I'm dying every day [Comprehensive British and American]

The black-haired boy turned his head away, but his eyes slipped to Bernice. After thinking for a moment, he asked, "How...how are you and Bruce?"

"How? It's still the same." This is really a universal answer.

"So, I might call you 'mother' in the future? It's ironic." Jason grinned suddenly, and the sarcasm in his tone didn't know whether he was mocking himself or her, "After you did those things to me."

Bernice raised her head suddenly, and met the boy's flickering eyes, thousands of barrages flashed in her heart.

matter?what things? ?You made it clear, hey!

...Could it be that she also attacked the second young master of the Bat family?No, it's impossible, she is definitely not this kind of person... Cough, she is this kind of person, but she won't attack a young boy. Although this boy is tall and handsome and has long legs, he is talking to Bruce Wayne After confirming the relationship, she will never harm his son. This is a moral loss!

So she guessed that if she did anything it was before Bruce was together.

But among other things, she is seven or eight years older than this little bird? !He's not even a minor yet!How could she have the nerve to do it?Not only Bruce, even she in this parallel world is ooc!

Dick Grayson?How many times have I said that it was just an accident, not to mention that he made the move first, and besides, she had nothing to do with Bruce Wayne, and it was up to Bruce to take care of her and Dick.

What the hell are these things?Bernice really wanted to shake Jason's shoulders now, and yelled frantically in his ear: You should tell me clearly what I did! ! !

Bernice suppressed the turbulent waves in her heart, and said calmly: "I have only been with him for a short time, so it is too early to say this." These words are a bit of a cliché, but Bernice just wanted to talk back, she had no choice but to Don't give yourself credit for your wit.

"Half a year is not too long." Jason put his hands in his trouser pockets and nodded slightly, "I just didn't expect you to be with Bruce just after turning around... Forget it."

His tone was calm, as if the matter he said had nothing to do with him, but if he listened carefully, it was not difficult to hear the restless emotions in it. This is a young man who is not good at hiding emotions.

... She probably guessed what happened.

——It was nothing more than she played (maybe molested?) the feelings of his little brother, and then got involved with his father as soon as she turned around.

God, what a sinful woman she is?

But no matter what, this matter has nothing to do with her, even if it is her in the parallel world, she will not take the blame for it.Bernice thought blankly.

If Bruce finds out... Bernice's back turned cold and she didn't dare to think about it anymore. What was "she" thinking?Do you want to die? !

In short, please apologize first, it is always right to apologize.

She looked at her solemnly and said, "I'm sorry, Jason."

The boy avoided her sight, waved his hands indifferently and said, "Forget it, it's all over."

Jason continued up the stairs, passing her silently, Bernice squinting at his side profile, his jaw line was so pronounced that his cheeks looked thinner than they really were, his soft black hair sticking out On the forehead, there is a faint blue circle under the eyes, which is evidence of lack of sleep.

The boy with tightly pursed lips walked past her to the second floor. Bernice wanted to stop him, but she didn't know what to say. Although she had nothing to do with her here after she returned to her own world, it was still " "Myself", she wanted to help "myself" wipe her ass so as not to kill herself, but she didn't understand what happened at all... The body worn on her body in the parallel world has no memory of the original owner, which is really troublesome.

Why don't you ask Tianqi to help you upgrade again next time?

……

After bidding farewell to Jason, Bernice stood there with complicated emotions. The amount of information just now was too much for her to digest.

She couldn't help but think, didn't 'she' do something to Dick too?What is this, the whole family needs to be neat and tidy?

Feeling the phone vibrate in her pocket, it was a message reminder, she took out the phone and unlocked it, and there was an unread message displayed on it.

Bruce: How is everything?

……not good at all.

Bernice didn't know what to reply, and said, "I just met Jason, and he said I scumbed him, do you know what this is all about?" Will she be beaten to death?

After struggling for a while, she still typed a few times on the keyboard and sent a "good" over.

After seeing that the message was successfully sent, she exited the current page and went to the message box to see if she could find any clues.

