don't enter his amusement park

After Shi Yichen's mother passed away, Xiang Jianyuan replaced her and became Shi Yichen's relative, taking care of him meticulously, their fate quietly turned in a different direction.

Standing in the dining room, Pei Yuan watched Xiangjian Yuan walk towards Shi Yichen carrying a tray: "Here, this is a complementary meeting gift."

A strawberry mousse cake made by himself, with a mouth-watering strawberry on the layered cake base, the cream is sweet and fragrant.

Shi Yichen looked at him, then at the cake, and frowned slightly, as if he didn't like desserts.

But in the end, he picked up the cake fork, scooped up a fork and put it in his mouth.

Then he ate it disgustingly.

The two seem to have reconciled.

Pei Yuan stood aside. At this moment, the scene suddenly changed again.

"Snapped--"

There was a clear slap at the beginning, Xiang Jianyuan slapped Shi Yichen's face mercilessly, Shi Yichen's face turned to one side, his face swelled up quickly, he stood in front of Xiang Jianyuan, even though he was long It's a lot higher, but it only reaches the thighs that are far away from each other.At this time, Xiang Jianyuan has grown into a handsome young man, and the majesty belonging to his elder brother is also faintly revealed.

He looked at Shi Yichen, who was half a body lower than himself, and said sharply: "I told you, don't kill those animals, you may kill them easily, but those lives have reasons for existence and deserve your respect .”

Shi Yichen listened to his lesson without saying a word, expressing his resistance with silence.

"Don't treat me as your enemy, look at me and tell me why you always do this?" Xiang Jianyuan questioned, but Shi Yichen still refused to raise his head, let alone speak.

Seeing this, Xiang Jianyuan sighed, squatted down in front of him, looked at him and said: "Don't reject me, Yichen, it's not that I don't understand you. Let me guess what you think, if I guess wrong Yes, you have to tell me too."

Shi Yichen still lowered his head, Xiang Yuan paused for a moment, and then said: "The reason why you killed them is because you want to revive them, right?"

After finishing speaking, Shi Yichen finally raised his eyes and looked at his brother.

Xiang Jianyuan knew that he guessed right, and he continued: "You want to resurrect something else, but you failed, right?"

The picture of the forest's failure flashed across the screen. Pei Yuan remembered that Shi Yichen had killed the snow leopard and many other animals in the forest. Could it be a resurrection ceremony?

"Creating new life and destroying life are extremely simple for you, but if you want to transcend the boundary between life and death and bring the dead back to this world, it is tantamount to reversing time, which is wrong." Xiang Jianyuan sighed and said , "I don't know what you think of death. In my eyes, death is sacred and solemn. It is irreversible and irreversible. If you want to bring the dead back through sacrifices, you will only create monsters."

"We are monsters."

Shi Yichen spread out his hand, a dead butterfly lay in the palm of his hand, the wings in the wind were gorgeous and majestic.

Xiang Yuan held his hand, with sadness in his silver eyes: "Maybe it is true. But we can still decide whether we want to kill a butterfly, a bird or a rose, and you can let them continue exist."

"But, mother died." Shi Yichen said calmly.

Xiang Jianyuan's expression froze, he stroked the back of Shi Yichen's head, and said softly: "Do you want her to come back?"

"Do not."

He only said one word.

Xiang Jianyuan frowned worriedly, he was thinking about how to bring up this topic with him, Mars did not deliberately hide Shi Yichen's life experience from him, he also knew part of Isabella's death, but they were not prepared Let's talk about it with Shi Yichen.

"I know." Shi Yichen said again, "He killed her. My father killed my mother."

"Yichen..."

Xiangjian opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.At this time, words are powerless, and for this prematurely matured child with unfathomable power, any words of comfort are just barely scratching the surface.

That's not what he needs.

"sorry."

Xiang Jianyuan embraced him in his arms.

"It's my fault. I don't know much about you. Tell me more. I want to know what you think."

You don't want to know.

Shi Yichen's eyes said so, he leaned into Xiang Jianyuan's arms, his eyes passed Xiang Jianyuan's shoulders, and fell on Pei Yuan who was standing behind.

Pei Yuan knew that he wasn't looking at him, he couldn't possibly see him, however, when he saw Shi Yichen's eyes, he still had the illusion that he seemed to know all the thoughts in this child's heart, all the things in his heart. The loneliness, all the sadness and despair.

At this moment, he knew that although Shi Yichen was leaning in Xiangjianyuan's arms, he still had a cold secret hidden in his heart. He wanted to get close to the warmth of Xiangjianyuan's body, but that secret was still lingering in his heart. between them.

Suddenly, a butterfly flew past Pei Yuan, and the scene changed again.

He found himself standing in an amusement park, yes, that amusement park, where he killed the target.

"Sir, would you like a balloon?"

The clown holding the balloon came over as he remembered. Pei Yuan saw that he was holding a banknote in his hand. He handed over the money, and the clown happily accepted it immediately.

"Great, here's your balloon!"

A red balloon was handed to Pei Yuan, and at the same time a couple walked towards the amusement park. Next, the clown was about to leave in front of him to solicit business from the couple, and Pei Yuan would turn around and leave.

