The Paranoid Love of the Disabled Big Brother

He couldn't think of where to go for a moment, except for the tender nest with Shen Yu behind.

Half an hour later, he defected to Yu Yang who had just moved out.

That's where their team usually stays up late to work and meet up.

Now because of the New Year's Day holiday, everyone else has gone back, leaving Yu Yang, a widowed and lonely bachelor.

Seeing him, Yu Yang figured out why he came, and exaggeratedly surprised: "Huh?"

In the next second, the two were eating hot pot on the bed surrounded by the quilt.

Yu Yang used to feel uncomfortable eating alone, but he was very happy to see him, with company!

It would be better if this partner didn't complain so much... He's not really a big brother who is confidant, but he can also give pertinent advice.

"Village chief, have I become bad, have I become bad?"

The person next to him put his face up and said something childish, Yu Yang wished he could pour him two bottles of beer and urge him to grow up.

"Am I..." became the kind of person he hated the most before.

Ye Sheng muttered in a daze.

His principle should be, to make friends and do things based on the heart rather than interests, and to deal with relationships should also be open and aboveboard, instead of making false claims with others.

But what has he done now?

"What the hell, that means going crazy again!" Yu Yang couldn't do it perfunctorily, and was simply mad.

Think about why he failed the college entrance examination back then. If he hadn’t performed abnormally, he wouldn’t have been admitted to this university. If he didn’t attend this university, he wouldn’t have taken Ye Sheng to travel in Spring City, and if he didn’t travel, he wouldn’t have met Shen Yu. In this way, Lu Ming will not have the chance to meet Qin Ye, and if he does not meet Qin Ye, Lu Ming will not embark on a wandering road...

So the source of everything lies in him? !

Yu Yang's remorse is just like that of Tong Xiangyu in Wulin rumors, he regrets the past, regrets the past.

"So what on earth are you thinking?" Yu Yang gave up his delicious little hot pot in pain, and was going to deal with people and then eat to his heart's content.

If Ye Sheng could explain it so simply, he wouldn't be here.

He frowned and stared at the hot pot, unable to speak for a long time.

To be honest, at the end of the play, no one can help but put in some sincerity, even if the purpose at the beginning is not pure.

He can feel it, and his personal experience is far more real than the advice of outsiders.

The problem now is that he is acting, using his pure and well-behaved appearance to deceive Shen Yu's feelings for him.

Ye Sheng fell into the unreasonable pain of self-condemnation.

He was afraid of Shen Yu, a person who wanted to love him.

On the one hand, she maintains an absolute sobriety of self-awareness, on the other hand, she cannot let go of her connection with Shen Yu.

On this weighing scale, his soft heart always occupies an important weight.

Just learning to measure was already causing him pain.

So he will never be able to do it, as in the eyes of others, after recognizing Shen Yu's true face and the truth of the facts, he can condemn the other party in order to elevate his status as a victim.

He even thought that he was the one who caused Shen Yu to fall into the vortex of paranoia again.

Shen Yu's loss of control tonight made him feel distressed.

Yu Yang looked at his small face wrinkled, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

Yu Yang was in a hurry: "What's the matter?"

Ye Sheng collapsed on the bed and curled up: "My stomach hurts."

Yu Yang: "You won't pull the bed for me!"

Surprised by Ye Sheng, he would rather endure the pain and give him a kick.

What do you think this is.

The author has something to say: My boy, have you fallen in love with someone else...

→ No... it's your boy with your pup...

感谢在2020-01-0718:30:44~2020-01-0819:43:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: why can't I get a bottle with a nice name;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

☆, family and expectations

Clinic near the Normal University.

Ye Sheng felt nauseous, deaf, his eyes darkened, he felt sleepy, and he was sweating non-stop.

After filling several glucose injections, consciousness was slowly recovered.

The doctor said that he had a bad stomach from eating, and that Yu Yang's hot pot figure was bad. The culprit didn't blame himself at all. He also said that he was weak and hypocritical, and Ye Sheng wanted to kick him again.