There are many familiar names in the message box, such as Charles, Hank, and Ruiwen, mainly from the X-Men side. Under the name is the content of the last message they sent, and the content is very normal.

Then Bernice saw "Jay", Jason's nickname, it's even called a nickname, and Bernice felt guilty for a while.

She clicked in and found that there was only one message, which was still sent by her, with only a short sentence "I can explain it".

... I'm afraid it's not because I feel guilty after scumming someone and don't want to explain it.

It was a message from a year ago. Bernice accidentally saw Tony's name. Out of curiosity, she clicked on it.

Tony: Honey, it's so sad that you snuck away by yourself this morning, I thought we could talk about last night?

Bernice: "..."

She shook her hand and closed the message box.

No, she has to take it easy.

——So, she even scumbags Tony Stark? !No, Tony seems to be a scumbag too, the two of them can only scumbag each other, but leave secretly?It seems that no matter which world she is in, she has always adhered to the principle of running away after sleeping.

After making mental preparations, Bernice opened the message box again and read the rest of the messages.

After reading a few, she couldn’t stand it because the content was too pornographic. Simply put, it was a sex/desire text message. She couldn’t read it because she thought it was too explicit. To be honest, she didn’t think it was a problem to ride a car with the person she slept with. Well, the problem is—no matter what it is in this world, she and Tony were not very familiar with each other at first, and now she just feels extremely embarrassed watching "myself" and a friend speeding up the car.

... How will she face Tony in the future?

Bernice thought again, if Bruce hacked into her mobile phone, would it cause a catastrophe?

She was frightened by her own thoughts, and quickly deleted all those pornographic messages, and even threw the one sent to Jason into the trash can. Although it was not difficult for Bruce to fix it, at least he If you don't see it, you won't be suspicious.

After deleting all the unseen messages, she felt at ease, oh my god, what did "she" think?idiot? !Why do you keep these records in your phone? Do you take them out from time to time to savor them? !

Bernice felt suffocated by her own anger, but fortunately, there was no dick in it, which meant that they hadn't developed any relationship that shouldn't have developed.

If this is put in Otome Xiang's strategy game, the characters she conquered will become black sooner or later, but don't forget, this is the world of beautiful comics, what will happen to those characters blackened?As far as DC's dark tone is concerned, it's okay to stab her to death with a knife, and I can't see the future of HE at all.

In the end, no useful clues were found, and Bernice exited the message box a little disappointed. She was about to turn off the display when she turned her eyes and landed on the app pattern in the address book.

She was startled, and suddenly remembered something, her fingers acted before her brain, and when she realized it, she had already opened the address book.

The sorting of the address book starts with the English letter "A", but some names are marked by her and placed at the top, that is, Bruce and Charles, and then the little naughty "Anna Marie" that starts with the letter A.

From the letter A to L, she patiently scanned the names one after another, and the next one was M. Bernice's heart beat more and more violently, and the blood in her whole body began to stir, and she squeezed tightly. The mobile phone, staring at the screen with bloodshot eyes, as if blood will drip in the next second.

puff puff.

She stayed on the page of M, and on the display, a contact named "Mom" was particularly eye-catching, and she clearly heard her encouraging heartbeat.

She is really there.

With trembling fingers, Bernice pressed lightly on the contact name "Mom" and made a call.

beep...beep...beep...

The connecting bell rang, only three times, but she felt like a century had passed.

By the sixth click, the call was finally cut in.

"Hello, Bernice?" A familiar female voice sounded in my ear, "Finally remember to call me?"

After 15 years, she no longer has much impression of this voice. To be honest, she doesn't even remember the appearance of the other party. There is only a vague shadow in her mind. From the memory left by her, the impression The most profound thing is the bright red blood like rose petals.

Bernice opened her mouth, she felt her throat was a little dry, and she couldn't speak.

There was no sound for a long time, and the man shouted again: "Hi? Are you okay?"

Yes, she almost forgot about the voice to this day.

Those buried deepest memories were dug up and flooded her like a tide. The rusty lock split from the middle, and she fell into the sea, struggling helplessly in the water.

