don't enter his amusement park

Wing was silent.

Pei Yuan looked at the window, when Shi Yichen turned his head, he subconsciously hid behind the wall, he had betrayed his thoughts, he didn't want him to see him.

At least, not here.

Pei Yuan clenched his fists, the memory ball was there, he suddenly remembered the look in Shi Yichen's hesitant eyes when they parted on the lake at the end.At that time, had he already guessed something?

He already knew that he would selfishly carry this memory away?

He knew that he would leave him here alone, facing the changes in the world alone, and his lonely fate?

In the end, he had nothing, nothing left.

Only he knows all the past between them, only he knows everything between them, Shi Yichen will have nothing.This is so unfair to him.

Yi took another step back and bowed slightly: "Sorry, I was the one who said too much. You have already made a decision, please don't regret it."

The butler walked out of the room, and when the door closed, Pei Yuan almost wanted to rush out, throw the memory ball at his face, and then make a big noise to attract that person over.

That way, he can see him.

No, he didn't know who that person was.

But he knew that doing so could not be called a good start.

He needs time to think about these problems, and then he will find the courage to face him again, and then...at that time, they will have a new start.

But not here.

Not in this place full of ghosts and shadows.

The door is closed.

Pei Yuan sat down on the bed dejectedly, the memory ball silently reflected light in his hand.

After Tsubasa went out, he met a servant who was hurriedly walking towards the kitchen.

"Ellie, what's wrong?"

"Ah, manager, it's Master Yichen, he wants breakfast."

"I see, let me do it."

He took over the servant's task and walked towards the kitchen.

Before he went in, he could already smell the aroma of the cake.

A cake with a bad appearance was placed on the servant's dining table. It was cut into a piece, and there were plates and cake forks next to it, and there were some cake residues.Tsubasa looked around the room, but the kitchen was empty.

However, just by looking at it, you can tell that this cake cannot be made by servants, their craftsmanship would not be so bad, and they would not just put it here casually.Of course it couldn't be made by Xiang Fangyuan or Shi Yichen, they all slept until morning and they can be ruled out according to the time when the cake was formed.Most importantly, none of the baking utensils in the kitchen showed signs of being used.

Then there is only one possibility left, this extremely poorly crafted cake is a foreign object.

Someone sent it over.

And that person, without even thinking about it, knows it.

Yi stared at it, then packed it in a crisper and put it in the upper shelf of the refrigerator.

Then, he prepared breakfast, put it on a tray, and walked to the dining room.

He found Shi Yichen behind a tall plant, he knew very well that this place was Shi Yichen's favorite place to eat, it was very hidden, unobtrusive, and at the same time he could secretly observe the movements inside and outside the room.

He walked over, and Shi Yichen was sitting at the small dining table, looking at the corner of the garden outside the window, but his gaze was too calm, although he was looking at a certain place, it seemed that he was not looking at that place.He stared into nothingness, seeing nothing.

Yi paused for a moment, this situation reminded him of the first time he saw Shi Yichen, when Shi Yichen was only eleven or twelve years old, however, he was already looking at another world.

That kind of gaze is like abandoning and killing the whole world.

But after he came out of "blue eyes", things were a little different.This feeling became more obscure, he skillfully concealed his killing intent, and no longer radiated hostility to the outside world.However, Yi could feel that Shi Yichen aimed all the killing intent at himself.

He wants to kill himself.

"Master Yichen."

To drive away the illusion, Tsubasa made a sound and walked towards him.

Shi Yichen turned his head, there was no trace of emotion on his calm face.

"Good morning, Tsubasa."

"You too, good morning."

Yi put the meal in front of Shi Yichen.

"Master Yichen, please use it."

After setting out his breakfast, he took a step back with the tray.

Shi Yichen nodded lightly, spread out the napkin without saying a word, and started the meal.He always speaks very little, whether it is meal time or usual time, he is taciturn, Tsubasa has long been used to this kind of silence.

"Master Yichen, welcome back." He said again.

Shi Yichen raised his head: "You said this sentence yesterday."

"Welcome words can never be too much, not to mention, I have been waiting for this day for a long time."

Shi Yichen thought for a while and asked, "I really slept for three months?"

"It's three months and five days." Yi corrected.

"You really resemble him." Shi Yichen replied.

Yi was stunned for a moment: "Master...he said that too?"

"Well, even the tone of voice is exactly the same."

"That's really impossible."

Wing smiled wryly.

Shi Yichen stopped talking again, Yi looked at his face, and then asked: "Master Yichen, have you really forgotten the memory of these three months?"

"Well, I forgot, I don't have a real feeling. I can't be sure until I see the leaves of the cherry blossom tree. It was still blooming with cherry blossoms before."