"You see, I'm fine after eating, okay, okay, I won't say anything, I won't say anything, at least kick me when you can get up, why don't you scratch my paws now to calm down?"

The person on the hospital bed covered with a white sheet has a weak and morbid beauty. When he squints at the white person, his eyes are rippling, which makes Yu Yang's whole body go numb for no reason.

No, he'd better go out first: "I'll buy you some hot porridge."

"Would you still feed people with expired food when you get married in the future?" the person behind him groaned.

"How can it be?" Yu Yang said, "How can a brother compare with a wife?"

Ye Sheng couldn't laugh or cry.

Shen Yu came very quickly, before Yu Yang could get back his hot porridge, the Maybach quickly stopped outside the clinic.

The dusty Shen Yu walked eagerly, rushed into the doctor's lounge in the makeshift ward like a whirlwind, and hugged Ye Sheng: "Ye Sheng, that's great."

Ye Sheng's pupils dilated, he didn't feel the warmth of the sudden hug, his lips murmured: "Why...why..."

Why did Shen Yu appear here so soon?

"Because I'm worried about Ye Sheng." Shen Yu let go of him, still resting his hand on his shoulder.

It turned out that he unconsciously asked his doubts.

"If...if something happens to me outside, no matter when and where, will...will you know immediately?" Ye Sheng's eyes were timid, and he dared to speak out with great courage. these words.

"Ye Sheng, what are you talking about?" Shen Yu's eyes were as gentle as water, without the slightest hint of the darkness in the middle of the night not long ago, "I'm concerned about you, Ye Sheng, I'm afraid that Ye Sheng will get hurt somewhere I can't see, and I want Ye Sheng to get The best care, and it turned out…”

He blamed himself very much: "I made a big fuss to scare Ye Sheng, and let Ye Sheng run out in the winter, so cold..."

With a guilty look in his eyes, he eagerly checked if there were any other injuries on Ye Sheng's body: "You just fell down, and besides your knee, you coughed badly, what else?"

He called Jin Chengkui and asked him to wake up the sleeping doctor.

Ye Sheng smiled with difficulty, his frail body was like a doll, and he let him fiddle with and investigate.

He was scared and chilled by Shen Yu's desire to control, he didn't contact Shen Yu at all, but the latter was able to come so quickly and the destination was accurate.

There is also this kind of schizophrenia-like double-faced personality, the indifference and mania after the party, and the gentleness and consideration now, the personality traits are completely different in one person.

Ye Sheng couldn't help but be afraid, this is common sense.

But there is also a kind of human nature that makes him hug Shen Yu with trembling even if he is afraid of Shen Yu's city.

It's a strange feeling to like someone and be afraid of him at the same time.

But seeing Shen Yu's gaffes one after another tonight, he lost his reserved and elegant demeanor.

He told himself that he can't act, he can't act, he has to be honest, if he doesn't like it, he has to say it, if it's fear, he has to overcome it.

"Can you stop doing that in the future?" Ye Sheng's voice was muffled, and he buried his face in Shen Yu's arms, which really scared him.

This sudden hug made Shen Yu stiff for a moment.

When he rushed over, he was ready to deal with Ye Sheng's reaction of resisting him.

He really didn't expect Ye Sheng's reaction to be so gentle and easy to talk to.

It seems that no matter how he hurts him, he will tolerate his cruelty infinitely.

"Sorry, Ye Sheng, it's my fault that I was too strict with you. Forgive me, Ye Sheng, you know I would be jealous too." Shen Yu hugged Ye Sheng back, stroking his back to comfort him.

Ye Sheng's eyes fell on the bandaged right hand, and suddenly his heart felt so soft that he plucked up the courage to touch it: "I also made mistakes, Mr. Shen, please don't apologize."

Shen Yu withdrew his hand calmly, not wanting to expose Ye Sheng's gaffe after he left: "Accidentally broke a cup."

"Let the doctor look at it again."

"Alright, listen to our Ye Sheng."