She really felt that it was difficult to breathe, and the blood was transferred from the heart to the whole body, but her hands and feet were a little numb.

Bernice let out a long breath.

"Hello...Mom."

……

A burst of hurried footsteps sounded behind him, and one could imagine how anxious the person was. Jason turned his head and saw the blonde woman running towards him anxiously. raised eyebrows.

To be honest, he didn't really want to see this face, and it reminded him of some painful memories.

That's what happened when he was young and ignorant - but in fact nothing happened, after all he was just deceived by the other's face, the liar.

She taught him a valuable lesson, that is, don't trust women casually, especially beautiful women.

Jason Todd is a person who will be obsessed with the past, but not in this respect. He said that it is the past, then it is really the past.

So he didn't want to listen to Bernice's bullshit explanation, who knew that the other party asked immediately: "Are you free? How about giving me a ride?"

"..." At that moment, Jason felt that he had been cheated of his feelings.

His original intention was to drive Bernice away, but when he met those blue-green eyes, the words were swallowed.

He had never seen Bernice like this.

In my impression, she always has a smile on her face, so heartless that you can't help but want to punch her. She came here to mess with your life and then disappeared silently, making people feel like punching cotton. feel.

But now, her lips are trembling, her eyes are full of anxiety and pleading, her shoulders are heaving up and down due to panting, like an excited and restless child, her blue-green eyes are shining with excitement that he has never seen before, he Looking into her eyes, I thought for a moment that I had bumped into a star.

Jason's first thought was that she was playing some kind of trick again, the other party's credibility in his heart had gone bankrupt, no wonder he thought so.

He looked down at the woman's face, trying to find any flaws, but he was surprised to find that she didn't seem to be acting, she was really begging him, so he couldn't say a word of refusal.

Finally, he spit out the word "good".

……

After telling Jason the address, Bernice lay on the back of the chair and closed her eyes, as if she was closing her eyes and meditating.

Jason, who seldom went home, was abducted by her like that. He was a little annoyed that he listened to her again, but skillfully inserted/inserted the car key, started the car, and left Wayne Manor with a roar.

Jason glanced sideways at the blond woman, knowing she wasn't sleeping because her breathing was rough, and asked, "Who are we going to see?"

Bernice's eyes still did not open: "My mother."

Jason's hands trembled and he almost pulled out the steering wheel.

...meet the parents? !

Jason had never met Bernice's mother, only heard her mention it. Although he knew she had no other intentions, Jason still subconsciously squeezed the steering wheel tightly.

The car has crossed half of the city, and has come to the city center, and will soon reach their destination. During the day, Gotham is full of traffic and tall buildings. The evil claws are hidden under the prosperous appearance. The beast will show its claws and bite you to pieces unexpectedly.

But Bernice hesitated again.

Didn't she come to this world just to meet her?Why hesitate?

Bernice opened her eyes.

She rubbed her forehead irritably, and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "Stop the car."

Jason frowned, are you kidding me?

If it was someone else, he might have already kicked him out of the car. He glanced sideways at the woman in the passenger seat. Her eyes were lowered. From his angle, she could only see trembling eyelashes. She stared at him motionless. Looking at the toe of his shoe, the sound of breathing was so thin that he almost thought the other party was out of breath.

She is afraid.

Jason came to such a conclusion.

In the end, he still parked the car on the side of the road without saying anything. He scratched his hair irritably, why was he always being played with by this woman without any temper at all.

He unbuckled his seat belt and couldn't help asking the woman next to him, "Are you okay?"

The teenager is at the end of his voice-changing period, and his voice has completely lost its childishness. It is magnetic but not too deep, which is just right.

"I'm not good, thank you." Bernice said dryly, exhaling the suffocation in her chest, her gaze was always looking forward, and it took a while to turn her head away to meet the boy's gaze.

His eyes are tranquilizers, she saw some starlight falling into these beautiful eyes, and the rhythmic heartbeat calmed down under his gaze.

She opened the car window a crack, and the fresh air flooded in, clearing the mind.

She looked at the blue sky outside the car window, the white clouds drifting slowly, causing her thoughts to follow them, and suddenly said: "Would you like to hear a story?"