However, this time he stood still, he waited for the clown to leave, he looked at the amusement park again, and found the piece of the puzzle that didn't belong here.

The clown saw the couple, dragged a bunch of balloons, and walked over enthusiastically.

A large number of colorful balloons floated past Pei Yuan, like fish in the water swimming away one by one, and a few of them almost touched his face.One of the balloons seemed to have lost its way. It turned around in the air before finding its way and being pulled away by force.

Everything was in slow motion until the last balloon passed, and Pei Yuan saw the amusement park again.He was about to walk in, when suddenly, his gaze was fixed on the front.

There's a guy sitting there, outside the sweet shop at the entrance of the amusement park, and there he is.

Pei Yuan tightly twisted the balloon string in his hand, and walked over without blinking.

As if aware of his arrival, the person sitting with his back turned slowly turned his head, looking at him with dark eyes.

The eyes of the two met, Pei Yuan subconsciously stopped, he saw him, he also saw him, this is not in memory, this is their amusement park.

"you……"

Pei Yuan grasped the red balloon blankly, not knowing where to put it.

"I've been waiting for you." Shi Yichen looked at him, "I've been waiting for you, since that day, I've been waiting for you to find me."

After a short pause, he said, "You didn't see me."

"sorry, I……"

Pei Yuan couldn't explain it, he didn't notice Shi Yichen's existence, it was a fact.

"You don't need to apologize, the reason why you didn't find me is because I didn't want you to see me." Shi Yichen said calmly, "A part of me expects you to pay attention to me, but another part is rejecting this, I To be between them all the time, unable to choose."

"At least you don't have to choose now, don't you?" Pei Yuan tried to make the topic a little lighter, but Shi Yichen's eyes became deeper.Pei Yuan immediately remembered that after the game was over, "Blue Eyes" would erase Shi Yichen's memory, and could also erase his memory.

"I won't let 'Blue Eye' erase my memory!" He raised his tone and said quickly, "I won't let anyone tamper with my memory again!"

Shi Yichen looked at him without saying a word.

Pei Yuan softened his tone, and said, "You also said that you have a way to avoid the amnestics of 'Blue Eyes'. Even if the game is over, we won't change anything, will we?"

"You really want to know the answer?"

"I……"

"You are the same as him, you don't want to know the answer." Shi Yichen said.In this sentence, he is undoubtedly far away from each other. In Shi Yichen's memory, he still hides something from him.

"Why don't you try to tell it out?" Pei Yuan said, "You also told Xiang Jianyuan, right? What's that secret you don't want him to know?"

Shi Yichen turned his head away: "There is nothing."

"Liar, it's that butterfly. There's something wrong with that butterfly." He saw it all. After the butterfly flew over, the woman's expression was obviously wrong. The phosphorous powder of that butterfly was poisonous.

"You killed her, didn't you?"

Pei Yuan asked with difficulty.

At this time, Shi Yichen finally looked at him: "Is this the answer you want?"

"No, this is the answer you want to tell me." Pei Yuan grabbed the balloon in his hand, his eyes sparkled, "You dragged me into memory, you wanted to tell me about your past, the mistakes you made , your sins, and your guilt. You want to resurrect her to make up for this mistake, so you killed that snow leopard and those—”

"Wrong, I killed them just for fun."

"That's what you said to Xiang Jianyuan too?"

"Don't mention him."

"What about Mars? You too—"

Shi Yichen got up suddenly and came in front of him.Those eyes were full of resentment and pain, which made him stop talking.

"Don't mention him."

Shi Yichen repeated again.

Pei Yuan felt a burst of sadness, not only for this person, but also for everything that this person had to bear, everything that he had been enduring, that shouldn't be something that child should bear, and it shouldn't be something he should bear.

"Enough, don't lie to yourself anymore, you want me to know, you want to tell me, you are very sad." At that time, he was just a child, a child just out of the swaddle, he should not understand anything , I don’t remember anything, but the fact is just the opposite, he has insight into everything, and has been tolerating that woman, her hatred and anger, her madness and jealousy, he knows everything, but he can’t change anything , feeling hopeless and angry.

"It shouldn't be like that." Shi Yichen said suddenly, "Those phosphorous powders have a hypnotic effect. I implanted in her the idea of ​​assassinating that man, and she did so. She went to meet that man with a dagger and killed her." He died together. But the plan failed, and she was killed by that man instead—this is what I expected. I hope she dies, and I hope that the man will be imprisoned by the family after killing her, away from Mars. I hope death Wash away her sins, and she will come back in another form."

That's why he carried out the sacrificial ceremony, using the snow leopard and those animals as sacrifices.

However, he failed.

The woman didn't come back.

But Shi Zhen went on a killing spree after killing her, killing Mars in the tenth year after his first failed attempt to kill him.

Both Xiangyuan and Odin were involved in this murder and could not save themselves.

It was all his fault.

The author has something to say: Regarding the end time, it should be very close. There are still [-] words left in the manuscript, and there is still an ending, but I am stuck with the ending every day, and recently I don’t know if I can spare time to woo woo woo

I'll look at it then qaq