"That... porridge, do you still drink porridge?"

Yu Yang, who had stood at the door for a long time, felt chills on his back. Did he go to the wrong place? There is no occasion for him here...

Shen Yu glanced out of the corner of his eye, and that indifferent and cold gaze made him shiver even more.

Shen Yu withdrew his gaze, and when he landed on Ye Sheng, he turned into a tender and morbid attachment: "You drink a little first to nourish your stomach, and I'll go out for a while."

Opening the curtain and going outside, Shen Yu asked the doctor about Ye Sheng's condition in detail.

Although the clinic is small, the doctor is generous, and he is not annoyed by Cheng Kui's unceremonious digging out of the bed, and he is patient in responding to Shen Yu's meticulous inquiries.

"Hmm...has he fainted before? That's a symptom of hypoglycemia."

When Shen Yu turned his head, Yu Yang felt guilty and didn't dare to look at each other. He thought it was blood dizziness when Ye Sheng fainted in the laboratory and didn't pay attention.

"My stomach hurts. The initial judgment is that I ate something bad."

Yu Yang felt even more guilty, and it was his fault.

"I still have a cold and cough, and my throat is a little inflamed..." The doctor asked about taking medicine in detail, and then said, "Do you want to have a detailed examination? I don't think you seem relieved."

Ye Sheng didn't finish a bowl of porridge inside, so he hurriedly said no.

When he was first sent here by Yu Yang, the enthusiastic doctor also said that he would give him a full physical examination to see how weak he was.

Ye Sheng was so frightened that he got up and wanted to run. He didn't dare to take a physical examination outside. This was his secret - his body structure was different from that of normal men. He had one more organ than others, the uterus.

This was also the reason why he had always wondered if he was pregnant for a month.

The old Chinese doctor in my hometown said that he has a probability, but it is very small, the probability is not one in ten thousand.

Ye Sheng didn't dare to think that he had such a good character, and that he really had a baby in his stomach. He also thought about finding a suitable time in the future to remove the extra organs.

When the doctor suggested him to have a check-up, he almost wanted to break the jar, so he just checked to see if there was any, so as to avoid the fear and discomfort.

Now he is glad that he didn't do the inspection, otherwise Shen Yu would know about it immediately, judging from Shen Yu's grasp of his whereabouts.

Fortunately, Shen Yu didn't intend to ask him to have an examination in a small clinic. He was still worried about Ye Sheng's physical condition, and he was thinking about asking his personal doctor to come and see him tomorrow.

Now it's better to take his people back as soon as possible, so that the frightened people can be well appeased.

Shen Yu smiled and thanked Yu Yang for his efforts today, and Yu Yang couldn't help saying, "You're welcome, you're welcome."

He turned his head and respectfully helped Ye Sheng into the car.

In the car, Ye Sheng hesitated to speak, he wanted to be an honest person, but in the end, there were still many things he couldn't say.

Ye Sheng was very annoyed.

Honest people always think it is evil and sinful to destroy things and do things behind people's backs.

——This famous quote of Dickens, Ye Sheng unconsciously implements it, but Shen Yu believes in it and uses it faithfully.

As long as Ye Sheng felt guilty towards him, he would not be willing to leave him.

So what if Ye Sheng knew his true face, he still loved him.

Shen Yu is proud and confident——

He was very fortunate that the person Chuncheng had his eyes on was Ye Sheng, and this person would not stay away from him because he was afraid of him.

At the same time, a kind of nameless fear arises, that there are actually people in this world who don't respect him at a distance after knowing his insidiousness, selfishness, cold heart, crazy paranoia, and flaws under all kinds of perfect masks.

Ye Sheng is still willing to love him. Once this fact is discovered, he is stunned. Once confirmed, it becomes a conclusion, which makes him worry about gains and losses.

"There won't be a next time, Ye Sheng, you will never be wronged with me." The man in high spirits promised Ye Sheng.

Ye Sheng smiled and nodded, choosing to believe him.