Yi looked at the garden, the cherry blossom tree in the diagonal corner was lush and lush, but three months ago, it was full of flowers, like clouds and brocade.

Now, no more.

"Does this bother you?" he asked.

"No, no."

Shi Yichen said calmly.

Yi's eyes darkened: "Don't you want to know about the missing memory?"

"The lack is not important, because I don't know what is missing, so the missing thing is not important, this is my cognition." Shi Yichen said, "What's more, if I want to remember, it is full of loopholes The system can't stop me."

Yi lost his mind for a moment, and muttered to himself: "You have grown up a lot, but I am still lagging behind."

"You have done a great job, he needs you, without you, he will cease to exist." Shi Yichen said.

"Master, he..."

"Don't worry, it will pass soon." Shi Yichen said, "The pawn trapped in the chess game has found a way out, he will be relieved, I am not worried about him, but you, Yi, you are worrying."

"Are you... worried about me?"

Wing asked with some surprise.

Shi Yichen nodded slightly: "Perhaps all chess games can be cracked, but if the chess pieces are willing to put on shackles, then all the ways out will come to naught."

Is this implying that he is in a cocoon?

Yi smiled bitterly: "Master Yichen, thank you for your warning, I will consider it more thoroughly."

"You really should, for yourself."

After finishing speaking, Shi Yichen lowered his head and continued to start his breakfast.

Yi bowed and backed away, walking outside.

At this time, Shi Yichen's voice came from behind again.

"On the second floor, are there any guests?"

This was just a casual question, Shi Yichen's tone was flat and casual, he didn't care about the answer.

Yi stopped at the same spot, then turned around and said, "Yes, it is a guest invited by the master."

Shi Yichen nodded, indicating that he already knew.

Then, he continued to eat the food.

After staring at him steadily for a while, he knew that it was not his illusion, this man aimed all killing intent at himself, and he was always ready to murder himself.

For, something more important.

When he woke up from the water, the first sound he heard was a familiar one.

"Welcome back."

He opened his eyes and saw Xiang Jianyuan standing in front of the glass of the water tank, looking at him through the glass, and smiled from the bottom of his heart.This smile let him know that he must have been asleep for a long time.

He saw Yi was there too, standing behind Xiang Jianyuan, holding a black bathrobe in his hand.

"Welcome back, Master Yichen." Yi Ye said to him.

What is missing.

Around him, nothing was missing.

There is an empty piece of the puzzle, the one that cannot be filled.

He could feel the "blue eyes" closing, and he passed the scrutiny, and of course he would, it was the same as his plan.But those powers are still there. The difference from before is that they are docile and obedient, staying in the depths peacefully, and they no longer want to burst out all day like before, causing him a lot of mess.

The glowing plankton withdrew from his body, disappearing little by little.

He got rid of the control of "blue eyes" and walked out of the water.He passed through the glass easily without breaking it, and the water stains on his body disappeared when he walked out of the glass of the water tank.

Yi stepped forward with the bathrobe in hand, shook it out skillfully, and changed him.

That's when he knew he was forgetting something, he knew the feeling, he had it about a year ago, he was missing some pieces of the puzzle.

This sense of emptiness has always followed him, and it has not disappeared until now.

He sat at the dining table and took a sip of black tea to dilute the sweetness of the buttered bread. He ate his breakfast cleanly without leaving any residue.

The body cavity is still there, not filled by the entry of food.

There is still a deserted amusement park in his heart, the crowd has dispersed, eternal night falls, there is no light, and there is no dawn.

Once a firefly came through the night, gave him a short night of radiance, and then disappeared into the night.

However, he couldn't get it back.

He can only wait.

That ray of light would come back to him.

"Mr. Pei Yuan, everything is ready."

Yi knocked on the door of Pei Yuan's room, but soon it was no longer his room.

Pei Yuan hastily ate breakfast in the room, and then packed his things. The clothes were the same as when he came here, no more, no less, just enough to fill a suitcase.

All he got was memories, almost overflowing memories, about Shi Yichen, and all of him in the amusement park.

Relying on these memories, he can spend his whole life.

He checked his belongings again, then picked up the suitcase, took a last look at the room, and walked out.

"Master Yichen is meditating, he won't find you." Yi Yi at the door made way, "But, is this enough?"

There was still concern on Wing's face.

Pei Yuan nodded: "That's enough."

There is no need to think about seeing Shi Yichen for the last time, and the idea of ​​taking a sneak peek is absolutely forbidden. This is not a farewell, but just for a better encounter next time.

That's how he convinced himself.

Pei Yuan grabbed the suitcase tightly and walked to the first floor.

Don't look back, don't look around, don't pray where he'll come out from.

Pei Yuan warned himself silently, he only stared at the floor under his feet, and walked forward with his head down.