Jason didn't say yes or no, he opened the door and got out of the car, and said, "I'm going to buy two cans of beer."

Bernice didn't know that buying beer was just an excuse, that the thoughtful but misspoken boy just wanted to give her some space, and she didn't have the heart to think about other things.

So he came back very slowly, and what was supposed to be done within 5 minutes was delayed by him for 15 minutes. When he came back, Bernice still maintained the posture when he left.

The boy bent over and came in. Bernice took the beer from Jason. Normally, she would definitely tease him about his age, but she just held the can tightly without saying a word, and the cold touch came from the palm of her hand.

"Once upon a time...well I know it's bullshit, anyway—" Bernice opened the can, took a sip of beer to moisten her throat, because it was a long, long story, "there was an ordinary Girl, she has an ordinary family, if a single-parent family is considered ordinary."

"Her biological father? That's a cannon fodder and has nothing to do with this story. His only contribution is his sperm. The girl's mother is very young, only 19 years old when she was born. It sounds like an accident, so the man who has never met The biological father is probably an irresponsible bastard. But the girl's mother is very strong. She gave birth to the girl and took care of her alone. It's a miracle, so she is probably a good mother."

Jason opened the pull-tab with one hand, and listened to Bernice's nagging silently without making a sound.

Bernice took another sip, her voice sounded like a dream: "Where did I come from? Oh yes, the girl is ten years old, this is the beginning of a nightmare."

"When she was ten years old, her mother was only 29 years old, and she was still at the age of drinking and drinking. She met a man a few years younger than her, and fell in love quickly—bah!" Bernice responded without image He rolled his eyes, "Then they started living together, with that little girl. At first the man behaved normally, at least they didn't notice anything wrong at all, and then he began to show a hideous face slowly, that son of a bitch The man has violent tendencies and likes to vent on the mother and daughter, the mother is a cowardly person, she doesn't know how to resist, and dare not call the police because of the men's threats."

"Once, the girl was in a coma for two days, which frightened her mother. Every time he came home, the girl's mother would hide her in the closet to protect her, claiming that she had gone out to play, but in fact the girl was in the closet. , seeing with her own eyes how her mother was raped/violently beaten, the screams never faded away in her ears, she would have nightmares every night, dreaming that a man dragged her out of the closet and used his Treat her the way you treat your mother."

"Finally one day, that mother was driven crazy. She was not cowardly at last. She bought a pistol/gun with all the money, killed the man, and then committed suicide. The girl had no concept of death. For the first two days, She knelt in a pool of blood all over the ground and waited for her mother to wake up, and then she finally found out that her mother probably won't wake up again." She said slowly in a calm voice, "The strange thing is that by the third When she was young, she had no other feeling in her heart, only shameful relief. The ten-year-old girl dug a hole in front of the house and buried her mother with her own hands."

The two people in the carriage had different thoughts, and no one interrupted the silence, only the sound of each other's breathing remained.

After listening, Jason's mood also became heavy.

To be honest, his own experience is no better than this story. He was a homeless boy until he was 14 years old. It was the most suitable place for a social outcast like him to survive. .

Fortunately, he meets Batman - Bruce Wayne, who saves him from this mud.

He squinted at Bernice, her expression remained the same, her voice didn't fluctuate, and even he couldn't tell if she was really just telling a story, or what.

He asked, "What happened to that girl?"

Bernice poured all the rest of the wine into her stomach with a sigh of relief. She wiped the liquid from the corner of her mouth and said in a nonchalant manner: "She? Like most waifs, in different places Homeless in the juvenile shelter, after the age of 16, he went to work to support himself.” Then one day, the dimensional wall broke.

Bernice was lying on the back of the chair. The sun was shining outside. She was showered in the light, and her blonde hair reflected a soft halo.

After venting out all the unhappiness in her heart, Bernice suddenly figured it out.

Yes, she didn't need to meet her in person, because she knew that she would be reluctant to leave this world.

She doesn't belong to this world, what's the difference between staying here and living in a dream?That is also unfair to the world itself.