Shen Yu's gloom disappeared, and the sky turned cloudy to clear. After returning home, he took care of Ye Sheng himself, fed medicine, cooked, scrubbed, read books for Ye Sheng, took notes, and helped Ye Sheng spend time in bed. , the boring time when you can't just come down and move around.

Perhaps inspired by the New Year's Day performance, he also asked someone to send over a piano and played it for Ye Sheng himself.

When he became interested, he even created a piece of music by himself, and patiently taught Ye Sheng how to play it on a sunny afternoon in winter.

Ye Sheng was envious of his talent and happily asked about the title of the piano piece.

Shen Yu said that the second half has not been completed yet, but he already has a general idea: forlove.

Ye Sheng really liked this name very much.

He thought to himself that it was right for him to choose to believe in Shen Yu. Only those who truly have warmth in their hearts can create such gentle and happy piano music.

-

Ye Sheng will be raised for half a month. If there is no final exam, Shen Yu might not let him go out.

Yu Yang's exam time was earlier than him, and he was surprised that he didn't see Yu Yang's bustling figure. He had just finished answering a test paper and finished an exam. in front of him.

He took out a handful of candy from his pocket and placed it on his desk.

"When did you come back...Xi, Xitang?"

"I'm engaged to your village chief. This is a wedding candy for you when you won't be able to stay at home for half a month." You Yanjing pouted at him.

Ye Sheng has not yet come out from the memory of Yu Yang's distraught back after You Yanjing left.

Suddenly, these two people gave him the great news.

Why, suddenly engaged?So fast!

"Haha, do you still need to hesitate about this kind of thing? Isn't it a simple matter for unmarried men and women to be unmarried?" You Yanjing's tone was not shy as always, and the joy in her hearty voice could be heard.

"May I take the liberty to ask, when did you start?" Ye Sheng asked timidly.

It is clear that the relationship between male and female friends is confirmed, and there is no sign of dating, and suddenly it has crossed over to engagement!

Lunar speed.

"Hey, is it really strange? One or two are so surprised. How can we say that we have been more than a couple in the past two years? It's been enough time to get to know each other..." You Yanjing muttered, the rare little daughter gesture once.

"It was the day I came back from Beijing. I saw him standing at the gate of our college staring at my laboratory like a crumbling fence. I decided to marry him."

The crumbling fence... what the hell?Ye Sheng recalled how the big Yu Yang squatted on the side of the road in frustration, hey, he was really depressed.

"Don't pay attention to my science student's analogy, that's what it means." You Yanjing patted Ye Sheng carelessly.

The two walked out of the classroom.

Ye Sheng said: "Didn't the village chief say that your ideal is to enter the Chinese Academy of Sciences?" They all thought that You Yanjing was going to leave that time and never return, so they left and flew away.

"Isn't ideal just for thinking? It's enough to experience the feeling of entering a scientific research institute. My goal has always been to go back to my hometown for field application. I have done enough research work. Haha, who knew that guy thought I would become someone."

You Yanjing laughed heartily: "Besides, if other girls realize that Yu Yang's essence is not a straight male cancer, wouldn't it be my business, haha."

Girls like You Yanjing, who are used to being practical and realistic, are now happily thinking about the future: "We should be like this in the future, he will go out to start a business, and I will stay and work in my hometown, waiting for him to marry me! "

"Whether he succeeds in starting a business or not?" Ye Sheng's voice was gentle.

You Yanjing's voice couldn't help being affected and lowered, with rare tenderness: "There is no one who doesn't fail in a young man. Let's talk about the future. Now that I'm convinced, I'm going to catch him."

There is no problem anymore.

Yu Yang and You Yanjing, both of them are very thoughtful people, and what is rare is that they can run through their thoughts from beginning to end.

Ye Shenggang was completely moved by You Yanjing, he was happy for his two friends, and sincerely wished them a lifetime of happiness.

Turning around, I bumped into Yu Yang, smiling so hard that I couldn't see my teeth. He obviously sighed in front of him not long ago, saying that he was the only one left who wasn't single.

