our majors are thousands of miles apart. What kind of opportunities should I find to get along with him in the future?

I seldom lose my mind while talking to him, but that time my mind wandered, and I didn't realize it until half a minute after he finished speaking.

In the years that followed, I thought about it carefully, and even stopped Su Ci with strong willpower when he was tearing up in bed several times, and then forced him to repeat what he said back then, but he could only stare blankly. Eyes, the eyes are broken icebergs melted by ocean currents, and I would like to drown in this vast ocean.

The general meaning of that paragraph should be that if I associate with him, he will help me pass the application.

There was so much silence and silence that I could imagine everyone staring in our direction, dumbfounded.

Su Ci may never have known how eye-catching he is, a person who makes countless struggling quails pay attention to him and glance away at him.

I didn't move at that time, because I was thinking in a trance whether this was a dream, and even if it was, I wanted to get the most happy ending in this dream, but before I thought it through clearly, I was afraid that if I moved, the dream would wake up.

However, just because I don't move doesn't mean that everyone doesn't move. When Fang Shulou came to grab my shoulders, I really wanted to give him a shot. I endured him for a long time, but he refused to let me go even in a dream. What should I do if I wake up?

Then the dream became lively.

Probably because I didn't respond for too long, everyone in this dream seemed to move in an instant. They gagged, whitewashed the peace, and croaked, announcing the end of my countdown, and lost the precious play and Su Cihe ending Opportunity.

Among the noisy crowd, only Su Ci was quiet. He lowered his head, then turned and ran away.

..........

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Damn, it's not a dream.