It is enough for her to know that she is doing well in this world.

Bernice immediately felt extremely relieved, like the relief of untangling a tangle of wires, and she thought that she would probably not have any more nightmares.

Besides, these things make the tone of this article darker, and if it is darker, it will become DC, and she didn't come out of DC.

Jason threw the empty can out of the car window casually, without continuing the topic just now, put his hands on the steering wheel and asked, "Do you want to go back?"

"Well, go back."

He started the car, turned around and walked back to Wayne Manor.

After a while, Bernice said again: "Jay."

"Ok?"

"You are such a good boy."

"...shut up."

……

"Teacher? Teacher?"

The voice of calling came from far to near, from the beginning it seemed to appear in a dream, and after gradually getting closer, I realized that it was the voice ringing in my ears, it was real and accurate.

Bernice blinked her dry eyes, and her gaze gradually focused on the person in front of her, as if changing from 420p to full resolution. Wanda looked at her with a puzzled face, why did she become dazed after talking?

Bernice turned her neck and looked around. This is X Academy, and she is back.

It seems that when she transmigrated to the parallel world, the consciousness of this body was still operating, otherwise it would be impossible to explain why the self in the room appeared here.

I just don't know if the "Bernese" in that world has any memories of just now?Otherwise, would you be terrified when you opened your eyes and found yourself sitting in Jason's car?She thought maliciously.

Facts have proved that she is so heartless that she can even deceive "herself".

Bernice said nonchalantly, "Where did you just talk about?"

Wanda repeated helplessly: "Everyone is worried about you, that blue bald head..."

She was interrupted by a "ding" in the middle of her speech. Bernice took out her mobile phone and glanced at the unread messages on the display screen. She raised her eyebrows and said after putting away the mobile phone: "I We're leaving, let's talk next time."

……

Bernice came to Gotham in the shortest time on the Bumblebee.

Just now, Poison Ivy sent her a text message, saying that she had already caught the person, so she rushed over without saying a word. Thinking of this, Bernice was in a good mood. She knocked on the door humming, and said to the people inside: "it's me."

The door opened in front of her, and the green-skinned red-haired woman smiled at her: "You came so fast."

She couldn't wait to walk into the safe room. Apart from Selena, there were three other men who looked like men from their clothes and physique. They were tied to wooden chairs, their heads were covered with sacks, and their faces could not be seen.

Bernice let out a "huh": "Why are there three people?" Shouldn't there be only two?

Selena crossed her arms and said, "We found the person you were looking for. They were meeting with this other person, and they caught him as well."

Bernice nodded. There was nothing I could do. I could only say that that person was unlucky.

Poison Ivy came over and took off their hoods one by one. Bernice looked at their faces and smiled with satisfaction——Sherlock, Watson, very good, they are really efficient.

As for the other person, she didn't have much interest, but she still glanced at it when Ivy took the hood away, which made her jaw drop in shock.

Moriarty? ? ?

Bernice gasped, and looked at Poison Ivy with terrified eyes, hey, do you know who you put in the sack? !

She originally just asked them to arrest Sherlock and Watson (in fact, she only wanted Sherlock, but who told him that Watson was inseparable, poor Watson), and reported the last time Sherlock was in Poison Ivy and Dai In front of Mrs. Vee, she revealed her secret revenge. They never expected that they would meet Moriarty, and they would also fall into the sack of Napoleon of the criminal world!

So, Sherlock and Watson were meeting with Moriarty when Ivy and Selena went to arrest people?What kind of luck is this? !

Their mouths were stuffed with a ball of cloth, and they couldn't make a sound. They were even more surprised when they saw Bernice Watson's eyes, and Sherlock narrowed his eyes, not at all surprised. As for Moriarty ...He raised his eyebrows high at Bernice, and showed a playful look in a calm manner.

Poison Ivy pointed at Moriarty, and said confidently, "It's okay, I can knock him unconscious and throw him to the garbage station later."

Bernice: "..."

great.

The Gotham Phantom organization will take pills sooner or later, is it too late for her to quit now?