"The two of you haven't discussed who will give the candies?"

"Ah Jing came just now, I didn't say it earlier, well, didn't I want to give you more joy." Yu Yang retracted the foot that couldn't help chasing You Yanjing, and followed him out of the teaching building.

"You suddenly ran to my place that day... Are you okay?" Yu Yang hesitated for two or three times, but asked simply, "Hey, by the way, have you figured out what I told you about Shen Yu last time? "

Ye Sheng tilted his head and thought for a while, he could feel other people's intentions, whether it was true or not, every bit of life reflected in it could not be wrong, Shen Yu's kindness to him was true.

Except that Shen Yu's desire to control him is too strong, which annoys him.

"Honestly speaking, if a person loves another person, he cannot but like everything about him."

Ye Sheng said to Yang: "I don't really care about it. I don't know everything about my partner. Human nature is complicated after all. To use an embarrassing sentence, to love someone is to love everything about him, and even more to tolerate him." all."

"Besides, I'm not good enough myself. I'm not as perfect as he imagined. He doesn't dislike me either. Doesn't he want me?"

Yu Yang felt that Ye Sheng had put himself too lowly, but Ye Sheng liked it himself, so he couldn't say anything.

I also heard Ye Sheng add: "As for some of his strengths, I will negotiate with him." JIAOTANG

Yu Yang was directly discouraged: "Really, how can one or two have such an idea? The elder brother is like this, and so are you."

That's good, save him from being a bad guy.

Yu Yang struggled: "I didn't affect your relationship, did I?"

Ye Sheng held the thermos cup and shook his head.

"Then you are still unhappy..." Yu Yang was concerned and entangled.

"It's because of other things, not your business." Ye Sheng hesitated for a while, but still wanted to say more, "I'm thinking about how to accept people who I can't even recognize myself."

With such a serious look, Yu Yang was helpless: "Is there any place where I need brother's help for reference?"

Ye Sheng smiled wryly: "To be honest, I'm not ready to tell anyone except my mother and that old Chinese doctor who has passed away."

What he said was ambiguous, and Yu Yang's rough nerves couldn't understand it: "Don't think too much, since you have identified him, let's be together. But the premise is that you have something to say, don't talk about what you have and what you don't. Yourselves. If you run away from home in the middle of the night again, see if I can take you in."

"Got it." Ye Sheng responded softly with puffy cheeks.

He has taken the first step of bravely overcoming fear and accepting the other side of Shen Yu, and will continue to work hard to confess his situation as soon as possible.

What Yu Yang meant was to get to know each other and talk frankly.

He doesn't have that face for now, but he can come here tactfully, first to test Shen Yu's attitude towards the child, and then negotiate to fight for his own sovereignty.

"Mr. Shen, do you prefer a son or a daughter? Well...if you have a child in the future." Before dinner, when Shen Yu was in a relaxed mood, Ye Sheng asked.

Shen Yu washed his hands carefully, grabbed Ye Sheng's hands, put them under warm running water and washed them thoroughly, feeling a lingering feeling inexplicably.

Hearing this, he looked at Ye Sheng: "Why do you ask that?"

Ye Sheng didn't expect him to ask back directly, and stammered, "Just thinking about the future, haha."

He almost laughed out of You Yanjing's hearty voice.

"Imagine the future and adopt a child?"

"Having children is a normal family."

Shen Yu chuckled, and asked again: "Ye Sheng, are we a normal couple?"

Since they are not normal heterosexual couples, why expect normal family life.

"At first, I wanted to say that your question is meaningless." Shen Yu paused, took out a white towel and wiped Ye Sheng's hands, "Because we can't have children."

Seeing Ye Sheng's embarrassment, he held up his face, the kind and solemn face fascinated him, he was someone who could never share with others, even blood relatives.

"Thinking about it, I'd better answer Ye Sheng's question. I don't like any of them, no matter son or daughter."

Ye Sheng lowered his eyes and was lost.

Shen Yu kissed his eyes: "Because the only person I like the most is Ye Sheng."

Ye Sheng couldn't be happy.

Seeing this, Shen Yu calmly retreated: "If you really like children, we can adopt one and pick an obedient one."

Ye Sheng wakes up like a dream, remembering Shen Yu's true character under the mask of gentleness and generosity.

I can't go on talking about the first one, and I still don't know how to confess later.

Ye Sheng sighed, smiled and said let's go eat first.

Shen Yu knew that he had something on his mind that he didn't say, but he also knew that he shouldn't act too hastily, there must be a gradual process.

Taking his time, he can always correct some of Ye Sheng's thoughts, which is completely in line with his wishes.

After all, it is very rare for Guang to meet someone who closes his eyes.

Waste dim sum should also be.

But he knew in his heart that the reason for convincing himself was different from before.

It's no longer a superficial appearance.

-

Ye Sheng blocked people seriously.

Cheng Kui had no choice but to retreat, and was stuck in a burger restaurant.

Cheng's assistant, who looks like a tough guy, likes to eat hamburgers as a serious meal. When Ye Sheng saw it, he couldn't hide his joy at all.

Cheng Kui had laughed at him before, and when he heard Ye Sheng say that he thought Shen Yu had the air of a beautiful Jiyue, Cheng Kui burst out laughing unceremoniously.

Cheng Kui felt that Ye Sheng was so naive, he didn't realize Boss Shen's true face at all.

People like Shen Yu who play with finance and invest, use their brains without any effort, and pour money into their pockets, making people envious and enviable, are just like the famous quote from Capital Theory-Capital Come into the world, from head to toe, dripping blood and filth from every pore.

Shen Yu is such a person. Since he was born in the world, his life has been full of exploitation, cruelty, cruelty, and bloodshed. He is an existence that cannot be loved by everyone. He is an existence that even his biological parents dislike.

The money and benefits gained in exchange for the investment community are welcome, but it is only fleeting and full of copper stink.

And in the end, using a fake mask to cheat a person to treat him sincerely, Cheng Kui almost wanted to say bluntly that Shen Yu got a blessing in disguise, got lucky, and I'm afraid it wouldn't be like this with someone else.

But if you want him to bluntly say that Shen Yu is a cold-blooded and selfish Zhou Papi, a typical egoist, he can't tell.

Ye Sheng also asked him about Shen Yu, but he just faltered and couldn't speak.

"Brother Cheng, what kind of person do you think Mr. Shen is?"

Cheng Kui stared at the pile of hamburgers that Ye Sheng bought for him on the table. He had a gut feeling and dared not answer any questions. If something went wrong in the relationship between the two of them because of what he said afterwards, Shen Yu blamed him, and he couldn't make sense.

Ye Sheng, who was on the opposite side, raised his chin and asked again: "Mr. Shen...doesn't he like that things don't meet his expectations?"

Cheng Kui pondered, neither affirming nor denying: "Is it..."

He choked back, investment is risky, and Shen Yu is not a person who is afraid of challenges and accepting new things.

Ye Sheng was melancholy, how could he confess his own affairs like this, the result of his sneaky test yesterday would definitely exceed Shen Yu's expectations.

"Brother Cheng, I don't mean to make it difficult for you," Ye Sheng said seriously, "In fact, I know everything I should know, and I can guess what I don't know, but you see, I can still sit here with peace of mind and understand you. Mr. Shen, you should understand what I mean, right?"

No...Cheng Kui felt that Ye Sheng really didn't know everything Shen Yu did.

But seeing Ye Sheng's calm and calm expression, he felt that this person was indeed a smart person, and he could already see what Shen Yu was like after a little digging.

If this is the case, then why, this person can still sit here with peace of mind, since he understands Shen Yu's scheming in the city, shouldn't he feel terrible?

With such a cowardly temperament, shouldn't he run away in the face of Shen Yu's pressing every step of the way?

Why...why do you still try to understand everything about Shen Yu and accept his flaws?

Cheng Kui couldn't figure it out.

"You... do you know about apathy?" Cheng Kui said carefully.

Shen Yu's diagnosis by the most professional psychologist in the world.

Ye Sheng nodded.

Listening to Cheng Kui's eloquence, from the details of meeting in Chuncheng, it turned out that Shen Yu fell in love with him at first sight, because of this face?

Why doesn't he know what's good about him.

The subsequent encounters were also designed by Shen Yu, no wonder it was such a coincidence.

The purpose of coming to Nanfeng City to cultivate is also for him, but is it because Shen Yu does so much because he might become his ideal partner?

Oh, it's unlikely, because Shen Yu is still correcting him little by little, training him, correcting his clumsiness, trying to make him move closer to his favorite appearance.

So what exactly does he like to look like?

Looking back on Shen Yu's words and deeds, does he want a beautiful doll who can rely on him wholeheartedly, can only exist by relying on him, has no independent opinions?

It seems, it really is.

"Kissing me will make him feel more empathetic." Ye Sheng laughed as if thinking of something funny. (Note ①)

He looked really sad.

Cheng Kui answered as objectively and impartially as possible: "In theory, dopamine helps the secretion of oxytocin." (Note ②)

Ye Sheng didn't expect to get this result, he touched his stomach subconsciously, and left the burger shop.

He still wanted to confess as soon as possible, but it would be fine if there was nothing in his stomach. If Shen Yu found out, the fetus in his womb would be aborted before it was formed, let alone wait until it was born to see the sun of this world.

Although it was too much for him to think about Shen Yu like this, it was not an unfounded speculation.

People with apathy have serious personality defects: lack of general empathy, possessiveness, and inability to form normal attachments to people.

Shen Yu is a person with weak emotions, he should understand this.Not only are there few emotions, weak family values, but also strong DINK thoughts.

The DINK family voluntarily has no children and enjoys the life of two people. Shen Yu is even more desperate. Not only does he not have the idea of ​​inheriting the family and passing on the incense, he also regards his children as enemies.

Cheng Kui was right, in the eyes of people like Shen Yu, a child is a rival in love, and no man is willing to share his lover's love with a rival in love.

This is troublesome, the concepts of the two people are completely different.

The author has something to say:

Here is an explanation of why Ye Sheng said, "Can kissing me make him feel more empathetic?"

One of the symptoms of apathy is a lack of empathy, and the lack of empathy is mainly due to the lack of oxytocin in the brain, and the secretion of dopamine helps the production of oxytocin.

The relationship between the three is: dopamine → oxytocin → empathy

As we all know, dopamine is known as the love drug produced by the human body, a love stimulant, and is a magical substance that affects the nervous system.

This brain secretion is related to human sexuality and desire, pleasure and satisfaction, likes and dislikes and addiction.

Sexual desire is a sufficient and unnecessary condition for sufficient dopamine.

Cheng Kui believes that the existence of Ye Sheng can stimulate Shen Yu's dopamine secretion, which in turn helps Shen Yu increase oxytocin, have more empathy, and even improve Shen Yu's illness.

As for how to stimulate. Smile.

Here, Ye Sheng said that because he doubted Shen Yu's intentions to get close to him in the first place, because he also discovered that he had a special allure for the sexually indifferent Shen Yu, ahem.

At the same time, there is also a sense of self-abandonment in it. If Shen Yu can really rely on kissing and even making love with him, these physical contacts to increase empathy, does it mean that Shen Yu may also be able to cure the disease and accept the child in his belly.

But at present, the probability is very small, and Ye Sheng can't afford to take the risk.

Because he knows better, the pathological reaction of apathy:

① Mild "physiological" aspects,

It is manifested as a lack of response to emotions, slowness, dull facial expressions, always distrusting and dissatisfied with the outside world, skeptical about touching events, and even refuses to be moved.

No interest in people or things, no sense of responsibility, no concern for people, and dislike dealing with people.

He is indifferent to relatives and friends, and even with his closest family members, he cannot establish real and deeper emotional dependence with them.

Also, this kind of physiologically indifferent person is born with low skin temperature and slow heart rate.

Based on Shen Yu's previous attitude towards relatives, Ye Sheng can reasonably speculate that Shen Yu's indifference to blood relations shows that family values ​​are weak and he does not attach as much importance to offspring as ordinary people.

② In terms of extreme sadistic manifestations, torture and murder are the main behaviors, and there is no sense of shame and morality for one's own behavior, which manifests as obvious antisocial personality disorder.

According to what Yu Yang heard, Shen Yu showed this extreme symptom when he was a child, and the degree was controlled when he was an adult.

But if Ye Sheng accidentally stimulated his possessive desire or other sensitive aspects, it would easily make him suffer from relapse.

感谢在2020-01-0819:43:34~2020-01-1020:50:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: xiangling1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: why can't I get a bottle with a nice name;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

☆、Interrogation and interrogation

Leaving the burger shop, Ye Sheng went to take the last exam with a heavy heart.

At the end of the afternoon, Ye Sheng walked out of the school gate and saw Shen Yu waiting for him not far away.

It seemed that he was touched by the engagement of Yu Yang and You Yanjing. Apart from playing the piano together, Shen Yu was also keen to take Ye Sheng on a date.

He looks excited, like playing a game of house with him.

Because his legs and feet recovered a lot, Shen Yu often went to school to pick up Ye Sheng, waiting for him to pass the exam.

Ye Sheng was embarrassed to make people wait, and wanted him to go back, so Shen Yu just smiled and continued to go his own way.

Ever since Ye Sheng got to know Shen Yu's true character, he knew that what he had decided would not be easily changed.

On these trivial matters, Ye Sheng still showed great tolerance as usual, and after expressing a few words of his own opinion was useless, he followed Shen Yu.

He didn't want to stimulate any of Shen Yu's sensitive nerves. What happened on the New Year's Day performance really left a psychological shadow on him.

Today's date is to go to the square to see the musical fountain, which is a famous scenic spot in Nanfang City. Ye Sheng has been studying here for more than two years, but he has always wanted to come but never had the chance.

As a result, they finally came here today, and they came late, and only saw the end.

"It's a pity." Before the bustle, the cheering crowd in the square was about to disperse in twos and threes.

Ye Sheng tiptoed to glance at the colored lights of the fountain, then turned around and found that he and Shen Yu had been squeezed away by running too fast just now.

He returned the same way not far from the entrance, and Shen Yu's tall and tall figure was reflected by the spring, his right hand on the cane was tightly grasped.

Ye Sheng was sensitive to his displeasure, the more it was in such a public place, the easier it would be for Shen Yu to mind him running away, and he couldn't keep up because of his leg ailment.

After a pause, Ye Sheng smiled narrowly on purpose: "Mr. Shen, you see, we are not far apart. As long as I take one step forward, I can reach your side."

Shen Yu doesn't have to come to him, he can also take the initiative to approach Shen Yu.

In the past, Shen Yu's scheming was used to create a chance encounter with him, but now his courage is used to tolerate Shen Yu's paranoia.

He bypassed a passerby, hiding behind him like a hide-and-seek, and jumped out again: "Shen Yu, look, I will find you after taking this step."

He thought that his tolerance would bring Shen Yu's empathy, but he forgot that Shen Yu lacked empathy.

Under the bright fireworks, Shen Yu's classically handsome smile was still gentle and touching, and they hugged and kissed him in the square.

But on the night of his return, his domineering willfulness was fully exposed.

Ye Sheng just came out of the shower, and Shen Yu was already lying on the bed, with his hands folded on his stomach, his eyes closed and his breathing soft.

There is no unattainable height when awake, no alienation and indifference disguised in the daytime, the aura of not being close to strangers, restraining all aggressiveness, and being as well-behaved as a child.

Ye Sheng sat by the bed and couldn't help sighing.